Fck this track is amazing!!!!!!! i'm addicted

lyrics:
ever since i heard his voice across the hallway
i kissed his lips and turned my back and thought well ok
maybe this could finally work
and i won't be left in the dirt
all of the bleach shirt
is dripping onto my skirt
and now im finally home
but i won't pick up my phone
80 missed calls it's okay
ill call them all back someday
and when i do it'll ring 
it'll go on endlessly
til i panic and hang up
pour liquor into my cup
ill fuck my life up again
and then ill finally quit
ill wish u luck to move on
ill cry and then you'll be gone
but this won't be the last u see of me ill be inside ur dreams
clawing at my grave while 6 ft under ill be ripping the seams

ima go back and replace every single little mistake
till i can't walk anymore
i will collapse on the floor
my legs will buckle and break 
and i'll fix every mistake

washing off
all the dirt on my shirt so im pretty and clean and u stick out to me

mistake (prod. mgnta)

lyrics
We are the trees
So effortlessly
And we shed our leaves
After we turn green
The blood we will drink
Is starting to sink in
And I haven't seen it
The way you perceive me
So can I restart
I just needed a breather
The running's making my feet hurt
I need to get the believers
As close as I can

Cause we are never alone
When we're needed to grow
Just like the trees
For eternity

At the drop of a pea
All of our baby teeth
Draw out old memories
Far past what we can think
And the dreams we would dream
Fill things up to the seams
I don't think we should leave
Dreading what has to be
I know i said I won't
But I'm needing to flee
Soaring far over trees
We can live with the bees
As we all stay afloat

Cause we are never alone
When we're needed to grow
Just like the trees
For eternity

we are the trees

written/produced/mixed & mastered by me
and so begins the bitter wind
cutting up my brittle hands and heavy heaving hearts will stop again
ive made a name to call me by and see it with your own two eyes i don't think that 
your love was ever here
and now im in a darker place where light has no room to escape and hearts will glow to create something safe
a dream of sorts you're on the porch and talking to the moon and he says "every little thing will be okay"

and you will wonder why it's not
and while your heart begins to rot 
all the love you had for me will dissipate
and all the branches in the yard growing fungus going far things will start to finally create a face

dissipate

production/mixing/mastering by me
in celebration of zombie boy hitting 20 million streams on spotify, here is one of the remastered tracks i'm working on (yes i am re-doing the whole album)
hope u enjoy <3

My brain is a very strange place
My heart is cold
My pride is gone
My parents lay and they cry all night
So do I
So do I
My brain is a damaged place
My arms are weak
My eyes are bleak
And I take these drugs just to make me numb
And I won't stop
No, I won't stop

i haven't gotten around to telling you (remastered)

@cry2jodii @x-loflyier-x
lockers & chapter222 crossover event

never appear (w/ cry2jodii & loflyier)

lyrics:
i think i lost it,
caught it, im stuck inside the faucet
i really need your help to pull me out so i can crop this
i know who i am and it's been on my mind i got this 
i will be the woman of my dreams stand back and watch this

changed my name to jodi and you stepped back from the sleight of hand 
u hid myself from sight to keep 
me safe from hurt the others bring
but i will take it embrace it
cos i can almost touch it
i've been reachin in the dark for years and losing focus
thought it was for nothing but i've never been closer
i can feel the beating of my heart it's almost over

i can see the sunset 
smiling in a pink dress
nobody around to say im too different to do this
chocolate covered kisses 
and i am but a princess
from cheek to cheek u see that i am glowing in the excess

i think i lost it,
caught it, im stuck inside the faucet
i really need your help to pull me out so i can crop this
i know who i am and it's been on my mind i got this 
i will be the woman of my dreams stand back and watch this

i can see the sunset 
smiling in a pink dress
nobody around to say im too different to do this
chocolate covered kisses 
and i am but a princess
from cheek to cheek u see that i am glowing in the excess

hi, i'm jodi

lyrics:
my trust is fucked from getting fucked over again
why's it so hard for me to buckle down and let somebody in
i keep on getting close to letting go and floating in the wind
i get so caught up in the feeling then it brutally begins
i was an addict back when doin drugs could make you better friends 
now i'm an addict with nobody who will stick thru til the end
i wish i had someone to cry to when the crying starts again
drowning in feelings in the mirror seems more likely fitting in

elastic organs they will fill my stomach up and i am plastic, i am lead, and you wish that i was dead, 
but i can't collect the data cos my processor is busted and my printer paper's jammed, can i fix it with my hand and you say no
you have to hang up all your clothes before you go to find a home
or else mother she will scold the both of us
people stuck inside the cusp of losing everything we love, should we risk it all for drugs or loosen up 
we're growing up, we're growing up
and i can't handle holding cups
my attention span is rough and you don't know 
how much i miss being in love with someone 
you can hear my heart a bumpin
playin to the beat of nothing

my trust is fucked i think that i won't trust again
until someone comes along and starts to act just like a friend
i get excited when i think it's closing in, i’m closing in
but excitement starts to fade, and the lights begin to dim, begin to dim

the beat of nothing (demo)

lil song i produced cos i was bored lemekno

circles

b0di

feel better (ft. stagehoax)

she/her
https://linktr.ee/scruffpuppie
willows weep for me
notes for growing up (demos) presave link in the linktree

mistake (prod. mgnta)

scruffpuppie

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