left behind - SARM? x yuusef

If you've ever felt like a ghost in a getaway car...

★ Raw • Haunting • Cathartic ★

Dive into a ghost story where pop-punk’s confessional rage meets hauntcore’s eerie intimacy. This acoustic-driven track wraps desperate highway imagery ("headlights, red lights, sirens bright") in stripped back guitar rawness, capturing the exhaustion of outrunning your own shadow.

Key themes:

☠️ Self haunting (“I’m my own worst memory”)

🚗 Escapism’s dead ends (“Can’t outrun myself in either lane”)

⚰️ Resignation (“Dig myself into a little plot of grass”)

Lyrics:

I distanced myself to see what would stay near
Admittedly I don't see much, all too clear
Head lights, red lights, and sirens bright at the rear
But the subject in the mirror is much closer than it appears

And I see it now, the ghost I tried to leave
Following me down these empty streets
I believe it now, like you used to say
I'm my own worst memory

Windows down, July rain as cold as your glare
Heavy is the head, cold wind, silence in the air
Better left unsaid, can't speak what's not here
Never tried my best, couldn't make myself seem to care

But every mile I drive is a roadside flare
Double parked going sixty, lighting a cigarette, texting "I'm almost there"
Can’t outrun myself, in either lane, always left, right, disappear
Wind blows tumble weeds down a familiar road of tears

And I see it now, the ghost I tried to leave
Following me down these empty streets
I believe it now, like you used to say
I'm my own worst memory

Am I running from the past or chasing what’s ahead?
These sirens behind me can’t drown what’s in my dread
The lights are getting closer, fear is getting clear
Is it a dead end ahead or highway deer

Rearview conversations I never will outpace
Every mile marker takes a turn to make their case
Tires drift the shoulder, rubber stays in place
Fell asleep at the wheel trying to erase

And I see it now, where I was supposed to be
Spent to much time at lights in disbelief
I believe you now, I just don't trust the memory
Cause you can't get that far with a tank on E

I missed my turn a while back
Think I'll park in the shade
Dig myself into a little plot of grass
I tire of taking winding paths too fast, too fast

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Flat

When your life feels like an endless "Groundhog Day" routine.

United Masters

Sleepless Nights

An ep I've been making ig I've just been making music to deal with my life. I love making it don't get me wrong, it's probably the only thing that helps me feel in a way. I'm rambling but enjoy I put a lot of effort.

YOU SURE?

shoreline

(living puff)


yeah i know

its calling for me
waitin to pull me under
when it gets hard to breathe
go stare right at the thunder

so i guess,
the rain is pourin as a sign im doin
somethin right for once i feel in power

--

controlled demise
im stuck starin at u from the ground wish i could fly
u think id turn away from cloudy skies but its alright
ive dealt with it before i know where beauty likes to hide
cuz if u cant get past it there's no chance youll see the light

whats the point in havin sun if you dont even want it bright
know ive felt the pain before, regret not holdin on
but ive learned the best things come from movin on
come from movin on

its calling for me
waitin to pull me under
when it gets hard to breathe
go stare right at the thunder

so i guess,
the rain is pourin as a sign im doin
somethin right for once i feel in power

its calling for me
waitin to pull me under
when it gets hard to breathe
go stare right at the thunder

so i guess,
the rain is pourin as a sign im doin
somethin right for once i feel in power

storm

Christian College Indie Rock



[Verse 1]
Pages torn fingers bleed
Words like swords cut what I need
Digging deeper for the truth unseen

[Prechorus]
Can’t fake it
Can’t shake it
The weight of knowing

[Chorus]
Study to show approved
Am I enough am I enough
Through fire and proof
Am I enough am I enough

[Verse 2]
Late nights candles burn low
Questions rise answers don’t show
I’m searching searching will I ever know

[Prechorus]
Heart’s breaking
Hands shaking
The weight of knowing

[Chorus]
Study to show approved
Am I enough am I enough
Through fire and proof
Am I enough am I enough

Approved (Am I Enough?)

in another life (ft. xvlonely)

Skin To Skin

American

(Omarow)
Hey
I don't care what you do what you say
You'll be outta my mind anyway
Say I'm stupid say I'm useless
Yeah I'm great
I'm doing great yeah
No way
I can see in my mind that you're fake
Got a problem that you'll take to the grave
I don't wanna hit you up anyway
Keep your stupid lies out of my name

(Omarow)
Pick it up
Think of us
Last night we spent in the pickup truck
Counterpoint, forget it all 
Drunk last night i forgot i called
I don't wanna waste my time with you
I just wanna waste my time with someone at all
I don't wanna take my time with you
I just wanna skip to being involved

(Luxx)
hey
i heard you’re doing great
do you miss me anyway way way way
i hope you miss me anyway
pull me closer to the static 
i’ve been chasing problematics 
you said i was so dramatic 
my reflection looks so tragic 
turned my love into an addict 
you were poison so emphatic 
left me broken so erratic 
buried pain beneath the fabric
hey
i heard you’re doing great
do you miss me anyway
i hope you miss me anyway way way way

(Omarow)
Pick it up
Think of us
Last night we spent in the pickup truck
Counterpoint, forget it all 
Drunk last night i forgot i called
I don't wanna waste my time with you
I just wanna waste my time with someone at all
I don't wanna take my time with you
I just wanna skip to being involved
Pick it up
Think of us
Last night we spent in the pickup truck
Counterpoint, forget it all 
Drunk last night i forgot i called
I don't wanna waste my time with you
I just wanna waste my time with someone at all
I don't wanna take my time with you
I just wanna skip to being involved

hey w/ Luxx [prod. everestdidthis]

Omarow