March 2020 🔥

Bbyifuluvme

this was the early stages of the song before i changed the hook and added more layers

morning coffee (original demo)

INTRO

i fall to pieces

VERSE

i feel my breath start to fade away
never did i think it would end this way
i’m begging you please just stay
but i see that i’m a monster so i get it if you run away
who have i become
what have i done 
the light is getting darker as i stare into this gun
i fall to pieces
tell me what’s the reason
when every single day i live life with no reason

AUTUMN VERSE

lie in my bed as i take up the air
at the end of the day 
she never really cared
so we came to an end 
while i was i prepared
but a couple weeks later
my eye caught a glare

she took me in and we fucking relate
but i’m still getting over what 
happened that day
and she begged me to stay
don’t fucking leave 
don’t walk away could we talk it out please 

i think that this is the end
(i think that this is the end)
there ain’t no way imma rest

(2x)
there ain’t no way imma rest
there ain’t no way imma rest again
there ain’t no way imma rest
there ain’t no way imma rest again

fall to pieces w/ autumndropsdead (dash)

https://twitter.com/prodjolst

im not saving face i just expect em all to hate me
why i even care, there aint nobody that can save me
nothing is enough too far behind the dreams im chasing
ive been lost in the background fading

you kick me when im down then say you wanna fuckin talk?
couldn't have been right, i guess it wasn't what i thought
so keep my fuckin name out of your mouth until i rot
you'll never see my face again i knew i wasn't wrong

i gotta pay for my actions
intimate details become a distraction
i wont permit it, i'll give no reaction
i lay in emptiness, life's no attraction

i wont lie, i dont really try enough to settle all the spite
the hatred in my heart and the envy in my eyes
get me back inside ive been driving all night
i can see the sunrise

brush it off, i really get what i give out it hits me 10 fold
like a mirror shinin back reflecting inners of my mental
nah its not you it's only me, maybe you could get it
if you saw just what i see

life is no attraction (jolst)

Freak.

Freak. (Prod. by King Theta)

[ZBee]

The day the angel fall  
I’ll be think of you
I’ll take a break right now
Just to say that it’s true
I don’t really want to know
What you do
Cus if I do 
I might just fall in love with you again
Every time I do 
I don’t wanna pretend 
That I’m not in my head again 
Welcome to the night inside my head 
If the moon comes back it’ll be my end

I really hate the moon
Every time I see it it ends up in my doom
So I don’t want to continue 
When I know I won’t make it to my room

[NAVYXOWER]

i really dont know what to do
im such an awful person, whatd i do
you were such a sweet angel by my side
yeah i cried
i put myself in situations i dont like

i ruin my own, life

i keep falling apart
im breaking my own heart
i think i fall to temptaion too soon
always left inside a bloody bad mood
its cause of what i do

i wake up feel like trash
i tell myself its fine, im okay with where im at
even though its just a lie
im stuck with all the shit, i cant comply
its past the hour, gotta get home
before she cries

[ZBee]

The day the angel fall  
I’ll be think of you
I’ll take a break right now
Just to say that it’s true
I don’t really want to know
What you do
Cus if I do 
I might just fall in love with you again
Every time I do 
I don’t wanna pretend 
That I’m not in my head again 
Welcome to the night inside my head 
If the moon comes back it’ll be my end

the day the Angel fall (feat. NAVYXOWER)(johnnyfriend)

feat. https://soundcloud.com/indyswo
prod/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
IG: www.instagram.com/alecneversad/
Twitter: twitter.com/alecneversad

LYRICS:
swo:
Touch me without a finger
Doors are slamming closed
Reach out into the dark space
Hold me
Really only got one question - does the love hurt? Does the pain not go away?
Really only got one question - does the love hurt? Does the pain not go away?

AA!:
Don't know if I'm in love with you
But damn I love the things that you do
I kinda wanna be alone
Cuz when I be myself I lose U
Don't know if I'm in love with you
But damn I love the things that you do
I kinda wanna be alone
Cuz when I be myself I lose U

I'm always speaking my heart, I never meant to be bitter
I've never made it this far, I think the air's getting thinner
Why cant I breathe when I got everything I said I wanted?
Don't let this be another one-take turnaround

Don't know if I'm in love with you
But damn I love the things that you do
I kinda wanna be alone
Cuz when I be myself I lose U
Don't know if I'm in love with you
But damn I love the things that you do
I kinda wanna be alone
Cuz when I be myself I lose U

stream on Spotify <3

Lose U (feat. Swo)

i'm the one who answers

Bread & Butterflies Chapter 14

Written & Performed By teddybear
Produced, Recorded & Mastered By Cian P

Executive Production: Hudson Alexander & teddybear

Bread & Butterflies

Lifeline

Lifeline (Prod. Cian P) (BONUS)

You lied to yourself.

Bread & Butterflies

Executive Production: Hudson Alexander & teddybear

Pinks

Pinks (Prod. North House) (BONUS)

What if it's all in my head?

The Final Chapter of Bread & Butterflies

Written & Performed By teddybear & BLANKTS
Produced By Hudson Alexander
Featuring BLANKTS

Wonderland

Wonderland ft. BLANKTS (Prod. Hudson Alexander)

Goodbye. (save me)

@loser4k

fading away
writing a verse then i go mia
i dont really give a fuck what u say
paranoia really burn thru my brain
burn away
like acid, i irritate
a path of life i'd like to take
i draw the knife and use the blade

burn (prod. loser4k)

prod. candle lights

i hate to say this
ur losing a battle that no ones wins
ur my best friend
this isn't goodbye i will see u again
in my dreams
in my memories

i tried my hardest
to help nurse your wounds 
back to stable health
i'm so sorry
the reaper took hold of you
i couldn't help
please don't take her
the only one saving me from myself
all i have left
is a box with some memories on the shelf

best friend (prod. candle lights)

LYRICS: 
am i too dangerous for you,
(for you)
i’m too dangerous for me,
when i get overwhelmed i try so hard,
to just stop and breathe, (and breathe)
i don’t really think that i’m still losing,
but i know i’m not catching a dub,
i think that i’m not broken , 
cause i always seem to think about love.

i remember when things were easy, 
and i remember when i didn’t have a job,
i remember when i didn’t wanna kill myself,
i remember when we all just got along ,

but now im falling apart inside my basement,
and i remember all of the moves i made wrong
but if i roll another glizzy imma face it,
and write about my feelings before they’re all gone,

it’s the coming of age that made me hopeless,
it’s the 9-5 job that made me feel like dick,
it’s the way the acid hit on the carpet, 
and it’s the way i never realized to talk my shit,

i remember when things were easy, 
i remember when i didn’t have a job,
i remember when i didn’t wanna kill myself,
i remember when we all just got along,

but,
 i fall down and i don’t get up much,(get up much)
and i’m getting high before i think bout lunch,
but i think i’m finally at a crossroad, 
i wanna give up but what the fuck do i think i know, (x2)

Spotify <3

remember when? (prod. twintails)

lyrics:

(kindmile)
I wanna be happy like a pretty rich girl 
Daddy handed her the world 
Oyster came with a pearl 

be happy like a star on tv 
Got me wishing it was me
Am I to ugly for the screen? 

be happy like I always thought I’d be 
but i’m too busy counting sheep 
I could never live my dreams 

be happy
be happy
be happy
be happy

I wanna fuck again for the first time 
That giddy awkward feeling now seems sublime 
I wanna get high like the first time 
But it’s like every time I do it it just toys with my mind 

I’m always like fuck this fuck that 
I whine that life is so wack 
it’s all me 
It’s my fault 
Autumn leaves 
I fall 
Happy ending? Nah, life is nothing like a fairytale 
Prince Charming nah I got no princess in a wedding vale 
Society tells me that I’m not good enough 
Depressions a bitch and she got my ass cuffed

I wanna be happy like a pretty rich girl 
Daddy handed her the world 
Oyster came with a pearl 

be happy like a star on tv 
Got me wishing it was me
Am I to ugly for the screen? 

be happy like I always thought I’d be 
but i’m too busy counting sheep 
I could never live my dreams 

be happy
be happy
be happy
be happy

(doan)
One day imma be happy
Shit I’m lyin to myself again
I been lyin to all my friends
Sometimes I just want the end 
But I just sit and play pretend 
That in the future I’ll be happy then
Sometimes I wanna start again
I’m high but it was better then
So pills became a better friend
At first they were to pass the time
Now it’s a means to an end
I don’t think u could understand 
Maybe I could explain 
But even if u think u know we’ll never feel the same pain
Fuck this world 
They don’t want me to win 
Everything I do a sin 
It’s like my past and future got me pinned
Cuz I don’t like who I been
I used to like who I’m becoming 
But so much shit overwhelming 
Voices in my head are floodin
All my thought are gettin muddy 
Death stopped by he thought that it’d be funny
Gave me visions of the end 
I thought that it would be more bloody

(kindmile)
I wanna be happy like a pretty rich girl 
Daddy handed her the world 
Oyster came with a pearl 

be happy like a star on tv 
Got me wishing it was me
Am I to ugly for the screen? 

be happy like I always thought I’d be 
but i’m too busy counting sheep 
I could never live my dreams 

be happy
be happy
be happy
be happy

be happy w/ doan(prod. immortal)

@bitekivibes EXCLUSIVE

https://soundcloud.com/bitekivibes/iluvtora-i-lied

Produced by @deadspyro + @sadboiforever

Lyrics:

i got u falling on ur knees and u told me it was alright

yeah-yeah i get lost in ur eyes
i didn't mean to hurt u
u caught me by surprise
and i've never felt love in my life
thats what i wanna find 
all i do is fucking hide
and i wanna be sober to-n-i-g-ht
ah-ah-ah
its what i say every single time
but instead im getting high
yeah i lied

i got u falling on ur knees and u told me it was alright
but in my mind, all my voices know ur not fine
and all i care about, is if im someone
and if u'll love me again or is it over?

falling on ur knees and u told me it was alr-i-g-ht
but in my mind, all my voices know ur not f-i-ne
and all i care a-b-o-ut, is if im som-e-o-ne
and if u'll love me a-g-a-in or is it o-v-er?

i can't decide what im gonna do
cus in my mind i can see us 2
and i can't write a single song without me crying
but when im done hope ull see me f-l-y-i-ng 
but if lied and if i d-i-e
u'll have me right there by your side

yeah i get lost in ur eyes
i didn't mean to hurt u
u caught me by surprise
and i've never felt love in my life
thats what i wanna find 
all i do is fucking hide
and i wanna be sober to-n-i-g-ht
ah-ah-ah
its what i say every single time
but instead im getting high
yeah i lied

i got u falling on ur knees and u told me it was alright

best friend (prod. candle lights)

rinnegone

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