its not personal, its strictly business
prod. @jolst @irby314

im drunk again
i miss your face
just wish that i 
could replace 
the memories 
that are haunting me 
i miss the simple pleasantries
like sitting with you
staring at the sea 
this sullen panic
slowly surrounds me 

you dont know
you dont know
wat you're doing to me
you dont know 
you dont know 

you never loved me and it shows
it hurts me more than u could ever know
that im not the one you chose...

i wake up, 4 am
staring at the clock
wishing that i was him 
u dont know what your doing to me
baby
thought you were the best
rip my heart 
out of my chest 
i know that you 
would do it all again

i know that youd do it all again
but lets be real 
you're proabably better off with him
you're probably better off with him

you're probably better off...

im drunk again
miss your face
just wish that i
was what you wanted...

Spotify

better off [+irby & jolst]

prod by me x C418, sample is cat
feat. https://soundcloud.com/sendflowrs
lyrics later

luvcraft

beauty & grace

iTunes

produced by @nevrfall (i love him <3)
enjoy <3

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/5oDt4Eo8e3D4LYIKUPTnEq?si=ba7245bd2f584b99

lyrics:
Pretty lies, hoping u don’t lie
Trees begin to bloom and the colors are so bright
Walk beneath the blossoms of a pinkish tree, I‘ll hide 
Ur pretty fine, I like u best when u are mine 
Pretty lies but you don’t seem to lie
Lock u in my arms, u say I’d calm u when I stress
Lay here with me cause’ I really know u need some rest 
Know u need some rest

Say it to my face
As soon as she‘s leaving everything is tinted gray
Far away hear thunder break
This is fuckin’ stupid, baby why you doing this? 
She so cute I‘m fuckin losin‘ it
Call me psycho, yeah I think I‘m psycho
Thinking about you, now I feel my mind go
Thinking about her, now I feel my thoughts flow 
„U calm me when u talking“
Text me u never bothering

(Call me psycho, yeah I think I‘m psycho
Thinking about you, now I feel my mind go
Thinking about her, now I feel my thoughts flow 
„U calm me when u talking“
Text me u never bothering)


Pretty lies, hoping u don’t lie
Trees begin to bloom and the colors are so bright
Walk beneath the blossoms of a pinkish tree, I‘ll hide 
Ur pretty fine, I like u best when u are mine 
Pretty lies but you don’t seem to lie
Lock u in my arms, u say I‘d calm u when I stress
Lay here with me cause‘ I really know u need some rest
Know u need some rest

pretty, please (p. nevrfall)

prod. heyzbee & yunny goldz

take my life i don’t want no one else
i hate myself so you made my heart melt
hatred runs deep i just need your help 
i can’t speak so i just gave myself, up for good

i don’t want to fight back 
cuz i am just worthless
you said i’m the surface 
compared to you, im hurting 
you sang a lullaby 
that said i’m not worth a night
one word turned into fights 
now i sit and harmonize

you really don’t have any friend 
they lied to you they just pretend
just cut them off and let it end 
i’m the one you need and depend
your family sucks they hate you too
you don’t need them just me and you
best friend so what, it doesn’t matter who
i’m the one you want, so only me pursue

i don’t want to fight back 
cuz i am just worthless
you said i’m the surface 
compared to you, im hurting 
you sang a lullaby 
that said i’m not worth a night
one word turned into fights 
now i sit and harmonize

melt

bite the bullet w/ lukas waste (prod. cxrter)

computer screens

lovely track by https://soundcloud.com/kennedysucks
i really enjoyed making this <3

kennedyxoxo -the lights are on but no ones home (silencedgrave flip)

@noizzbeatz

why do i sit inside til its over
maybe i shouldve tried getting sober
she tried to ride on my wave ion know her
maybe ill fly away for november

tried to run away
but still i see your face
in every single frame
in the back of my brain

i shouldnt have to beg
for the food on my plate
are you fucked in the head
or am i goin insane 

im not doin okay
i rly got a lot to say
but words dont come out of my mouth
i hate to say that im ashamed

i cant say that i hate the pain
because the pain is what made me
wont u feed me to the lake
before my vessel betrays me

feel my bones start to rot
ive abandoned the thoughts
thatve obstructed the process

as i sink into this cot
i start to wonder what ive lost
in the path of my destruction

oh how ive grown to hate your touch
im fallin out of love
thats why i left in the first place

i couldnt be good enough
would you even give a fuck
if i was dead before thursday??

pretty, please (p. nevrfall)

seele♱