Keeping Me Cold

hope u enjoy this one :)

prod: Noah Birch
mixed, mastered, written and recorded by me

LYRICS:
Don’t go without me
But you left, so suddenly
Control freak
Is all you see in me 

But I’m more
Just give me more
Let me show you
Just what I can do
Before you go

Replace
The memories I had of you, with someone else
Erase 
Every thought of you that I held
Can’t just let you waste inside my mind 
And I ain’t staying in tonight
Wash away the sins inside
Cover up what I try to hide
What’s the point of this shitty life
(Oh-oh)
Why do I still try to fight 
(No-oh)
Myself I’ll never find

(We haven’t talked and I think we should)

And I know it’s time to get my life in check
Get back to the way I once was before 
But I’m scared of what comes next
Staying clear of the edge, I’m afraid I might fall
And I know that you won’t catch me
You say you will, but you lie, ain’t there when I call

Control freak
(Freak, freak, freak)
Is all you see in me

But I’m more
Just give me more
Let me show you
Just what I can do
Before you go

Second to last song for the year, its been an awesome one thanks so much. have a good rest of 2023 loveu <#

control freak

Last song of the year, hope u enjoy and thanks for a great 2023>! See yu all next year!!>

Production and collab with @prodjpjp

LYRICS:
And i said what i said, so can you just relax
(Can you just relax) 
And you “meant it all” then, so why are you coming back? There’s no thoughts in your head when you’re looking like that
(When you’re looking like that) 
And you say you want me dead, but then your right on my lap

And i can't believe what you've been telling me
When its the opposite of what you mean
And you said that you have been through everything
Baby you ain't even seen a thing
So can you take a deep breath
(Deep breath)
And listen to what your heart says

Now there's smoke all in her lungs, piercing on her tongue
Drugs all in her body, yet she thinks she's having fun
And when i get drunk i really think she is the one
I don't have a clue what i'm in store for
(Store for)
She'll throw me out when she gets bored
(Gets bored)
And leave me there at her door
(Her door)
But it's all complicated
She says she loves me, and then she hates me

And i said what i said, so can you just relax
(Can you just relax) 
And you “meant it all” then, so why are you coming back? There’s no thoughts in your head when you’re looking like that
(When you’re looking like that) 
And you say you want me dead, but then your right on my lap

Hope u have a great new years, love u!
333+

bipolar (jpjp)

Produced by Morri
Written and performed by Morri
Mixed and Mastered by Morri
cover pic by @nisshokuwu

enjoy :) <3

•lyrics•
smoking all the time
my lungs turning black
don't help me
i'm drowning in the ash
messing myself up
i needed you 
i cant sleep
what do i do
i wanted to end it in last june
i needed help but where were you

i didn't wanna make it out alive
but i needed the time
that i wasted
i have burdens on my back 
and i can't take it anymore 
i wanted it all and more
i kept asking
and i kept begging
for more

i'm fine
i'm fine
i wasted all my time
i wasted all my smiles
how far will i go this time
i'm fine
i'm fine
i wasted all my time
i wasted all my smiles
how far will i go this time

i'm mourning in my room
it's like a cell
i'm surrounded by the doom
a certain smell
im feeling dread
i feel unwell
i envy death
i live in hell

i'm fine
i'm fine
i wasted all my time
i wasted all my smiles
how far will i go this time
i'm fine
i'm fine
i wasted all my time
i wasted all my smiles
how far will i go this time
i'm fine
i'm fine
i wasted all my time
i wasted all my smiles
how far will i go this time
i'm fine
i'm fine
i wasted all my time
i wasted all my smiles
how far will i go this time

What Do I Do II

[+ msg] I been dead awhile
featuring @loat66
produced by @sogimura

[+ follow me]
www.instagram.com/seejayxo
www.twitter.com/seejayxo

[+ lyrics]

[hook: seejayxo]
put this powder in my nose
I been dead awhile
what they got against me
I pull up in style
if you want me back
just pick up and dial
baby yk I would drive
a thousand miles
2x

[verse 1: loat!]

i put pain pills in my coke i won’t feel a while
take me back to last october i don’t want it now
it feels like the walls are closing in and i can’t break them down
and then my fingers turn to bones just when im climbing out
well fuck it i don’t wanna go
i’ll take the whole pill up the nose
pass two then three then four
til i drop brain dead on the floor
but i won’t be dead anymore
i need something keeping me numb
my demons they live in a cavern inside of my soul
got no bev so i can’t take one

[hook: seejayxo 2x]

[verse 2: loat!]
aye
all eyes on me
every time i try to walk through the streets 
but really i wish there was nothing on me
i need me a bitch who cvan roll up my weed
i need me a bitch who can slide for me
i need me a bitch who can ride for me
say you in love are you dying for me?
now we breaking up are you crying for me?
for real are you in love
or do you say that just because
you keep me on your tongue
like i’m your favorite drug
i like mine up the nose so i’ll break it down for us
girl i need you to cut me i need to feel your touch
your touch

[hook: seejayxo 2x]

dead (feat. LOAT!)

Mastered by Switch
Prod by Chasper
Track 10

Waiting For Nothing

produced by @nevrfall (i love him <3)
enjoy <3

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/5oDt4Eo8e3D4LYIKUPTnEq?si=ba7245bd2f584b99

lyrics:
Pretty lies, hoping u don’t lie
Trees begin to bloom and the colors are so bright
Walk beneath the blossoms of a pinkish tree, I‘ll hide 
Ur pretty fine, I like u best when u are mine 
Pretty lies but you don’t seem to lie
Lock u in my arms, u say I’d calm u when I stress
Lay here with me cause’ I really know u need some rest 
Know u need some rest

Say it to my face
As soon as she‘s leaving everything is tinted gray
Far away hear thunder break
This is fuckin’ stupid, baby why you doing this? 
She so cute I‘m fuckin losin‘ it
Call me psycho, yeah I think I‘m psycho
Thinking about you, now I feel my mind go
Thinking about her, now I feel my thoughts flow 
„U calm me when u talking“
Text me u never bothering

(Call me psycho, yeah I think I‘m psycho
Thinking about you, now I feel my mind go
Thinking about her, now I feel my thoughts flow 
„U calm me when u talking“
Text me u never bothering)


Pretty lies, hoping u don’t lie
Trees begin to bloom and the colors are so bright
Walk beneath the blossoms of a pinkish tree, I‘ll hide 
Ur pretty fine, I like u best when u are mine 
Pretty lies but you don’t seem to lie
Lock u in my arms, u say I‘d calm u when I stress
Lay here with me cause‘ I really know u need some rest
Know u need some rest

pretty, please (p. nevrfall)

seele♱