produced by @jolst & @taylor

was kinda drunk when i made this so apologies for the slurring lol


like calm down, what you tripping for?
i know we kissed a lil bit i need a little more, oh
i know that she ain’t seen all this before
the way i smoke and pass out then she hit the door, oh

and your friends can walk you home, why you stressing?
break ur mans nose, you can’t say bless him 
spread my wings
smoke clouds 
blood is resin 
think u need a polo
yea that’s a breath mint

run it up run it up run it up yea
i’m kinda drunk, and i’m not having fun yea 
x2

i don’t drink too much anymore
but i’m still smoking every fuckin day
till my lungs go black 
got a tab on my tongue 
hope i don’t come back 
she’s a pretty little thing 
think my heart gone snap, uh 
spend a band casino
all on red no black 
got a knife on my hip
bet your life on that 
confidence is illusive
you won’t get no bat
only blades to your chest
then the line go flat, uh 

cherry drops mix it with the lean i’m nice :)
gotta keep brushin teeth from this full fat sprite 
been slumped all day but can’t close my eyes
think my heart gonna give 
but u can’t kill me twice

leather/face (jolst x taylor morgan)

i'm so sorry for what i've done
i'm so sorry for my choices
i'm so sorry for my head 
i'm so sorry i chose the end 
it's the voices  
oh they keep on speaking im tired
and i sit in my room in the silence 

what the fuck should i do
when i don't know what to do 
who should i hurt me or u 
how was i such a fool
kept on thinking i was fine 
even tho you made me smile 
there's was something wrong all the time
i don't blame you
so don't blame me either 
i can't love you
but i can't hate you either

love isn't enough (pekarot)

something quiet - if it's really what you want...

prod. @byedias

i don't feel like me today
not much is feeling okay 
these pills hurt my brain 

leave my body under rain
u can ruin my name
just please end this pain(2x)

stab me again i don't care 
in my back or my face is the same yuh
the amount of scars's insane
try to count the times ive been betreayed yeah
yeah, life's never fair
but all i can do is get faded
different strains of dona juana 
got my eyes spinnin like a fucking beyblade

i'm really about to get hollow 
got my heart filled with sorrow 
i got no hope for tomorrow 

i guess i go where the river goes
in the river with the the reefer smoke
ill hit the hay until i go ghost    

i don't feel like me today
not much is feeling okay 
these pills hurt my brain 

leave my body under rain
u can ruin my name
just please end this pain(3x)

plug_luv pt.2 (dias x savior nate litothedon)

peachy ━☆ *.･｡ﾟ fuck what you thought its really me live your life and find happiness 2023 and on <3

<3
soundcloud.com/eoin-disney

Eoin Disney:
i wish it was the right time
i wish you were right there
i miss you in the nighttime 
i miss you when i'm scared
told her listen to the starlight
as i kiss you from the moon
and when you glisten in the sunlight
you're shaping shadows in my room

Greenwood:
the shades been drawn for so long
i dont know why i've been here
a summer passed without your laugh
i still hear it so clear
i wonder why it happens now
left to figure out
how the pieces of me suffocate in the weeds intact
told you that its good, its getting bad

listening to rover in your attic
sleeping in til 6 i know it after
i had marked the page to save the passage 
something about the pain that doesn't happen
i wonder if your neighbours figured out at all
i wonder if you saved yourself at a cost of what we lost

Eoin Disney:
i wish it was the right time
i wish you were right there
i miss you in the nighttime 
i miss you when i'm scared
told her listen to the starlight
as i kiss you from the moon
and when you glisten in the sunlight
you're shaping shadows in my room

Greenwood:
light we couldn't see but i'm sure that its hitting
i'd be down for a week, i'd be down for a minute
see the scope of your life when its already finished
kinda strange at the end, feeling like the beginning
and i know what you'd say but i'm glad that you didn't
put my life on a shelf for a job and its killing
cause i've been fucking up
i just need to come around
figure out the proper way to hold you but its different now
i just couldn't figure out

time had taken hold of me, bury me
take control like its kerosene 
in my head its invisible, what's that mean on a principle?
when its dark i could speak but i regret it so easily
if you promise to forget i'd tell you just what it means to me
to be out again
fucked up with the sound effects
heard he made it overseas i hope he knows i'm proud of him
happy so we call it that
second summer came to pass, i've been working late
cause no ones waiting for me coming back

cycle through the lens of the moment
i couldn't see what was coming
i tried to fix it when its over 
cause i thought that it wasn't

Eoin Disney:
i wish it was the right time
i wish you were right there
i miss you in the nighttime 
i miss you when i'm scared
told her listen to the starlight
as i kiss you from the moon
and when you glisten in the sunlight
you're shaping shadows in my room

Bloom (w/ Eoin Disney)

violin at the end is by my friend mohini!!

bloodmachineXD

produced by @nevrfall <3

https://open.spotify.com/track/37qROKHfy3JU9CC0UazJTd?si=9687b5613dfb4759

lyrics:
Can you hit me up? i just wanna be with you
Can u listen up, there‘s no other girl than you
Can‘t u just talk to me? Can‘t I just be with you?
Can‘t u just need me? Cause‘ I need you
Talk to me again, I know I cut you off
Ur voice is just so gentle, everytime we talked
Meet me in my dreams, if I can‘t have u here
It‘s unfair, I can‘t get your tention my dear

Now I am crying out but no tear shows on my face
I think I used them up, all gone for your sake
You got me real sad, it’s always this way
God I‘m so depressed but I‘m always this way
Oh no need to ask, I‘ll just say I am okay
I am waiting for a ring, on my phone just any day
See you in a fiction where u‘ll maybe stay
See you in a fiction where you give me a „hey“
Running in the wind, far away hear thunder break
Rain is droppin on my hair, runnin down my face
Forget where u comin from,  I just want you to stay
You can tell me anything, I promise I’ll keep it safe

Tell me anything you like, I’ll provide you shelter
Ask me what you wanna know about me, I‘ll tell her
My mind is such a mess when I am talking to her I get nervous
Oh my hands are getting really sweaty when u stare at me
Running down my palms I feel my face is turning red
My other hands around my neck cause I don’t know where to put it
Oh my I am so nervous, oh my I am so nervous

Now I am crying out but no tear shows on my face
I think I used them up, all gone for your sake
You got me real sad, it’s always this way
God I‘m so depressed but I‘m always this way
Oh no need to ask, I‘ll just say I am okay
I am waiting for a ring, on my phone just any day
See you in a fiction where u‘ll maybe stay
See you in a fiction where you give me a „hey“ 

funfact: i dont like this song :3

u can tell me anything, i promise i'll keep it safe (p. nevrfall)

It was a pleasure to work with cray on this, love this song.
(prod. sadface)

**lyrics**
(me)
You can hate me
You can hate me
You can hate me all you want, I'll still give you my heart

I gave you all that I had
Been like 6 months but im grieving the past
I know where you're going, you know where i'm at
Pretend I don't see it, I can't face the facts

Now every song just been sounding the same
They're all about you or describing the pain
Sifting through letters & needless to say, I'm mentally prone to these kinds of mistakes

Looking into all my thoughts & my actions
Hella reminiscent i've been living in the past tense
Well at least I had my fun while it lasted
Screaming in the mirror, pick out everything i'm lacking 

Back then you remember we were laughing?
Every time I gotta mess it up its automatic
Tragic, I witnessed everything that happened
Hate the way I cope 'cause its been getting problematic

(yungcray)
Girl I don't like this, woke up in my room I'm the highest
I said I'm so weak but bro I'm trying
everyday's the same but you don't mind it
i don't like this though

lets take a step back can we go back to what we was
lets let the time pass, think about all the things we could
i cant help but cry when I'm stuck up in this dark maze
you were the drug, now here comes all the heartache

(me)
I gave you all that I had
Been like 6 months but im grieving the past
I know where you're going, you know where i'm at
Pretend I don't see it, I can't face the facts

Now every song just been sounding the same
They're all about you or describing the pain
Sifting through letters & needless to say, I'm mentally prone to these kinds of mistakes

u can tell me anything, i promise i'll keep it safe (p. nevrfall)

seele♱