Thats My Brother Jay Pt. 2 (Snippet)(vitals X Saeto X Jabari)

memory ft. sleye (prod.caves)

crash&burn ft. Rabz & kennedyxoxo *johnny friend*

you said you didnt want no one
now youre boo'd up and im still fucking stuck alone
i said ill never talk to anyone again
but thats a lie and we both know what i meant
we both know what i meant, it was honorific 
we both know what you meant when you said that
im tired of dealing with this shit
i always fucking loved you even after every hit
i was fucking bad, now im worse
atleast when i was bad i had someone to text first
i guess we had fun but thats it
i still have your note on my wall and it hurts my heart
yeah it hurts my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah it hurts my heart
i dont have nothing going for me
maybe music, but thats not gonna heal me
im screaming out and i want someone to hear me
i think its impossible to find someone who feels me
i dont ask for much.
just to be hugged, just to be loved for once
i dont ask for much, just to be loved, fucked for once
i dont ask for much, just to feel someone touch on my skin
i dont ask for much, i just wanna experience love like everyone does
i dont ask for much, i just wanna feel safe in somebodys arms
someone to keep me outta dodge
someone who can keep me alive in the dark
someone i can rely on
someone who wont leave me for a boy thats -
wrong.
im only here cause i love you
i met you for a reason now i need you
i dont wanna get attached
but i love you

you said you didnt want no one
now youre boo'd up and im still fucking stuck alone
i said ill never talk to anyone again
but thats a lie and we both know what i meant
we both know what i meant, it was honorific 
we both know what you meant when you said that
im tired of dealing with your shit
i always fucking loved you even after every hit.
i was fucking bad, now im worse
atleast when i was bad i had someone to text first
i guess we had fun but thats it
i still have your note on my wall and it hurts my heart
yeah it hurts my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah it hurts my heart
yeah it hurts my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah you own my heart..

alive in the dark (afterlife x pekarot)

something quiet - if it's really what you want...

Featuring @hammy
Produced by @noahmadethiss
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
(hamilton)
Wake up repeat 
I wish I could stay asleep 
I know you know 
That you make my heart beat 
Don’t know what’s wrong 
What's wrong with me 
I need some rest 
Feel so empty 

I know you know 
That you drive me crazy 
I’m off two blues 
In a black Mercedes 
Speeding swerving 
I'm not gonna slow down 
Sirens screaming 
Ain’t no turning back now

(Carlby)
There ain't no turning back now
If you lack the passion my suggestion is you tap out
I know that it can be hard to manage
There’s no better way to cope with hopelessness and panic
Damage
I can feel I now as I drive ‘round my hometown
Someone cut the brakes
I can’t slow down
I know I'm so pessimistic
But I'ma really go the distance

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No Turning Back w/ hamilton (Prod. noahmadethiss)

non-profit

mix. @ztope

w/ dxnny, cyzun

Aye tell me where the fuck do I go
late night drives I don’t miss my home I
Ever need you hoe eighteen years never learned
to cope smoke my dope drink my Drink
You ant ever care so I numb this pain ima
end up froze from the thoughts in my brain
Yeah you always said you cared but you never came
Yeah I’m spiting off the top like a halo
All these people want sum so I lay low
Yeah I smoke on my own but I’m good
Tho yeah im living but I’m dying like death Row

dxnny-

gettin me a bag like wall street
Said im pullin up to the function
You got cold feet
blow up my phone on the text, or snap
how the fuck we gonna chat when you act like you dont know me
Uh
only thing thats got my back
Leaf that i stack 12 grams in the bag
uh
i just got my life on track
Music blowing up now she want me back
Whats up with that
sending mix signals
But got no damn signal to call me back
keeping me up an insomniac
play with feelings like “we connect”
Why do you lie through your teeth everyday of the week
you’re destroying my consciousness
You’re destroying my consciousness

cyzun-

You never came
Taking these pills to my brain
Drinkin to numb all the pain
And I wish that I could get away but the thoughts in my head got me drained
We’re not the same
You said I love you but it was all fake
why did stay, fuck out the way
Holding my heart as it rots and decays
Cause I don’t wanna talk right now
Wanna Pull out the strap and blow my brain right out
Lay in the pool of my blood
As I’m fading in and out
Can’t wait to see all black and
Never have to feel it out
I hope you’re happy now

detached w/ dxnny, cyzun (astrid)

old asf thing from the vault w/ @torvamia <3 

luv yall thank you so fkn much for the support lately. shit gives my life meaning

dnt wake up ft. torvamia (methboiswag)

Big shoutout to @fleshgolem for mixing shizu's verse! <3

1st - @dylaanlotus
2nd - @strivemusicau
3rd - @shizukesaaa
4th - @noxious-nights
5th - @soulfadexo

Hold up, that shit my bad
Put that all on my back
I don’t get along with that bitch but I don’t fight back
Write a couple songs about that shit just tryna take the pain
Write a couple songs about that shit just tryna get away
Know that I can’t find a way to love without it hurting
Up in my head I don’t give a fuck you did me dirty once again
I’m done
I’m done
I’m done
all the times you said you’re numb

Tell me what the fuck is happenin
Everybody’s turned to savages
Half of you started panicking 

Twitching in the floor just let me drop
tell me I’m the one even know I’m not 

I guess
this could be the end
I guess
everything is for the best

How can I trust?
How can I try?
Establish my own in my timeline

Oh no
Now I think I’m running solo
I know I’m reaching for the end zone

Oh no
Now I think I’m running solo
I know I’m reaching for the end zone

eyes rest
wake up
dread cycle
fucked up, shouldn’t tell me I’m your idol
slitted wrist stupid kid, suicidal
only wish ion fold under my goals
bitch you really dont know shit ‘bout me anymore
so all we do is fuck and smoke, you’ll come and close the door
chilly breeze beneath us freeze the feelings left before 
forevermore severed connection as I hit the floor

I found my soulmate had to be far away
like the sky told me my smile has to be paid
hope the day I see you wont be too late
you keep telling me that you wont leave

I love you and you tell me that you feel the same
deep down I hate that im not really there
you know it doesnt mean that I love u less
wish u were here when you tell me to sleep

what did I do to deserve you?
what made you love me like you do m?
why do you think I’m the one for you?
I know I could be so much better

You thought I would play nice
Like following blind mice
To break I’m like thin ice
That I won’t suffice
It’ll never fly through
Why’d you feel so blue
You made it here too
I don’t wanna know what’s new
Gotta get the money, money
I don’t need you honey, honey
Even if you want me, want me
Imma get some bitches on me
And don’t you even dare
Why’d you even care
Even if you try again
We’ll be everywhere

savagery w/ dylan lotus, strivesad, shizukesa, noxiousnights & soulfade

Le soleil a perdu (ft. RexKold)

Provided by Biteki

Lineup:
@lullabyboy
@lilskeleskrrt
@itsyungvan
@sleyeofficial
@kingtheta
@d1vv
@erisu-san
@darkblu10314
@ohsobrkn
@brushogun
@lilgloom
@kaiesofly
@yvngaxstn
@frvrndalwys
@deadbrokeofficial
@thatonexguitarist
@deadfishpoland
@t_shan
@cruelife
@irby314
@diamoonofnhg
@lilduckk

Lil Skele - Ok With That (ft. Dark Blu) (prod. Irby)

if i posted your song and you want me to take it down, dm me

something quiet - if it's really what you want...

/vomit

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