guitar by @pekarot

feel the shakes in my body 
and i wish you'd call me
my friends say they're sorry 
as my eyes leak out softly
don't worry at all 
i'll wait for a message 
a paper in a bottle 
a pill that's hard to swallow 

you're getting really good at that part
the one where you hurt me 
the one where you're leaving
all i ever had was my heart
and now it's in pieces
and now i'm not breathing 

and all there is left is some memories of us
picturing a gun
taking my blood
and there is is left is this pain that weighs a ton
filling up my lungs
destroying my guts

all i ever had was my heart

wake up shakes from your name
on my phone screen
i never thought i would see that again
i thought i was fine without you here 
but i 
feel,
it now,
i fear

so just tell me what you want 
i'll fucking give you it all
bleed all over the pavement 
i'll pin myself to the wall
you know just how to get through me
i fucking hate how you do it
just the same as you knew me,
i'm all alone
you can see it

i don't ever wanna feel that hurt again
but it doesn't feel the same 
without you in my bed
i'll tell you anything you wanna hear i,
wanna go right back to the start

i'm feeling it now, mr. krabs

guitar by saint mike

i let my body rot 
in this bed 
till there's nothing left of me 
you can do what you want with the bones
clean the mess
find the blade that you left in me 

tell me why 
i hope you found a good alibi 
stay by my side
will it still hurt in the afterlife

you do it me
love when i bleed
your skin feels so cold
touch me at 30 degrees
put my back to the wall 
tell me i'm nothing at all

in which it finally killed me

original by clairo 
piano by david ross lawn

bags (clairo cover)

smoke signals (phoebe bridgers cover)

guitar by michael harrison

i thought 
we'd only talk about this once
like we decided that we're done 
and that's really what we want

but i 
still find my way back close 
into your arms 
they're safe 
and they feel like home 

tell me one more 
time
that i made your life like
a movie 
on the big screen 
tell me one more time 
that you'll be alright cause 
you were crying 
when you kissed me 

i loved you so damn much 
i'll love you till i'm numb

arms

original by https://soundcloud.com/greenwood2000

she does what you never did
you don't know how hard it is
to wake up alone
if it's over it's funny it still makes you cold
when you know

that you couldn't step away
in hopes that a memory
of something you need, would ignite from the first thing
that i thought was real but it's not

and i said i'd wait for you
in silence and in solitude
if it can't get better
there's darkness ahead
but it's safer together
i'm gone

shake at the thought of you
i still think a lot of you
of things that you said
feel at home with the worst things i keep for myself

and the life you were dealt's not a thing that you wanted
and i wasn't either and you made it obvious
so i don't trust a fucking thing
the nicest face could do the same
i think about it everyday
i wish i never let you in

make it quick i'm still here waiting
lost my mind way back in Salem
all at once you've only been all i want

and the life you were dealt's not a thing that you wanted
and i wasn't either and you made it obvious
wait for the day that your body decays
just to hear that they love you
cause they never will

snow cabin (greenwood cover)

prod never forever 

wait here i'm withering away
my mom said it'd all be okay
i guess it's written all on my face
and now there's nothing left for me to say 
colors and colors all came out 
washing my body's so hard now 
oh i made somebody act crazy 
my god wasn't there to come save me 
please don't be here when i'm done
i think i'll break if i'm touched 
slowly i'm coming undone 
why's it always me who gets crushed

i hate you 
oh i hate you 
like i hate no one 
like i hate on myself 







dogsong_v1.3

tell myself im alright

fall against your wall (acoustic)

piano from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ka7FtbWbU2k

clairvoyant (tssf cover)

guitar by https://soundcloud.com/irby314 and https://soundcloud.com/caspr

tears won't come from my eyes
my will to feel wilts as it dies
can't remember the last time i cried
i'll lose myself soon if i try

oh what a tragedy 
no one to comfort me 
i can't escape my memories
the one i love is dead to me 
it hurts
god, it hurts
at least it can't get worse

at least it can't get worse

guitar by @irby314

im up late
wondering
making a list of things i wish that i could hate
i still dream of u 
if i sleep at all
reminder of how much it hurts to fall
did it hurt you
like it hurt me
turn my heart blue
do u miss me 
got attached to u 
and i regret that
turn my heart blue
please just come back
takes so long
takes so long
takes so long 
to heal this
3 am 
lost in my head again 
10 more minutes till i break down again
i just want you in my arms again
but im too scared
to send a text again
again
again
again

blue

guitar by @irby314

situations that i cant help 
nicotine in my lungs fucking my health
i could end it all
i could end it all
i wish that u stayed 
missing u here right now
what a shame
decompose in my house
what to do 
what to say
u pushed me away
3,4,5 minutes
nobody home to bear witness
3,4,5 minutes
1 bullet to help finish
(i did this to myself)
ive been hurting so long
i cant hold on

shame

instrumental by @irby314

is it real enough for you to wanna stay this time
or will you leave when the winter makes my mind decline
i don't want to go back to the old you
but i get it 
it's cool if you have to

for your sake
for your mind
and right now it's hard
in the spring i'll be fine

old friends hit my phone like "bro you made it"
and i appreciate the words 
but i hate it
these song aren't a lie
i'm breaking 
pray a gun to my head helps me face it

is it worth it 
is it worth it 
is it worth it 
is it worth it

something quiet

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