the blame.

G@b3sF@vs

A new one

The Upload 11.08.19

Hetchik

Lipstick Covered Magnet- The Front Bottoms

@wiccaphasespringseternal
@thraxxhouse

Cover Art: Yawns

Crisis (w/ Wiccaphase Springs Eternal)

Ft:
https://soundcloud.com/gldentx
Prod: 
https://soundcloud.com/keeper92
https://soundcloud.com/tnght_tmrw

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

I know u miss me w/ bradyamour (Prod. keeper x tnght/tmrrw)

written composed and performed by @itstheblame
featuring @chris-buxton
engineered mixed and mastered by @irvmusic

between the lines w/ chris buxton

between the lines [the ready set remix]

between the lines [case closed remix]

written composed and performed by @itstheblame
featuring @callmekarizma
engineered mixed and mastered by @irvmusic

SO DEAD - EP                  

famous w/ call me karizma

SO DEAD - remixes

famous [rad cat remix]

http://lilpeep.com

http://lilpeep.lnk.to/sober
https://youtu.be/xAMgQQMZ9Lk

the brightside (prod. smokeasac)

Thank you for everyone who has supported me and my friends! i will miss you flowars <3

Links-
@guardinmusic
@daddydandy

flowars x guardin x yung van - lavender dreams (Prod. charlie c)

netherrealm w/ shy

i will never be a memory 2/14/18


i dont got nothin but time
i feel it burning inside
the ghosts of my past they berate me
the feeling just cannot escape me
hate me but you are forgiven
this is the point that youre missin
blind faith in apparitions
no way to lose inhabitions

shadows in the dark
ripping out my beating heart
wiping blood off of my face
there isnt much you could take from me
crying on the phone
feeling numb down to the bone
watch the world turn into ashes
as i suffer alone again

wasting the day
and im wasting your space
you told me to get the fuck out your face
sometimes i wish i could just fade away
the same way the ink on my skin turns to grey

scars on my body remind me of pain
reminding me that nothing will be the same
reminding me that nothing gold ever stays
and itll always be this way

violence in the purest form
we both know when it rains it pours

shadows in the dark
ripping out my beating heart
wiping blood off of my face
there isnt much you could take from me
crying on the phone
feeling numb down to the bone
watch the world turn into ashes
as i suffer alone again
(x2)

violence in the purest form (prod. charlie shuffler)

safe haven (feat. supachefm!)

TA13OO

BLACK BALLOONS | 13LACK 13ALLOONZ (feat. Twelve'len & GoldLink)

Produced by Nedarb
Mixed by Nick Colletti
Art by Casey Valentine

@jon_simmons
@fantasycamp
@lilzubin
@nedarbnagrom
@_caseyvalentine

Jon Simmons, Fantasy Camp, Zubin - Obsession (prod. nedarb)

TABOO | TA13OO

SIRENS | Z1RENZ (feat. JID)

lay with me
as i fade away 
if u loved me again it could 
make my day
never side girls she’s my main
give u what u are i don’t care if it’s cliche 
oxy on the beat know we deadboys getting paid 
i love you regardless & always either way

if you wanna talk baby i can pick you up
pull u out from the darkness whenever you get stuck
can i hold your hand through the path i know it’s tough
can you calm me down with your everlasting love

i shut down in my bed 
open up send a text 
u know meant to love u back
but then i ghosted you instead
are u mad at me 
u cut me as i bled
red stains on the sheets 
and her demons in my head 
my heart dies it’s freezes 
in every single way 
i need to so please
do not talk to me today 
 
i don’t go to parties 
got too much anxiety 
whenever u feel like you’re lost
look up at sky you’ll find me 

take u on the road 
while i’m singing playing shows
tommy on my clothes
but i don’t mess with any hoes

when i see ur face
u make my day
no matter where we are 
u conjure up a spark

lay with me
as i fade away 
if u loved me again it could 
make my day
never side girls she’s my main
give u what u are i don’t care cliche 
oxy on the beat know we deadboys getting paid 
i love you regardless & always either

make my day (prod. oxy)

theres no sympathy for the dead (escape the fate cover)

Stream on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6hrUfX7wsi7bSUJNxVKbi4?si=OR6MWOowSsCWyHRlqECuGQ

Dear Dad why’d you have to go so soon
It feels like I never really got to know you
You lost track of ur life when your pops passed
Tryna drink away your problems through a shot glass 
I just hope that I don’t fall into the same path
I’ve had addictive personality since way back
It’s in our blood some times I really hate that
But we’re alike in other ways I wouldn’t change that 
You loved work you put that over everything
You even put it and liquor over a wedding ring
They say you never know what you had til' it’s gone
That’s why I’m writing you this song 
I've been stressing and second guessing decisions
Learning lessons and growing up gaining wisdom 
You’re out the picture this never was in my vision 
You helped me buy my equipment 
You shared my songs and you listened 
When I was younger heard arguing in the kitchen
Moving around a lot houses always switching 
As I got older began to see the addiction 
Mom tried stay to calm couldn’t stick with it
I don’t blame her but sometimes I blame myself 
Like there was someway or somehow I could of helped like damn 
Maybe if I called the ambulance a little faster 
We wouldn’t be in this disaster 
Instead of staring at the blood on the walls like it’s plaster
But I guess it doesn’t matter
Grandma’s crying in the arms of the pastor 
Not all stories get a happy ever after
Me and my brother stuck together that’s for life too 
Mama found new love met a nice dude
Things sucked but I always had to fight thru
How’s the weather in heaven hope it’s a nice view
Nowadays everything ain’t the same 
A lot of problems are bottled up in my brain 
I never thought that I would have to feel this way 
But I can’t help it I’m breaking down every day 
I don’t wanna get upset I don’t think I should regret 
Holding on to what is left hope ur happy looking down
I just wanna make u proud even tho ur not around 
I know you’ll always be there I know that you’ll always care
So I love you and I swear even though we weren’t prepared
Maybe this was meant to be this is what you meant to me
I won’t forget the memories 
I won’t forget the memories
Rest in peace yeah

Dear Dad (prod. Jakkyboi)

https://soundcloud.com/lilsadeyes


https://soundcloud.com/montydatta

I’m drowning I can see the ark 
Sky opens up, world falls apart 
Da da da da da da da
Da da da da
I’m
Rocking all black strings on an old guitar 
With my all black jeans and my all black heart
Da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da

Put me in an all white room and bind my hands
Tell me I’m no good till I understand but
Your demands mean nothing 
I need a Zoloft lil to even feel something 
Put me on a red eye flight and I’ll leave it all as you wave goodbye
She asking where the time goes 
Girl you might as well be asking why the wind blows 
But you see me through these all black windows 
Chilling with the sharks while you swimming with the minnows 
And I’m sorry but I chose my fate 
Big fish ‘round town done being the bait
It’s weighing on my all black lungs
But yours always right so I’ll hold me tounge
Got an all black soul with an all black prayer
I’m the all black sheep with the all black stars 

Hook 

Ripped black jeans and tears from sad eyes
I guess I’m alright I guess I’ll be fine 
I guess I’m real stressed I’m
Best when offline
Cause I suffocate when I talk to you 
It sucks to feel like you don’t want to choose 
I choke so bad my face turns blue 
My heart’s gone dark from loving you 
I won’t speak cause you won’t listen 
You’re my cure but we’ve been distant 
You’re too cute and that’s too bad cause 
Love won’t clean this mess I have 
I’m over love but I’m not over us 
Im over love but I’m not over us

World Falls Apart - Ft Sadeyes Prod. Monty Datta

turn out all the lights
baby it’s just you and me now
stay up every night 
we don’t ever need to sleep nah
you got me feelin right
where i need to be
baby lock eyes and
show me that you need me

i been thinkin bout you lately 
girl i know you want to
you can always slide by my place
you got my heart burning up babe
every single time that i lay
my eyes on your face

yeah i’m fallin for your body
and your mind too 
forget the past, 
we can leave it all behind you
i won’t let you feel alone again 
i won’t let you feel alone again, no

with your hand between my fingers 
i don’t ever wanna let go
yeah i’m mezmerized by your figure
never get tired of you at all, and

baby girl you should come through
we can do whatever you want to
just sit back and let me love you

turn out all the lights
baby it’s just you and me now
stay up every night 
we don’t ever need to sleep nah
you got me feelin right
where i need to be
baby lock eyes and
show me that you need me

put your body up against mine
couple hours we never look at the time
lay in bed as we watching the sun shine
through the curtains and passing the window blinds

yeah, and you’re so warm
in the middle of a winter night
so glad that i made you mine
i feel fine when you’re beside me

with your hand between my fingers 
i don’t ever wanna let go
yeah i’m mezmerized by your figure
never get tired of you at all, and

baby girl you should come through
we can do whatever you want to
just sit back and let me love you

turn out all the lights
baby it’s just you and me now
stay up every night 
we don’t ever need to sleep nah
you got me feelin right
where i need to be
baby lock eyes and
show me that you need me

SPOTIFY

i won't let you feel alone again

prod khail <3

art by @ gasolineandmemories on instagram

i've been sleepin alone
i'm dyin to know
why everybody's hittin my phone
they gettin the tone

and everybody's talkin that shit
but they wouldn't know
you ain't never talked to the kid
like how you think it would go

i'm so terrified
and i done lost all my hope
i'm so terrified

if you would press me for shit
and i'm like proof where it at
and you got nothin to show
then you'll be turnin your back

i get everything i work for
fuck you bitch i earned it
i might be a kid 
at least i'm grindin for a purpose

i might be nineteen 
at least i'm makin sure its workin
writing out my thoughts
 to clear my head from all the hurtin

i'm so terrified
and i done lost all my hope
i'm so terrified

he tells you he loves you then makes you cry
then you call me up cause you know i'm nice

but you fucked things up, now you fucked things twice
now you're on my mind, now you're all i write

now i'm in your head while you're in his bed
no i won't forgive now i can't forget

i'm so tired of wasting time
you're all i wanted but never needed

i'm so terrified
and i done lost all my hope
i'm so terrified

terrified (prod. khail)

produced by @lilsadeyes and @nversad

i was yours, you were mine
i should've known i was wasting your time
i couldn't grow, i wanted to die
now when ever you text me i can't reply

so i guess i'll go get stoned
and wonder why you haven't come back home

i wanna give myself stick n pokes
i wanna laugh so hard i lose my throat

and now i've someone that truly fucking cares
doesn't look the other way when i'm alone or in despair
doesn't act like i'm the reason that my parents wouldn't cope
with the fact that i'm a loser so they left me on my own

she won't leave me in the smoke
when i'm sad alone or broke
she gon keep me on my toes
she gon hold me hella close

she gon be there in the end
when i'm lyin in my bed
she gon tell me how she love me
she could never play pretend

i was yours, you were mine
i should've known i was wasting your time
i couldn't grow, i wanted to die
now when ever you text me i can't reply

so i guess i'll go get stoned
and wonder why you haven't come back home

i wanna give myself stick n pokes
i wanna laugh so hard i lose my throat

and my heart fuckin' bursts
when i'm lookin' at her
she's the one that i need
she's the one i deserve

she's the reason i breathe
she's the reason i heal
she's the one that i want
and that's just how i feel

stick n pokes

lost in the music (prod. Rizi)

hope you like it! :)
lyrics:
tossing and turning in bed
thinking bout what you could've said
but instead
at this party
you sat there quietly
as always

too afraid to say a single word
too afraid that you'll mess it all up
too afraid that you'll make a fool out of yourself
now post party you regret not talking more than ever
not even a simple "hi"
came out of your mouth to her that night

this was your one and only shot
a girl like hers the reason you chose the clothes that you brought
but now youre left here in bed
thinking about what you could have said

too afraid to say a single word
too afraid that you'll mess it all up
too afraid that you'll make a fool out of yourself
now post party you regret not talking more than ever
not even a simple "hi"
came out of your mouth to her that night

spotify

too afraid

FEAT: @SKELETXRN

PROD. @ALEXGRIFFITH

MIX/MASTERED: @FOREIGNHYPE

COVER ART PIC: https://instagram.com/lucyfer____?igshid=98018n4f48q9

ROMANTIC HOMICIDE FEAT. SKELETXRN (PROD. ALEX GRIFFITH)

follow brad <33 luv y'all 

http://www.soundcloud.com/freakthemiighty
http://www.instagram.com/freakthemiighty
http://www.twitter.com/freakthemiighty

shrooms in august w/ suskingbrad (prod. joi)

another cup ft. capoxxo (prod. yung shame)

Nothing,nowhere. X Travis Barker - Destruction | 2019

go follow @iofmusic and use his beats hes great

lyrics:

There we were lost again gone for days
Whats the point no one cares anyways
I’ll still be alright, you could let me die slow
I’ll still be alright, just leave me alone~

On the floor laying there wondering
If any of this shit matters anyway
I'll still be alright, you can watch me die slow
I'll still be alright, that's all I can hope for~

Fuck this conversation , cause I can’t let go
Life just has this grip can’t take hold
Coldest times are near don’t want to
Let you down but times approaching

Peaks never feel like the lows
Slowing my life to a halt
Calling out all night
Closed doors locked behind
You saw all the signs
Lie to me thats all I need to get 
Feelings that cannot compete with the real thing enough
Deep as those meaningless words wanna cut
Eventually all that shit turns to
Nothing


I cannot rewind
Mine as well move on
Longing for a sign
Wishing for a thought
Thats all that I want
Something that just gets me through for the moment
The closer I get to the edge feels alive
Like whats the point of just trudging along
None of this shit feels like it is alright
Cave into the thought crawl into my hole
Back to where before no where left to go

I thought that I'd realize and just let go~
Why did I assume things were simple?

signs ~ [p. iof]

written composed and performed by @itstheblame
featuring @kingtheta

AT FAULT - EP

don't exist w/ king theta

heart attack

triple_up (yusei)

ELECTRO POP PUNK DUO <3
@rhettwellingtonmusic & @mattbooher
itstheblame@gmail.com
AT FAULT - EP (2019)
SO DEAD - EP (2018)