it's not as bad as it seems (ur gonna be fine)

*hot girl summer (2019)*

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The Loudest I've Ever Been

never before in my life has it felt exactly like this

featuring:
@e7ellie
@musicbyrift
@dylazy
@scooter_boi_musick
@saoirsedream

produced by:
@nebita
@draf2k
@wishlane
@scooter_boi_musick
@user-607541836

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behavior

sydney 

a LUCA+THE CAT+QUARTERMOON story

circa december 2020

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sydney

Does my outfit
Make you want to 
Ask me a question
Give me attention
Uh

Only you could cut the tension
Only you could cut the tension

Where's the dog at?
Where's the dog at?
(Screaming)
Take it back down
To the most basic level
Now look at you
You earned a gold medal

You earned a new shiny gold one
Hand it over
And no one gets hurt
I wanna steal your accomplishments
You answer to my accomplices

I got some big guns
I got some big guns
In the right hands
I got some big guns
I got some big guns
In my red hands

Does my face
Match my mood?
Does my mood
Match my tone?
Does my tone
Match my face?
No

I look so incredibly
Out of place

Does my outfit
Answer your question?
What did you want to know
In the first place?

Gold medal
You earned a new shiny gold one
Hand it over
And no one gets hurt
I wanna steal your accomplishments
You answer to my accomplices

I got some big guns
I got some big guns
In the wrong hands
I got some big guns
I got some big guns
In my red hands

(Yeah you earned a gold medal)

Yeah
You earned a new shiny gold one
Hand it over
And no one gets hurt
I wanna steal your accomplishments
You answer to my accomplices

I don't wanna do anything
I just wanna reap
I just wanna see
And I just wanna sleep
I just want results
I don't wanna work

You answer to my accomplices

gold medal

6 of 13
Single 3 of 3

Streaming: https://sparta.ffm.to/intention-deficit

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Wishlane-intention-deficit-lyrics

Intention deficit

Scene 2: The Savvy & Optimism Alley

I was walking down the street,
I was looking at my feet
Something told me give it up, just admit defeat
But something caught my eye
It took my breath away
A beautiful hot air balloon makes a getaway escape!

I've been here before it's not the first time
You told me how to live the last time that we talked
I've been on this block
Yeah I've been through this alley
I found something new,
I found—

The Nile River
Nazareth
Tennessee
& Timbuktu
Somebody's gotta figure it out soon
Whatever you want yeah it comes to you
Whatever you want yeah it comes to you
Somebody's really gotta figure it out soon

And when this all ends, I don't see us being friends
I think it's different
You know what I meant?
After all, you're a small town girl
I'm a roaming boy
It's an Open World

Have you heard of savvy?
Yeah that's just me with tech
Machines, computers, phones, I never even know what's next
I've been on this block
Yeah I've been through this alley
I found something new,
I found—

The Nile River
Nazareth
Tennessee
& Timbuktu
Somebody's gotta figure it out soon
Whatever you want yeah it comes to you
Whatever you want yeah it comes to you
Somebody's really gotta figure it out soon

Baby I know that you feel the pain
Sometimes it hurts so bad it's impossible to explain
And while I've been alive, I've barely lived at all
How could I live the life I want living in a bathroom stall?

I wish I could explain!
I took your name in vain
Yeah I took your name in vain
I regret it every day, but something had to change oh something had to change
something had to change
something had to change
something had to change

Cuz I've been caged by something gross and weird
For even more than 20 years

(It's the only thing I would ever want to give up at this point either)

The Nile River
Nazareth
Tennessee
& Timbuktu
Somebody's gotta figure it out soon
Whatever you want yeah it comes to you
Whatever you want yeah it comes to you
Somebody's really gotta figure it out soon

savvy & optimism alley

hitch hike

honey... did you hear the call?
sun is burning through our walls and money's gonna kill us all
i'm okay, won't live for long
cuz i don't have a say all i can do is find this funny... ha!

i found everything i needed in your touch
tried escaping from reality it sucked
no i'm not scared cuz you make your own luck
oh i'm gonna spend all this money till i'm bankrupt
and i'm fucked up cuz all of this is made up
breathe deep, pop a psilocin and wake up
oh i'm gonna spend all this money till i'm bankrupt
bankrupt

and then i wake up and i'm naked in my bed
it's another day i've dreamt of you if only i could rest with you as lovers
hiding under covers, love under the sun and the drugs 
and then suddenly i'm dreaming that we're face first in flower beds
if you think they're pretty now just wait till everybody's dead and they recover
industry gonna suffer
i wonder how a couple more bucks is gonna save us

i found everything i needed in your touch
tried escaping from reality it sucked
no i'm not scared cuz you make your own luck
oh i'm gonna spend all this money till i'm bankrupt
and i'm fucked up cuz all of this is made up
breathe deep, pop a psilocin and wake up
oh i'm gonna spend all this money till i'm bankrupt
bankrupt

Bankrupt

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production, mix & master by me
cover art by me

vocal sample: garden - jedwill

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