prod. cxrter

prod. flesh

prod. tiedforsilver 2025

Vibes XIX

Toska

I’m Giving Up

In the Meantime

Cry wank

surprise surprise;)
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don't usually do a surprise release, so take this as a gift lmao
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lyrics:
damn im talking to the moon again,
he's been there all my life but now he's become like a guardian,
my knight in shining armor, shielding me from pain,
but he's not overprotective, i'm still cruisin in my lane,
and maybe i got training wheels,
and maybe i'm up in my feels,
but never will i let that come between my love that's real,
and the person i embody, someone that has always smiled,
but now its painted on my face, i should've made it stretch for miles,

cause maybe then people will not take it for granted,
all the roots that i've planted
have drowned from all the rain that never seems to stop,
and my music seems to flop whenever i put in some thought,
but when i write them in 2 minutes, seems like gold that i have brought,

i promise you i'm not a king with a cave worth of his riches,
just a boy who likes his kisses, and the girl that he misses,
all my tears have collected in the ridges, and my attitude i switch it,
cause i'm bound to find an outfit that won't leave me in the ditches,

yea i hate that place, the anger plastered on my face,
i guess it's time that i replace, my face that's breaking at a pace,
it's got cracks like its a drought, and they are laced with doubt,
held together by the hope that i will make it out


(chorus)


the demons, they're all midgets,
the minutes, i've spent reflecting,
the hardships of comprehending,
the help they've been recommending,
reality i've been bending,
has stopped me from just pretending,
that i'm really fine, when my funeral ive been attending,

in a black suit, black coffin, black world, hope they care,
hope they show some color that they never seem to share,
in a world full of rainbows, im looking pretty gray,
that's probably why she left, i just had boring displays,


(chorus)

talking to the moon again (prod. cxrter)

Huge shout out to carter metro for the fire beats as always

Lyrics

If we weren't so far apart
id let you bloom into my heart baby
but you never give me the time of day
yeah you never look my way
im just another background character in your day to day
i dont think you want me

so help me breathe
yeah help me see
whats wrong with me
please baby

i hate it when you're mad at me 
for things that i cant even see
i swear you're lying right through your teeth
everytime you talk to me

could you give it to me straight, yeah
could you give it to me straight yeah
i think that would be great yeah
yeah yeah

these games aren't fun anymore baby
and im getting fed up of the way you treat me
so brutally so brutally

so

why dont you come back down to me
you knew we were fine before you kicked off at me 
for some bullshit last week

now im just asking her..

could you give it to me straight, yeah
could you give it to me straight yeah
i think that would be great yeah
yeah yeah

give it 2 me str8 (cxrter)

shout out to Carter Metro for the beat,  Julia Alexa for the beat vocals

Lyrics

ponder on my pains and which to consider worse
the pain you gave to me or the pain i inflicted first
feelings like a burden to those that i love the most
these demons got an airtight grip round my throat

i cant seem to ease my pain
every fucking day plays out the exact same 
i wake up, breathe air and leave my place
i get home, i starve myself and i fade away

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and

i dont care if
you break my heart
cause ive been hurting from the start
x2

I think im outta luck, when it comes to life
i make the same mistakes almost every night
i dont wanna fight this feeling no more
suicidal tendancies knock at my door
and i swear im this close, to just letting them in
i find solace in death, its so calm in the end
finally find some peace from within
some peace from within

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and

i dont care if
you break my heart
cause ive been hurting from the start
x2

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and...

burden (cxrter)

w/ @fleshgolem

first single off of the ep, 
happy bday fleshy

lyrics

[mæsk]
im worn, im worn
been wearing and my skin is all torn
but i feel alive, when in eye of a storm
i tip my hat off to those that can move on

she said lets go
well ur just going home
ima be drifting slow

she paddles out to sea to see i see her halo
i cant allow it, need to escape 
ill fuck u up, 
please just go back to where u came

depression i just battle it
im sinking on this battle ship 
steer till i cant battle shit
this is my own settlement
until im old, thats if im old

im holding on to rafts with no sign of a life boat
i know on this 1 i wont have time to grow

she sent a signal to me that i wasn’t alone
now urs to take 
all my flesh, yeah my skin and my bone

im outta time in this world im outta time 
and its just me by myself on this grind
and its time to let the pen down
write my final words coz im just out of time

[flesh]
so why is there still time to waste?
i'm still disoriented from the time the tidal wave came thru
cause i've been washed up, cleansed all the way thru
and i'll be damned if i'll be drowning cause of you
it's a process, that's what i tell myself 
inside my head its saw traps, i run with reason 
but i always tend to talk back, it's changing seasons
nearly autumn guess i'll fall apart in my room

i said let's go but i'm just going home
i wish that you'd come too, lay my fantasies out on the table
high seas, pulling me away
i went too far the tide is tryna steal my shame
i try to battle it, i swim but i'm just paddling
there's water in my lungs and i don't think i can handle it
i'll tip my boat, that i'll do
before i ever admit defeat to what i knew
before the life before me ever became true

signal w/ flesh golem (flesh x sunshowers)

i was never the same

prod: michael harrison, aidan han, and max vossberg
master: @onlyfriendyeah

you said my eyes looked pretty
and wiped the tears from my face 
you told me that you're leaving
but it'll all be okay
and i was never the same
you didn't have to go 
why'd you leave me alone

i bet you're sick of playing innocent
aren't you?
you were happy tearing ligaments
weren't you?
i was always the participant 
for you to see just how bad it gets

and really baby you're a monster
and when i saw you by the water
i should've known i was a goner
but i took everything you offered

and really baby you're a monster
i was in love with that

you were on me fucking every night
sweating through the signs
you look so good in white
we do this every time
so baby let me go
i'll see you after i die
the last light
will fucking let me know 
i wasted my whole life

and really baby you're a monster
and when i saw you by the water
i should've known i was a goner
but i took everything you offered

you were on me fucking every night
sweating through the signs 
you look so good in white
we do this every time
let me go
i'll see you after i die 
the last light 
will fucking let me know 
i wasted my whole life

i saw you by the water

about last nite...

lyrics

wait for me 
when th darkness comes
my heart still beats 
so u havent yet won

bae im looking out 
do u not hear me when i call
r things really that different 
i havent changed, not since last fall 

lock me in a cage, throw th key
sure you’d like that
coz every time i bring it up u all ways talk back
to me
baby 
this dont hav to be th last time 
can we take it back to last night
they dont fucking know about the words we’ve shared
so baby why the fuck u looking over there

uuuuhhhh fade in to the night
take another third at least ill tell u that i tried
but then the worst thing comes to mind
i knew that this would happen but i still let it fucking slide

no way its th worst thing that could do
no way, i held my peace and im not coming back to u
i gave it time so dont think id forget u 
i live my life like a ghost so should be thankful
that i got a use

last nite (flesh)

is there anyone home?

lyrics

[mæsk]

i cant listen to to u speak, gone and not coming back
she’s the one that fucked me up 
now she wanna blame her past now
feeling sloshed baby so u wanna talk now
i just needa stop 4 ur pushing me around

i should not
but now she in my arms
the face that look like heaven but behind 
its a ahhhhh
she calls my name like a saint
she fucked me up
but when in arms we can run it back

im running back on my own, dirt shoes
but she right on my neck to pay her dues
she said “i just hate it, i dont wanna make it if im not with you”
know ur on ur own on this one
but i can make it fun
my angel speaks, i wont listen
i think the horns have won

[flesh]
you can say you're sorry all you want know you dont mean it
you just wanted someone you could fuck and share your weed with
never really gave a shit about how i was feeling
im a hollow body to you none of it had meaning

hollow bodies w/ flesh golem (flesh x nihil空)

theres a lot, come take a seat

lyrics

spreading untrue words like a disease
baby can’t u see, or u still living in a dream
please dont blame urself now
that’s on me
that’s on me
that’s on me

this is us now 
u can stay or leave
j know they tryna mess up all we’ve come to be
they don even know how far we’ve come in reach
but i cant tell u, i did my part to save us, u gotta think for urself

its not ur fault 
the worst comes when th fakes invloved
all they do is take 
and i cant take it anymore

this right here is a way to escape 
so jus take my hand, b4 the wall starts to cave x2

prepare to jus move on
its alrite, im ok
maybe im too fucked rn 
to say everythings great

all night, offerings
triplin uh, and they forcin th sip
they wanna write my name on every cup
better urself or wanna have fun
who r u? i ask myself 
when depleting health
but then take my cup 
and then finish it up
ill try livin life

coz ion giv a fuck
like com take a seat
think too much 
so i barely sleep
ion talk a lot 
but i say too much when im feeling fucked
this what true friends would be tellin me

u right now needa look in th mirror 
this cant be th result of a destined disapearer

its not ur fault 
the worst comes when th fakes invloved
all they do is take 
and i cant take it anymore

this right here is a way to escape 
so jus take my hand, b4 the wall starts to cave

destined disappearer (flesh)

Old Me (prod. Cxrter x Stafford Beats)

share this song, i hope you enjoy :) 
feature: lil softie // beat maker: cxrter // mix: xsus

why did you leave me? (ft. lil softie) prod. cxrter & xsus

ｎｏ　ａｉｒ，　ｂｕｔ　ｓｏｍｅｈｏｗ　ｉ　ｂｒｅａｔｈｅ　ｔｈｒｏｕｇｈ

prod by my guy @solofttt
fucking love you all.
more on the way
stay strong
take care; drink water
try to get some rest.
thank you for being here

too much
i don't wanna feel too much
(like what?)
beat up; feet are clamped in the mud
no one
fuck this damper wood i'm hunching over every day
you shouldn't feed me love 'cause i'll regurgitate it anyways

that's the price that i'll pay
not to be overcome by my emotions
a hallow frame, left to be hung on it's own
where nobody'll noticed it's changed
feel that pain of your confusion
and just turn it into music
orchestrations of my patience
retrospective-made illusions

just be cautious not to lose it
'cause some bitch said something stupid
trust me, god i know it hurts
but know your worth and keep on moving
somewhere in the sky
just go outside and raise your head
there's reclusive ways to cleanse yourself
without this constant dread
but this toxin's running deeper
i don't know how long i'll last
i misplaced my faith with hatred
as i'm staring down the glass
i ain't hitting you up like i know you (but i do)
but i'm up a few notches, i'll understand
'cause the past, it haunts you (it does)
i try to reach out, but i got ghost hands

felt too much
now i don't feel enough
felt too much
i may have dove a little deep in the ocean
for my lungs,
couldn't handle the pressure that they had been holding
y'all folding, but i'm focused
honestly i feel omnipotent
only when i get my hands on the potion
or i'm broken, i'm not joking
but maybe if i break daylight, then i'll get shit done
and i'll feel alright
with a tone so stale there was no real cry
on a blood-stained trail, we still bleed overnight
fuck, i bet that you feel it again
incisions embellish your skin
and now you're all alone again
deprived of the people you thought were your friends
i made a couple calls, did they go through?
it ain't fair, i really don't wanna miss you
take care, i'll be blowing on tissues
no air, but, somehow i breathe through
it's 4 in the morning, my guardian's snoring
i'm sorry i lied, i've been sippin away
i'd make me some porridge, but puke it by morning
the cycle is horrid, but i ain't complain

indefinite pain ain't just part of my day
it's been shrouding my brain
like a vulturous gate
this shit's an escape
i'm always afraid
of being locked out of my own mental state
try not to run away just yet, i feel you
breaching my skin, for the meantime

too much 
i don't wanna feel too much
(like what?)
beat up; feet are clamped in the mud
no one
fuck this damper wood i'm hunching over every day
you shouldn't feed me love 'cause i'll regurgitate it anyways
(anyways)

woodworks [prod. soloft]

[sendflowrs]
and as the cold came, it didn’t feel right
on my deathbed i pray for your warm soft kiss
these angels they lay next to me and calm it 
i don’t think i really loved you baby if i’m honest 

and in my resting place, keep the seal tight
cus i would raise all the dead for you if you wanted
i would purge these dark woods with a bow and harness 
just cut out my heart whenever u want it 

[nevermadeithome]

You’re not where i need you
When i sleep at night
My lungs are so hard to breathe through 
My throats so tight 
You’re pretty like the pleiades
I mesmerised just by your eyes
I can’t seem to look at you 
Your hue and glow just seem so bright

Sleeping at night in your gown wear 
Swim the sea
Kill the king just to be there 
Bring your coat because its cold where  we‘re leaving 
Hold my hand baby this is the deep end


[sendflowrs]
on my grave 
in native tongue under my name 
is a phrase that says
“the one i love will always get away”
guess it never changes
no matter how much i sit and pray
for a better day
i’ll always be the one that rots away 
call me anyway
call me when you’re home or MIA
call me when you’re sad
when you’re feelin down or feel ok
call me everyday
call me fuckin now before i tear my face 
maybe you would love me more if i would finally get in shape 

[blaidd]
Stack my chips up high like I'm all in
Fall in love with your face in the morning
All this hate in the way had me bawling
But now I got you 
Your love was the only thing to prove
This world is nothing without you 
Now i find myself with nothing left to do 
But I came back from a business trip 
I Wanna go home cause I miss my *beep*
If I stay longer I just might flip
I wanna go home to the softest lips

starlight (feat. nevermadeithome + blaidd) (prod. flesh + jolst)

lyrics

what if the plans we made fall thru 
what is my life outside of u
im picking skin off from under my suit
its imperative now that i hold onto u
i swear
none of this shit seems fair
none of this shit is there
when im ripping out my hair
out all my hair

break me to bits and i promise ill love you
and trust u
i dont know why u love me
im ugly
im stupid
i cant even do this right
im thru this plight
i shut the blinds
i sob
its nothing like i want
i could be wrong
i could be right
it didnt matter anyways
when u look me in my face
i know u see a waste of space
and im sorry
and im sorry

if i dont hear from u tomorrow i hope that ur well
i apologize that i cant carry what u felt
im sure it hurts
but i cant help u out

slow my head
so i stop overthinking
i need it bad
and my circle is shrinking 
again
im the worst that u met
im the worst that i know
so take me out 

break me to bits and i promise ill love you
and trust u
i dont know why u love me
im ugly
im stupid
i cant even do this right
im thru this plight
i shut the blinds
i sob
its nothing like i want
i could be wrong
i could be right
it didnt matter anyways
when u look me in my face
i know u see a waste of space
and im sorry
and im sorry

waste of space

i'm sorry

prod: @prodcxrter @tiedforsilver
extra production / master: @vito2300

two months,
i can't write nothing at all
gave up on having someone to call
fake blood still left a stain on the wall
fake love still left a hole in my heart
stuck in the middle
i wait for it to eat me alive
it stings a little
it kills me when you treat me so nice
go grab the sickle
i'll let you cut as much as you like
(as you like, as you like)

i don't wanna be selfish
but god i hate myself
and i can't help it
you made me lose my mind
i wish you felt it
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly
keep damaging my psyche

lately i don't even give a fuck about the music
it's just enough that i do it
one day i might lose it
don't have enough to get through it
like oh, it's okay if you wanna let go
spill blood, wake up on the floor
we're done but i hate you more
he don't ever wanna wait one second
so dumb, shoulda learned my lesson
those words he said he meant it
but i'm stuck on the way he said it
so soft, so soft
and after everything i gave you
you're still gone
still gone

i don't wanna be selfish
(i don't wanna be selfish no more)
but god i hate myself
and i can't help it
(can't help it)
you made me lose my mind
i wish you felt it
(you felt it)
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with
(i dealt with)
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
(behind)
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly
keep damaging my psyche

i hate myself
like nobody else
and i hate you
much more than you do
forgive me god
no matter the cost
i can't stop
no i can't stop

unsightly (slowed and reverbed)

lyrics

hope we don't leave a disaster
i been in the lab with my black heart
i'm tied to the souls, im a snatcher
i'm leaving the scene in laughter

held me down, almost drowned but i made it
it should have been me on that fucking pavement
i'm not done with berating
things will change for ur sake
but seems like every night i'm sleeping by the grave

holding back the tears u know i wanna fight back
in seek of an example i know u would like that
wishing upon freedom but constricted by these walls
i can't hear another i'll be right back

i'll be right back 
baby i'll be right back
i can't hear another i'll be right back

right back 
baby i'll be right back
i can't hear another
i can't hear another

i can't hear another
i'll be right back
i can't lose another to the right path

or so they say i was born by the sword
it sealed my fate
i hope u can forgive me i was sworn by the plague

born in decay
swayed by a saint
i just hope that u can hear me when i pray

just look what its coming to
cracks all on the roof
maybe it meant more when u said that i was brave

i walk around with ur picture 
i hope u know that i miss u

the alchemists omen

the alchemists omen (hollowpurple x tiedforsilver)

[clip of jayce & mel from arcane]

lyrics

i jumped right in with my eyes closed
u were still there i was not, i was not i'm so sorry
from the start i was fucked up from the start
solid shell, hollow body, hollow heart

it still guides me, you'll still finds me 
with all this pain i bring
but trust me u don't want me to take the medicine 
'coz i'll swallow u whole
i had no idea how to have control

u were there for me when i was suffering 
the door closes another ones opening 
just repeat all this pain
so i'll be off again
thats the only way that i'll truly be loving it 

christmas came early
I'll just be receiving letters till I make it work better
all of the days from now I will remember them 
I hope we get to meet again soon

again soon
again soon
I hope we get to meet again soon

again soon
again soon
I hope we get to meet again

I can't get it out my head
look I was just hoping we could meet again soon
again soon
again soon
hoping we could meet again

hoping we could meet again
meet again
meet again soon
I was just hoping we could meet again soon 

meet again soon 
meet again soon 
I was just hoping we could meet again soon

meet again soon 
meet again soon 
just hoping we could meet again

again
again
again
just hoping we could meet again soon

d-day

d-day (hollowpurple x tiedforsilver)

[clip from naruto.. i think]

lyrics

i'm done with clenching fists 
sure theres tension building but i wanna give
i'll be carved in rune stones where they wanna live
i'm signing off the vision with the sign of wind
wish u the best

hold it down
you'll find the potion just
feel it now
know u wanna see me in a combat mode
you'll crack the code
for now just fire it in the sky
like ur miles from home

do u here the whispers calling
i found a way for u to slow it down
i was the wolf, i'm just the wisher stalling
--

im here to kick this dirt 'till i'm thirty 
till then i gotta change direction set this course straight
i know the ones all around my feet want to hurt me 
you'll remember me next time the earth shakes

i was pushed down a current that curved
want u to know i've ever been heard
swam the direction it came
need u not living the same 
i was supposed to keep u safe
but u wanted to play

its woven deep can't ignore
i hope its sweet when u mourn
keep it discreet with the relics
i'll be reborn when i perish
study the code for the message

runes of the fallen

runes of the fallen (tiedforsilver x flesh)

berlin

Falling Down - Bonus Track “Lil Peep, XXXTENTACTION” (Slowed + Reverb)

[he4vy] 
i dont think its fair
and im sure youve got your reasons 
but your words made it so clear 
that im not much more than he is
im sick of being fair
and im tired of having doubted
that out of everything ive feared
youd let your actions speak the loudest

wasting all of the time i get 
instead of 
fighting what comes next i swear 
i always
give up when things get rough
ive got a pit inside my chest and still it wasnt enough
ive got a long road to walk and wind
theres still just 
too much shit on my mind
ive gotta 
calm down and think things twice 
ive had a long hard and lonely life 

[scorpio] 
when did one turn into two,
and three into four?
because im missing you,
now more than before
crazy how we're strangers,
we used to be so much more
promising forever,
now im not so sure

im the problem
it happens often
wish i could turn off my emotions
pulse is racing
my heart is breaking
i know im so dramatic
and you hate it

i dont blame you
after everything we've been through
if i were you
i really would have left too
i dont blame you

do you think im a burden?
is that why you dont reply
am i worth nothing,
to you in your eyes?
is everyone just better?
is that why im left behind?
i dont have to be clever
to know im not worth a try

pit inside my chest ft. scorpio (king theta)

Star Shopping

DESPERATE

MUSIC ADDICT

prod @s0ftskelet0ns

LYRICS
Shifting gears down twisting roads
Life status critical
Without love i'm miserable
Envy me and my life honestly im still pitiful
Even if i take it to the top, will i make it home

Clutch in, shift gear, gas out
Get home, smoke up, pass out
Face a mighty foe wont back down
Baby do you want this all, do you really want this all?
Pedal to the floor blast down that hall, clutch in clutch out i still stall
Clutch in, shift gear, hear me call

Brake up, neutral revvin at the light
Nova scotia winter turbo sliding ice
6k in my pocket name that price
Baby this is how i wanna live my life

Clutch in, shift gear, gas out
Get home, smoke up, pass out

Saving up money from work, buy an srt all while having tuition to spend on
Life aint great but it could be worse, i might hold a key but am i the one to depend on
I might be me, but im just background for a ten thousand piece puzzle
So dont you see? We might build up, but for all that work were still ground floor ruble


clutch in [prod. s0ftskelet0ns]

the odds are good that no one would notice i was gone...
no... one... would... care...
in fact, some - if they noticed my absence - might feel an odd, indefinable, sense of relief...

she show me her wrist, yeah, princess is slit </3
yeah, she show me her tongue, so i drop her a hit
yeah, i drop her a strip, she the prettiest bitch (:
yeah, princess, she gliss, and i'm buying her rick
she don't love me foreal, she just use me for dope
but, i'm a sucker for love, so i let that shit go...
yeah, she let that shit go... now she fucking for coke...
baby-girl is a hoe... in the dark, i'm alone... /:

knife in the club, i'm ice-man on the drugs
she dipping the bag til' her face, it go numb
she tell me she hate me, but she wanna fuck me
shawty like a slut, on the drugs, she's so dumb...
knife in the club, i'm ice-man on the drugs
she dipping the bag til' her face, it go numb
she tell me she hate me, but she wanna fuck me
shawty like a slut, on the drugs, she's so dumb...

she show me her wrist, yeah, princess is slit </3
yeah, she show me her tongue, so i drop her a hit
yeah, i drop her a strip, she the prettiest bitch (:
yeah, princess, she gliss, and i'm buying her rick
she don't love me foreal, she just use me for dope
but, i'm a sucker for love, so i let that shit go...
yeah, she let that shit go... now she fucking for coke...
baby-girl is a hoe... in the dark, i'm alone... /:

written and edited by lightning logan
prod by culmanii
sample from american psycho by bret easton ellis

slit wrist prince$$

mental - angel number (jolst)

at least he wanted something 

prod: @vito2300
 
you know i like it when you speak to me soft 
most nights i spend with you alone
feels like we don’t even talk 
know you don’t need me at all 
i’m just taking up this space 
know i’m just here by default

don’t want another 
staying here is gon make me suffer 
n my body shudder 
another night i spent playing lover 
so over summer 
sunlight poking right thru the shutter 
laid under covers
every time i just let him under 

n it’s not hard to see 
but i still don’t get it 
and i bet crying here 
would make me pathetic 
i just type it up 
but don’t send the message 
and god it’s killing me 
but i think i’ll let it 

facing the repercussions 
it’s just what happens 
i can’t help that i'm no good at loving 
i’m just so unbecoming 
he only want me in passing 
at least he wanted something 

yeah is it too much 
promise i’ll be good enough 
be what you want 
even if i can’t feel your touch 
i'm leaking blood 
just waiting till i'm getting crushed 
and when we’re tongue to tongue 
i almost feel like there’s an us 

i’m just a body 
take it off 
and come put it on me 
no need for talking 
when it’s done 
you don’t need to call me 
this shit gon haunt me 
coming round it gets so disheartening 
i guess he caught me
every touch it just leave me starving 

but i’m still there 
right under you
every time 
you call my name 
in the way that i like 
don’t make me feel like 
i am more than a night 
god i tried 
god i tried 

n it’s not hard to see 
but i still don’t get it 
and i bet crying here 
would make me pathetic 
i just type it up 
but don’t send the message 
and god it’s killing me 
but i think i’ll let it 

i know i do this to myself 
i know what’s going on here 
i know i could avoid it, well
i know you’ve put it so clear
and it’s so stupid that i’m wiping my tears 
yeah it’s so stupid that i hold you this dear

unbecoming

lyrics:
do you know how much i love you
i was down bad still put nothing else above you
i told you all my secrets know it cut through
told you all my moves even shit i could run through

i was in the dirt
picked me out the mud, its like no matter how it hurt
you was by side before i ended in a hearse
swear that you a angel cause you finally lift the curse

i was trippin just to live, you seen the hunger in my soul
you aint even need no diamonds just to say you played your role
loyal to the grave, swear that bond dont ever fold
now its foreign whips and flights, you the only one i hold

you was there when i had nothing
now we counting up in silence
had to hustle through the pain
but you the reason i aint wildin

gave my heart when it was broke
you aint flinch you just stood beside it
want to keep you to myself
but i swear my heart cannot hide it

gave my trust, you never folded, swear you never once denied it
i was lost, you showed the way, like heaven came and just provided
all the pain that we been through, swear we never got divided
you the one i prayed for, i swear this feeling been invited

how much

@rxseboy - UNDERGROUND (prod. sundwn)

don't want this to end

i got history 
i could turn into tha worst thing
take it how u want u gon hate me
so fuck it either way
love bomb me
act like u want me 
cuz i could never be enough for u 
but i could do tha things i said ill do 
while u can barely look me in tha eyes
even for a second i would crawl up n die
for u 
obsessed 
to him 
id kill that fuck w bare hands
blood drippin 
wanna b goth 
black mascara smearin
on my sheets 
come get yo bitch

love bomb me (prod. lord135)

STASIS

@lilskil
LYRICS //

*lil skil*

Girl u know u make my cold heart warm wit a touch 

One kiss then we fuckin

 I just can't get enough 

Put it on me that's the best part baby the trust 

Trust me 

I got nuthin for u other than love 

I remember eatin pussy on the back of the bus

I remember gettin nookie till the sun came up 

All the places that u took me no one came wit us 

Same hoes overlook me now they on my ;]

ulykea

nuts [ft. lil skil] (prod. willie g)

prod dee b

So i been running up the ends like a trackstar
short life, pretty girls, and da fast cars
 Rest In Peace to my moms yeah i miss her
Convolk up next with a black heart

Leave me to myself
dont need nobody else
Yeah i asked for help
But no one ever helped

Leave me to myself
My soul im gonna sell
And it aint hard to tell 
That im going to hell

Get cold wrist froze like i told you
Get bands all alone like im sposed to
Dont come to my funeral i dont know you
Im next no flex cuz i chose to

Dont have nobody to get close to
Dont have nobody i got no crew
They tell me ill come up i got no clue
Im dying inside but that old news

So i been asking where you at, where you aaaaat
So i been feeling sorta mad sorta mad
So i been thinking bout the past bout the past
And i dont think i really want this shit to last

So i been running up the ends like a trackstar
short life, pretty girls, and da fast cars
Rest In Peace to my moms yeah i miss her
Convolk up next with a black heart

Leave me to myself
dont need nobody else
Yeah i asked for help
But no one ever helped

Leave me by myself
My soul im gonna sell
And it aint hard to tell 
That im going to hell

So i been asking where you at, where you aaaaat
So i been feeling sorta mad sorta mad
So i been thinking bout the past bout the past
And i dont think i really want this shit to last

So i been running up the ends like a trackstar
short life, pretty girls, and da fast cars
Rest In Peace to my moms yeah i miss her
Convolk up next with a black heart

black heart

[prod. jakkyboi]

so tie me
to the train tracks 
light me up like a blunt when you face that
hate me 
when I’m dead and 
gone so far but I’ll stay in your head and

Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Leave me there on my own dont look back

I dont really wanna talk i wanna walk away
Shawty say she wanna fuck i tell her not today
I been busy so i cant respond to all the hate
I dont fuck with laziness because i cant relate

this that sad shit
this that don’t show your dad shit
this that “oh this whole wave just a fad shit”

Pop 4 xans then it all fades to black shit
16 bars gonna cost you a rack bitch
 
Wrote you a note but i just wanna burn it
Life is a gift but i want to return it
Crashin the whip got trash in the bin
Say its just words but it cuts deep like a surgeon

just words but im fucked up from the hurt and
Your lies got me tossing and turning
Notes from the class that we had back in high school
Joking about how i want to be like you

so tie me
to the train tracks 
light me up like a blunt when you face that
hate me 
when I’m dead and 
gone so far but I’ll stay in your head and

Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Leave me there on my own dont look back

tie me to the train tracks

LYRICS: https://genius.com/Softheart-and-guccihighwaters-downers-lyrics

huge thanks to the homie
@guccihighwaters

instrumentation by: @noahwalker
mixing/mastering by: softheart
production by: softheart, vowl.

free download

Downers (feat. guccihighwaters)

My guitar loop shoutout Janki for making it a banger

Eternal

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new music every two weeks

I wouldn’t be here without you all 💙

don't want this to end

yung van