Lyrics:

Don't wanna wake up without you by my side
All the sunlight it just hurts my eyes
I know I'm a mess, but it took a lot to get here
Memories of the past never disappear
Movies in my mind, I'd be crazy just to give 'em up
They remind me of the times I thought of giving up
All my old loves only showed fake love
No room in my heart left to take up
Don't wanna be great, just grateful
If these my last words, All I got is thank you
It's your actions that are gonna make you
Words just break you, I been tryna save you
Voices in my head they just sound like me
Until I hear somebody say them in a different key
I hate the way I think, wish I did it differently
Talking to the dark tryna see who's listening
Talking to the dark tryna see who's listening
Are you listening, are you even listening
Said you'd heal me, so you changed my ways
Use to fear things that I couldn't explain
Now I see you almost everyday
When I wake up without all my pain
Every day I pray and pray
Let me get blessed with just one more day
Maybe there's more that I could say
Hoping these words might save your day
You're never alone, somebody that loves you is waiting
For you to come home
Saying this world is yours for the taking
And if you wanna know why you're always moving in circles
Let your eyes close
You're loved, you don't gotta be perfect
If I die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take

talking to the dark (bonus)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2TNnAkCciGPApJdR6gQ1Ik?si=0b3bebdfa7d64cc1
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/movie/1600197396?i=1600197397
YouTube: https://youtu.be/G-3vjIcHI64

[Chorus]
Lets make a movie
Let’s do it 
Put on the music
I love the way you’re moving
Hold my hand and don’t let go
Baby, please, don’t let go
When I’m with you I’m home
When I’m with you I’m home

[Verse 1]
I don’t do drugs, you’re the only drug that I need
I can’t get enough, I won’t stop until I o.d.
I’m addicted to the way, way that you make me feel
You make the pain inside of me play a game of hide & seek

You make me see clearly what I’m not & what I could be
Feel feelings I never knew I could feel
You make me wanna be a better me
You make me wanna be a better me
I wish you were right here right now with me ‘cos I’m feeling lonely
Baby, you’re the only one that really fukin’ knows me
You’re so lovely

[Chorus]
Lets make a movie
Let’s do it 
Put on the music
I love the way you’re moving
Hold my hand and don’t let go
Baby, please, don’t let go
When I’m with you I’m home
When I’m with you I’m home

[Verse 2]
When you are next to me the stars seem to align
The lighting from the moon gives you that special shine
And will you keep me warm when it gets cold outside

With you in this room
You are everything that I need
Clueless how you are
Changing my perspective
What beautiful is…
How beautiful is…

[Chorus]
Lets make a movie
Let’s do it 
Put on the music
I love the way you’re moving
Hold my hand and don’t let go
Baby, please, don’t let go
When I’m with you I’m home
When I’m with you I’m home

Movie

Thank you so much to @sinxi for making the song and allowing me to upload the cover, go support the original song and give him a follow and love!  <3<3

Original:
sinxi - die in your arms
(Thank you for listening)

sinxi's socials!
https://www.instagram.com/heysinxi/
https://www.youtube.com/c/Sinxii
https://soundcloud.com/sinxi
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7gPvslUym7gEDxebPSkGkZ?si=Q7DpwyeMRWO--PmxuBIseA

sinxi - die in your arms (oc - cover)

i love these lyrics n the song so much, jus had to do a cover, i promise original stuff soon i know it's been months, just can't record cuz moved out of old place and in a really bad state of mind, lotta really cool stuff planned tho, luv you all even if i don't have the energy to show it <3

Lyrics:

Listen to the birds sing
Kissing in my car I
Idk if there’s a purpose
Feel like we moving at a high speed
Waiting for the lightning to strike me
Getting tempted by the eyes you hold
Hands warm but your heart cold

-

Dont wanna assume it
feels like u been acting
I dont wanna do this
u go push me back in

Stare at me with hate
Through those crystal eyes
And it kills inside
But im acting fine

U dont even know Me
I know that u scared too
U dont wanna fall in love by accidental
For when u decide to leave to hard to handle
I wanted all of u
And not a sample

Far away
see a glimpse
Of your heart but
Its laying deep inside the shadows

After all things wont be the same
So Might as well use this as ammo

-

im breaking through the barrier
i still need to hurry up
baby what u pickin up
i cant tell if this is love
40000 years amuck
we still argue bout what star we from
but stop and look how far we've come
damn i think we didnt do enough

plenty men devoured by the evil lesser known
if i stay focused on the essence of my soul
i got a prophecy entangled with my spirit that the stars
chose to bestow
i bleed from out my eyes into the late november snow
the fox inside my blood has chose his presence to be known
the human left inside me looks to find another home
he says im awful
im way above the ways of thinking lawful
im stuck inside the mouth of reason rippin out his tonsils
my energy is somehow tied to paleozoic fossils
its smothered deep in mother natures arms remaining coddled
but i like it
as for every mortal left alive your uninvited
we take this gift of earth and give it violence
id prefer if inside my world i could choose to keep it private
its not tinnitus
but this noise inside my head id like to attribute to sirens
insomuch i feel the rush of vehicles beside it
these flashing scenes of tragedy sit inside of my eyelids

Waiting For The Lightning To Strike Me cover

produced by cxrter & tahtx

lyrics:
(notahero)
heavy snow is pouring outside the window
u know exactly what u want in life
but i don’t know
but i’ll carry on
and i’ll love u if you're here or you're gone
i’ll find u thru the crowd
she don’t know i’m hurting cuz i barely make a sound
this hole i’ve dug so deep
i can’t see through out the ground
u can find me in the lost and found
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

(backyard beetle)
yeah
as the candle burns real low
the light begins to show
you may be gone but your presence still glows
feasting on fragments and memories of old
i live in a wasteland i ain't never seen the snow 
even then I can't help but feel it's so cold
cause all of my warmth came from you
what am i supposed to do 
when my systems shut down

(notahero)
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

christmas was never this cold (cxrter x tahtx)

prod. heyzbee & yunny goldz

take my life i don’t want no one else
i hate myself so you made my heart melt
hatred runs deep i just need your help 
i can’t speak so i just gave myself, up for good

i don’t want to fight back 
cuz i am just worthless
you said i’m the surface 
compared to you, im hurting 
you sang a lullaby 
that said i’m not worth a night
one word turned into fights 
now i sit and harmonize

you really don’t have any friend 
they lied to you they just pretend
just cut them off and let it end 
i’m the one you need and depend
your family sucks they hate you too
you don’t need them just me and you
best friend so what, it doesn’t matter who
i’m the one you want, so only me pursue

i don’t want to fight back 
cuz i am just worthless
you said i’m the surface 
compared to you, im hurting 
you sang a lullaby 
that said i’m not worth a night
one word turned into fights 
now i sit and harmonize

melt

Neki Lik & Roman Lalich - Borba Brate

Thank you all so much for supporting me! i couldn't be more thankful and happy with everything i have been given! I want to thank David Kiernan for the artwork and @leansipper !! Shout out to @cozyboycries for mixing song #7!! Love you all so much <3
<3 Acid Castle <3
Everyone who is on the EP----
@1800entity
@guardinmusic
@prodbyvessels
@artax666
@leansipper
@lilheartbreaker
@prod-trash
@lilhappylilsad
@tothegood

i wonder if you think of me (Prod. 1800entity)

<3
Been away from my "working station" for a while, wasnt gonna release this but it feels like ive been inactive for a long time. love you guys.
Heres the lyrics;
[Verse1]
Dont wanna get lost tonight
cuz baby youre my valentine
ima put the fire out
a thousand degrees when your skin touches mine

 [Break]
I cross my fingers, want you to stay
as always i dont really know what to say.
You're sitting right next to me, 
two cans filled with ice
Blank words mean nothing compared to your eyes

[Pre-Chorus]
And we talk about memories
How we used to live on the streets
climbing rooftops, always a treat
I knew the reason why my heart could beat
You were my drug, my nicotine
these memories flash by like a movie scene
I can't escape the past

[Hook]
You dont have to act like that
and i dont wanna do you like that
Dont get the idea that i ever will understand

[Verse 2]
Ive got a tendency to lose my shit when im stressed out
Ill go with honesty and tell you how i feel, right,

[Break 2]
Brush it off its a new day
There wasnt anything I could say
You didnt have to act like that
Never wanted to get back
Dont get the idea that i will ever understand
Bottom line is that im far ahead



[Hook]
You dont have to act like that
and i dont wanna do you like that
Dont get the idea that i ever will understand

2xU - for the last couple of days

@scottysplash

i thought the worst of it had already happened again
so im back on my bullshit
posted up in the ruins of my city
been fed up with the life ive been livin
til i get fucked up and hang with the homies
livin it up while were all goin down
i fuckin hate this town but i can deal while ur around

"u know u only make things worse
when u bring it up again it only makes me hurt"
well im glad to know
u can start to imagine how i felt
ur locked inside my heart
found ur way there like a shelter
but u cant run from ur fuckin shadow
dont u know?

give me ur worst when i gave u my best

i thought the worst of it had already happen again
so im back on my bullshit
posted up in the ruins of my city
been fed up with the life ive been livin
til i get fucked up and hang with the homies
livin it up while were all goin down
i fuckin hate this town but i can deal while ur around

Follow me <3

ruins (prod. scotty splash)

Don't know what I have till its gone
I can't move on
I can't resist you
I'm stuck in the past using my bong to relieve all my issues
I thought we would last
baby I'm missing your presence need tissues
we're moving to fast don't want to live unless I am here with you 
x2

every single day i fade away to get away
in the mirror i see monsters taking my own name
why'd you stick along so long I am a mess
I just pack another bowl and claim that it helps with the stress
but it don't
don't leave me along
I'm clingy little fuck
I just be grippin on my phone
always have my doubts about myself I hope you know
that's why I need your full trust attention baby are you home?

baby are you home?
baby are you home?
baby are you home?

Don't know what I have till its gone
I can't move on
I can't resist you
I'm stuck in the past using my bong to relieve all my issues
I thought we would last
baby I'm missing your presence need tissues
we're moving to fast don't want to live unless I am here with you 
x2

I've seen brighter days
I will not trade away
cause memories of you are better than none
even if it causes pain when we're done
I hold you so tightly my hand on your back
we kiss until one of us falls back collapses
pull on your hair and I slap on your thigh
holy shit fuck I'm so glad i'm your guy

temptation [prod. jody]

new music every two weeks

I wouldn’t be here without you all 💙

i wonder if you think of me (Prod. 1800entity)

yung van