Artist:
@flowersforyoumusic

Lyrics:
Can't seem to find a way out of this hell
I just want to feel okay I'm down and you can tell
I never wanted anybody else
Falling to the floor
I was never yours
Always cut me deep when I could never give you more
Running out the door
I've seen it all before
I wish I didn't care at all about this anymore

Can't seem to find a way out of this hell
I just want to feel okay I'm down and you can tell

Getting out the house but I'm still dead inside
Getting out my head push back my tears so they don't see me cry
I don't wanna talk it makes it worse and I just criticize myself and everything I do I know I'll never see the light
Oh god not again
Losing all my friends
They all let it out while I just keep it bottled in
Oh no I'll never win
Can't forgive my sins
Just sweep me up and throw me down into the bin

Can't seem to find a way out of this hell
I just want to feel okay I'm down and you can tell
I never wanted anybody else
Falling to the floor
I was never yours
Always cut me deep when I could never give you more
Running out the door
I've seen it all before
I wish I didn't care at all about this anymore

Flowers for You - Losing All My Friends

produced by cxrter & tahtx

lyrics:
(notahero)
heavy snow is pouring outside the window
u know exactly what u want in life
but i don’t know
but i’ll carry on
and i’ll love u if you're here or you're gone
i’ll find u thru the crowd
she don’t know i’m hurting cuz i barely make a sound
this hole i’ve dug so deep
i can’t see through out the ground
u can find me in the lost and found
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

(backyard beetle)
yeah
as the candle burns real low
the light begins to show
you may be gone but your presence still glows
feasting on fragments and memories of old
i live in a wasteland i ain't never seen the snow 
even then I can't help but feel it's so cold
cause all of my warmth came from you
what am i supposed to do 
when my systems shut down

(notahero)
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

christmas was never this cold (cxrter x tahtx)

Where Spirits Go

Thank you all so much for supporting me! i couldn't be more thankful and happy with everything i have been given! I want to thank David Kiernan for the artwork and @leansipper !! Shout out to @cozyboycries for mixing song #7!! Love you all so much <3
<3 Acid Castle <3
Everyone who is on the EP----
@1800entity
@guardinmusic
@prodbyvessels
@artax666
@leansipper
@lilheartbreaker
@prod-trash
@lilhappylilsad
@tothegood

i wonder if you think of me (Prod. 1800entity)

Frozen hearts (ft. Guccihighwaters ) (Prod by. notmorgn)

demons in my orbit

Thanks to guccihighwaters & notmorgn!
Jacky B:
https://twitter.com/NotJackyB
https://www.instagram.com/notjackyb

Guccihighwaters:
https://soundcloud.com/guccihighwaters
https://www.instagram.com/guccihighwaters
https://twitter.com/guccihighwaters

notmorgn:
https://soundcloud.com/notmorgn

Lyrics:

Jacky B:
Bags around my eyes
Gotta close my blinds
Cant stand the sunlight
Sitting in my room
Its time to write
Demons in my sight
X's on my eyes
Cant stay up all night
You really hurt me
Now your gone
You said you loved me
Now i gotta stay strong
Walking down this pathway
Holding a can of jack
Hoping that i'm halfway
You were a mistake
Take drugs in my pastime
Fade into a poltergeist
Cant help me now
Don't need your advice
Leave me in the back
Isolated forever

Guccihighwaters:
I think you loved me the past
Always throwing shade
Isolated in the back
Fucking jaded
Really jaded from the past
Should i get really faded
And forget bout what we had
I think it’s time
For me to go
To run away
And find my home
Look at me
Define alone
Look at me
I fight alone
Young waster
Don’t need a chaser
No mixer
Straight to the face yeah
She would talk a lot of shit
Drink the whole bottle shit
Now she poppin all up my mentions
No kolonopin
Not like that
You used to be so different
Type back but
I’m the one dismissing

Jacky B:
Yea i'm isolated
Leave me alone
I'm heavily sedated
Put my headphones in
Block the world out
Walking down the street
Gotta change the route
All alone at night
Gotta walk to maccas faded
Yea i missed you
Not answering your calls
You traded me in
For a new guy
Now i drink just to get by


Tried to stay with you for ever
You left me like a feather
Smothered in the dirt forever
Now i'm stuck in the past
Back at the start
I don't think i'm gonna last
Don't know what i'm doing
Time to grab the glass
Take it straight to the face
I wanna leave this fucking place

Spotify

Isolated (Feat. Guccihighwaters) (Prod. notmorgn)

@qawikamri
@polearm

this song is for everyone who supports me.

LYRICS:-
when i die
can you sing this lullaby? 
when you cry
remember im always in your heart

keep your head, stay strong, you'll be fine
dont worry about me, ill be fine
ill watch over you with a smile
when its tough, ill show you a sign

remember to be kind, even when its hard
even when its dark, wait for the morning light
promise you'll be alright, cos ill be by your side

so when i die
can you sing this lullaby?
when you cry
remember im always in your heart

imma leave with a smile on my face
with a can of arizona in my hand
all black fit like im convolk in new york
imma sprinkle molly rock, then hide it in my sock

ill be there in the form of a ghost
gonna haunt you for a night
when you needed me the most
ill break the law, it wont matter the cost
cos i just wanna hear the echos of your voice

When I Die (prod. Halberd)

@4evrgone
@stationsix

i dont wanna live
without someone in my arms
but its never really lonely when ur livin in the dark
blue eyed shorty came to pull up and to park
i never thought that love would be tearin me apart

ur flesh and blood
like the ink from my pen
bitch, ive been fucked up
u just fucked me dead
10 mg's cant get u out of my head
20 mg's might keep me in my bed
for the night
my eyes closed tight
life feels like
a fucking nightmare sometimes

u dont wanna ask
what u really wanna tell me?
hit me on my cell
iPhone or the enV
i cant pick it up
til i find where the end meets
i wont give it up
even if its where the end leads

i dont wanna live
without someone in my arms
but its never really lonely when ur livin in the dark
blue eyed shorty came to pull up and to park
i never thought that love would be tearin me apart
u dont wanna ask
what u really wanna tell me?
hit me on my cell
iPhone or the enV
i cant pick it up
til i find where the end meets
i wont give it up
even if its where the end leads

i wont give it up, i swallow pride, you spit it up 
my hollow eyes, i stick em shut
to my surprise it isnt love

yeah i was born and raised better
write it down in unnamed letters
blame it all on pain, yet im still holding on to the same sweater 

i let you wear, it isnt much
but it still makes me miss your touch
i feel it all, im in your clutch
i use this music as a crutch

to get myself by day to day
one day i hope ill fade away
i pray i wont remain enslaved forever,
to who i loved yesterday

Follow me <3

livin in the dark (ft. thebreathingbackwards) [prod. 4evr]

Don't know what I have till its gone
I can't move on
I can't resist you
I'm stuck in the past using my bong to relieve all my issues
I thought we would last
baby I'm missing your presence need tissues
we're moving to fast don't want to live unless I am here with you 
x2

every single day i fade away to get away
in the mirror i see monsters taking my own name
why'd you stick along so long I am a mess
I just pack another bowl and claim that it helps with the stress
but it don't
don't leave me along
I'm clingy little fuck
I just be grippin on my phone
always have my doubts about myself I hope you know
that's why I need your full trust attention baby are you home?

baby are you home?
baby are you home?
baby are you home?

Don't know what I have till its gone
I can't move on
I can't resist you
I'm stuck in the past using my bong to relieve all my issues
I thought we would last
baby I'm missing your presence need tissues
we're moving to fast don't want to live unless I am here with you 
x2

I've seen brighter days
I will not trade away
cause memories of you are better than none
even if it causes pain when we're done
I hold you so tightly my hand on your back
we kiss until one of us falls back collapses
pull on your hair and I slap on your thigh
holy shit fuck I'm so glad i'm your guy

temptation [prod. jody]

[prod. imotapeproductions] @imotapeproductions

Lyrics:
I dont wanna lose all my feelins
I dont wanna battle my demons
You dont really know what ive went through 
I been gettin high to forget you

Dont go through the day without feelin numb
Bitch i wanna die call my fuckin dumb
Every single day im just feelin numb
See it on your face that u wanna run

Run my blood out my veins
Ease my pain, ease my pain

My life crashing down
I wanna run right now 
Get away somehow
I need to leave this town 

Im not dead yet
im not dead yet
Not dead yet
Not dead

I dont wanna lose all my feelins
I dont wanna battle my demons
You dont really know what ive went through 
I been gettin high to forget you

Dont go through the day without feelin numb
Bitch i wanna die call my fuckin dumb
Every single day im just feelin numb
See it on your face that u wanna run

Run my blood out my veins
Ease my pain, ease my pain

My life crashing down
I wanna run right now 
Get away somehow
I need to leave this town 


I dont think i got much time
But i think i got some left
I just wanna get high
I just wanna take my last breath

Numb

new music every two weeks

I wouldn’t be here without you all 💙

i wonder if you think of me (Prod. 1800entity)

yung van