Stream on Spotify <3
with @cruseyyyy @rewind214 prod @decago @1rokit

Lyrics:
We got nothin to talk bout
I've been alone for way too long
Can't let myself care bout what you want
When I'm tired of being someone I'm not

I'm tryna figure it out
(Are you on my team?)
Break through all the ground
(You here to save me?)
Walls are falling all down
(Cause I can't breath)
No I can't handle the sound of the silence

Without your voice
And the nightmares
They tend to swallow me
Without you, no I can't sleep
Cause I need you in my dreams

@cruseyyyy
We got nothing left to talk about (no)
Moving on, guess I'm changing
Cause your lies, I can live without
Every little talk is so draining

My heads not right
Will you tell me why?
I waste my life away
It's hard to lighten up

@rewind214
I don't want to let things go
Won't leave you alone
Baby you're my home
I'll be your light when it gets dark
Won't leave your side if it gets hard

Is it okay if I make another wish
Cause I never want things to be different
Girl I'll stay by your side up until the end
Taught me it's okay to cry, so I'll cry again

@cld
I'm tryna figure it out
(Are you on my team?)
Break through all the ground
(You here to save me?)
Walls are falling all down
(Cause I can't breath)
No I can't handle the sound of the silence

Without your voice
And the nightmares
They tend to swallow me
Without you, no I can't sleep
Cause I need you in my dreams

nothin2say w/ crusey & rewind (decago, luizbekman)

prod wish, blxty , kuru

i sip only red
i speak only bread
if you not talking bout money please do not hit send
if you talking bout a feature come wit cash2spend
they like trin you is the movement always setting trends x2

@blxty

bae make a wish
my face hurt like a bitch
these painkillers not working
i want you i want this
can't lie i'm always lurking
can't lie i'm always nervous
i open twitter i @ grok
i ask what's my purpose
i been crashin
baby like my fashion
i got so much on my fucking head
wanna smash it
i can tell you don't want no fucking attachement
tryna fly up out the window belt unfastened 
i don't want no fucking pity
i don't want no fucking ugh
shawty said she wanna talk to me
her love is like a drug
and i know i'm fucking up
i know i'll never be enough
and it sucks
and it


why u wanna die, like why u so sad
yeah i think i lost the one & i cant go back
sent a message i just wonder if you wrote back
big ass choppas on my lap ts got blow back

i just got me some new shoes
number 1 you number 2
im not tryna see yo blood close my eyes when i shoot
you dont got alot of trust im like baby what i do
now im scared to fall in love after what you put me through

i sip only red
i speak only bread
if you not talking bout money please do not hit send
if you talking bout a feature come wit cash2spend
they like trin you is the movement always setting trends x2

red ft blxty

mv: https://youtu.be/G6FWbBBkVg0

feat @cruseyyyy
prod @advxrse

lyrics:

do tht shit for @lifeline0001 !!

i done sent u my location indefinitely
your friends ask if i love u, i said definitely
im tryna bag u but i cnt, im protecting my peace
so every day tht i go by i feel tht feeling beneath
im not feeling relief
tryna feel u in the sheets
these days repetitive without u
i feel like a machine
sometimes i forget to breathe
i guess something’s wrong with me
i guess my system’s faulty
so i put myself to sleep

opposite forces
they attract
n u look gorgeous
for sum i cnt have
our love’s a fortress
that had to crash down

one day you could meet me with the remnants 

i ain need your sentiments
why are u hesitant?
is it cause im sensitive?
cause im argumentative?
who i gotta be better than?

let me know

@cruseyyyy
my heart is racing
just know theres nobody who can replace u
catch me by surprise, thats when these feelings get too tangled
yea im not one to lead by example

our lives, wasted by the second
cant focus on it so im not stressing 
yea i got some feelings im repressing
i dont mean to get too obsessive

id let u tear me apart
i still feel u in my arms
ill be the one u forgot
just leave me out here to rot

now im crashin,
yea this blunt had to ash it
did that shit for a reaction
all these problems that im masking
guess ill see u when im passing
i cant seem to detach
it feels so relaxing
yea i think that i need that

Indefinitely feat crusey prod advxrse [MV IN DESC]

days of past

thank u to everyone who sent mels for these and extra huge thank u to everyone who listens to my music! 
i appreciate u all sooooo much <3






0:00 - solo (@hrtshpdbd kit demo) https://payhip.com/b/mjTP2 
0:54 - solo
1:43 - w/ @gotchigo
2:44 - solo
3:57 - w/ @77mending
4:53 - w/ @rewind214
5:41 - solo
6:40 -w/ @heroz2299
7:35 - w/ @1audiodiary
8:40 - w/ @rewind214
9:34 - w/ @1audiodiary
10:27 - w/ @rewind214
11:05 - solo
12:26 - <3

thankful25 | gotchigo 77mending rewind heroz audiodiary

Beat was made live on my utube https://www.youtube.com/@shlain2717

i want my life back

#4s

-- lyrics --

i dont have more for you
i dont have my life thought through
i dont know what to do
and you saw

but you say that its fine
as we're falling back through time
i see your face
you look into mine
i follow its trace

you told me to stay
you told me its fate
i dont know what to think
it keeps making me break
your message remains
i feel lost in your name
every feeling it wanes

oh its never enough, oh woah oh
ive become so numb, i know
i just want the both of us to grow
as we lock our eyes in the nouveau 

this time
ill do all i can do make it right
everything i do is for the sight
of you, i couldnt lose this view
in the sky i
see the stars i
feel the warmth of
it holding me tight
you're the side of myself i
couldnt hide, i couldnt hide

i dont have more for you
i dont have my life thought through
i dont know what to do
and you saw

but you say that its fine
as we're falling back through time
i see your face
you look into mine
i follow its trace

you told me to stay
you told me its fate
i dont know what to think
it keeps making me break
your message remains
i feel lost in your name
every feeling it wanes

oh its never enough, oh woah oh
ive become so numb, i know
i just want the both of us to grow
as we lock our eyes in the nouveau

falling traces

falling traces (xternalz)

so sorry for the hiatus life got in the way
tysm for the love in 2025 we only going harder from here......
@rewind214
@2rel
@afterstoryx

right here +rewind (2rel)

140 bpm prod me April 25#

younger me is so proud staysafe

1st with @prodsean_
2nd with @goonrixhebk
3rd with @modhunna
4th with @dtmlife864
5th with @jttalktoem & @99lxud
6th with @yungstxxzy
7th with @prodchxse
8th with @drayfuel
9th with @drayfuel
10th with @springghbk
11th with @realtgwog
12th with @goonrixhebk
13th with @izzyturntfr
14th with @realtgwog
15th with @yungstxxzy
16th with @kvmasoul
17th with @realtgwog
18th with @realtgwog
19th with @fvsionzrare

Halfway done with the year of 2025 christmas samples will officially be my last samples for 2025, 2026 we goin crazy ☃️

itsalwaysrayy & friends december samples again 2025

https://linktr.ee/itxmi
disc 1itxmi
@afterstoryx