https://soundcloud.com/ripkais
https://soundcloud.com/irby314

lyrics:
u cant tell me how i feel
u dont know my mind u cant tell me if im real
f*cking, laughin, crying u cant tell me if were good right now 
even if im bleedin ima still stick around 

honestly f*ckin tired of this 
sh*t just works out terribly 
problems thrown like snowb*lls 
so cold with it
anxiety 
sinkin in my brain 
got two feet but i still cant stand 
work through my troubles its takin its toll on my mind i cant help if i dont feel alright 
f*ck it ur right
im outta my mind

u cant tell me how i feel
u dont know my mind u cant tell me if im real
f*cking, laughin, crying u cant tell me if were good right now 
even if im bleedin ima still stick around 

u cant tell me how i feel
u dont know my mind u cant tell me if im real
f*cking, laughin, crying u cant tell me if were good right now 
even if im bleedin ima still stick around 

u cant tell me how i feel
u dont know my mind u cant tell me if im real
f*cking, laughin, crying u cant tell me if were good right now 
even if im bleedin ima still stick around

kais - can't tell me

i really cant thank you all enough for everything you've done.
the love, support, nice comments, everything. you have no idea
how much it truly means to me, but trust me when i say; it keeps me alive.

empty, yeah yeah
this life is
getting boring
kinda old
sold my soul for a bowl
never know
when im in the spotlight
so i hope and go
when im hitting two million a month
i hope yo bitchass knows
that you aint contribute to my growth, baby
kiss my road <3
done shit
kiss my road,
mwah.
baby ur mind got froze, time broke
all the words u regular sorta got bold
i would try to help u but u paved ur own road like,
bitch, you did this urself
hooked on some weed 
and some nic just to cope 
with the fact that its always ur fault, man,
i wish that i wasn't ur fault
i wish that it wasn't ur fault
ill sing till my vows turn to all
ill stay till i die, and sit upon my throne to say "i did it all"
yeah, and i hope one day
i could say i came from nothing
just to be okay for me
all for me
itll be beautiful
i wont ever wanna die again
no worries
ion got a penny in my bank account
but i know that itll all balance out
its all in faith
well i got god on my side
maybe not him, but someone will do
someone, anyone, someone,
well i got me on my side
and i got lean and ill be alright yeah
- - - - - -
this life is
getting boring
kinda old
sold my soul for a bowl
never know
when im in the spotlight
so i hope and go
when im hitting two million a month
i hope yo bitchass knows
that you aint contribute to my growth, baby
kiss my road <3
done shit
kiss my road,
mwah.
baby ur mind got froze, time broke
all the words u regular sorta got bold
i would try to help u but u paved ur own road like,
bitch, woops, its on ur hands
hooked on some weed 
and some nic just to cope 
with the fact that its always ur fault, man,
i wish that i wasn't ur fault
wash my hair every month
suffer all alone, in my bed, one on one
these complications are purely mental
maybe physical, but i can get over it :( 
itll be beautiful..
i wont ever wanna die again..
no worries
ion got a penny in my bank account
but i know that itll all balance out.

time broke (farber)

prod. @r3dqx
🚦🚬😮‍💨😶‍🌫️

Lyrics:
I see you everywhere I go
Even when I’m alone
Smoking in the shadows
Think back on those days
Your face

I think about their faces
Wearing my mistakes bitch
No I can’t erase them
I got no patience 

this life is just a race bitch
And when it gets bad
these drugs and these hoes make me feel less vacant

issue is I always wanna like the ones that hate me
Okay you can hate me, that’s another feeling that I’m chasing
Breaking, black out, I’m fine faking
Taking, my blood their fine tasting

Getting high,
it’s another long night
while I drive by the streetlights
I know that I get to geeked right

Sunrise, 
body just wont sleep 
Keep away these demons hidden
Deep inside of my dreams

Getting high,
it’s another long night
while I drive by the streetlights
I know that I get to geeked right

Sunrise, 
body just wont sleep 
Keep away these demons hidden
Deep inside of my dreams


And when the morning come 
I ask myself what I’ve become
do you have some, have some love
Have some love, cause I have none

She was the oxygen that filled my lungs
Now I’m coughing blood, and dying young
I wish I knew were feelings were from
So I could pop them I could pop them like drugs

Pop them just to bring back one more memory of her
Deserted in my room, everything a blur
Okay, Lesson learned 
No way
What the fuck I learn just a way to get hurt
Run away from this earth

My curse and your scars
Time stops like my heart
Don’t know what we are

Late night driving fast in this car
Girl I gotta far

Getting high,
it’s another long night
while I drive by the streetlights
I know that I get to geeked right

Sunrise, 
body just wont sleep 
Keep away these demons hidden
Deep inside of my dreams

Getting high,
it’s another long night
while I drive by the streetlights
I know that I get to geeked right

Sunrise, 
body just wont sleep 
Keep away these demons hidden
Deep inside of my dreams

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STREETLIGHTS (Prod. R3DQX)

s/o my buddy @brecken
lyrics
power me up now i cant get enough
live in the dark but theres fire in my cup
theres fire in my gut
i tell her im sober she calling my bluff
now every day beats the worst day
i hope ur praying for me cuz im lost inside my ways

i could build u up
but i would die for u
n she scratch out my eyes
n turn my fingers blue
n at the end of it all i hope that u feel the same way that i do

i gave it up but its stressing me out
u in her dms but im in her house
said she in love with the way that i shout
its the way that i sound
just bring me back to the ground
i got heavy eyes
i dont call nowhere home
but im comfy inside of her thighs

i could build u up
but i would die for u
n she scratch out my eyes
n turn my fingers blue
n at the end of it all i hope that u feel the same way that i do

i wish that u could kno how every night u make me feel
i dont buckle up when im in my whip but i steer
yea u make me fear
was it ever real or was it all just a lie
but i cant take it anymore
is there any surprise
i was down on the floor
n u looked me in my eyes
u said its all gonna be fine
i said i hope its alright
i guess ill stay here tonight
i guess its one more delight
its okay if u dont want me back
just kno that ill be here forever
its okay if u stab me in my back
baby girl ur messing with my temper

power me up now i cant get enough
live in the dark but theres fire in my cup
theres fire in my gut
i tell her im sober she calling my bluff
now every day beats the worst day
i hope ur praying for me cuz im lost inside my ways

i could build u up
but i would die for u
n she scratch out my eyes
n turn my fingers blue
n at the end of it all i hope that u feel the same way that i do

calling my bluff w/ brecken (cløud x heyrick)

Can't Tell

(PROD. LIL RAV)

im feeling in lost in the rhythm under streetlights
got a couple pills in my cup and now I cannot see right
she hit me up
shit reminded me of the good times
back when I worried about my grades and wore those blue ties

2 lost souls, meet me in the dark
speakerphone, baby I don't wanna FaceTime 
twisted cold world, I'ma play my part 
I got an 8 shooter and a cold black heart

counting racks
making tracks
shake that ass
make it last 
call me rav
shake for me
yeah tell me bae

on the edge
all the time
spending money
getting high
tryna be young
tryna die old age

said she wanna, said she wanna die so soon 
I told her baby "we can sit and watch the moon"
I hoped that u knew that I'd never lie to you
let time do the work, and it will heal your wounds

i don't give a fuck about nobody but me
they ask me how I feel I only tell em "its lit"
that lil bih playing all my tracks I tell her give me a spin
you may not fuck with me, but u gon fuck with the fit

I got new pants
they cool as fuck
im looking fresh now
you know wassup

what about the time that we lost?
just carry on now
burning all the bridges with ppl
im all alone now

im feeling in lost in the rhythm under streetlights
got a couple pills in my cup and now I cannot see right
she hit me up
shit reminded me of the good times
back when I worried about my grades and wore those blue ties

2 lost souls, meet me in the dark
speakerphone, baby I don't wanna FaceTime 
twisted cold world, I'ma play my part 
I got an 8 shooter and a cold black heart

Speakerphone

speakerphone

feat. @hoeplessboy
prod. by michael harrison x jean parker
cover art: https://www.instagram.com/icyriina

Can't Tell

Coldbluud ✮