RUNITUP w/ Aiden Hilton

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

unknxwn. - She

she. | Produced by alex seibel

s/o my buddy @brecken
lyrics
power me up now i cant get enough
live in the dark but theres fire in my cup
theres fire in my gut
i tell her im sober she calling my bluff
now every day beats the worst day
i hope ur praying for me cuz im lost inside my ways

i could build u up
but i would die for u
n she scratch out my eyes
n turn my fingers blue
n at the end of it all i hope that u feel the same way that i do

i gave it up but its stressing me out
u in her dms but im in her house
said she in love with the way that i shout
its the way that i sound
just bring me back to the ground
i got heavy eyes
i dont call nowhere home
but im comfy inside of her thighs

i could build u up
but i would die for u
n she scratch out my eyes
n turn my fingers blue
n at the end of it all i hope that u feel the same way that i do

i wish that u could kno how every night u make me feel
i dont buckle up when im in my whip but i steer
yea u make me fear
was it ever real or was it all just a lie
but i cant take it anymore
is there any surprise
i was down on the floor
n u looked me in my eyes
u said its all gonna be fine
i said i hope its alright
i guess ill stay here tonight
i guess its one more delight
its okay if u dont want me back
just kno that ill be here forever
its okay if u stab me in my back
baby girl ur messing with my temper

power me up now i cant get enough
live in the dark but theres fire in my cup
theres fire in my gut
i tell her im sober she calling my bluff
now every day beats the worst day
i hope ur praying for me cuz im lost inside my ways

i could build u up
but i would die for u
n she scratch out my eyes
n turn my fingers blue
n at the end of it all i hope that u feel the same way that i do

calling my bluff w/ brecken (cløud x heyrick)

<3guts x chromeyy x wavylouii
prod guts
lana sample

PAINT

Lyrics: i just hope that one day 
u will know everything i say 
i just hope that one day 
u realize that people change 
but that will never be enough 
that will never be enough 
that will never be enough
for you to understand 

i’ll fly far from home 
i’ll die when ur gone 
i’ll try to move on 
i’ll try to move on 

apart of me is finally happy 
that you managed to notice  
that every day that passes i can feel my life starting to end 
but i 
always had plans 
to jump off a bridge 
i was at the edge and shit 
u still deny what i feel 
i just hope one day you’ll get this 
i’m tired of living

fly away [freestyle] (prod. underthemapletree)

(PROD. LIL RAV)

im feeling in lost in the rhythm under streetlights
got a couple pills in my cup and now I cannot see right
she hit me up
shit reminded me of the good times
back when I worried about my grades and wore those blue ties

2 lost souls, meet me in the dark
speakerphone, baby I don't wanna FaceTime 
twisted cold world, I'ma play my part 
I got an 8 shooter and a cold black heart

counting racks
making tracks
shake that ass
make it last 
call me rav
shake for me
yeah tell me bae

on the edge
all the time
spending money
getting high
tryna be young
tryna die old age

said she wanna, said she wanna die so soon 
I told her baby "we can sit and watch the moon"
I hoped that u knew that I'd never lie to you
let time do the work, and it will heal your wounds

i don't give a fuck about nobody but me
they ask me how I feel I only tell em "its lit"
that lil bih playing all my tracks I tell her give me a spin
you may not fuck with me, but u gon fuck with the fit

I got new pants
they cool as fuck
im looking fresh now
you know wassup

what about the time that we lost?
just carry on now
burning all the bridges with ppl
im all alone now

im feeling in lost in the rhythm under streetlights
got a couple pills in my cup and now I cannot see right
she hit me up
shit reminded me of the good times
back when I worried about my grades and wore those blue ties

2 lost souls, meet me in the dark
speakerphone, baby I don't wanna FaceTime 
twisted cold world, I'ma play my part 
I got an 8 shooter and a cold black heart

Speakerphone

SPOTIFY

speakerphone

Produced by Crizzy White
Vocals by Crizzy White, HeyLee Manzeron
Mixing by Crizzy White, HeyLee Manzeron
Mastered by Crizzy White
HeyLee Manzeron - https://soundcloud.com/heylee-manzeron

Crizzy White:
Damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't 
If I ever let go, tell me that you know 
I still want you 
And I still love you 
But lately it's been different
I can't even make you smile when I wished it
Tryna change your mind and get forgiveness
Calling me a child when I missed it

In my adolescence
Man, I always craved acceptance
Who knew I'd let you break me down just so I feel respected 
Time don't feel like it's progressing and I'm always stressing 
And when it builds resentment blame myself and my own wishes 
I never wished it so blue 
So why you feeling hurt too 
You scream and cry and hit a wall
But girl I still defend you

Oh time has been tainted 
And I feel like it's fading 
Just say that you hate it 
When I speak my placement 

Damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't 
If I ever let go, tell me that you know 
I still want you 
And I still love you 
But lately it's been different
I can't even make you smile when I wished it
Tryna change your mind and get forgiveness
Calling me a child when I missed it

HeyLee Manzeron:
Damn me to hell and I’m drowning in the abyss
I need my medication because your love is an illness
The tone of your voice cuts me open like a wrist slit
I told you from the start you fell in love with a misfit

Digging myself a grave again
I don’t wanna see your face again
I can not breath in the air
‘Cause all you do is spit out the dangerous pathogens
Another conversation, motherfucker, put me on my back
Kicked me in the ass again
We’re damned if we do, we’re damned if we don’t
Refer to our love in the past tense

Crizzy White: 
And it's useless to control you 
You never wanna listen to my issues
Try to talk it out but it's foolish
Should've known that I only play a nuisance

Damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't 
If I ever let go, tell me that you know 
I still want you 
And I still love you 
But lately it's been different
I can't even make you smile when I wished it
Tryna change your mind and get forgiveness
Calling me a child when I missed it

Damned w/ HeyLee Manzeron

produced melon

i'm always so boring
can't keep up, i'm sorry
when i tell her my story
she's not listening
oh she won't give a shit
about it

it should be okay
but i can't seem to cope yet
makes me ache, feeling hopeless
without you it's lonely

oh it goes lower
why am i shaking every hour?
why am i still not fucking over you
lonely
told me to let go you wont
hold me
everything i want is you
dont go
it shouldn't bother me (but it bothers me)
my smile fades rapidly
oh i dont want to end it here

i know about my flaws
i'm far from enough
maybe worse than you thought
but my heart is all yours
you could smash it on the floor
but it would still belong to you
its you who i really adore (who i adore)
now my heart gets cold just like the north (like- like in)
without you it's lonely

oh it goes lower
why am i shaking every hour?
why am i still not fucking over you
lonely
told me to let go you wont
hold me
everything i want is you
dont go
it shouldn't bother me (but it bothers me)
my smile fades rapidly
oh i dont want to end it here

fast

produced by secre swallowtail & heyrick
mixed by me
mastered by nate2timez 
featuring AVXiD

lyrics

and there’s so much that i wish i could’ve told you
i wish i could’ve told you, i wish i could’ve told you
but you’re out of touch and you were my only crutch 
and i just wish that i could hold you
but it’s your ghost i would go thru

those cloudy eyes couldn’t hide the truth
between me and you there was something new
and now the colors fade from their vibrant hues
look back on better days like oh what a view
i look back on the past
cause i wish it would last
oh the future is sad
these thoughts are driving me mad

and there’s so much that i wish i could’ve told you
i wish i could’ve told you, i wish i could’ve told you
but you’re out of touch and you were my only crutch 
and i just wish that i could hold you
but it’s your ghost i would go thru

it’s your ghost i would go thru
it’s your ghost i would go thru
it’s your ghost i would go thru
it’s your ghost i would go thru

(AVXiD)

monday mornings 
turns to tuesday evenings
im laid out on the pavement
do u even wanna see me
shawty do u even love me
its like u never wanna hold me
all these things that u had told me
idk why u dont duck me

im a dead body rotting
u can hear it when im calling
when i die hide my body
in your walls

when im gone
hold on
im the ghost u pass thru 
in the halls

RUNITUP w/ Aiden Hilton

Coldbluud ✮