written inside my head, no lyrics here. enjoy <3

IV (prod. jakobe)

(PROD. LIL RAV)

im feeling in lost in the rhythm under streetlights
got a couple pills in my cup and now I cannot see right
she hit me up
shit reminded me of the good times
back when I worried about my grades and wore those blue ties

2 lost souls, meet me in the dark
speakerphone, baby I don't wanna FaceTime 
twisted cold world, I'ma play my part 
I got an 8 shooter and a cold black heart

counting racks
making tracks
shake that ass
make it last 
call me rav
shake for me
yeah tell me bae

on the edge
all the time
spending money
getting high
tryna be young
tryna die old age

said she wanna, said she wanna die so soon 
I told her baby "we can sit and watch the moon"
I hoped that u knew that I'd never lie to you
let time do the work, and it will heal your wounds

i don't give a fuck about nobody but me
they ask me how I feel I only tell em "its lit"
that lil bih playing all my tracks I tell her give me a spin
you may not fuck with me, but u gon fuck with the fit

I got new pants
they cool as fuck
im looking fresh now
you know wassup

what about the time that we lost?
just carry on now
burning all the bridges with ppl
im all alone now

im feeling in lost in the rhythm under streetlights
got a couple pills in my cup and now I cannot see right
she hit me up
shit reminded me of the good times
back when I worried about my grades and wore those blue ties

2 lost souls, meet me in the dark
speakerphone, baby I don't wanna FaceTime 
twisted cold world, I'ma play my part 
I got an 8 shooter and a cold black heart

Speakerphone

SPOTIFY

speakerphone

Produced by Crizzy White
Vocals by Crizzy White, HeyLee Manzeron
Mixing by Crizzy White, HeyLee Manzeron
Mastered by Crizzy White
HeyLee Manzeron - https://soundcloud.com/heylee-manzeron

Crizzy White:
Damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't 
If I ever let go, tell me that you know 
I still want you 
And I still love you 
But lately it's been different
I can't even make you smile when I wished it
Tryna change your mind and get forgiveness
Calling me a child when I missed it

In my adolescence
Man, I always craved acceptance
Who knew I'd let you break me down just so I feel respected 
Time don't feel like it's progressing and I'm always stressing 
And when it builds resentment blame myself and my own wishes 
I never wished it so blue 
So why you feeling hurt too 
You scream and cry and hit a wall
But girl I still defend you

Oh time has been tainted 
And I feel like it's fading 
Just say that you hate it 
When I speak my placement 

Damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't 
If I ever let go, tell me that you know 
I still want you 
And I still love you 
But lately it's been different
I can't even make you smile when I wished it
Tryna change your mind and get forgiveness
Calling me a child when I missed it

HeyLee Manzeron:
Damn me to hell and I’m drowning in the abyss
I need my medication because your love is an illness
The tone of your voice cuts me open like a wrist slit
I told you from the start you fell in love with a misfit

Digging myself a grave again
I don’t wanna see your face again
I can not breath in the air
‘Cause all you do is spit out the dangerous pathogens
Another conversation, motherfucker, put me on my back
Kicked me in the ass again
We’re damned if we do, we’re damned if we don’t
Refer to our love in the past tense

Crizzy White: 
And it's useless to control you 
You never wanna listen to my issues
Try to talk it out but it's foolish
Should've known that I only play a nuisance

Damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't 
If I ever let go, tell me that you know 
I still want you 
And I still love you 
But lately it's been different
I can't even make you smile when I wished it
Tryna change your mind and get forgiveness
Calling me a child when I missed it

Damned w/ HeyLee Manzeron

prod. heyzbee

WANT YOUR LOVE, I JUST WANT YOUR LOVE
IF I CANT HAVE SOME, THEN I DONT WANT NONE
GIRL I THINK IM DONE, LOOK WHAT IVE BECOME
MY HEART MY BEATS LIKE A DRUM, WHEN I THOUGHT I WAS NUMB

LOVE ME BACK ALREADY
I THINK I’M MORE THAN READY
NOW STAY WITH FOR CENTURIES
I’M TIRED OF PLAYING IT SAFELY
I’M TIRED OF MOVING STEADY
I JUST WANT IN ALREADY
THE FEELING HITTING HEAVY
BUT I’M WILLING TO CARRY
PUT YOU ON THE TABLE RIGHT NOW
I’M GONNA EAT YOU OUT
MAKE YOU SCREAM AND SHOUT
DONE WITHOUT A DOUBT
PUT YO HANDS UP ON MY FACE
HOLD ME DOWN SO I CAN TASTE
TIRED OF THIS STUPID CHASE
PROMISE WE’LL GO AT YOUR PACE

WANT YOUR LOVE, I JUST WANT YOUR LOVE
IF I CANT HAVE SOME, THEN I DONT WANT NONE
GIRL I THINK IM DONE, LOOK WHAT IVE BECOME
MY HEART MY BEATS LIKE A DRUM, WHEN I THOUGHT I WAS NUMB

WANT YOUR LOVE, I JUST WANT YOUR LOVE
IF I CANT HAVE SOME, THEN I DONT WANT NONE

WANT YOUR LOVE, I JUST WANT YOUR LOVE
IF I CANT HAVE SOME, THEN I DONT WANT NONE
GIRL I THINK IM DONE, LOOK WHAT IVE BECOME
MY HEART MY BEATS LIKE A DRUM, WHEN I THOUGHT I WAS NUMB

LOVEMEBACKALREADY

feat. @hoeplessboy
prod. by michael harrison x jean parker
cover art: https://www.instagram.com/icyriina

stab feat. hoepless

Straight banger feat. the mans cxrter. hope yall enjoy!

GOONS! feat. cxrter (prod. mays music)

weekend dreamin' (prod. Septfree)

produced by secre swallowtail & heyrick
mixed by me
mastered by nate2timez 
featuring AVXiD

lyrics

and there’s so much that i wish i could’ve told you
i wish i could’ve told you, i wish i could’ve told you
but you’re out of touch and you were my only crutch 
and i just wish that i could hold you
but it’s your ghost i would go thru

those cloudy eyes couldn’t hide the truth
between me and you there was something new
and now the colors fade from their vibrant hues
look back on better days like oh what a view
i look back on the past
cause i wish it would last
oh the future is sad
these thoughts are driving me mad

and there’s so much that i wish i could’ve told you
i wish i could’ve told you, i wish i could’ve told you
but you’re out of touch and you were my only crutch 
and i just wish that i could hold you
but it’s your ghost i would go thru

it’s your ghost i would go thru
it’s your ghost i would go thru
it’s your ghost i would go thru
it’s your ghost i would go thru

(AVXiD)

monday mornings 
turns to tuesday evenings
im laid out on the pavement
do u even wanna see me
shawty do u even love me
its like u never wanna hold me
all these things that u had told me
idk why u dont duck me

im a dead body rotting
u can hear it when im calling
when i die hide my body
in your walls

when im gone
hold on
im the ghost u pass thru 
in the halls

Tonight w/ Aiden Hilton (prod. malloy x Aidan Han)

Coldbluud ✮