i will be listening to these while i draw

rosesleeves picks

Ough this song is so old guys...... im way better at music now i promise

Sine Wave With OTT On It

ty all sm for the incredible year, it was challenging but i wouldnt trade it for the world

can u guess the songs i sampled in here ? each first person to comment at the correct timestamp (doesnt have to be precise) and guess the song sampled there will get a free unreleased song from me !!

three songs sampled in here are unreleased, so i listed two of them; first person to guess the artists of the third one willll get an extra bonus:DD

when all of the songs have been correctly guessed this song will become a free dl:>

artwork by @moorekismet and i

songs sampled:

equity - make you stay (feat @aethertides)
@azazalmeow & @machinedoll - meowchine
@c418 - cat
@graphytdubstep & @ecrazemusic - dreams and nightmares
@pleegmusic - why
euphorian, @moorekismet & @willhollimon - id
euphorian - magic
@porter-robinson - musician
@moorekismet - id (feat @lunamatic)
@underscores - second hand embarrassment
@illeniumofficial - fractures (feat @nevvemusic)
@msmsmsm - immaterial (rest in power)
@herisse & @b-dos - eucalyptus
euphorian - birth
@jedwill1999 - garden (prod @camouflybeats)
@illeniumofficial & @kerlimusic - sound of walking away
euphorian & @elidrinksgrapemilk - sapience
@dltzk & @kmoethekid - homeswitcher
@jaronsteele - escape
@lizdek - id
@cadofox - windflower (euphorian x @pixondle x @chalbert-official x @willhollimon rmx)

purple ventrexian

cant hold it together!! >_<

Life Number 9

Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
My body's burning
And I'm not learning
I tried to take it
But it won't stop hurting
It wasn't for you anymore
That's what I told myself
Don't do anything anymore
I'm wasting the world
I'm wasting away

Ankles Cut

https://open.spotify.com/track/4qNQ6wi7RczpGHyXgPc6cX?si=bfbd8227f33b412d

@prodbyjoshwa

dont know how much indie pop ill make but we'll see lol
i will admit this one is a bit sloppy but i still hope you like this one
will improve i promise :) (also ep soon maybe?)

::lyrics
yea
last night, online
dont know where to start or say goodbye
i cross my heart and hope to die
and nobody checks if im alright
and its too much to stay
why cant they see that all of this is a waste woah-oh-oh
and all i do is try to make it work
my remedies just always make it worse
but maybe its just none of my concern
and i would throw it away and watch it burn

and i cant seem to find where we are
i just broke a couple promises dont know where to restart so

im sorry
for everything i seem to cause you
its all me
cause i cant seem to find whats really true
now my body's too fucked, im addicted
ill fly around in different places, different districts
friends just turn away from me against my wishes
and im forgotten dont know what to do

say you wanted to see me again
and i know its not a fact its just a dream that ive had
its just so, so sad
being left in the dust
but we dont look back
at the things that you've done

addicted (joshwa)

Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
I tried to let go
I thought you felt me
Guess your heart was empty
But the pain lasts it’s still here
Yeah the rain never quite cleared
You’re not like anyone that I’ve known
In the good dreams and bad dreams
You’re still there what’s happening
Losing you was my one fear
You disappeared and I’m stuck here

Swept it all off
Like you weren’t involved
Called me when you’re crying
My part to console
Nights they were rough
We both got so cold
Couldn’t help the lightning
My god
The storm just never quits
Tried to catch my breath
Surely something has to give
Circles in my head
The wind is so relentless
Done with growing pains
But they’re never done with me
I think I’m losing my head
You’re forever out of reach
It feels like selfish games
But I cannot pass the blame
You’re faded everyday
Watching as you wilt away
And I can’t stop the rage
You made me hate everything
You made me hate everything
Still haunt my daydreams
I’ll never know but maybe it was worth saving
I played a role but I knew I never faked it
It’s been and gone know I can’t try again later
Try again later

I tried to let go
I thought you felt me
Guess your heart was empty
But the pain lasts it’s still here
Yeah the rain never quite cleared
You’re not like anyone that I’ve known
In the good dreams and bad dreams
You’re still there what’s happening
Losing you was my one fear
You disappeared and I’m stuck here

Rain

homesick cover

Produced by Cesare Franceschi & Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
Double down on the smoke
Untying knots in my harness
It was never your fault
That you cut open a darkness
Lump in my throat
See the fire fading
Lights off at home
You know you can’t stay here
A heart of stone
That slowly caved in
You’re on your own

My heart’s in the ashtray
I found you in the driveway
Of my house, suitcase heavy
You’re running on empty
Afar in a bad state
Your mouth, covered in blood stains
No doubt you resent me
You’re running on empty

Ash on the sleeves of your coat
Clings when you feel the farthest
Every small glimpse of hope
Killed by times you were heartless
Still got open arms
I’d drive this car
Anywhere I had to
Just to get back
Where we were at
Took time but it’s the truth
I’m still untying knots in the darkness
Moments you’re gone I needed a harness

My heart’s in the ashtray
I found you in the driveway
Of my house, suitcase heavy
You’re running on empty
Afar in a bad state
Your mouth, covered in blood stains
No doubt you resent me
You’re running on empty

I know you feel hunted
You‘ll be your destruction
The road’s never ending
It’s so hard pretending
The cold isn’t hurting
Your old ways returning

My heart’s in the ashtray
I found you in the driveway
Of my house, suitcase heavy
You’re running on empty
Afar in a bad state
Your mouth, covered in blood stains
No doubt you resent me
You’re running on empty
My heart’s in the ashtray
I found you in the driveway
Of my house, suitcase heavy
You’re running on empty
Afar in a bad state
Your mouth, covered in blood stains
No doubt you resent me
You’re running on empty

My heart’s in the ashtray
I found you in the driveway
Of my house, suitcase heavy
You’re running on empty

Running On Empty

produced by rosesleeves

lyrics-


you always run away 
from the pain
you don’t wanna feel too much
that’s okay
but maybe you don’t feel enough
you don’t know how to let in love
stuck living the same day
on repeat 
and you never wanna change
not helping
you can’t always get your way
everytime you pack your bags and run

you cut leave some scars then move on to the next one
try convince yourself that you’re still having fun 
you’re not
you’re still on the run it never stops
you can’t run away try forget what you left behind
just the one who got away and kinda lost their mind
you’re lost
did you think that i forgot

you run as fast as you can
and i know you won’t let anything in
cause it consumes your mind
you think about it all the time
and that’s why you don’t want them to get close
cause you always end up hurting the most
i know that you wanna let go
but you’re way too scared to fall

you always run away
from the pain
you don’t wanna feel too much
that’s okay
bur maybe you don’t feel enough
don’t tell me that you’re giving up

you cut leave some scars then move on to the next one
try convince yourself that you’re still having fun 
you’re not
you’re still on the run it never stops
you can’t run away try forget what you left behind
just the one who got away and kinda lost their mind
you’re lost
did you think that i forgot

spotify

You're Lost

Lyrics:
We were both trying our best yeah
At some point it got way too much
I guess that you were just my left hand
Didn’t need you but it was nice to two of us
And now we’re both in a cycle we do the same shit everyday
I wish I was the type of person to pull away but I’m not
So I guess we’re stuck
Stuck

It doesn’t feel that bad
I guess I’m not in a rush
But now I’m wasting time
Cause I know you’re not the one
At this point I guess it’s just a routine
I’m waiting for yout to get rid of me yeah-ah
Maybe I’m just not that good at moving on
Or I don’t wanna admit that I was wrong
Might not be thinking straight might miss you when you’re gone
Can’t remember what we were like at the start guess I forgot
I guess I forgot

We were both trying our best yeah
At some point it got way too much
I guess that you were just my left hand
Didn’t need you but it was nice to two of us
And now we’re both in a cycle we do the same shit everyday
I wish I was the type of person to pull away but I’m not
So I guess we’re stuck

We’re stuck
We’re stuck

We were both trying our best yeah
At some point it got way too much
I guess that you were just my left hand
Didn’t need you but it was nice to two of us
And now we’re both in a cycle we do the same shit everyday
I wish I was the type of person to pull away but I’m not
So I guess we’re stuck

Hand
I guess that you were just my left hand
And it was nice the two of us
But now we’re stuck

Ankles Cut

‎Ives Missing