lofi outsider

stream the album here: ffm.to/limina

a surreal final goodbye
a liminal space was crossed
felt too physical
broke down from the inside
terrors of sitting still
then it all sinks in

stockholm syndrome
yearn for the ropes that tied my hands
had enough of the consequences
man i think i'm going mad
running from the thoughts
of shedding layers of my former self
secluded, curtains closed
open to noone else

this heart of mine is on a motorway to hell
and ik i'm of ill health, 
but if i can't save myself then who can
and all my senses separate
mindlessly celebrate with novocaine
and all of me is stained
make me a new man

heart of mine's on a motorway to hell
and ik i'm of ill health, 
but if i can't save myself then who can
and all my senses separate
mindlessly celebrate with novocaine
and all of me is stained
make me a new man

do do do do
make me a new man,
do do do do
make me a new maaaaan!
maaaaaan......

limina

ecdysis

stream the mf album

burn it all +artemys [wasterr, baz, victxrw]

i just gotta stand out

produced by @johnkwondll

i cant fall asleep
lying cold on the floor i feel it all on me
i dont know any more about you than me
black screen on my phone i dont know what i see

i keep drawing on my face so i wont hate it
even when im telling the truth ill have to fake it
blacked out spend my night on the pavement 
staring at my face inside the mirror till i break it

no more staying in my mind you gotta move out
i couldnt think with you living upstairs yeah it was too loud
you really couldnt admit what you had done yeah it was all on me
i found way too many fake friends in my life i watched them all leave

every place that i go i just gotta stand out
theyre always staring at me
i guess im really in demand now
we were all in a room you spilled the truth then i ran out
now its all cause of you that we're through
im yelling man down

dont try to tell me youre a fan now
dont try to say you earned my love you want a handout
it never goes like how you planned out no shit
couldnt show you who i really was you never noticed

i tripped and fell on my wrist and now its broken 
cant ever tell when im sick i know its hopeless
your vision always held me back i didnt know it did
i really cut myself in half now we cant both live

no more staying in my mind you gotta move out
i couldnt think with you living upstairs yeah it was too loud
you really couldnt admit what you had done yeah it was all on me
i found way too many fake friends in my life i watched them all leave

every place that i go i just gotta stand out
theyre always staring at me
i guess im really in demand now
we were all in a room you spilled the truth then i ran out
now its all cause of you that we're through
im yelling man down

man down (p. typhoon)

Running on E ...

resume(cover)

Produced by Rosesleeves & Cesare Franceschi

Lyrics-
I’m not who I was
You can drop the act now
You fell out of love
When I caught onto what it was
Now I’m hooked on the feeling of the space you left
Doesn’t make sense if I think too much about it
But I’ll fixate on all the things you kept
Just to make something out of something that don’t exist

I won’t try to call on you to try and make it up
I’m done with holding
I would let it all fall before I pick the pieces up
Just my compulsion
You would never call on me cause that’s just who you are
The one that broke it
And I watched it all fall through but it took so much
No I couldn’t help it

Can’t call my bluff
So I wouldn’t expect you to
But I’ve had enough
I don’t get anything from you
And I’ll weep like a child
Because you used to warm this house
But it’s been a while
You can’t even start the spark now
And I’m hooked on the feeling of the space you left
Doesn’t make sense if I think too much about it
But I’ll fixate on all the things you kept
Just to make something out of something that don’t exist

I won’t try to call on you to try and make it up
I’m done with holding
I would let it all fall before I pick the pieces up
Just my compulsion
You would never call on me cause that’s just who you are
The one that broke it
And I watched it all fall through but it took so much
No I couldn’t help it

Compulsion

@rewind214 @ihateukidu

lyrics:
there's a piece of my heart with every note 
I'm no longer scarred within myself
you pick up the shards and you're making me whole again
(again and again)
slowly falling apart (apart)
I'm counting the stars (the stars)
who am I anymore? 
(anymore, anymore, anymore, anymore)

I was a fool to think that if I let it go I'll have room to breathe
and I try not to show this part of me that'll hurt you most 
its not what I want to be...
autumn ends and you fade with the falling leaves
winter comes, frozen in, its the end for me 
you never bled for me, I think I'll take my leave
I think its what I need, to do what's best for me

Compulsion

‎Ives Missing