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i been restless
tell me what you’re doing down in texas 
every time you call my name it leaves me breathless 
wanna go i’ll put your name up on the guest list
down in texas 
she’s down in texas 
ur down in texas
I’ll put u on the guest list

I don’t wanna look at you right now 
i don’t wanna talk to you right now
How can you smile at me right now ugh
Look at my face girl turn around
why do you yell at me so loud
Do you want me here around or not

ur gonna play me then tell all ur frnds about it
and u know what I ain’t even mad about it
hop on a jet and forget about it
and u messed with the team now ur lookin so stupid
7 and lastplace and helix stay suited 
Joined the vc and you just went muted 
Went offline like you just got booted

[ku]
i dont wna talk bout that shit how u lied2 my face
talkin bout it im impatient
i dont want u in my station
hop onnat plane i aint playin
im in newyork im js waitin
4u
2come 2ur senses
and i cant handle the constant offenses
yr up in texas im on my defenses
u say u luv me ur constant pretendin
idk wat to do when im steady on these fences bout u

texas ft. kuru (recyclebin x curtains)

GABRIEL

ANGOSTURA

UNDERSTAND

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LPIRhrhSVjo
Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
With one mistake
A flap of the wings
Blown out of the water
It changed everything
It kept on spiralling bigger and out of control
And it just worsened and worsened until it ate me whole
Reduced to a monster
Falling down for you
A million nights alone
A lost state without a home

And I tried to wipe your tears
But it’s too late you’re caught up in fear
I would die for you to be right here
Your paranoia ruined us it’s clear
Opal eyes I could stare at for years
And I could lie spotlight on a deer
I think you hated me when I said I hate it here

I don’t think you could change if you tried your hardest
You lived with all the pain push real ones furthest away
(Away, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay)
Your deep red it stained weakened all my heartstrings
You can’t stop the rain when you made it come your way
(Your way, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay)

You’re in my brain now don’t think I could change it
Stuck in bad patterns and I can’t even say it
Yeah I was told a few times and I know it’s dangerous
But knowing how I am, I’ve tried before and I’m
Still inside I can’t open up
Tryna change my life cause I’m sick of us
Just going round in circles
I’m the horse that fell over every hurdle (ah, ah)

And I tried to wipe your tears
But it’s too late you’re caught up in fear
I would die for you to be right here
Your paranoia ruined us it’s clear
Opal eyes I could stare at for years
And I could lie spotlight on a deer
I think you hated me when I said I hate it here

I don’t think you could change if you tried your hardest
You lived with all the pain push real ones furthest away
(Away, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay)
Your deep red it stained weakened all my heartstrings
You can’t stop the rain when you made it come your way
(Your way, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay)

(Away, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay)

Music Video

Opal Eyes

"hanging by a thread"

produced by elavy

lyrics:

I've been tryna change my ways, not lose my faith
if I don't take the step, then I'll just stay the same
staring at a screen to get through night and day
it's hard to keep my confidence in fucking place
i know you wonder where I've been and why I left so long
a place that's stuck in time and clocks are wrong
the sun don't shine and birds don't sing along
upside down and nothing's where it belongs

self destruct or fix me up?
do I tear the seams or stitch em up?
if I cut the thread, I'm close enough to the edge to end what I've begun but I can never do that

maybe I'm clueless
ignorant to what the truth is
can't run or hide, baby, it's useless
I know that I've been playing stupid
I gotta save myself
for me and for no one else
before I decay or melt
or wither away in hell
tired of acting like it's fine
wish I could speak my fucking mind
when I'm here, my tongue is tied
when I'm there, I'm free to fly

I need to get away from here 
Ignore all my biggest fears
feel the sounds ring through my ears

cause I know you wonder
where I've been and why I left so long
a place that's stuck in time and clocks are wrong
the sun don't shine and birds don't sing along
upside down and nothing's where it belongs

self destruct or fix me up?
do I tear the seams or stitch em up?
If I cut the thread, I'm close enough to the edge to end what I've begun but I can never do that

self destruct

I'm tumbling
You stand tall
It's obvious that you won't call
Everyday
Separate ways
Who stays one minute then the next gone?

All leaves can fall
(But I'm so scared of letting go)
Can't leave right now
When I'm still falling for you

I'ma waste it
I'ma waste it
I'ma waste all of my time
I'ma waste it
I'ma waste it
I'ma waste all of my time

Ask it once again, are you feeling low?
When the party ends, I can take you home
You'll lay on my shoulder
Hold my hand if it's colder
You can let it out, you can let it in
Know I'll be the best friend that I've ever been
I'm right here beside you
You'll stay on my mind, yeah

All leaves can fall
(But I'm so scared of letting go)
Can't leave right now
When I'm still falling for you

I'ma waste it
I'ma waste it
I'ma waste all of my time
I'ma waste it
I'ma waste it
I'ma waste all of my time

Why would I waste my time if it won't come back?
Damn I wish I knew that
Yeah I wish I knew that

No I can't pretend I ain't feeling some
Wishing you the best if you're really gone
Both pages keep turning
Where you're at is uncertain
Don't grow too fast
I'm caught in the past

I'm sorry for the things I said
Know they prolly hurt so bad
Wishing I could take it all back and treat you better
Remember all the things we shared?
I wonder if you even cared
I grew up you were never there
Now why keep trying?

All leaves can fall
I can't leave right now
When I'm still falling for you

I'ma waste it
I'ma waste it
I'ma waste all of my time
I'ma waste it
I'ma waste it
I'ma waste all of my time

Why would I waste my time if it won't come back?
Damn I wish I knew that
Yeah I wish I knew that
(When I'm still falling for you)

I'ma waste it
I'ma waste it

leaves

Lyrics:
We were both trying our best yeah
At some point it got way too much
I guess that you were just my left hand
Didn’t need you but it was nice to two of us
And now we’re both in a cycle we do the same shit everyday
I wish I was the type of person to pull away but I’m not
So I guess we’re stuck
Stuck

It doesn’t feel that bad
I guess I’m not in a rush
But now I’m wasting time
Cause I know you’re not the one
At this point I guess it’s just a routine
I’m waiting for yout to get rid of me yeah-ah
Maybe I’m just not that good at moving on
Or I don’t wanna admit that I was wrong
Might not be thinking straight might miss you when you’re gone
Can’t remember what we were like at the start guess I forgot
I guess I forgot

We were both trying our best yeah
At some point it got way too much
I guess that you were just my left hand
Didn’t need you but it was nice to two of us
And now we’re both in a cycle we do the same shit everyday
I wish I was the type of person to pull away but I’m not
So I guess we’re stuck

We’re stuck
We’re stuck

We were both trying our best yeah
At some point it got way too much
I guess that you were just my left hand
Didn’t need you but it was nice to two of us
And now we’re both in a cycle we do the same shit everyday
I wish I was the type of person to pull away but I’m not
So I guess we’re stuck

Hand
I guess that you were just my left hand
And it was nice the two of us
But now we’re stuck

Left Hand

Lyrics:
I don’t love you

I don’t, love you
L-l-love, love, l-love
I don’t I don’t you you y-you
Love you l-love you, I don’t d-don’t
I don’t, love you
L-l-love, love, l-love
I don’t I don’t you you y-you
I don’t d-d-don’t

I think I’m falling back
Don’t know where my head is at
See myself spiralling
Thought that this was in the past
And It’s so frightening
I’m tryna get a grip
But all the ledges are so thin feel like I’m gonna slip
I think I’m falling back
Don’t know where my head is at
See myself spiralling
Thought that this was in the past
And It’s so frightening
I’m tryna get a grip
But all the ledges are so thin feel like I’m gonna slip 

I think I’m falling back
Don’t know where my head is at
See myself spiralling
Thought that this was in the past
And It’s so frightening
I’m tryna get a grip
But all the ledges are so thin feel like I’m gonna slip

Don’t know where my head is at
Thought that this was in the past
Yeah
Feels like I’m gonna slip

I don’t love you

I Don't Love You

Lyrics:
I’ve grown indifferent to the pain
There’s no one to blame
I’m back where I started
I’m not making progress
I don’t know how to stop the rain
Undo my mistakes
Move lightly where you tread 
Cause there was something there

Maybe you’re too scared to ask about it
Go take your shot
You could stab me in the heart
I’ve been tryna feel for so long
I hear the same thing everytime
They won’t remember when you’re gone
I’m tryna remind myself
All the things that I do this for
Maybe you’re too scared to ask about it
Go take your shot
You could stab me in the heart
I’ve been tryna feel for so long
I hear the same thing everytime
They won’t remember when you’re gone
I’m tryna remind myself
All the things that I do this for

I can’t feel
Can’t feel your touch
I think I’m
Completely numb
Can’t even remember where all of this begun
I’m craving
I need the rush
Just one time
I wanna feel your love
Been on my mind lately do you ever wan run?

But I’ve grown indifferent to the pain
There’s no one to blame
I don’t know how to stop the rain
Undo my mistakes
Maybe
Maybe

Maybe you’re too scared to ask about it
Go take your shot
You could stab me in the heart
I’ve been tryna feel for so long
I hear the same thing everytime
They won’t remember when you’re gone
I’m tryna remind myself
All the things that I do this for
Maybe you’re too scared to ask about it
Go take your shot
You could stab me in the heart
I’ve been tryna feel for so long
I hear the same thing everytime
They won’t remember when you’re gone
I’m tryna remind myself
All the things that I do this for

Scared To Ask

Lyrics:
Play on my heartstrings just for fun
Now I stay guarded cause it burns
Don’t wait up
I won’t be here long

I’ll be faraway
Please don’t look for me
I don’t wanna be found
I’m on agony
I don’t want to be seen
I’m just processing I’m tired of reality

I’ll be faraway
I’ll be faraway

I’m taking my time
To rebuild what I
Used to know
But something’s changed inside
I’ll do good this time
Turn around my life
Still end up back at the start

And I can’t get out of bed
Think i forgot how to exist
I don’t wanna move anymore
I will never leave if you close the door

I’ll be faraway
Please don’t look for me
I don’t wanna be found
I’m on agony
I don’t want to be seen
I’m just processing I’m tired of reality

I’ll be faraway

Opal Eyes

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