the lyrics describes perfectly my current situation it's crazy

( T_T)＼(^-^ )

production, mixing and backing vocals by @blackwinterwells
<3 <3 <3

breathe close to me
i wanna know it's not a dream
cause it feels so much better than anything
and u see what i am when u look at me

but i can't see u the way i mean to
ur pixelated
baby come just a little closer to the barricade
i press my face to the glass and all i pray for and ask
gets just as close as it can then i am pulled away
some hypothetical force changes the keys to the door
i keep on wanting u more
i hope u feel the same
i think the world's gonna end
i wish someone would say when
cause i would run to u then
i don't think i'd complain

all the tears i've cried could cause an ice age if they froze
if i get through the winter i'll swim to ur home
when the glacial melt claims everything that we know
here i go now with my doomsaying
i see u waiting
and it's ok
it'll be ok
i'd give all i am
i'm a hologram but as long as you'll have me i'll stay

..i want u every day
somehow i doubt that'll change
i just wish that were something i could substantiate
i think the world's gonna end
i hope they let me know when
cause i will run to u then
i know i won't complain

seer

seer (blackwinterwells)

production, mixing and backing vocals by @blackwinterwells

come pick me up i'll pay for gas
there's nowhere that i want to be
and you'll drive fast and i won't ask
to pick the music or the street
and we can talk about whatever and pretend that we won't tell
even pretending to ourselves

u think it's easy where it's darker 
and i like to feel my heart
speed up with my eyes shut
and feel we're doing something we should not
so for a time i spend my life just trying to find out when to stop
just trying to guess when we'll get caught

this place is suffocating
i'll still be here in five years
like i promise i won't through the wind in your ears
but nothing feels as urgent
and these nights are still important
and there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

every time i feel alive it will feel just like this
i'll get the things u did 
forget the boy i kissed
by the hangar and you'll both be strangers to me

tonight it matters how i'm not a person who u want to see
cause i like to talk about the hospital and go when i don't need it
just to show the world i feel it
i only ever did it once
and it was selfish it was dumb
but i can't bring myself to

hate me for wanting a break
i'll still be here in five years
where i made every mistake
sixteen trying to disappear
for one week and a half
you know it's all an act
cause there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

hangar

hangar (blackwinterwells)

@i9bonsai @prodchapter @o9seren1ty

~Lyrics~

yung leo:
Won’t stop waiting on your love
And I tryna make my heart stop, calling up the plug
And wanna enjoy this, ima live it up
I can’t never stop, quit nor give up, cuz this shit runs in my blood

Ima flip the switch up yeah no matter what it does
Caught up in the past it doesn’t matter what it was
Always rollin marijuana blunts, jus because
I might pop another xan, yellow school bus
  
You a fan, please stop actin like you knew us
Me and Zane doin loosie in the tour bus
She looked me in the eye and said she don’t want lose us
If you don’t fuck wit RBiM you a loser 

Baby girl I really see you in my future
And you know I had options but I had to choose her
Everything you see Louie V, check the shoes first
But I didn’t check the price tag to amuse her

Now I’m covered I’m bruises
Runnin’ low on fuel
And I started hearing voices
Trying to get to a new world


i9bonsai:
y wld i evr evr tlk2u
tha mor tht i do im nt gtn thru
cz i cnt evn deal wit ya attitud
underneath thes grn trees dnt nd tht bluu

so u pt me2tha test nw
abandon it,, it gts rundwn
i go awy dnt nd2b found
go far awy,, awy frum dis twn

i gt it,, think of it thn i gt sick
wlk in bliss i dnt nd2fllw it
toss n turn cnt recovr from tht hit
nw im ovr ovr all dis shtt

y wnt u chang it,,
i cnt kp chasn
bck n forth pacin
lukawy gazn

in my blood +i9bonsai (chapter x sereN1ty)

https://open.spotify.com/track/7njDtdrlibv70DA0ZAadWf?si=8aab3f8afc45459a

@i9bonsai
prod: @nekoboyepinephrine2011

[buh]
i dnt wna stp,, i dnt wna do tht
tll me wht u wnt,, bt im nt gna go bacc 
hw u gon say,, hw u gon say tht :|
say its my fault,, cn u prov thtt =.=
iv bn tryna mak it out,, so dnt wast my time
hwm i gna do tht nw ? think i gta redo lyf

dnt tll me im wrong,, dnt tl me u triedd 
u kno thts nt right,, my memories dnt lie ._,
pls dnt cll me up,, u did enuf
pls ik its tough : ik btr thn any1

[mapl★]
softly singing in the garden
n ur life is all distorted
i cnt hear u im dum
i was here b4 u started
{ lyf is movng2fst,,, }
discord till i crash
got the $$ in the stash
spiraling to my deathhhh,,,
wlkng w a bladeee
september endsss x o 

lost in th woods n ill fnd my way back
feelng mesd up boutta hav a hart attakk
i dnt do this sht just to wrry bout my stack
ppl always hatng on me never take it back
ridin in the black subaru w the spoiler on the back
i dont even wanna comeback
i lost it,,,,,,x_x
tell me im dumb i got it
cuz u been tryna say that im ##nthn
dnt tell me im wrong 
dnt tell me u tried,, :( ★★

surfacc w/ i9bonsai {all plats}

map of th trails of grassfield_1  prod @deceased @ddertbag [prty sure]
i cnt c n i cnt breathe ., ; 
2much sht tht u nd frm me
tryna gt rdy like 123
n it dsnt fl right like im out of key

yh it fls like idk how2get out
i gta learn again so i cn let outx ||||
im in my own littl world dnt have2stand out #lbp
grassfield,, nthn else,, thts where ima b nw

fk u,, i live n learn
didn wna say tht im hurt
cnt luv u,, this tk a turn
pt me back intha dirt like if im a worm ✿✼
i think i said wht i nd2
so nw were both free2
4vr go awy n not c it thru

cld i pickup if u calld3times
dnt think its a lie if i say alr
u kno tht its bad4us dnt try
hw cld i giv u anymor of my lyf, , , , ,

i cnt fall in,, fall in
i jus disregard it
hardn my <<##33 hardn
this i jus play no part in 
burn the bridge its arson
i hope tht i cn commit

ifu gta go left thn i gta go right
dogbone clip inmy hair hair i sigh
brokn headphones cldnt hear tha song tht nite
think u rly jus wna c me loose my mind ༅｡.｡༅ {{{

i wldv luvd it bt u so obnoxious 
i wldv chose tht if i knew i had options
cnt blv u say sum,, u cn tell me nthnn
scrape by jus so i cn gt back sum ✿✼✿✼✿✼

tk mor mor jus tk from me
cnt do tht no cnt repeat
tragic tragic luvstory
turn in2a symphony
bt i dnt wnt no sympathy .｡༅.｡༅
dnt care4apologies
dye my hair my piercings bleed
i jus wnt sum quiet peace,,,,,,,,,,,

grassfield ♫ ♪,,✿✼:*ﾟ: #lbp 2020classic ☆

@emorave
www.instagram.com/888psych/
i will never leave i love you ariel

why did we fall in love

why did we fall in love <3 (emorave)

Music soon available on many different music stores. In the meantime, check out my Suno page!

https://suno.com/@golgothagrid

static & signal.

dreams

sinful x micah - dreams (lilac)

Girls Just Want To Have Fun (BLADEE & ECCO2K)

ouch! feat. killz (benisdying+redpriest)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6LaSUIk3PI7V03ohfjZz5U
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/ca/album/skit-single/1503845269
@shinjinv
(shout out pitfall @prodpitfall for beat chops)

yea im in the sky, get the bag cuz i want it
10 racks on my jeans, i said fuck it and i bought it
why you show me all this grub this is fuckin garbage
whip the fuckin glocks and u say its all a skit
why we gotta fight it aint have to be this way
all i see is grey, my vision frayed
boy you talkin shit showin all this hate
step on a scale see how much you weigh


you dont have to apologize
baby please dont talk its fine
i dont wanna see you cry
all i ask is your reply
why you keep on asking why
you just wanna see me die
all you wanna make me do is make me sigh
crusin on the highway, sippin red wine
all this fuckin headache and you rip my spine
you dont wanna feel me get yo shit in line

will you be my only one tonight?
i just wanna fuckin kiss you goodbye
lookin up at the sky so bright
thinkin bout how i can make you mine

yea im in the sky, get the bag cuz i want it
10 racks on my jeans, i said fuck it and i bought it
why you show me all this grub this is fuckin garbage
whip the fuckin glocks and u say its all a skit
why we gotta fight it aint have to be this way
all i see is grey, my vision frayed
boy you talkin shit showin all this hate
step on a scale see how much you weigh

skit

@uglyzucc
https://open.spotify.com/track/2n3Xsh4JTvw2L3n54VZnR8?si=onYt1ajuS7GpLz5DqAqIlA
<3

hallowed ground (ugly zucc)

@whereisnomu very lovely song
kind of a cover of @limeboiler small version
prod @limeboiler
lol 
<3

nomu - dress (limeboiler)

@blackwinterwells @sanriorose 
prod @1savestate

blackwinterwells & dolly - bad4me (savestate)

produced by rosesleeves

lyrics-
i try time and again
it doesn’t work
and maybe i care too much
why does it hurt
you show me love then turn your back
i’m so confused what the hell was that
and i can’t tell if you like me or not
maybe i’m giving it way too much thought
you don’t know me at all
you don’t want to
you’re so wrapped up in yourself
only care about you
you take away you never give
why did i think you gave a shit
don’t even know why i try anymore
i put in the work i don’t know what for

(i try time and again
it doesn’t work
and maybe i care too much
why does it hurt
you show me love then turn your back
i’m so confused what the hell was that
and i can’t tell if you like me or not
maybe i’m giving it way too much thought)

you don't want to know 
what's going through my head 
when you're in my head 
i wish it would be a bullet instead 
i tried frequently 
and i tried to forget 
but i just can't 
but i just can't 
and i fought tooth and nail 
just to have you all for me 
home is where the heart is 
but you took my heart and all from me

i try time and again
it doesn’t work
and maybe i care too much
why does it hurt
you show me love then turn your back
i’m so confused what the hell was that
and i can’t tell if you like me or not
maybe i’m giving it way too much thought

you took my heart from me
you took my heart from me
you took my heart from me
you took it all you took it all you took it all from me

Time and Again (feat. Yung Thom)

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Time and Again w/ Yung Thom

prod @degenerate69 and @blackwinterwells
mixed by @blackwinterwells

there was a time once i thought i could be like you
you should have seen it
all of the meaning in all of what i can't do anymore

there was a time once that i believed in you
thought you would keep me safe from my weaknesses when i'd speak to you

burn it out in the sun alone
fix my body fix my soul
pour the fever from my pores
oh i'm better on my own
cause i know what i'm like on the inside
i should know the way i can make it right
but i don't and i'm warm and terrified
it just feels like a bad dream

and i don't know what's happening
and i don't know what happened to me
and i don't know how i can be clean again
think the dirt settled in way too deep
let it into the rest of me
and i give all the best of me too
i don't like what is left of me
i don't know what is left here to do

..and i don't know what happened to me
no i don't know what happened to me
there was a time once that i believed in you

pure (dgen + blackwinterwells)

ffm.to/02ghoststories Soon 𓃹⋆˚꩜｡

Time and Again w/ Yung Thom

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