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prod. @sshinju x @prodchillin x @jeremyx213 x @5vexe
artwork by _khanh.tra_ (on instagram)

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my way back 🔑 (shinju x chillin x jeremyy x 5v)

Credits://
@blackwinterwells
@findwield (mastering & etc.)
@bodygaard

Notes://
last song before EP...
it will be called readtheroom...
almost done...
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bodyGaard & blackwinterwells - Memory of Love (prod. blackwinterwells & windfield)

prod me & @1spxce

Full song breakdown on Virus: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-zJ8vz3-YYU&t=576s

you take the, thoughts right out of my own head
you take them and use em up for no good
and now you're turning against me and i don't know why

cuz' there's a light at the end of the tunnel
i asked you to dance but you said you didn't wanna
i've been feeling stressed so im smoking marijuana
and i cant find a way to get myself under the gutter

why'd you cut me so deep though
flip me like a re-post
every time i walk past you treat me like a creep-o
i guess that's how it is though
is this really it? oh
got me walkin' on some egg shells, got me movin' tip toe

well i don't wanna be, on your jagged edge
i don't wanna be there when your bottomless pit ends
i don't like, all your details either gotta cut off you're split ends
burning bridges left and right 
now you wanna come back tryna make a mends

grabbing my legs, cuz' you don't want to leave 
kicking and screaming about some shit i can't believe
like why you complaining about the side that i can't see
ya i'm punching my mirror like how could you do that to me

cuz' there's a light at the end of the tunnel
i asked you to dance but you said you didn't wanna
i've been feeling stressed so im smoking marijuana
and i cant find a way to get myself under the gutter

cuz' there's a light at the end of the tunnel
i asked you to dance but you said you didn't wanna
i've been feeling stressed so im smoking marijuana
and i cant find a way to get myself under the gutter

why'd you cut me so deep though
flip me like a re-post
every time i walk past you treat me like a creep-o
i guess that's how it is though
is this really it? oh
got me walkin' on some egg shells, got me movin' tip toe

[blackwinterwells]

you cant see
all the chaos you're sewing
don't you ever stop and think
that this might be the wrong damn thing

u want me to care im not gonna
you're off your fucking nut
you're a clown, you're bananas
just take another step, look at you
and what you're doing
we all know you're a doofus
just stop and no more fighting

my veins all feel like lightning
but its all smoke in mirrors
u tried to pull the world over my eyes but i see clearer
its actually fucking funny, 
all that bullshit u told me
and I even believed it 
oh ha wow such a dummy

kicking & screaming w/ blackwinterwells

help me [prod. senses]

Lyrics:

The sun it whispers through the trees
But shadows crawl like restless seas
A war of whispers
Who will shout
The dark comes in
The light fights out

Fight the light
Embrace the night
Who will win this endless fight
A clash of shadows
Fire and frost
When one is gained
The other’s lost

The stars are soldiers in the sky
The moon a spy with a silver eye
Darkness dances
Light takes aim
The battlefield is never the same

Do you feel it pull your soul
Half of healing
Half of hole

Fight the light
Embrace the night
Who will win this endless fight
A clash of shadows
Fire and frost
When one is gained
The other’s lost

The dark is kind
It holds
It hides
The light is cruel
It burns
It blinds
But neither stays
They shift
They turn
A lesson taught
A lesson learned
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Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Clash of Shadows

dolly - ustillmissme (jawache ver)

micro-edits done by blackwinterwells @blackwinterwells
https://open.spotify.com/album/7dzXv9t8Y3sxxIvRFMuNsP
@pincode8485
prod @blackwinterwells

Spotify

sour w/ 8485

late but happy pride? :) produced by me

lyrics-
i want a normal highschool love but i'm only allowed a crush
i've hidden myself for five years and now i'm just lost
everyone's at the end i'm at the start and i know i can't catch up
i'm not the only one i shouldn't feel sorry for myself
in the night my head starts to drown

start to drown, start to drown
(oh no, oh no, oh no)
i stood and screamed for years but nobody heard a sound
(a sound, a sound, a sound)
i let them get to me and they watch me all bleed out
(bleed out, bleed out, bleed out)
so i'll just run away pretend i'm okay in my own house
(my house, my house, house)

i'm just stuck in circles nothing ever change
i self deprecate and hope it goes away
i do this all the damn time
and in the morning try forget what i was feeling last night
i need to get away don't wanna live my whole life on my own
then i start to think so far i've been alright all alone
this world's so fuckin stupid and i swear to god that i'm done
i let my head start to drown

start to drown, start to drown
i can't make it stop when my head gets loud
i stood and screamed for years but nobody heard a sound
even if they did they'd pretend they didn't hear me at all
i let them get to me and they watch me all bleed out
stand over my dead body i'm just gonna lay on the ground
so i'll just run away pretend i'm okay in my own house
but i'm not it's not as easy as i thought it was

start to drown, start to drown
(oh no, oh no, oh no)
i stood and screamed for years but nobody heard a sound
(a sound, a sound, a sound)
i let them get to me and they watch me all bleed out
(bleed out, bleed out, bleed out)
so i'll just run away pretend i'm okay in my own house
(my house, my house, house)

spotify

Only Allowed a Crush

produced by rosesleeves

lyrics-
i try time and again
it doesn’t work
and maybe i care too much
why does it hurt
you show me love then turn your back
i’m so confused what the hell was that
and i can’t tell if you like me or not
maybe i’m giving it way too much thought
you don’t know me at all
you don’t want to
you’re so wrapped up in yourself
only care about you
you take away you never give
why did i think you gave a shit
don’t even know why i try anymore
i put in the work i don’t know what for

(i try time and again
it doesn’t work
and maybe i care too much
why does it hurt
you show me love then turn your back
i’m so confused what the hell was that
and i can’t tell if you like me or not
maybe i’m giving it way too much thought)

you don't want to know 
what's going through my head 
when you're in my head 
i wish it would be a bullet instead 
i tried frequently 
and i tried to forget 
but i just can't 
but i just can't 
and i fought tooth and nail 
just to have you all for me 
home is where the heart is 
but you took my heart and all from me

i try time and again
it doesn’t work
and maybe i care too much
why does it hurt
you show me love then turn your back
i’m so confused what the hell was that
and i can’t tell if you like me or not
maybe i’m giving it way too much thought

you took my heart from me
you took my heart from me
you took my heart from me
you took it all you took it all you took it all from me

Time and Again (feat. Yung Thom)

Time and Again w/ Yung Thom

Credits://
@prodblossom
@kiraiu
@bodygaard

Notes://
a new chapter has begun...
thank you all for coming along...
the future is bright...

Lyrics://
somewhere out there there’s castle for you and i
we can look up at the stars and watch them realign
tell me stories of your pain and how you live your life
and i will give you my attention till we close our eyes

it took some time for me to get my bearings
and all this time i thought that i was ready
second hand embarrassment please spare me
but that just wasn’t the case
my mistakes led to heartbreak
i can’t read signs that’s my take
i’m so inclined to ask why
why you hesitated

don’t stare but do you see things that i see
by far you’re the greatest thing about me
late night downtown karaoke
on stage we're like puffy ami yumi

i can’t seem to get my stories straight
i just sit around and stay up late
do you feel that we both think the same
cherish all the things that still remain

Castles (prod. gumi & blossom)

@goodbyex2002
@linguistxx
mixing by @blackwinterwells

gen 2 (goodbyex2002 + linguist)

ffm.to/02ghoststories Soon 𓃹⋆˚꩜｡

Time and Again w/ Yung Thom

‎Ives Missing