Lyrics:

either lost track of the gamut or back then i didn't understand it
I see a power play and panic
reminded how I'm abandoned
I can't take this pressure
it's something that I'm damned with

my actions waste advantage
and I can't fucking manage

realized the power of my words and i froze
some others would've lied till they rose
eyes surround you, what's your platform pose
think I locked up because i didn't know
talk about symptoms on tracks, not the causes 
you said i sought attention everytime I broke and lost it
spoke on a problem that i had and you would cause shit
I became a victim of my friend and now I live on damaged
And no one seems to understand it
I'm moving feeling I'm too manic
I break down when my head's not managed by best friends
(abandoned)
I know they see me now as less then
they think I've got the worst intentions
I'm cut off from the first impression

kintsugi

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Crying in the Applebees

The Last Supper (At Your Hometown Applebees)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0gtRf4aLBHGoXZFRsyHonY

unconditional love is often taken for granted

produced by samk & colliding with mars
mixed and mastered by samk
lyrics by samk, leorinda, & colliding with mars
art by ocoenia

leorinda: @leorinda
colliding with mars: @collidingwithmars
ocoenia: @ocoenia

03-15-2019
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You give me love
You give me patience and kindness
Yet here I am
Standing still
Taking it for granted
Don’t let me go
I’m not ready to face this world alone

I do my best to pull away
No, I'm not scared, yeah I'm okay
I need you now but you're not here
You're somewhere in the night

I only wish you the best
So if you love me, let me go
It's the only way I know
It's such a shame
But if it's not meant to be
Then what is there left to keep

I’ve been thinking of the things that I could never be
I've been thinking of the world that I've yet to see
I keep building bridges
Breaking down my walls
I feel so lost in this whirlpool at sea

I’m not ready to be on my own yet
I’m not ready to stand on my own legs
I just want to be back into your arms
In my home

I'm Not Ready Yet (feat. leorinda)

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Ivory Rasmus