This song puts my experience in highschool in song. Im sorry you were treated that way 

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Kintsugi

Lyrics: 
I dig a new hole everytime I try to speak
they're justified in always calling me a freak
I dreaded all this every day of every week
I know I'm better now 
but what's there to believe in
if I'm open you miss it in commotion
drops in the ocean of your favorite potion

y'all know all your reasons and feed them
you breathe to see me bleeding
I'm seething and chiefing some weed to wane this feeling
I hate it and love it
I'm patient with some shit
I'm breaking enough
is this something that's fun 
If I weren't always evil in your eyes
tell me what you'd have here to despise
you fill all the blanks you find with lies

take it how it is
learn to live with my misguidance
hate the world you're in but you'll be happy you survived us
we all break
you'll always win again
my friend, just stay and play pretend

kintsugi

Weird

Lyrics:

Your grand lifestyle's feints hiding guilt
Nailed to stilts in your crowd
Point my head to the clouds
Now endowed, you can fail em and you're still kept round
Double down while you can till they all find out
You wanted my harassment
You blast my every action
Your girlfriend wrote your posts, hope you're proud of all the acting
I'm posed to be your poison
Abusers live in factions
I'd love to see them scramble
I'd live to catch y'all lacking

I'm going numb
I guess my head can't take it
Make me shake when I'm off medication
Bless the weight, fuck a fate
I'm no patient
Thought I escaped him, it's just baked in
Fun, I know my worldview's breaking
I see the people and behaviors I would take in
To you I've always just been something that you'll break in
When done discard you don't care you'll replace it

I know more of your predation than I knew you
Ooh
All you'll be to me is trauma that I pushed through
Simply paint me as a fiend in their eyes
Sit and watch from afar as you scar me twice
Told that I'll be running
Everybody wants to find an angle where I'm bluffing 
I won't risk it all for nothing
I'm fatally invested in my trials meaning something

What's the point of the fight
I'm broken and right
You're just enabled by your fans but police won't care bout your side
Is this what you wanted?

Paralysis

Lyrics:
Hear the atmosphere 
They told me once 
Should've been clear
I'm not welcome here 
I hate myself from living fears 
I thought i veered
I ran and ran they're always near 
You're never clear 
Accept it and live

Live with guilt and all your shame all despite the fame
compliments just foreshadow betraying any trust you gain
you frequent a mask for the pain and I did the same
your actions attached to your name make your work in vein

I hope you know I didn't do this for no reason
you're the type of person to attack me to get even
and hey, you fucking made me this way
cus all I think about is how I'm getting betrayed

Fear the atmosphere
you ran and ran and now they hear
you're never cleared
might hate yourself throughout the years
you're cloaked in drear
and erroneous fears
endowed by your peers
i can see it from here

Atmosphere

Lyrics:

either lost track of the gamut or back then i didn't understand it
I see a power play and panic
reminded how I'm abandoned
I can't take this pressure
it's something that I'm damned with

my actions waste advantage
and I can't fucking manage

realized the power of my words and i froze
some others would've lied till they rose
eyes surround you, what's your platform pose
think I locked up because i didn't know
talk about symptoms on tracks, not the causes 
you said i sought attention everytime I broke and lost it
spoke on a problem that i had and you would cause shit
I became a victim of my friend and now I live on damaged
And no one seems to understand it
I'm moving feeling I'm too manic
I break down when my head's not managed by best friends
(abandoned)
I know they see me now as less then
they think I've got the worst intentions
I'm cut off from the first impression

Sequence

Lyrics:

I'm losing, I'm livid
I'm loving, forgive this
I wish you the best life
I hate me, I hate mine
I run out and break down
I'm fucked up, unheard sound
I lack worth, it all hurts
I can't breathe
I fall first

I'll just leave
I'll just leave

I see so much to hate myself for
Ignore the bleeding be yourself more
Won't see what you talk about health for
Call it misleading, you need help more
They fell short

Wings

Lyrics:

God please, teach me how to grow

I got bad habits and good ideas
haphazard when near ideals
subpar, that's the default feel
thusfar I don't know what's real
I imagined my friends hid hate
I'd create what I thought they'd say
Inundate me to altercate
is this really my fate?

I told them that I'd change
I molded to the pain
Land lower than I aim
It always ends the same

I'm never getting saved

Around It

A short little remake of a song I did for a tournament about a year ago!

Cover art by me, obviously. I didn't want to get something commission since this wasn't a major project :)

Hook, Line, n Sinker (Remake)

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old mix is on spotify still

Bird on the window pane

7 short tracks + vgm loops i wrote over the past few years
a lil something to hold ya over until the floopy album™ is finished

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parrot raceway

try and spite me now
but you cant cut me down
lie to write me out
when i'm wearing your crown

can you do this for me please?
just give me what i need
without the costs, the subtle fees
why would i want what's draining me?

i guess i went about it wrong
i guess i held off for too long
i guess you work to my defeat
i only pushed you to compete

push me down
the whole world wants me dead
drilled in, the dread
all that they've said
fuck around and point guns to my head
simple mistakes
solve them with lead
changed lens, my whole worldview is red
people are evil through systems they've fed
and we're all fools for the lies that are spread
i'm loving to all you, yet you want me bled

hate me
up until you know a bit more
there's a voice in your head that says put me on the floor
and all you bait me 
into being who i am more
and when i'm shot to the ground
you step right over my corpse

Draining Me

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Lyrics:

In the corner they linger near,
Whispers threading splinters in my ear.
Mouths like moths on the blackout glass,
Names erased in the dust that will not pass.
Floorboards ache with a borrowed weight,
Keys in the lock that hesitate.

They twist my steps like broken roads,
Knot my breath with a wordless code.
Heavy hands, a blinded guide—
Lead me deeper where I hide.

Inner demons scream so clear,
Their laughter burns—
it sears, it sneers.
A child lost in fear—
the child in me takes its final breath,
a soft eclipse beneath my chest.
Oh dear…
Disappear,
Disappear.

Eyes like mirrors that show no truth,
Steal the minutes, barter youth.
The clock ticks backward—cracks the booth,
Pages curl, unlearn the proof.
Static hymns through neon rain,
Salt-white halos naming pain.

Footsteps fold into the wall,
Stairs forget how to be tall.
I touch the doorknob—cold, severe,
Hear them breathe inside my ear.

Inner demons scream so clear,
Their laughter burns—
it sears, it sneers.
A child lost in fear—
the child in me takes its final breath,
a quiet hush that feigns a death.
Oh dear…
Disappear,
Disappear.

The house is a throat that swallows sound,
Pictures blink and then look down.
Fridge hum prayers in minor keys,
Curtains learn the art of freeze.
I count the nails in the windowsill,
Hold the quake until it’s still.

This is the hour the lights forget their names.
The floor remembers every step I didn’t take.
There’s a note I never wrote, folded in my tongue,
and a door that never learned which way is home.
If anyone asks—tell them the night was heavy,
and I carried what I could.

The echoes rise—
they never cease.
A haunted hymn,
a dark caprice.
They pull, they push,
they bruise, they tease—
Release, release… (please.)


[Chorus – Variant]
Inner demons sing so clear,
A choir of ash I used to fear.
The child in me lies limp with sleep—
not gone, but folded, buried deep.
Oh dear…
Disappear,
Disappear.

Inner demons fade to near,
Their echo thins—
it wanes, it clears.
The child in me who learned to fear
exhales the dark and keeps what’s dear.
I’m still here—
through disappear,
through disappear.
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Track: Disappear
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Nick Stevens
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Disappear - Feat. Nick Stevens

[Verse 1]
Moonlight slips through tangled leaves
Silent steps disturb the dew
Petals trembling, fragile, pale
Wandering for something true
Questions pressing, answers fade
In the corners of the mind
Every hope is stained with doubt
Every promise left behind

[Pre-Chorus]
I feel the fracture, I feel the fracture
I feel the fracture grow
I feel the fracture, I feel the fracture
Cracking roots below

[Chorus]
(Hollow and bright) What remains when the dream unspools?
(Shadow and light) What is lost when you break the rules?
Twisting, turning, torn apart
Everything you ever knew
(Hollow and bright) What remains when the dream unspools?
(Shadow and light) What is left but the ache in you?

[Verse 2]
Raindrops trace forgotten lines
Staring through a mask of green
A thousand questions cut like vines
Pulling tight on everything
Wounds that will not close or heal
Memories become the cage
Digging deeper, past the fear
Roots entwined with silent rage

[Pre-Chorus]
I taste the silence, I taste the silence
I taste the silence grow
I taste the silence, I taste the silence
Blooming down below

[Chorus]
(Hollow and bright) What remains when the dream unspools?
(Shadow and light) What is lost when you break the rules?
Twisting, turning, torn apart
Everything you ever knew
(Hollow and bright) What remains when the dream unspools?
(Shadow and light) What is left but the ache in you?

[Bridge]
Let the bitter truth descend
Crushing faith in gentle hands
Every blossom fades to black
No forgiveness, just the cracks
Once you’ve tasted all the rot
Can you ever bloom again?
Shadows whisper through the leaves
Calling out a bitter friend

[Chorus]
(Hollow and bright) What remains when the dream unspools?
(Shadow and light) What is lost when you break the rules?
Twisting, turning, torn apart
Everything you ever knew
(Hollow and bright) What remains when the dream unspools?
(Shadow and light) What is left but the ache in you?

[Outro]
Moonlight slips through tangled leaves
Petals shiver on the ground
Will you find a voice to speak
Or let the silence drag you down?

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