Lyrics: 
I dig a new hole everytime I try to speak
they're justified in always calling me a freak
I dreaded all this every day of every week
I know I'm better now 
but what's there to believe in
if I'm open you miss it in commotion
drops in the ocean of your favorite potion

y'all know all your reasons and feed them
you breathe to see me bleeding
I'm seething and chiefing some weed to wane this feeling
I hate it and love it
I'm patient with some shit
I'm breaking enough
is this something that's fun 
If I weren't always evil in your eyes
tell me what you'd have here to despise
you fill all the blanks you find with lies

take it how it is
learn to live with my misguidance
hate the world you're in but you'll be happy you survived us
we all break
you'll always win again
my friend, just stay and play pretend

kintsugi

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LISA The Painful - Die Die Die! (CaneB Remix) (Hawk Hollywood and Bodyguards Ver)

snapped for my first song of the year

lyrics:

i dont even need your love 
i dont even need your grace 
all of us are broken here
tell me why we're saving face
i wont bend to save myself
changing up for them wont help
beat on me because i fall
strive to see me hit that wall

covert, concealed it
mask so well these bitches never know how ive been feeling
break apart and scream it from the roof, i know no ceiling
one in million chance they dont grow hateful, i'll reveal it
coded language, feel it
coded me when i was better than you fucks could ever be
envy bleeds to entropy
tell me how youre straight and say how gay to be
face me please and say your piece

i'm a real person
real worth it
real hurt
real bitter
real imperfect
take my mask off
find more there
peel layers back
no one's in there 
see my questions like your weapons
these are tools that we built for dissection
we can make up
you fought unfair
turned my back once and felt crosshairs

take it all and run from me 
i know what you've planned 
what was done's for dirt to see
lungs are full of sand
shallow as the grave
nothing ever changed
you destroyed me

we see your feelings
i'm an open book yet you said argument's revealing
gaslight till i shake and say that i'm too far to deal with
kick me out just like our other friends, 
won't let you heal it
coded till it seals it
coded me till i was cornered in a way you'll never be
envy bleeds to enemies
give us all a show and drop the face you need
space the pleas and rage you feed

Covert, Concealed

7 short tracks + vgm loops i wrote over the past few years
a lil something to hold ya over until the floopy album™ is finished

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windfall village

try and spite me now
but you cant cut me down
lie to write me out
when i'm wearing your crown

can you do this for me please?
just give me what i need
without the costs, the subtle fees
why would i want what's draining me?

i guess i went about it wrong
i guess i held off for too long
i guess you work to my defeat
i only pushed you to compete

push me down
the whole world wants me dead
drilled in, the dread
all that they've said
fuck around and point guns to my head
simple mistakes
solve them with lead
changed lens, my whole worldview is red
people are evil through systems they've fed
and we're all fools for the lies that are spread
i'm loving to all you, yet you want me bled

hate me
up until you know a bit more
there's a voice in your head that says put me on the floor
and all you bait me 
into being who i am more
and when i'm shot to the ground
you step right over my corpse

Draining Me

Hyper Hyper Hyperspace

"There can be no love where there is hypocrisy."
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Devotion Girl (Pawlo-X Remix)

Rod Stewart’s 1970s disco anthem "Do Ya Think I'm Sexy" was originally playful and tongue-in-cheek. This 50 Shades of Gray Edition recasts it as dark wave electropop - creepy, modern, and foreboding, turning lighthearted flirtation into something deeply ominous
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LYRICS:
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Sugar, sugar...

She sits alone 
Waiting for suggestions
He's so nervous
Avoiding all the questions

His lips are dry
Her heart is gently pounding
Don't you just know 
Exactly what he's thinking?

If you want my body
And you think I'm sexy
Come on, sugar
Tell me so

If you really need me
Just reach out and touch me
Come on, sugar, tell me so
Tell me so, baby

She's acting shy
Looking for an answer
Come on, honey
Let's spend the night together

Now hold on a minute 
Before we go much further
Give me a dime 
So I can phone my mother

They catch a cab 
To his high rise apartment
At last, he can tell her exactly 
What his heart meant

If you want my body
And you think I'm sexy
Come on, sugar
Tell me so

If you really need me
Just reach out and touch me
Come on, sugar, tell me so

His heart's beating like a drum
Cuz at last 
He's got this girl home

Relax, baby
Now we're all alone

Yeah...

They wake at dawn 
Cuz all the birds are singing
Two total strangers
But that ain't what they're thinking

Outside it's cold
Misty and it's raining
They got each other
Neither one's complaining

She says, 
"I'm sorry, but I'm out of milk and coffee"
Never mind, sugar
We can watch the early movie

If you want my body
And you think I'm sexy
Come on, sugar
Tell me so

If you really need me
Just reach out and touch me
Come on, sugar, tell me so
Bass guitar, tell me so

Sugar...

Harder...

Come on

That's the best part
Wonder if it's good?

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Do Ya Think I'm Sexy?-Fifty Shades of Grey Edition (Rod Stewart Revisited)

Hi.
This time some older song, made in 2009. 
It's ZX Spectrum 48K with AY-interface. :) 
Software - ZX SoundTracker 1.1.
Enoy. :)

Yerzmyey - Yerzmix part 5

actual full version to keep you from getting stressed that the yt one isnt the full version

Make This Stress

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(i will credit any samples that are major parts of the song tho)

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