The Ivory Express

Kono Escy Daaaa !!! v2

What lingering guilt, relative deterioration, and grief take from a person are ones without description. What it spawns, however, are questions: how much more can I hide from them? once the foreplay—that is distance—is gone, how much more pretend can I play? Just how little do they all know? Maybe you'll understand, maybe not. After all, "that's just the way of life". I'm just a hypocrite trying to protect other people's feelings by hiding the roots of mine, all it has sprouted is an affectatious oddity, these layers only reveal the nothingness of a broken mind.

The golden seals flash a crimson streak, the cracks reveal a husk amongst the crowd and crowns of broken hearts. Covert and Concealed.

Sad Memoir: Impulsive Affectation

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lyrics:

i lost friends, means to ends and munitions
i'm still suck on whether i made all the right decisions
life's a mess, i've corroded from attrition
the path i put myself down put a hold on all my vision
i left morals neglected
now fiend for correctness
i know my intentions
dont care for retention
had years to correct it
i stressed it
i waded through all of these thoughts cus i'd break if i left it

i can make a hit by myself
show some greatness in stealth
put my worth in some work
i dont care if it sells
i got urges to quell
yall just turn on yourselves 
i dont need to get attacked when there's no news you can tell
bitch
fell your own friends
and make light of all the trauma they spread
it's better said as you just wanting some bread
and some attention
you need it
lose this and you'll bleed it
you feed in and bet on every outcome giving credence

sorry to digress again
i'm too stressed, it seems evident
go feed on their relevance
i just want my life back

i lost friends, means to ends and munitions
i'm still suck on whether i made all the right decisions
life's a mess, i've corroded from attrition
the path i put myself down put a hold on all my vision

i left friends who'd leave me out cus it seemed like they want that anyways
what? now you save me space? huh, guess you're saving face
bet you couldnt change and you just worsened
let you get to me and now they see a different person
i meet every need to feed the greed that you let furthen
fans brought out the worst in you and now you're left deserted
act new like you earned it
shocked when you get burned
all yall mourn the consequence
then never fucking learn

where you're gonna go

control

~ 𝔞 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢 𝔩𝔢𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔱𝔬 𝔬𝔫𝔢 𝔬𝔣 𝔪𝔶 𝔟𝔦𝔤𝔤𝔢𝔰𝔱 𝔦𝔫𝔰𝔭𝔦𝔯𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫𝔰 ~ @blankemusicau
~ 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔫𝔨 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔫𝔤𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔪𝔶 𝔩𝔦𝔣𝔢 ~

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Blanke - The Fall [GHOST DATA Remix] 🍁

Over (My Friend Pedro: Ripe for Revenge)

Organic Self (My Friend Pedro: Ripe for Revenge)

I wanted to make Aurora a lot heavier because I thought the original could've been better and we got a new artist mekaiime hope you enjoy! :D

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Geoxor - Kill Aura

pro tip

made a song about a mental breakdown i had over twitter today lol

lyrics//
you profit off of abuse, then ego acts rash
wonder what the victims think drowning in backlash
i can see the patterns made yards away
i see how i paid for the cards you played

and they're like "how you gonna back that?"
idk bitch, receipts and some screencaps
wondering what all yall see in victims to attack that
wonder where the hate comes from when illusions fade

look at the way that depp is shown as just a victim
abuse is mutual
especially in this system
you erase the people that hurt too cus they're not good enough
i was told that i deserved exploiting how i'm acting up
and acting up nowadays is speaking out
victimhood is nothing i could ever gain from bragging 'bout
people don't like cancel culture cus they have to break all their silence
this ain't real to you, and that view turns to violence

i pour my heart out to the void or more hatred
either or is better than leaving that urge unsated
bait me into a deathtrap
then act like an ally
everyone near me's vultures
my world was all lies

take all your medicine before you see reality
you could never handle your feelings in their totality
begging you on my hands and knees please let all my poisons free
once they see the predators without the masks made accordingly
i'm sure most you bitches would recant if you werent  breaking even
fucking twitter feeds got me freaking waking to sleeping
i'm sorry that i'm so broken 
i'm sorry i never quit
i'm there for myself where nobody wanted to be, that's it.

prescribed medicines

lyrics////////

most of the people round me look at me like i'm a loser
most of the energy you get's lost to abusers
no one seems to see
and those who do lack power
the ones who got the top spots never share the flowers
every taste is sour
i say it with my chest
i said leave this fucking setup
you need bigotry to buck it
while i duck it no stress
disconnect from the rest
and see how far group thought gets individuals
you can push buttons until that shit becomes physical
sometimes you do it without knowing when it's digital
hated your position but the need's subliminal
and we throw morals to the wind on that principle
you could ruin lives with your words on your best days
i'd get paid, reposition for the next play
every second felt like there was nothing to protect me
i gave him tail and got attention in the best way 

i know my actions disavow
but you know how to treat me when in need
i let you take all of that out
and now it's something that we've learned to feed

don't break this
don't leave
i know all your friends better than you believe
he could burn me down
he could put me out

widow

i know all your ammunition
hate that for me
love myself and hate my story
bent for allegiance
bent from grievance
i don't need these expectations
sanction me
i'm so worth breaking
passion to bleeding
mask the fiending

i dont need all of this taken from me
like what?
i messed up to you and you seek blood
wonder what they see in you that stuck
cruelty overshadowed all your bluffs

Distillate

VROOM VROOM (ivory rasmus flip)

snapped for my first song of the year

lyrics:

i dont even need your love 
i dont even need your grace 
all of us are broken here
tell me why we're saving face
i wont bend to save myself
changing up for them wont help
beat on me because i fall
strive to see me hit that wall

covert, concealed it
mask so well these bitches never know how ive been feeling
break apart and scream it from the roof, i know no ceiling
one in million chance they dont grow hateful, i'll reveal it
coded language, feel it
coded me when i was better than you fucks could ever be
envy bleeds to entropy
tell me how youre straight and say how gay to be
face me please and say your piece

i'm a real person
real worth it
real hurt
real bitter
real imperfect
take my mask off
find more there
peel layers back
no one's in there 
see my questions like your weapons
these are tools that we built for dissection
we can make up
you fought unfair
turned my back once and felt crosshairs

take it all and run from me 
i know what you've planned 
what was done's for dirt to see
lungs are full of sand
shallow as the grave
nothing ever changed
you destroyed me

we see your feelings
i'm an open book yet you said argument's revealing
gaslight till i shake and say that i'm too far to deal with
kick me out just like our other friends, 
won't let you heal it
coded till it seals it
coded me till i was cornered in a way you'll never be
envy bleeds to enemies
give us all a show and drop the face you need
space the pleas and rage you feed

Covert, Concealed

i just wanted you
to stay with me

i gotta run away to see something new
and reach better days in worlds built askew
i gotta run away to see something new
and learn to readjust to not depend on you

you
you lied

leave me out to rot in here
there's no time to let me clear the air around us
you're the best thing that happened to me
now we're the worst little tragedy
you're the worst thing that happened to me
my whole life started to feel like tragedy
without you

I Just Wanted You

11 - unknown

17 - infirmary

cover art by///https://twitter.com/Raptors__

LYRICS///
you've been noticing 
all my little flaws in my pursuit of temptation in spite of laws
and I didn't mean to leave a footprint
or the fanta misplaced half empty in the fridge
but don't get scared if things are amiss
life's mostly average but you've got a secret friend
just live in bliss
take it step by step 
like i did on the ledges

and you're allegedly getting scared now
at least that's what I heard from the talk in the lounge
but that's fine
I'll leave a note to change your state of mind
and you don't have to worry,
love I can be cleanly even when I'm in a hurry

apparently things have settled down which seems so reassuring
I just want you know that I'm not doing this to start hurting
It's just that I want a normal life
and your personality seems to compliment mine
mine
just know I have nowhere to go
but for now I'll call your unlocked windows home
I'll meet you at the bar tomorrow
acting like I don't know who you are
and that's fine as long as we're not far apart
not far apart

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Secret Friend

AWESOME AVI BY https://twitter.com/ariwannii GO FOLLOW THEM

LYRICS///
feelings flow like an ocean when you're around
they come down, surround and drown me
and I'd love to help you when you're down
but for now 
all I can do is sit outside your window tonight
and hope that you haven't found the mistakes in my ruse
the little clues I've left saying that   
I want you

all i see when I close my eyes is you
and the insides of your room
the layout, the payout of being in and out everynight
I feel like a cloud drifting into the sky that's your life
but it's our time
and I won't lie
I just want to make this right
or at least bring into light 
what I feel
what I've felt for you
for the longest time
you've been on my mind
no, this can't beright
this can't be right

feelings flow like an ocean when you're around
they come down, surround and drown me
and I'd love to help you when you're down
but for now 
all I can do is sit outside your window tonight
and hope that you haven't found the mistakes in my ruse
the little clues I've left saying that   
I want you

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Clouds

AMAZING ART BY https://twitter.com/pizzzatonix !! Go follow em!

Lyrics//
play with me everyday like it's your past time
with pretty words, it's not may but you're a valentine
oh it's time
I'm unravelling and pulling strings like a puppeteer in his prime
I tend to look at our relations and love it
you're like a drug with a nice smile
can't get enough of it
oh I can't enough of it
and when i do I feel i go through withdrawal
 your personality on paper is on par with the pretty pictures you draw

maybe you don't think the same
and maybe you'll feel that way for the rest of days but I'm gonna move on,
maybe move you past your second thoughts or at least try but I thought I was right for what you sought

I spent hours thinking about you and in this thought I realized it's fine if you don't wanna be mine
I can just make sure that we don't drift apart 
and that when you feel down you know you have someone who has your back 
and that you still have their heart

SAMPLE WAS FROM https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ahSmNv0P7lA

I essentially took it apart and put it back together. just select small regions, copy and paste drum hits so that they're nearly perfectly on beat, and then consolidate all of the clips and loop. 

das how u make usable samples/loops yes

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Is It You

Track 10 of album "THIRTY三十".

A mashup of the 30 tracks from TEN十, TWENTY二十 & THIRTY三十 into one final piece. The timings of each track are below, though some are almost inaudibly subtle.

27 - zelotypia = 0:00.000 
10 - tetractys = 0:00.295
20 - icosa = 0:13.359
24 - calc acerbia = 0:38.693
19 - bloom = 1:18.562
18 - liquid = 1:18.562
23 - galva = 1:31.226
17 - infirmary = 1:57.096
01 - before = 1:57.096
05 - glide & survey = 2:13.626
26 - volatil = 2:35.494
25 - bumbledom = 2:46.693
04 - nightspread = 2:59.494
08 - incision = 3:14.092
06 - simple geometry = 3:26.693 
03 - rapid_data_transfer = 3:29.894
13 - catalyst = 3:31.494
14 - the insides of tears = 3:44.294
29 - pendant = 3:44.294
16 - microchip = 3:57.294
11 - unknown = 4:09.896
07 - cryptocrystalline = 4:25.895
09 - incarnadine = 4:22.574
15 - flying = 4:22.574
28 - dynam = 4:38.709
22 - monostich = 4:48.322
12 - mono = 5:27.113 
02 - scrapbook = 5:33.517
21 - tetrachromacy = 5:42.551
30 - trifecta = itself

Some of you might be wondering what the hell's going on at the end. So, all thirty of these tracks are each made in under 24 hours, most in under 12. "trifecta" took JUST under 24 hours, and I was running out of time. However, the idea was to imply that now that this album's finished, "I'm just getting started". This is why you hear an orchestra tuning near the end. The final abstract sounds are supposed to represent what's to come.

Fun fact, the ten tracks in THIRTY三十 add up to exactly (to the sample) 30 minutes of music.

30 - trifecta

wonderful avi is by https://twitter.com/Ishu_tani ! 

Lyrics//
look at me
let me show you what you shouldnt be
im a walking disaster
with my heart sown on my sleeve
oh, you dont believe?
you dont believe in me?
well ive had this dream for years and im only sixteen
so im gonna get what i deserve whether it's now or in the future

these words arent passion they're pain
and it's driving me insane
im trying my hardest to please
but things havent felt the same
and for better or worse
you feel no remorse anymore

this song was made using snippet's of bob james' "westchester lady" which i recommend ya check out here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V56yeZtqQTs

❤ enjoy the track(s), and have a great day! ❤

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Is It Me

avatar is by https://twitter.com/ariwannii and i! <3

lyrics: oh im not holding back
when we first met i had a heart attack
and your loves a certain kinda trap
that once i get stuck there's no chance of coming back

i compensate and quantinize,
you fill the void and conjugate with my broken lines
and im sat by your side wasting time
but in the moment its like im truly alive

sample is from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Amzp7W0RkPA
it's a great song, i really recommend checking it out :)

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Not Holding Back

Absolutely incredible avi art by https://twitter.com/chubchow!

this song's basis was very inspired by the strings in Clear Tamei by Iglooghost, i highly recommend checking that track out!

LYRICS///
you're all i want
you're all i need
and all you want is to watch me bleed
but that's fine
i fuck up all the time

because im better off changed
than wrong in your eyes
and i'd rather be what you need
i'd rather you let me bleed
so watch me burn 
make me learn
to be what you want
what you'd liked to see
make me bleed
make my current self recede
make me all you'll ever need

All I Want

ART BY https://twitter.com/Pizzzatonix GO FOLLOW THEM

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LIVING IN A DREAM

avi art is by twitter.com/Pizzzatonix !!!

LYRICS:
What do I want from you/
What do you want from me/
Am I your everything/
Or am I worth pennies to you like I think/
Either way, try and keep it together/
Hold me by the feathers/
And push me in the dirt/

I don't really care if it hurts, I just want you/
It wont satisfy me if your efforts wont leave bruises/
I don't lie and I wont soon/
so cut the "caring" rouse/
it's losing it's charm/

Shotgun drinks that i've never seen/
Lose balance, but gain self esteem/
Play all your cards just to impress me/
It doesnt matter either way, I would've stayed/

BLEEDING COLORS

FEATHERS

lyrics: 

got ur emotions under my skin
tear my arms apart just to see what's in
inside your mind
aside from the things you said, id be better off dead
than to listen to my heart
i fell apart for u and the things we are
either way, i adore u
the way ur eyes light up when the light hits right
the red sweatshirt that never leaves ur side
ur smart as shit, but im happier to call u mine

FELL APART

may or may not be a track off an album im making

lyrics:
I used to punish myself for existing
Thought friends were waiting for the day i went missing
I pushed them back with my thoughts
Convinced that I was hated, i just reaped what i sought
Imagined anger in jokes
So everytime they poked I shot back unprovoked
It's not the way that i am, but that's what self hatred can do to a man 
Let alone a man who doesn't wanna be one
Let alone a kid who thinks his life lacks reason
Let alone a loner losing all his day-ones
Every day I wake up and rue what I have become

what i've become

kind of a throwaway track i made a while ago
i lost the file for it so i thought i'd just upload the export i had while i'm working on the album :)

all you expect

「ｉｆ　ｙｏｕ　ｈｅａｒ　ａ　ｃｌｏｃｋ　ｔｉｃｋ／
ｍａｙ　ｓｈｅ　ｈａｖｅ　ｍｅｒｃｙ　ｏｎ　ｙｏｕ／／
ｐｒａｙ／
ｔｈａｔ　ｓｈｅ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｎｏｔ　ｓｗｉｎｇ　ｈｅｒ　ｓｃｙｔｈｅ／／
ｉｆ　ｓｈｅ　ｓｗｉｎｇｓ　ｉｔ／
ｍａｙ　ｓｈｅ　ｈａｖｅ　ｍｅｒｃｙ　ｏｎ　ｔｈｅ　ｗｏｒｌｄ／／」

Cover art by .̵̢̨̠̳̪͉̟̬̳̠̯̹̓͑̌̈́͐̽͛͐̇́͛͗̿͝.̴̜̙̳͛̈́́.̴̧̥̘̤͈̩̘͍̹̪̗̑͗̆̉͗̆̊̈ͅ.̷̢̡͇̺͚͚͇̪̣͗̆̒͜ͅ
Download: https://karalineavu.bandcamp.com/album/hardcore-utopia-2

lucy...
my very first encounter with her is a trauma

she has a time power, everything about time.... she can control it
she has long white hair that resembled how long she has been alive and eat time....
and red eyes that look intimidating.

she has a big scythe that is really sharp, it can cut everything easily

every time she is close... you can hear a clock. ticking.

when i fought with her, i was really trembling in fear.
it was that moment that i realized that this world isn't so kind

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hi everyone! thank you for listening to this track. i was pretty surprised that Sakuzyo did the amazing piano improv in this song haha
also, I will probably not promote this track right away, because yeah i really need a long break after what I've been through

I will end this personal message by thanking to people that helped me with this project

https://soundcloud.com/kosakii, thank you so much for giving me drums that really fit into what i want to make haha
https://soundcloud.com/acloudyskye, thank you so much for being generous and kind to share few tips & tricks!
https://soundcloud.com/miyolophone, https://soundcloud.com/chimetone, https://soundcloud.com/airuei , https://soundcloud.com/viticz, https://soundcloud.com/itsasymmetric, https://soundcloud.com/sakuzyo. thank you so much for giving advice and pointing out a couple of flaws on this track!

https://soundcloud.com/sakuzyo, thank you so much for doing the amazing piano improve in this song~ (i hope we can collab fully someday haha)

also you! thank you for listening!

and see ya! have an amazing dream!
~Codly

(Dreamer Dream (SIDE STORY): 9/??)

Lucy  The God Of Time (feat. Sakuzyo)

Lucy, The G̥̬̼̎́̀͜o͇͕̲͊ͪͭ̎̈́̄̇͟d̸̲̰̩̖̫̽̋́̌͗ͬͪ̚ Of Time (Piano: Sakuzyo)【F/C Hardcore Utopia 2】

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22 y/o nb gay artist n musician 

all vocals, lyrics, and instrumentals are by me unless mentioned
(i will credit any samples that are major parts of the song tho)

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