most songs i cant listen for more than a minute but i never want this song to enddddd

Mood Music

i feel my pulse in my fingertips
i can feel me slip
i can feel me slipping

pretty girls

losing sleep

Sensibilité Augmentée - Noh4ine.mp3

LOST SUNSHINE is a diary of fragile light — the warmth we chase, lose, and try to find again.
It’s the sound of late mornings and long nights, of smiles that hide exhaustion, of tenderness surviving the noise.
Blending intimate pop and electro textures with soft R&B edges, the album explores vulnerability, desire, and the quiet strength of rebuilding yourself after the storm.

Every track is a fragment of daylight: a whisper of hope, a confession in motion, a reflection of what it means to glow even when everything fades.
Inspired by the emotional depth of Billie Eilish, the pulse of Dua Lipa, and the candor of Angèle, this record turns melancholy into color — sadness into rhythm, silence into breath.

This isn’t just pop.
This is light learning how to live again.

She Knows It

this was supposed to be a Christmas Song. (oops)

sHirt

Follow me on Spotify if you want, thanks.
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5mkpepinG2G2HZUZ7cHGQX

Born of secrets and floorboard creaks
Under ash that formed to expire
Twisted kneecaps a running relapse 
At swamps where a frog croaks of liars
Gnarled limbs of dead trees
Longing to embrace me
And comfort swims in stagnance of sin
As he pulls my shirt up higher

No trespassing signs line the forest side
Of rock walls built to procure
My wet shoes fill the ceramic grooves
As his aggression I must endure
The promise of some trading cards
The buds of his repugnant tongue
The craving of some attention
But it's not what I want

Oh I miss my home
Cut my wrists over every poem
Waiting to hear I'm sorry
The kingdom implored my departing

Returning faces and flakes of silent snow
Replaced speeches in passing
Hydrangeas blue from sulfur
A photo to remember for masses
Their souls inside wooden tombs
Necessity and lethargic
If I'd witnessed this iconoclastic image before
Well maybe I'd forgotten

Oh I miss my home
Cut my wrists over every poem
Waiting to hear I'm sorry
The kingdom implored my departing

My Departing

a completely non-profit project

all youtube beats were free and used prior to being sold, if now sold.

mixed/mastered by 9TAILS & SCOTTYSPLASH

scottysplash: @scottysplash


production

idealism: @idealismus

25: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCms7nTRhJWPcwFtd4AYWzXg/featured

hateful: @hatefulbeats

nayz: @nayztheone

ʎpoqou: @anobodyreally

franky m: www.youtube.com/channel/UCUOfYgWexGPJnjqglHwKK9w

sarcastic sounds: @the-sarcastic-ashole

killedmyself: @killedmyself

killrichy: @killrichy

hidden oasis: www.youtube.com/channel/UCZ7zq6C2EqpEk4WekOHb2hQ

brokebwoy: @brokeassniiigga

floating away (prod. killedmyself)

ready set go (prod. hateful)

better days (prod. hateful)

fairys spiral

new video for "highschool" out now! https://youtu.be/W00tTrHoaCo

highschool

lyrics
--------
got some money in my pocket
but that doesn't make a difference at all
this isn't fame i'm fucking lame
i'm just boy whose tryna figure it out
well maybe this is fucking it
the audience has turned against
they wanna justify the creepin' and leak my mom's home address
the paranoia rises best when your words sit inside my chest
i'm fucking human don't forget that when you're making your requests

i've got my hands up
you've got your hands on your gun
calling for backup 
i'm not the only one
i've got a question
does torturing me sound fun
yeah you take out your stress
by punching holes out of everyone

got some whiskey in my cup
but i don't think that it's enough at all
this isn't me i tell myself
i constantly worry about my health
well maybe i should fucking try
cause death is creepin' right behind
i see him sitting in the corner lookin' oh so fucking sly
anxiety is on the rise when he's constantly on my mind
i fear the day is finally coming where i meet my own demise

i've got my hands up
you've got your hands on your gun
calling for backup 
i'm not the only one
i've got a question
does torturing me sound fun
yeah you take out your stress
by punching holes out of everyone

spotify

backup

2nd track on my ep "sidereal crumbs" w @tomcbumpz

(available on all platforms)

lyrics:
bones getting stiff
purple hands, in a lovely trance
purple hands, match the luminescent light
your grips wrapped around them just a bit too tight (x2)

a cool guy, musical scenery
and theres a jar of melting marshmellos
the Edison bulb, it leaves me wondering
crumbs of light stain my eyes

they leave me hypnotized

a quiet room with the smell of fresh lavender
soft sounds, they cease to exist and so do we
soft sounds repress the sound of my running
im humming

it goes ladadadada
ladadadada
ladadadada
ladadadada

peppermint on my teeth
my jaw sticks and stutters because of it
my soul reeks and it lingers, as frost spreads to the end of my fingers
and his

i think we might be going numb
i feel static at the end of my thumbs
i think we stare at the TV too long
but i rather be stuck then to get up and run

purple hands

melting moon loop (scratch paper)

ok, you win

Guitar:micheal locascio
Engineered and mixed by:jasper macrae

Me + u = heaven

i am a museum of everything and everyone i have ever loved

21

just a boy letting his heart out

open to collabs, just hmu

purple hands

ivri ♡

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