i love my gf as per usual
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how i rly feel (bmud)

@fozo2 @erdo

find it in your heart 
   to maybe seek forgiveness 
   this is my eternity 
   and you can not get in 
   i see satellites at night 
   wonder if u see thm too
   n im falling through this loop 
   hope it leads me back to you

   im sick again 
   the hospital bed feels 
   cold against , my ashen colored skin
   do you like the way 
   i leave and thn come back 
   by the way i rly miss u 
   but u kno tht

   its not my fault 
   i tell myself so many times 
   buttons on this margiela 
   shirt looking like coraline 
   think of her and prosper 
   your beauty was more thn divine 
   kitchen counter with the lines 
   i snort it to erase the time 

   wanna shave my head change my face 
   let it restart 
   nothing to negate the cause of pain 
   frm my torn heart 
   ive been seeing faces in the rain 
   but its not you 
   ive convinced myself  tht im insane 
   still i love you

@diegointhedark @sg37 @ddertbag

bitch its over
fold ha left her in the sno
winters comin i sense it i feel it in my bones
yea ur running ur frontin are u a friends or foe
fuck me over im so mad ur such a hoe

w my friends im commin up 
sippin on that purple stuff
puttin mud in my cup cos i couldnt give a fuck
i got runts im so tuff and ur girl she says whatsup
bitch im up w my bros and we sayin that u suck

lurkin at ur page everyday n im just hating
dm from ur girl yeah she fucking w my cadence
its aesthetics bitch no i do not fw satan
Yappin in my ear i do not care what ur saying

couldnt care less bitch im in my own flow
learning new shit everyday im just tryna grow
w my friends on my main page im just tryna glow
yea ur ass got a fanbase but ur getting old

@diegointhedark
 smoking thrax my livers charred up 
 these walls r padded 
 off a xanny barred up 
 my heart is ashes 
 feeling like a schizoid 
 im on the come down
 fell into a thick void 
no looking up now

i cnt hear these broke boys 
got   tori n these airpods 
bitch u making no noise 
 he bleeding like a tampon 
 told lil shawty wag1
 she gnna get my dick sucked 
 clothes hide all my skin 
 forget the fact my wrist is ripped up 

 buy my shit frm erewhon 
 im breaking through like every gate 
 buffalo my jeans 
 i no u hurting n u cnt relate 
 Sosa wilt chamberlain 
 fuck w me like every day 
 molly water , ecstasy 
 she wna take me on a date

 butterfly blades 
 only makes my arms flutter 
 feel like somones watching me 
 im peaking thru the shutters
 angel bby 
 come n  drag me out the gutter 
 baphomet awakening 
 no longer will i suffer

snow w/ diegointhedark

@BLUSHXOXO @DIEGOINTHEDARK @444JET

@BLUSHXOXO
psilocybin yea they fucking up my brain bro
pills in my system saline in my nasal
hoe giving good brain we dont give appraisal 
take a xanax half a bar of hazel

made that shit right back
krooked tee wit a prada bag
real shit aye they know my swag yuh
big bands yea they getting packed up
they like what you mean?
baby im tryna get that green
big bankroll made them bands since a teen
yea turnin up the show wit my team yuh

nigga fuck around we spillin shit
damn i aint even up n they all up in my mix
ian give af
n ian givin trust
ion need no luck
got this rap shit on tuck

@DIEGOINTHEDARK
ain no one inside this school bus but me
   pussy boy u cnt fuck wit us 
   suffer gang the team 
   pretty jeans on my ass 
   imma stuff em wit a beam 
   how the fuck yo brotha lack 
   bru we caught him at the green light 

   tell me wht it feels like 
   to hve empathy 
   nowadays i load another clip 
   & get to emptying 
   these clones r multiplying 
   but theyll nvr get ahead of me 

   feeding my girl ecstasy 
   she wna take it all off 
   thumbing thru the commas 
   to cope w all the problems 
   remember whn my momma said 
   please get off the drugs 
   i dnt want the pills nowadays 
   i just need a hug 

   bby if u need a friend 
   u cn call me 
   yearning for touch 
   seeing love & im longing 
   talking on the net 
   bitch my brother keylogging 
   lying said u love me
   u dnt evn want me

HTL NO COMPLY @BLUSHXOXO @DIEGOINTHEDARK PROD 444JET

@erdo @fozo2

n she wna hit 
   but i dnt wna 
   in the club w pounds of marijuana
   bra u need 2 b a better father 
   cuz u got someone like me 
   fucking yo daughter 

   bitch im doing elemental damage 
   forget what u said 
   get my exes vanquished 
   swerving thru the night 
   in an aston martin vantage 
   i saw her in my room at 3am
   n thn she vanished 

   lies n my head 
   na i cnt get her off of me 
   lines of the ket
   like a horsey off the ketamine 
   days r passing by 
   wna die i mean honestly 
   ride until she die 
   lil shawty get on top of me 

   i am just a vessel im not real 
   how can u not see 
   i got needles and amphetamines 
   n prada jeans 
   feeling down bad 
   so i wrote u n apology 
   diegointhedark 
   im the one ur boyfriend wna b

   i cnt go outside 
   it’s way too much 
   i cnt tell a lie 
   nor can i trust 
   kill until its just the two of us 
   was popping school buses 
   on a school bus otw to school 

   i dnt rly love you 
   bby i just like the way you move 
   hatred in my heart 
   but i cant find someone to say it to
   battery acid sipping 
   put the cloak on im invisible
   they telling me im not tripping 
   but i kno deep down a cables loose

n she wna hit 
   but i dnt wna 
   in the club w pounds of marijuana
   bra u need 2 b a better father 
   cuz u got someone like me 
   fucking yo daughter 

  i am just a vessel im not real 
   how can u not see 
   i got needles and amphetamines 
   n prada jeans 
   feeling down bad 
   so i wrote u n apology 
   diegointhedark 
   im the one ur boyfriend wna b

MUSIC VIDEO

Sky ᔕкчᔕкч ��� #EvilSwag � Prod Tekea

@ol3zha

she wna rock my swag
she wna wear my clothes
she wna live inside me
never let me go
iv got nothing to run from
no place to call home
i would have never loved you
knowing youd turn cold on me

how cant uu see? ??
this is so unlike u
only wanted to love you
never wanted to hide u
the same angels surrounding you wept over my bedside
i would never do wrong by u
still you stabbed my blindside

i think this is my heaven
under my seat mac11
these lames wna tlk abt us
better thnk abt whre they steppin
im a knight at the Armageddon
id dig my own grave for you
so tell me im miserable

soldiers lullaby (Prod. Shigitori)

OUT NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS 

Mixed by Xavierr & Tru

Lyrics by Xavierr & Tru

Produced by fumiko



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yasha