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September 2021

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Through the breeze past the trees can you hear me
calling calling for a remedy
you should know better, know  better stay away
everything I love turns to stone knowing im in this alone

heartbreak yeah you take just a part of me
in your pocket keep me close as you fall asleep
cut me down cut me down like im nothing
please just stay away this will never be something

so what do you know what do you see what do you feel
are your emotions just for me yeah are they real
blame my mental state for reasons why im not enough
blame the chemicals for why you ignore me a lot

learn to not let anyone in, I know its toxic, no
it hurts everyone I call a friend
but its the only way I know I won’t be let down again
so we just repeat the cycle of me just building up my walls until they come crumbling down

piling the up drugs to numb myself
you don’t like competition so you leave me on the shelf
until your ex-boyfriend hits you up asking where you’re at
yeah I don’t get it why I was used, I don’t understand why you think it’s ok

just to abuse someone who had best intentions
I didn’t get it but I tried to be there whenever you mentioned that
you were going through hell I wish that you could just tell
me what was really on your mind when you said I was empty

Cast Aside Time

foolish「shinju + taylor morgan」

Lying to You {w/ Fallacy A.d.d.}

It Don't Feel Like Home ✰(I Got Back) Produced By Sorrowbringer

It Don't Feel Like Home (I Got Back) Produced By Sorrowbringer {SLOWED AND REVERBED}

(LYRICS) 
LILWASTEFUL- Bottle drops to the floor 
No pain, no love anymore 
Yung hate living good yah costing the shore 
Fuck fame it’s trust I adore 

Pull up in a all black jet black 
Talk shade I’ma throw you in back,But I never had to do that 
Call it off get your motherfucking crew slashed 
But I’ll ride in back seat, to keep you happy 
But I’ll know that you will always love me, but you’ll never trust me 
But trust me, I can’t unsee, but it doesn’t matter I’m bluffing 
I’m acting tough see

YUNG HATE Prod.yung6ul

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Lyrics
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It's the infection of all you love
Don't let it take you down or else you're giving up
Just feel the tension like it's in your lungs
And let the oxygen be gone again as the water rises up

And I thought maybe I could be better again
Tearing me down while I'm losing my friend
I'm hitting you up while you left me on read
But I don't need your help when I'm dead in the end
Maybe I could be better again
Smoking too much while I'm losing my head
You're kicking me down while I'm still on the fence
Indecision incisions to this very breath

Counting the seconds at night
If I survive, I'd be the greatest alive
Taking my chances like dice
If I don't roll sixes I won't have my chances to try
Screaming confessions of fright
I'm scared of the future why won't you just give me a sign
How can I tell if she lies?
I couldn't lose her but all I'm getting is snake eyes

I fall apart in the moment
I feel the rift and it's growing
Creating the waves
But I don't know where they're flowing
Rocking the boat and I'm hoping
That I don't sink in the ocean
Shout I'm okay
While in the middle of choking

And I brought it all on myself
I'm telling you I don't need help
And why are you listening
I'm the one withering living a shell
What left do I have to tell
I'm acting vampiric
While writing out lyrics
I ain't seen the sun in a week
While you ask if I'm well

And I'm trapped between my head and DMs
Like D&D it's all just pretend
And sure I can swim
But I've just been thrown in in the deep end
I'm not last to feel this feeling again
But all I see is see my own end
I'm not one to live
But I just keep, keep on dreaming

Maybe I could be better again
Tearing me down while I'm losing my friend
I'm hitting you up while you left me on read
But I don't need your help when I'm dead in the end
Maybe I could be better again
Smoking too much while I'm losing my head
You're kicking me down while I'm still on the fence
Indecision incisions to this very breath

Counting the seconds at night
If I survive, I'd be the greatest alive
Taking my chances like dice
If I don't roll sixes I won't have my chances to try
Screaming confessions of fright
I'm scared of the future why won't you just give me a sign
How can I tell if she lies?
I couldn't lose her but all I'm getting is snake eyes

Snake Eyes

Snake Eyes [Prod. Collins]

produced by heylog
guitar by ashen

lyrics:
my minds
dizzy and my head is way too light 
middle of nowhere just i
now i wish u could be here
the plan is to go disappear

no i
wanna leave so bad i sigh
and i'm sick of everything i cry
and i don't if i should be scared
just let me know if you'll be here
cause i'm too used to people leaving
why is it never good timing
and i'm sick apologizing 
when ur the one who should b sorry
i'm sick
i'll pass it over with one kiss
now we're both sharing our dna
too soon for home yea i'll be there late
still see grey

i'm sick
i'll pass it over with one kiss
now we're both sharing our eye's
what is it like sharing lives?
tonight i plan to make u mine
hearts so lost, thinking u could change that
i been through a lot and i lost a couple friend's 
but if i'm being honest i could care less
i don't wanna go through hell again
i need nothing, from u or anyone
i see something in her, i felt like i have won
(won)
translate my words into love
a better me, better evolve
no i
wanna leave so bad i sigh
and i'm sick of everything i cry
and i don't if i should be scared
just let me know if you'll be here
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made this with strep throat yuh

spotify

evolve

Lyrics:

[HOOK]

how many times
will you bring me down (bring me down)

how many times
will you take away

everything I gave

and still its not enough x4


looking at the window
I see thoughtful people
I see purple sky
turning to something evil

I
feel 
something 
here
shifting
breaking
oh my dear

looking at the window
I see thoughtful people
I see purple sky
turning to something evil

can't explain
what I feel
head is spinning
oh my dear

[BRIDGE]

I
feel 
something 
here
shifting
breaking
oh my dear

can't explain
what I feel
head is spinning
oh my dear

[Yeah]

[HOOK]

how many times
will you bring me down (bring me down)

how many times
will you take away

everything I gave
and still its not enough x4


looking at the window
I see thoughtful people
I see purple sky
turning to something evil

I
feel 
something 
here
shifting
breaking
oh my dear

looking at the window
I see thoughtful people
I see purple sky
turning to something evil

can't explain
what I feel
head is spinning
oh my dear


be you x

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Purple Sky

Purple Sky(prod. Kubsy Beats)

there was once a robot no one knew that she could feel
they all moved on because her skin was made of steel
she promised she was real and prayed that they would see
treated different but expected to belie- e- e- ieve
they want to believe in the same things in the same way
its not the same though it cant be

i grew up in a ghost house feeling all alone
as i got out everything i did was wrong
i didnt understand all i wanted was friend
but i couldnt find a reason to believe or give them any trust
everythings is just to much, i wanna be alone til back off on my own
i understand your reservations ima let you know now
im fucked up too if you wanna go im so down

there was once a robot no one knew that she could feel
they all moved on because her skin was made of steel
she promised she was real and prayed that they would see
they want to believe in the same things in the same way
its not the same though it cant be

plagued by own personality
ive come a long way im so proud of me
sit with pscilocybin and i bend my reality
i see i wasnt at 100% would i do it all differently

there was once a robot no one knew that she could feel
they all moved on because her skin was made of steel
she promised she was real and prayed that they would see
treated different but expected to believe

I Believe In Robots (iof x polar)

lil dovas x pitfall - party rocking (prod. kyuro & lil dovas)

Prod. Drunk Girl

Lyrics

Did your fears go away?
Did your fears go away?
Hit me up if you want
I been lost in it all
Caught a feelin' that I can't shake

You watch me writhe in love and pain
I want you so
I carry the weight
I can't let you go
I want you so bad
I want you back baby
I want you back now

Did your fears go away?

Fears (prod. Drunk Girl)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
(keep thinking that i'm stuck 
falling from the sun
you found me in the mud
can you tell i've had enough)

getting muddy
hurts when your words crush me
can we please lie here
maybe i'm just tired
i'm strong when i'm alone
right now i feel so weak
breaking all my bones
i know ur judging me
i left it and our home
i feel u getting closer, hoping i can fix
your only little problem, praying that you'll quit
i'm sorry i'm such a bother, i probably ruined this
i don't know if i should call her, just saying that i miss you
but i'm confident that i got her, talking with her lips
took a chunk out of my shoulder, rashes on my neck
my mouth is filled with water as she take another sip
i don't know if i should stop her, trying to convince
that ur not even fair, do you think this is a game?
scrunching up my hair, do nothing how am i drained?
why do u even go? when this party's filled with hoes
MY STOMACH DROP, NERVOUS NELLY
TWISTS AND TURNS IN MY TUMMY
oh down another bottle it's her 3rd now
getting wasted quick
i don't see a point in this
turn towards a drink
baby let me tell you it ain't gonna fix a thing

i don't know if i can do this
continue making music
i've grown to be something
and i don't wanna lose it
i'm feeling all this pressure
they want me to start over
but that ain't gonna happen
i'll continue being a loser

getting muddy
hurts when your words crush me
can we please lie here
maybe i'm just tired
i'm strong when i'm alone
right now i feel so weak
breaking all my bones
i know ur judging me
left it and our

breaking out of my shell, tell me how do u do this
these stories that you tell, aint no coincidence
forgot how love is felt, you reminding me of it
don't need u to compel anything ur not comfortable with

(i'm not done yet)

my iris glistens, she told me "im amazed, 
i've never seen such blue eyes on a face"
hard to listen what did you even say
going fast it's too late to hit the breaks
getting stabbed busy drowning in a lake
on dnd i promise i'm not okay
associate with no one just only me
talk to people trying not decay

coincidence

ty luna for art so real
https://twitter.com/oni_core

https://open.spotify.com/album/6xIiy7Xmgf7W5uzdITRWR4?si=n-xEkO4DQAutXboTU517dQ&dl_branch=1

Spotify

don't go

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@buffalobang

those words u speak to me
never tells me the truth i need from u
in true honesty 


i can’t keep going in circles 
my heart hurts from something so simple 
it’s u away from me 
in true honesty 

i can’t help it 
it’s ur touch tht i need
i can’t fight it 
it’s my heart that bleeds
those words u speak to me 
never tells the truth i need 
from u from uuu

i can’t keep on going in circles 
my heart hurts from something so simple 
it’s u away from me 
in true honesty 

buffalobang :
if i could
then i would
its not that easy atleast not for me
if i could
then i would
eventually ill find what i need
give me 
your word baby
tell me
im all u need
even if it isnt close to being true
i need to feed this thought of me and you
seal these
lips shut and kiss
me if
if i say please
i really wish u felt the way i do
i think that if we try we’ll make it through

in true honesty w/ buffalobang (twintails x remghost)

tears trickle from my view
im sick of being used
im not sick of you
im just sick of the abuse
i woke up and you left
but youre still here in my head
and all i got left is my wits and my sanity
i cant trust anybody, you ripped it out of me
and now i dont know how to be-
i dont know how to behave am i too lost to be saved
im thinking so much so i know what its like to feel like youre going insane
when youre so alone with no reference to work with going outside just to figure out how its all working
raising myself since a jit had no respect for these kids have no respect for these bitches

i dont wanna dance with you
baby your body makes me forget
ohhhh make me forget
(x2)

(huh?)

i cant decide between heaven or hell
whats better whats worse i never can tell
where is the exit im losing myself
i get fucked up til i melt
fuck that bitch dont know her well
i feel less the more i try
to fill the whole inside my chest
i miss the bliss being used by someone that id really choose
i guess i dont gotta trust you to love you tonight

amnesia
i need ya
to make me
forget
amnesia
amnesia
make me forget

i dont wanna dance with you
baby your body makes me forget
ohhhh make me forget
(x2)

Amnesia (fantom)

Dont Call Me

it's gonna be a cold christmas.... prod by cøzy

a cold christmas

I can't breathe so I suffocate,
numb the pain like Novocain,
hear me out for the last time,
look to the stars its the same between you and I,

I haven't been the best friend, haven't been the best kid-
but I swear I changed.

Kids Forever ft. Strgurrl (prod. switch)

happy 3rd birthday decks & 19th to me B)
new summer ending pop punk with @ejcarrmusic & @evancarus
prod. polar & iof :)
hope u enjoyyy <333

lyrics:
(evan carus)
home again
feels like i’m right back where i started
i’ve walked down this road before, but it’s like my path is still uncharted

ways parted, bridges burned
heart guarded, lesson learned
worst nightmares, reaffirmed
past the point of no return

(decks)
im scared and reliant
im forced into place
their acts are defiant,
why have we all been replaced

(evan carus & decks)
grains of sand slipping away
we walk in darkness, lose the path
hand in hand we’re lead astray
time falls from our hourglass

i’ve been losing everyone
fell asleep and summer’s gone now
im lost and time is slipping away

(evan carr)
can we take a second to slow it down
before we burn this to the ground
these grains of sands are falling out and it’s over
this happens every time it’s just such a fatal flaw
can’t focus on one thing when i can feel it coming up
same thing new year
i’m stuck in fear
there’s nothing here

(evan carus & decks)
grains of sand slipping away
we walk in darkness, lose the path
hand in hand we’re lead astray
time falls from our hourglass

i’ve been losing everyone
fell asleep and summer’s gone now
im lost and time is slipping away

(all)
just tell me when you go (tell me when you go)
or promise me you’ll stay (promise me you’ll stay)
i’ve been losing everyone
(just tell me when you go)
fell asleep and summer’s gone but
(or promise me you’ll…)
no matter what i promise to stayyy

(evan carus & decks)
grains of sand slipping away
we walk in darkness, lose the path
hand in hand we’re lead astray
time falls from our hourglass

i’ve been losing everyone
fell asleep and summer’s gone now
im lost and time is slipping away

hourglass (feat. evan carr & evan carus) [polar x iof]

spotify!

mirror (Ft. Sypski)

[+] do you love me, do you hate me? I can't tell
* produced by @thersx *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zFN_OlKU7m8

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

do you love me do you hate me I can't tell
I been tryna find your face lately im in hell
baby I need help yea

do you love me do you hate me I can't tell
I been tryna find your face lately im in hell
baby I need help yea

every time I see your eyes wanna die a little less
im still tripping off the shit last week that you said
was it something that I said damn
you know you hurt me think I might need surgery
you on a burglary might just let you murder me
ok
cuz I don't wanna live that much
and I just wanna feel like im loved

yea used to pop them pills just for fun
now im two months sober this shit dumb
I just miss the feeling when im numb
I just miss the feeling of your love

(repeat)

love me, hate me

+ music video

love me, hate me (+ music video)

blissvalley - mutters + iris
mixing - mutters + iris
beat - iris

c0ma

c0ma ft.mutters (prod. iris)

Cruising driving down the road
Second name Geronimo
Cruising diamonds earlobe
Spending hundreds casino

If you're calling baby no
I ain't picking up the phone
Cuz' I'm in the fucking future
I won't focus on my past

I ain't focusing on past
It's the place I won't last
I ain't turning my head
I'm looking up ahead

Cruising driving down the road
Second name Geronimo
Cruising diamonds earlobe
Spending hundreds on my dope

Oh, my
I'm on my own (x4)

Cruising driving down the road
Second name Geronimo
Cruising diamonds earlobe
Spending hundreds casino

If you're calling baby no
I ain't picking up the phone
Cuz' I'm in the fucking future
I won't focus on my past

I ain't focusing on past
It's the place I won't last
I ain't turning my head
I'm looking up ahead

Cruising driving down the road
Second name Geronimo
Cruising diamonds earlobe
Spending hundreds on my dope

GERONIMO

Link - https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=6&v=kPOftwwpIIw

Feat - @666skabbibal

Prod. by - @fatalm

Apple Music: apple.co/2wViFEt

Sagath:
ins - https://www.instagram.com/sagathsagath/
Vk - https://vk.com/sagath2018
SKABBIBAL:
inst - https://www.instagram.com/666skabbibal/
Vk - https://vk.com/skabbibal_horrorcore

Sagath x SKABBIBAL - Ненависть[MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

Go check out @frvrndalwys <3

prod. lil sora
sample: as it is - dial tones (acoustic version)

falling down ft. frvr&alwys

h8 me </3

h8 me </3 (feat. Lil Sabb) [prod. Xtravulous]

[Hook]

You love the toxicity 
But that ain’t for me 
You left me to bleed 
I can’t even breath 
Seen some shit don’t wanna see 
In too deep wish I could leave 
I been searching for some peace 
Starting to feel like I’m deceased 

[Verse]

Don’t know what I want with you 
Know I love you but you act brand new 
Might just only love the way you move 
Shouldn’t be wasting all my time on you 

I get faded when my mind on you 
I just hate it when my mind on you
Agitated when my mind on you 
I’m deflated drew the line right through 

Like nowadays I don’t know 
I been feeling alone, I do better alone, put a plane on the phone 
Ima drown till I’m gon, ima roll up a cone, Ima do what I want 
I get used to ya tone, I got broke like a bone, no it cannot be sewn 
What’s the price of a soul? Guess I’ll go on the road, only time gonna show 

[Pre-hook] x2 

Love where I’m going but I hate this feeling
Everyone thinks being sad’s appealing 
Praying to god need help I’m kneeling 
When I look up all I see is the ceiling 

Wood full of boof and a cup is healing 
Now I’m fucked up and it’s fuck this feeling 
Listen real close it’ll be revealing 
Listen real close it'll be revealing

[Hook]

You love the toxicity 
But that ain’t for me 
You left me to bleed 
I can’t even breath 
Seen some shit don’t wanna see 
In too deep wish I could leave 
I been searching for some peace 
Starting to feel like I’m deceased

Toxic (Prod. Tundra)

Lyrics

Fucking bitch, yeah I swear to god I hate you
You do all the shit that you told me that you won't do
I might fucking switch, don't you trip out when I do though
Hold up you ain't shit, what I'm tripping out bout you for?

Confused my lust for love, just wanna fuck her
That don't mean I like her, that don't mean I really want her
I might just get what I want and then I'll bump her
Swear I tried to care but she was stagnant so I dump her

I'ma ghost that bitch, I'll haunt her
She gone shake it like a red nose, not thumper
Ass fat, I'm gone hear it clap like thunder
All we do is fuck until we lose it, Oh Wonder

You can hold my hand but you can't save me
Every bitch I loved a sham, they hate me
If you don't wanna give me a chance, don't date me
I can't put my heart in your hands, you'll break me

Fucking bitch, yeah I swear to god I hate you
You do all the shit that you told me that you won't do
I might fucking switch, don't you trip out when I do though
Hold up you ain't shit, what I'm tripping out bout you for? (x2)

spotify.

senseless! | Produced by Fantom

ENJOY THE RIDE FT. VODA FUJI

can't sleep w/yung caillou (prod. Ran & Gwiz)

Spiral (Prod.TGS)

LYRICS; I been thinking bout my life now
(Been thinking bout my life now)
Got some coke up on my knife now 
(Got some coke up on my knife now) 
Do I really wanna die now 
Do I really wannna die.. now 

Cocain got me higher than a plane 
Bottle of xans and I take em to my face 
So what ya gonna say?
Punk boi acting lame, goth bois gettin fame, bad bitches getting slay 


I got nothin to do now 
Everyone is actin cool now 
Bad bitches in my pool now 
Money stackin and they say wow 
Here we go 


OUTTA ORDER BTW

I Just Want Better Drugs ✘ (prod.gonnaberich)

room

(prod. Kubsy Beats)

333

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be you x

/ SVOBODA / 2020

room

i died and rose from the concrete <3

@die-young-die-young

Amnesia (fantom)

FLOWERBOY