@despairx Thanks man Im glad you like it! ❤️

Ugh come and waste my time
patience I don't have patience
Fuck another waitlist I'ma take this
yeah it's all mine
who you know can do it like me?
when I'm making music is the only time I like me
sex feeling empty she come and I never arrive
I guess it's my fault that you waste my time

I'm hungover from the last night
swear to god tell myself it's the last time
and I'm lying to myself so I can feel fine
how I distance myself from my own life

I cannot escape my mind so I'm watching anime and I'm wasting my time
and I'm in my head like a mother fucking med, in my head yeah I'm in my head

I cant talk to you its too hard
walk on top of me with no heart
flawed I am little broken
you helped me breath when I was choking
then let drown in the emotions
I cant take these plastic faces
fake ass makeshift statements say it
I can't take this all tonight

Why do all relationships end like this it wont work
I feel like I'm dying of thirst for something real
I don't know if ill find it but I promise I'm trying 

I'm hungover from the last night
swear to god tell myself it's the last time
and I'm lying to myself so I can feel fine
how I distance myself from my own life

I cannot escape my mind so I'm watching anime and I'm wasting my time
and you're in my head like a mother fucking med, in my head yeah you're in my head
I cannot escape my mind so I'm watching anime and I'm wasting my time
and you're in my head like a mother fucking med, in my head yeah you're in my head

I'm hungover from the last night
swear to god tell myself it's the last time
and I'm lying to myself so I can feel fine
how I distance myself from my own life
I cant help that I'm hurting
I've been better close curtains
stay inside keep working
I feel alive when I'm singing yeah

Wasting Time (southern)

Exercising apathy protect my neck from enemies
tell my friends im fine tell my friends im fine
Everybody's everybody's someone else out here, out here
I cant take much more of this, my stomach's worried sick
so much on top of me I'm caving in, please never pity me I pride myself too much
I'll never ask for help again don't hate me when I close off

Everybody's everybody's someone else out here
Everybody's everybody's someone else out here
Everybody's everybody's everybodies someone else
Someone else someone else someone else someone else
someone else someone else someone else someone else
EVERYBODY FEELS SO FAKE TO ME I CAN'T ESCAPE REALITY

She's only ever in my dreams as vividly as all reality
you aren't real but you take the breath out of me...

Exercising apathy protect my neck from enemies
tell my friends im fine tell my friends im fine
Everybody's everybodies someone else out here, out here
I cant take much more of this, my stomach's worried sick
so much on top of me I'm caving in, please never pity me I pride myself too much
I'll never ask for help again don't hate me when I close off

Everybody's everybody's someone else out here
Everybody's everybody's someone else out here
Everybody's everybody's everybody's someone else
Someone else someone else someone else someone else
someone else someone else someone else someone else
EVERYBODY FEELS SO FAKE TO ME I CAN'T ESCAPE REALITY

Reality (Quiteevil)

I know what I need, I don't wanna leave
I don't want to leave you baby
She said "you don't need a reason to love me
my heart hurts bad can you feel it when you hug me?"
🖤
My heart in pieces looking something like an artifact, my mood swinging and its changing like the season
Just talk to me and ask how I'm doing it means more than all of the extra shit that you're doing
Times change like they're in rotation but my base form grows like a super saiyan
She's more like a brat than a barbie, smoke a lot of weed and she parties
And she's got a choker on with a chip on her shoulder and she melts when I hold her
🖤
She said "you don't need a reason to love me
my heart hurts bad can you feel it when you hug me?"
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm trying,
it's hard to believe that you're my baby
Oh oh woah woah woah woah woah 
you would not believe the things I've seen
🖤
Lost inside the void there's no feeling that's attached
tell me baby is it pure do us opposites attract?
Would you hold me to the end would you be more than my friend?
No one fucks you like I do let's be more than what we are
More than what we are more than what we are more than what we are
🖤
She said "you don't need a reason to love me
my heart hurts bad can you feel it when you hug me?"
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm trying,
it's hard to believe that you're my baby
That you're my baby, that you're my baby
She said "you don't need a reason to love me
my heart hurts can you feel it when you hug me?"
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm trying,
it's hard to believe that you're my baby
Oh oh woah woah woah woah woah 
you would not believe the things I've seen

YOU WOULD NOT BELIEVE (iof x imnotokay)

i want you to hold me back
break me, break me like you mean it baby
break me like you like me, show me how you like it
she wants it extra nasty and she wants it done in public

she a real freak in her dads new sports car
i fucked her in the back he dont like me i dont care
my nails painted pretty someone told me ima make it
today that made day so thank you
im trying with all of my might
im working all day and all damn night
but these crazy girls are taking too much real estate inside my mind
(inside my mind, yeah)
driving in a drop top sun on my skin
she stole my sunblock what a bitch
i pull up at the function with my whole clique
dont know about fun but i'm here getting lit

break me like you like me, show me how you like it
she wants it extra nasty and she wants it done in public
yeah, no sunblock she my sun thief shawty

i want you to hold me back
break me, break me like you mean it baby
break me like you like me, show me how you like it
she wants it extra nasty and she wants it done in public

she a real freak in her dads new sports car
i fucked her in the back he dont like me i dont care
my nails painted pretty someone told me ima make it
today that made day so thank you
im trying with all of my might
im working all day and all damn night
but these crazy girls are taking too much real estate inside my mind
(inside my mind, yeah)
driving in a drop top sun on my skin
she stole my sunblock what a bitch
i pull up at the function with my whole clique
dont know about fun but i'm here getting lit

SUNTHIEF (splashgvng)

produced by the man https://www.instagram.com/prodalyce/ & https://www.instagram.com/prodkilljames/

lyrics:

when the moon is rising, imma be the empty shadow
i don’t need to see tomorrow, like a figurine feel hollow
if u wanna say it to my face, come and see me
i gotta let this go, it's all for nothin, fuckin really?
i just roll alone, see the darkness in my head
u realize u livin, fuck that, cause i feel dead
say my name but i see u still stuck at the bottom
hate me, idc, now we have something in common

take the mask off, now u acting up in place
don’t u try, it’s a waste, fake the smile onto ur face
i see how u been actin, now i see u love the chattin
there’s something u not havin, now u think u fucking snapping
they keep actin black and white, everything feels like a fight
im so sick of everybody man, fuck makin things right
lose myself into the crowd so i'm staying outta sight
i'm sleepin thru the days i come alive in the night

i’m the best in my own head, man fuck anything else
ever since i went insane that’s when life went well
they see the way i step and now they have something to say
i’m the king of darkness, u a peasant in the fuckin day
u wouldn’t act the same if u saw life thru my eyes
i’m my biggest enemy, i’ve been plannin my demise
fuck preaching only gonna say what the fuck i feel
u a pussy, u a bitch, u not real i know the deal

take the mask off, now u acting up in place
don’t u try, it’s a waste, fake the smile onto ur face
i see how u been actin, now i see u love the chattin
there’s something u not havin, now u think u fucking snapping
they keep actin black and white, everything feels like a fight
im sick of everybody man, fuck makin things right
lose myself into the crowd so i'm staying outta sight
i'm sleepin thru the days i come alive in the night

- lyric video 🕷️

- take the mask off //prod. alyce x killjames

Maybe I should take my nerves and lock them all away, get a job a drink the pain away oh wait
Nothing ever worked if it worked and I've seen so much for 21 youd think my lifes a movie
Know I'm here for you when it gets bad and need a shoulder you can cry on
'Cause I'm warm and if I said I didn't care then I'd be lying
I just want to listen to you make you feel alright
Dont worry when I'm gone just remember you're a star too

Feel what I feel, I dont know- I dont know what to do
Feel me

Maybe I should take my nerves and lock them all away, get a job and drink the pain away oh wait
Nothing ever works when it was given to me, I've seen so much you'd think my life was a movie
And if I decide to die I want you to know its not your fault and I love you
You helped me when its hard more than you could know, that's why I gotta go <3

Nerves Of Steel (rinne)

When Angels Cry In Heaven

Check out my homie: https://soundcloud.com/ripthepetals



Rivilin:

What do you want, 
what do you need,
Nothing much, nothing more Left to rot on the floor
Stabbed in the throat, bleeding gushing everything is fine

Lost in my dreams
So numb I don’t feel a thing
Breaking bones, just to wake up, Now im feeling so just stuck
In my dreams, smothering me till I won’t wake up

how do you define my personality
am I to you just another insecurity
we can walk right through me, left the house that we built
where we thought that we never existed

down the ally is where I roam prescription ghost is how im known
it was evident that you never notice I was even their
you built support rafters of disgust underneath my skin
a pedal stool for emptiness that seeps through scars on my chin

no heartache without me, just tension in between
of places I love, the ones I hate, yeah now im your fiend
watch my life from the soapbox, won’t you come and let me rot
im sick of hanging onto strings that don’t seem to ever move

can I call this living, more sleep then im awake
becoming a paperweight for my sheets I feel like im lost in a state
crack in the crown won’t mend back on the drugs again
ash on my fingernails I think its time to leave

RIPTHEPETALS:

Laying In my bed, colour in my tattoos
I love your face when your in a bad mood
These pills fuck up my lust
Girl hold me close I want your touch
I don’t really care what they think
Blossom Boy till I lay down 6 feet deep
Loser kid they all hated Jamie
The petals up from this pit I lay in

Run it up cut my wrist when I cry, yeah
Hate me, bury me, amphetamines in my stream, OD, yeah
Cheating hoe, get out of our scene, ayyo
You wanna be the fucking kid, put some work in
We the Coven, don’t fuck with the clique, ayyo
Suicide in our minds, so we’ll die for you

WHAT DO YOU NEED (FT. RIPTHEPETALS)

Featuring: @frvrndalwys
Mixed: Reed
Mastered: Reed
Produced: Reed
Written: Ari Vega and Frvr&Alwys

Lyrics:

(Chorus) Reedkun

Where are you going?
You’re outta my life 
tired of running?
You know that ain’t right
My Tears overflowing 
You know ima cry
I ain’t defeated 
You won’t win this time

(Verse) Frvr

Where did you go?
Why did you lie?
It’s cold without you by my side
I do not know 
if it is right
I saw you in my dreams that night
I 
cried
all 
night 
About you
You 
left 
me 
feeling 
confused 
It’s a lie when they say it’s true love
This is leaving me a mess so ima get numb
I’ve never felt so see through
I never thought that it would be me and you
Lately I’ve been putting these walls up
I don’t wanna be sober, get me fucked up

(Chorus) Reedkun

Where are you going?
You’re outta my life 
tired of running?
You know that ain’t right
My Tears overflowing 
You know ima cry
I ain’t defeated 
You won’t win this time

Where are you going?
You’re outta my life 
tired of running?
You know that ain’t right
My Tears overflowing 
You know ima cry
I ain’t defeated 
You won’t win this time

FRVR X ARI - NOT THIS TIME W/ FRVR&ALWYS [PROD. REEDKUN]

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Tragedy

The Runaway

The Runaway [Prod. KyG Beats]

i died and rose from the concrete <3

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Wasting Time (southern)

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