I can show you pain, I can show you things
Look inside and see you don't wanna be me
I can show you pain, I can show you things
You think I'm insane, Oh you wouldnt believe

~

Tell me that you know what it's like
Tell me that you know what I am

My skin opaque a tan won't take
My heads got hair down to my nape
My nails stay black my heart stay gold
I know you wanted some of that

I don't really know how to be a normal person
so many things I'm learning that they see in me

Brought me to my knees, inhale you when we kiss
I got used to the pain the pain is bliss
Brought me to my knees, inhale you when we kiss
I needed the hurt to breath

I can show you pain, I can show you things
Look inside and see you don't wanna be me
I can show you pain, I can show you things
You think I'm insane, Oh you wouldnt believe
I can show you pain, I can show you things
Look inside and see you don't wanna be me
I can show you pain, I can show you things
You think I'm insane, Oh you wouldnt believe

PAIN (puhf)

i dont really care what you think of me
my head hurts half the time so i aint listening
her eyes were glistening i started shivering
it wasnt cold its just that i dont know what im doing
hit it from the back so she cant see my face 'cause
i dont wanna be here so who am i here for?

im holding back so much i turn to ash and dust
because the feeling the i loved so much has just begun to cut

dont fall in love with me
(just touch, touch me)
dont fall in love with me
(just touch me, i cant handle it right now)

half of me is here and the other half is gone
left my fucking body just so i could write this song
(x2)
	
i dont really care what you think of me
my head hurts half the time so i aint listening
her eyes were glistening i started shivering 
it wasnt cold its just that this is fucking killing me 

dont fall in love with me
dont fall in love with me

falling in love with me shes awful good and
i just hope that she accepts how deeply flawed i am
i wish i didnt care what you think of me
my head hurts half the time i wish that i was listening

LOVE DEAF (iof x king theta)

Stream On Spotify

Tears Ran Dry

thank you @morganwylder for spicing up the beat <3

Slowly I stop looking back
I'm surrendering I'm surrendering to clarity
Slowly I stop looking back
I'm surrendering to clarity
Don't worry I'll be here until my time is up
My time is up now who'd have known?
Slowly I stop looking back
I'm surrendering I'm surrendering to clarity
Slowly I stop looking back
I'm surrendering to clarity
Don't worry I'll be here until my time is up
Until my time is up, my time is up now who'd have known? 
Slowly I stop looking back
I'm surrendering I'm surrendering to clarity
Slowly I stop looking back
I'm surrendering to clarity
Don't worry I'll be here until my time is up
My time is up now who'd have known?
Slowly I stop looking back
I'm surrendering I'm surrendering to clarity
Slowly I stop looking back
I'm surrendering to clarity
Don't worry I'll be here until my time is up
Until my time is up, my time is up now who'd have known?

Clarity (skgotthesauce x yeezo x morgan wylder)

Vljida

we have you surrounded

I've Been Smoking Ciggs In The Dark
So Tell Me What We're Living For 
Take What I Can When I Want
I Was Never One To Pay Upfront No

So Tell Me What To Do In My Sparetime
Cause I Got Nothing To Do Now
No I Got Nothing At All
Time Is Ticking I Got Nothing At All

She Broke My Heart So I Stay Indoors
Drinking And Smoking I Ain't Showing Remorse To You, Or Myself
I See A Shooting Star But Nothing Really Helps

So Tell Me What We're Living For
When All I Do Is Stay Behind Closed Doors
Time Is Ticking But I'm Stuck In Reverse
My Head Is Crowded Yeah I Think I've Been Cursed

Nothing Fucking Helps Please Give Me Some Help
I'm Crying Out Loud While I'm Drowing By Myself

Nothing Fucking Helps Please Give Me Some Help
I'm Crying Out Loud While I'm Drowing By Myself

So Tell Me What We're Living For
When All I Do Is Stay Behind Closed Doors
Time Is Ticking But I'm Stuck In Reverse
My Head Is Crowded Yeah I Think I've Been Cursed

So Tell Me What To Do In My Sparetime
Cause I Got Nothing To Do Now
No I Got Nothing At All
Time Is Ticking I Got Nothing At All

She Broke My Heart So I Stay Indoors
Drinking And Smoking I Ain't Showing Remorse To You, Or Myself
I See A Shooting Star But Nothing Really Helps

So Tell Me What We're Living For
When All I Do Is Stay Behind Closed Doors
Time Is Ticking But I'm Stuck In Reverse
My Head Is Crowded Yeah I Think I've Been Cursed

Nothing At All (Prod.Youngkxge & Misan)

Check out my homie: https://soundcloud.com/ripthepetals



Rivilin:

What do you want, 
what do you need,
Nothing much, nothing more Left to rot on the floor
Stabbed in the throat, bleeding gushing everything is fine

Lost in my dreams
So numb I don’t feel a thing
Breaking bones, just to wake up, Now im feeling so just stuck
In my dreams, smothering me till I won’t wake up

how do you define my personality
am I to you just another insecurity
we can walk right through me, left the house that we built
where we thought that we never existed

down the ally is where I roam prescription ghost is how im known
it was evident that you never notice I was even their
you built support rafters of disgust underneath my skin
a pedal stool for emptiness that seeps through scars on my chin

no heartache without me, just tension in between
of places I love, the ones I hate, yeah now im your fiend
watch my life from the soapbox, won’t you come and let me rot
im sick of hanging onto strings that don’t seem to ever move

can I call this living, more sleep then im awake
becoming a paperweight for my sheets I feel like im lost in a state
crack in the crown won’t mend back on the drugs again
ash on my fingernails I think its time to leave

RIPTHEPETALS:

Laying In my bed, colour in my tattoos
I love your face when your in a bad mood
These pills fuck up my lust
Girl hold me close I want your touch
I don’t really care what they think
Blossom Boy till I lay down 6 feet deep
Loser kid they all hated Jamie
The petals up from this pit I lay in

Run it up cut my wrist when I cry, yeah
Hate me, bury me, amphetamines in my stream, OD, yeah
Cheating hoe, get out of our scene, ayyo
You wanna be the fucking kid, put some work in
We the Coven, don’t fuck with the clique, ayyo
Suicide in our minds, so we’ll die for you

WHAT DO YOU NEED (FT. RIPTHEPETALS)

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin
check my homie 
https://soundcloud.com/skylar_allen

looking down im not used to this
yeah under my feet into the black abyss
cus   ill stare at it as it stares through me
yeah its   under my skin yeah it yearns to be free 

cus i became the problem i never meant to be
cus i linger in the forest weighed down by the leaves
cus my mental capacity is over the limit 
if i stay anymore you know im gonna relapse

cus you always stare at me like a freak
no i never understood social interactions
i try to be numb for just one damn secound
so i hide in the daylight always under a disguise

driving around our old neighborhood
memories come back and the tears start to swell
yeah back then i still remember you
if i could come back yeah i would

most days im know not coping
im a piece of shit you know it to be true
you spend to much time just hoping
that if you pray maybe he will come back to you

if i could tell me lost friend something
i hope your listening, i really just miss you
i spend all my time loathing
the fact i let you go i cant accept its true

-- SKYLARALLEN

Tell me it’s all a game 
Cause you don’t feel the same 
Wont let you seal my fate
I been lost but I’m finally on the right page 
Wrong time I been caught up in the wrong place
won’t lie I was always tryna find ways
To get by all alone it’s a damn shame 
Never listen when they tryna get to my brain

Living in a battle perpetuating regret
I been thinking bout escaping instead of making amends
Everybody saying something but they just wanna pretend 
Looking round I cannot tell who’s an enemy or a friend 
Take it all away 
Til I know what’s meant for me 
I won’t go til I know it’s meant to be
Looking in the mirror wonder what is left of me 
Take a breath like I know it’s destiny 

Look around 
Fall back 
Feel the world in my hand like that
Take a breath 
Wont last
Monsters in my head I’m trapped

Water;Liar Ft. skylarallen

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

https://soundcloud.com/ripthepetals

yeah, is this just the price of existence
It’s nothing chemical I think it’s the distance
two wrongs make a right in the system 
and were both fucked in the head, what's the difference?


yeah I don’t feel the love or affection
sleep is better cus then my life is fiction
you always got time for him, 
so I sit in this dark room, steady wishing

yeah, I’ve been breaking bones to make it work
peel the fingernails you’re watching the skin burn
tell me what’s wrong? 
you’re always on ig live steady crying

yeah, maybe I was the asshole all along
watch the comments say that I was all wrong
I wish i wasn’t always alone, 
im always fucking alone, please pick up the phone

EXISTENCE; LOSING INTEREST FT. RIPTHEPETALS

Self produced / Sad  

CONTACT: RIVILINAU@GMAIL.COM

WHAT DO YOU NEED (FT. RIPTHEPETALS)

Rivilin

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