Wasting My Time

pov you will never be @dethtech

i'm alone again and i just want out
some girls looking at me
now i'm freaking out
you must think i'm stupid
like i'm new to this
like i wont do shit
i know i cant trust you
leave me in a ditch til my corpse turns blue

everyone is trying to kill me
you can all just stop pretending
all your lies are never ending
unload the clip until its empty

all my so called friends had to get cut off
i just didn't want to get my head sawed off
you might think i'm crazy
well yeah sure like i guess maybe
i've been so sick lately
i can never tell if you love or hate me

every1 is tryin 2 kill me 0_o

@weejk

lyrics:

he went to his mum's he's not coming back
said that hes a femboy something like that
wearing little skirts just to attract
f*ggots on the internet
yeah hes always on that messaging app
speaking real high pitched no i don't like that
always watching anime or something
i just really wanted to go camping

i just want my son
want my son back x6

he told me that he wanted to get surgery
i told him that he'd end up in purgatory
how did he expect me to react? 
i cant give him eye contact
wouldnt really care if he was just gay
but now he legally goes by a new name
he wore a fucking maid dress to a party
now he's always calling me a n*zi

i just want my son
want my son back x6

I Just Want My Son Back - Fwuppy reupload

please don’t drag it on
why can’t you see my jeans drag
can’t you see my hairs black
you look sad alone
come be sad with me
sharing razors when we bleed out

you make me feel like nothing
i swear that means something

every time you feel loved 
i will destroy you with my spite 

with your fingerless gloves
baggy jeans 19 enough

Sharing Razors demo

small song i came up with 

lyrics:
when i wake up
i think abt her
i dont need drugs
i just need her hugs 
her pretty hair is long and luscious and	
shes so cute oh my god

its kinda funny
how much i like her
i stalked her twitter
yet again

shes posting pics
shes posting with another guy
but shes so cute oh my god

on my mind 
she stays there
in my dreams 
shes a beam
in my ears
her voice rings
in my heart 
i feel pain
on my mind 
she stays there
in my dreams 
ill see her
shes so cute oh my god

shes so cute oh my god
and she hates me what the fuck
and shes so cute oh my god
and she hates me what the fuck
shes so cute oh my god
and shes so cute oh my god
and she hates me what the fuck
shes so cute oh my god

shes so cute oh my god

ifbirdswerereal cover

i think id rather die
than hav 2 put up w/ u
i c ur schewpid fukin face
in evrythin tht i do
so if u wanna die
i want u 2 die 2
i hope u take ur fukin lyfe
cuz its the least u cud do

an wen u fukin die
ye ill b laughin @ u
thats wat u get 4 all the
schewpid shit u put me thru
an @ ur funeral
ill have dem play dis song 2
an make sure evry fukin soul
knows tht its abt u

id rather die than hav 2 put up with u //_0

sorry tech
28/11/24

i let go of what made me whole
and dug myself a deeper hole
i fucking hate being alone
but its all ive ever known
theres nobody left to care
so why the fuck am i still scared?
i dont think there's any coming back from this

i cant find any bliss

cant take living in this skin
did my life ever really begin?
sink into my cold sheets
dont wanna wake up this week

id ask u to stay
but ure too far away
i dont know if i can take another day
i wanna find a way
to not be so afraid
maybe then i could fix this mess ive made

im the worst of lovers
we'll never find each other
im a jerk, ill suffer
and youll just find another

bliss

i miss you

nxp / dethtech cover

u say that im too mean to u but i dont even try
u dont like the things i do so go ahead and cry
if u want to go away, go ahead i wont complain

am i wasting ur time?
am i wasting ur time? cuz ur wasting mine

ur wasting my time
ur wasting my time

there u go, there u go again, all i do is sigh
i cant be what u want me to be, i wont even try
u keep on talkin ur gibberish
i think ive just abt had enuff of this

am i wasting ur time?
am i wasting ur time? cuz ur wasting mine

ur wasting my time
ur wasting my time

u say that im too mean to u but i dont even try
u dont like the things i do so go ahead and cry
if u want to go away, go ahead i wont complain

am i wasting ur time?
am i wasting ur time? cuz ur wasting mine

wasting my time

"you know what i think, punpun? there is a loneliness thats part of living as a human being, that you can never get rid of."

everything prod me


lyrics:
i couldve seen
this from afar
and now i know
the man you are 
you broke her heart
you took her spot
and now she lays 
with a broken face

her fate at stake
at the hands of a snake
you self destruct
as she tests her luck
a love so stark
a love so dark
push it all away
in the name of your god

i cant do this shit anymore
im gonna take you down with me
i cant do this shit anymore
im gonna take you down with me
i cant do this shit anymore
im gonna take you down with me
i cant do this shit anymore
im gonna take you down with me

running around inside my messed up head
dont leave me to rot, i wanna be on your bed
take my hand, i wanna go somewhere
a place so far, its called kagoshima







wowowowow im back hi guys !!!! sorry for disappearing. ive been working on getting a sound i like and ive finally found it so yaaaaaa. i hope yall enjoy this song

kagoshima

i will fucking end u all

all these years fucked over by you
u didnt shut ur mouth so ill do it for u
ill never stop till everyone u love 
is buried 6 feet in the fucking dirt

come meet in the alley
ive got a bottle for u
ill cave it in ur skull
and let it bleed thru
come meet in the alley
ill fucking end u
the last thing u see
ur fucking god

this knife i drive into ur heart
u cry out in pain, ur blood soaks my arm


id rather die than hav 2 put up with u //_0

izumi