i let go of what made me whole
and dug myself a deeper hole
i fucking hate being alone
but it's all i've ever known
there's nobody left to care
so why the fuck am i still scared?
i don't think there's any coming back from this

i can't find any bliss

can't take living in this skin
did my life ever really begin?
sink into my cold sheets
don't wanna wake up this week

i'd ask you to stay
but you're too far away
i don't know if i can take another day
i wanna find a way
to not be so afraid
maybe then i could fix this mess i've made

i'm the worst of lovers
we'll never find each other
i'm a jerk, i'll suffer
and you'll just find another

Bliss

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take them back to the days
when we were family
my breath was your breath when we were young
i think it's funny how the times have changed
throw being jelous in the mix
and now all i know of you is a name
couldn't have came at a better time
this ends right now

we gave all of ourselves to entertain you
we're only hurting us
we gave all of ourselves to entertain you
we're only hurting ourselves

i'm a god amongst your ants and your girlfriends
and you act like you don't even know
cause you have'nt been here for too long
i called this right from the start
turn my back for a second
now all i hear is a shot in the dark
use my name like you know me
you're all the same

keep running your mouth

we gave all of ourselves to entertain you
we're only hurting us
we gave all of ourselves to entertain you
we're only hurting ourselves

mark my words, we're taking over the world

a shot in the dark

and i cant take this shit no more
my blood spills out all on the floor
you promised everything to me
but all you did was ruin me

you have lips like razor blades
your words cut through my fucking veins
kiss my neck and bring me pain
my love was always in vain

darling take me back to before
i cant even look at your face anymore
darling i'm losing my mind
you make me want to fucking die

i've had enough of you
nothing you said was true
ran off to some fucking guy
the moment we were through
and i cant take this shit
hope you find someone who loves it

don't go don't go
darling youre all i know
please go please go
you make me feel so alone
don't go don't go
darling youre all i know
please go please go
better off with no home

darling take me back to before
i cant even look at your face anymore
darling i'm losing my mind
you make me want to fucking die

im just ur problem

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If they all hurt me
Why shouldn't I do the same? 
I keep it all in a bottle 
As I sit around, twirl and waddle

Into walls, smash my body on the concrete 
Put a brick on the gas and leave me in the backseat
I guess you were right all along

It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along
It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along

And I wanted you to suffer 
Just as much as I did 
But now I just want you to watch me,
Yeah, I just want you to watch me

Pour my guts out on your shirt
Self myself ablaze, for you it wouldn't hurt 
But to me, this means everything 
This means everything to me 

It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along
It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along

Your eyes, my pain
Your eyes, my pain

Watch Me Hurt Myself (And I'll Be Yours)

featuring @dethtech

i won't see angels when i die
let it happen, let me lie here
i'm done trying to be like you
keep pretending like you didn't steal my heart
you'll take all i have and take all my memories

these blood stained eyes can't see your face
i can't stop the blood

when i'm dead ill write to you in dreams
roses dying, light the cigarette, i'm a bloody mess
i should've known our love would end in tragedy
i watch the tears fall from your eyes, i'm so heartless

buried deep beneath your skin
lies the hurt that broke you
clawing from within
god knows the height i've left to fall
all i can see is you've gone cold

when i'm dead ill write to you in dreams
roses dying, light the cigarette, i'm a bloody mess
i should've known our love would end in tragedy
i watch the tears fall from your eyes, i'm so heartless

i can't sleep when im with you
she had the wings of an angel
but that girl was a devil in disguise
i saw her wings were broken
so she just stood there as i died

i wont see angels when i die, they'll laugh as i fall

i wont see angels when i die, they'll laugh as i fall ft. DethTech

DethTech - better late than never

featuring @dethtech

come on in, my blood is fresh
and your lips are so sweet
if you don't hurt me
you'll be the first that ever did
i pray every night that the sun will shine like it used when we were young
i know that you're not afraid of me
even though you should be

and if you wanted, i'll come and take it all away
and if she hated my guts i'd give my heart away
i know she knows i know, i know, she'll suck the blood right from my wrists
if that's all she wanted, i'm so fucked up anyway

you didn't hit a nerve, you hit my artery
so hellbent on draining every part of me
but these blood stains won't just wash away
all that remains of yesterday

i cant stand you anyway
i know you're a slut for me

and if you wanted, i'll come and take it all away
and if she hated my guts i'd give my heart away
i know she knows i know, i know, she'll suck the blood right from my wrists
if that's all she wanted, i'm so fucked up anyway

the way you hate makes me feel so weak
just put me out my misery
the way you hate makes me want to freak
just put me out my misery

i wont see angels when i die, they'll laugh as i fall ft. DethTech

izumi is dead