i re made deterioratig
old: https://soundcloud.com/kittydoggo/deteriorating

deteriorating (remastered)

really proud of this one 
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is it easy or not?
will u leave me to rot?
im starting to feel like i dont have a choice
will i create some love
is there somewhere high up above
we'll be screaming this until i lose my voice

deterministic reality vs randomization
im feeling passion inside of me but my minds losing patience 
been waiting ever so eagerly to achieve satiation
even if i am aware of it im still prone to invasion

im calling out to my god, not the god thats within me
and with a blink of an eye i see the ending's beginning
future's dead to me now, past can lose its meaning
with all this mass passing through me ill cry out every season

i dont have a choice
changing is all that i am
i choose to not give a damn
cause im a cycle theres no stopping it
i do have a choice
a signifying one
that choice is all that ive done

dont have a choice

#SHITVENTMUSICBYKD omggg!!!!
ur gonna need the lyrics this shit is unintelligible otherwise:

ive been biting my claws until they bleed
ive been losing myself and losing sleep
ive recorded so much just to press delete
cause i cant fucking stand hearing myself speak
(kittydoggo)

i fucking hate my natural voice
so i just crank the autotune
i fucking love my natural voice
that i don't have the space to use

im not fucking living in 2023
im living in a dissociated fantasy
where i'm always the center of attention
"everybody likes you!" so where is everyone then?

i wanna get fucking worse
i wanna get fucking worse oh
dont wanna get fucking worse
dont wanna get fucking worse no
i wanna get fucking worse
i wanna get fucking worse oh
wont let myself get worse
dont wanna let myself get worse

i fucking hate my natural voice
so i just crank the autotune
i fucking love my natural voice
that i don't have the space to use

dissociated fantasy

AutoTune bullshit
if you wanna see the lyrics here ya fucking go;

Bitch wake up
(wake up)
and come with me
where your fantasies become reality
we got you and me
in the back seat

Kissing you like never needing the world
you're so hot(hot)
And so sweet
I wish this will last forever~
Nya!

When we're in the back seat
you kiss me
I lean into you like no other
you're all I need
(Just kiss me~)

Bitch wake up
(wake up)
and come with me
where your fantasies become reality
we got you and me
in the back seat

Just shut up and kiss me
No need for speaking
you're Actions already say enough
you're so hot
so sweet
Nya!~

When we're in the back seat
you kiss me
I lean into you like no other
you're so cute
so cozy
you're all I need~!
(Yeah..!)



You & Me / I AUTOTUNED THIS SO MUCH 💀

AutoTune Bullshitt

See me standing there
By the sunsrise
Thinking about life
standing there on the edge.
Hoping I would die
(oh...).

Waiting for the one day I don't wake up
tell me one thing
Why aren't I enough
I love to damn fast
It was a simple task
not love so fast

Tell me one god damn thing
about your stupid life
Idgaf
bout you no more
it was a simple task
why do I love so fucking fast?



Simple Task

bite into my mind
i wanna feel ur teeth inside my thoughts
just fuckin
eat it like ur last meal
idc i wanna forget things i dont want

consume my perception
make my brain have no reception
i want my only connection
to be this broken obsession

my router in your hands
disconnected from the network
i can't see my own existance
you just click with me like clockwork

my digital wires are fried
so eat them like crispy french fries
i feel like im going to die
i feel like im going to di-i-i-ie

bite into my mind
i wanna feel ur teeth inside my thoughts
just fuc-
consume my perception
make my brain have no reception
i want my router in your hands
disconnected from the network
i-i feel like im going to die
i feel like im going to die

don't leave me hanging
stuck all day trying to connect
i got no patience
so why keep tearing at my threads
i thought you were all i wanted
but now i got nothing left
i really miss what i had
I REALLY MISS WHO I AM!!

SO BITE INTO MY MIND
LEAVE ME WITH NO CONNECTIONS
ALL OF MY WIRES EXPOSED
LEAVING MY MOTHERBOARD BROKEN
ALL OF MY DATA'S CORRUPTING
SLOWLY LOSING ALL ITS POWER
BABY I LOST ALL RECEPTION
BUT ILL BE BACK THE NEXT HOUR!!

1. no reception

(hahaha, i dont care anymore! your heart's shattered on the ground? thats great! i'm so fuckin proud of myself)

so you wanna test me??
dreams dont come true when you
best me
its not made for you
years catching up to me, feel my patience running thin
hear me scream out again and let the cycle begin

i can't wait! to tear your fucking heart out
im a heartbreaker, baby im a fuckin wreck
you better stay away!! for the good of ur own mindset!!
sculpted for eternity, sculpted for the grindset

yeahhhh im married to the grind you know it treats me right
it leaves me crying out for help until i cant fight
it's too busy thinking about other people to notice
im fucked up and crazy and betting on a death wish

i'm seeing the flaws in the ways that im breathing
i'm tainted with all of these heartbreaker feelings
i want to have love in the way that im treated
i want you to love me, the way that i love

do you believe in love,
do you think souls can intertwine?
do you feel like everything will be fine?
will you ever be secure in time?
everything is bright,
the universe is on our side
love is falling into place forever
i'll cherish these moments til i die, yea

3. heartbreaker feelings

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idk, but im gonna fix it.

instrumental: https://soundcloud.com/rarded/heart-broken-bitch-instrumental

what's it like to be a heart broken bitch? [autotuned]

Music by Vylet
Vocals by Vylet
w/ Background Vocals by Namii
Art by Cassettepunk + (also inspired by the art)
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LESBIAN PONIES WITH WEAPONS (FT. NAMII)

im m  proud of this,,,,   :)
animation: 

lyrics:

COPE!

dreams become reality but not in the right way
motive in my heart to create something that i crave
if its not straightforward then ill curve to make it straight 
its a paranormal parasocial selfish masquerade 

I AM JUST AN ANIMAL I BELONG IN YOUR CAGE
I COULD BE YOUR SERVANT I DESERVE IT ANYWAY
TAKE BACK FROM THE BROKEN PIECES REWRITE WHAT I GAVE
IM A TWISTED NARCISSISTIC BASTARD LIVING IN FAER BRAIN

COPE!

dreams become insanity 
fiction is my reality
flopp a way from my imminent fatality

dreaming of another world
where they took my morality
if it was real
the blacklight would be pointed at me

dont have to be scared you see
my visions aren't misery
555
change is what the angel's telling me

coping with our history
i wake up and i go to sleep
but next time ill make sure
we'll wake up in another dream

COPE! [prod. kittydoggo]

My song covers are ass ✌️
They/Them pronouns
My life is really shitty right now! :)
My mental health is constantly deteriorating.
I feel overwhelmed, and constantly guilty for everything I don't do. :)


hey everyone! I'm a small content creator on YouTube, And I love making Animations, While I haven't been on my YouTube account for the longest I have had other accounts In the past. I make song covers and Some music.
I Love to draw, And I am also a Vtuber!
And while i may not be so well recognized, i feel happy where i am on the platform right now, on youtube.

Simple Task

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