Hi guys high school music club watches serial experiments lain

6/4
there is no real reason the song is named phil other than i think its funny

phil

thefutureisnow

holiday

bye bye 2023!

it’s 6am go start your day
no point in tryna fight it 
look in the mirror check myself 
who cares if i don’t like it 
don’t know how i live with this
nothing underneath i’ll get rid of it
delete all the proof all the evidence
cause i can’t be remembered looking like this


there’s broken glass
all over the floor
i see my face on the pieces
and i just wanna break them more
reflecting just hurts 
cause my reflection gets worse 
but i can’t take it back anymore
my self confidence gone 
when i’m seeing it all
i felt vulnerable with all my clothes still on 
i stepped on the glass again
my foots bleeding out 
still see my face in the fractures
i’ll never be proud

fractures (demo)

hoarder

hoarder is out now EVERYWHERE<3

listen here: https://push.fm/fl/hoarder

also hello to the #bros

follow josetta!
instagram: www.instagram.com/imjosetta
twitter: twitter.com/imjosetta

credits:
produced by: me
written by: me
mixed and mastered by: me
cover art shot by: @vlapplegate on instagram
cover art edited by: me

lyrics:

you just don’t get it.
your choices are affecting everyone
don’t wanna deal with it even after you are gone
i wish i said it
before it was too late
cause now the summers ending
and i just cannot seem to face

all your shit piling up
cleaning this up won’t be enough
yes, i know it fucking sucks
i just can’t bring myself to clean it up
you buy shit to cope with your hurt
you know it doesn’t fucking work
look at where you’ve gotten us
i knew i should’ve told you.

you’re a hoarder
(hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder)
you’re a hoarder
(hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder)
does that make me a hoarder?
(hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder)
guess it makes me a hoarder.
(hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder)

we’re driving home in your car again
tried to clean it, but you both’ll keep arguing
i’ve been getting sick and tired of all this shit
but mom and dad’ll always keep on wondering

why we don’t like ‘em 
why we don’t come home
why we kept fighting
and why we don’t call ‘em
why we don’t trust ‘em with all of our problems
(it’s starting to get clear)

you’re a hoarder
(hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder) (no)
you’re a hoarder
(hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder)
does that make me a hoarder?
(hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder) (no-oh-oh)
guess it makes me a hoarder.
(hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder) (i guess it makes me a hoarder, no-oh-oh)

oh yes, it’s hurting you
(no-oh, no, no-oh, no-oh, no)
it’s hurting me
oh, mother please
can’t you see what you did to me and our family? (i’m a hoarder, i’m a hoarder, i’m a hoarder)
why’d things have to change?
it hurts my brain, it’s not the same (no, no)
my life’s been rearranged
can you please explain?
was it not your intention?
(but was it not your intention?)