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frailty scraps

Jane Remover - your clothes [demo]

Persephone Numbers Station

Frailty

Jane Remover - can you tell? [Live Version] (Vinyl Rip)

lyrics:
I Feel it in my skin and I feel in my bones
I know your on your own I can feel it in my bones

I wanted to know what your friends think about me
Do they think I'm really cool I doubt it
I'm in need of something new I'm cloudy
How could I ever have you without it

I wanted to know what your friends think about me
Do they think I'm really cool I doubt it
I'm in need of something new I'm cloudy
How could I ever have you without it

Your clawing through the walls
Im going through my stuff
I been looking for a weapon that could mess you up
Maybe I could get attention if I text you first
I been overthinking maybe I don't do enough

I wanted to know what your friends think about me
Do they think I'm really cool I doubt it
I'm in need of something new I'm cloudy
How could I ever have you without it

I know I don't know what I'm doin
But catch me in a year or two (ok)
Ill be telling all my friends
I be telling all my friends about you

I been working on 
Working on my taste
Wandering around me hitting me with your cold gaze
I been living in a maze for a long time yeah can someone get me out of this shit

I been known im not yet it
If I told you what I'm thinking what'd you think
Ever wonder when you'll find something weird
Ever wonder if you'll find me death

I'm just doing my thing and you know nothing of it until I am gone
Because I just wanna know you think about me bout me bout me until I'm gone

wntd2

crutch

linoleum (demo)

produced by me
written/mixed/mastered by me
cover illustration by server (https://serverxyzz.carrd.co)
interpolates jishoumushoku by sasanomaly

[lyrics]
~verse 1~
i like to keep things close to the same
got personal problems adapting to change
i always plan things so far away
but when i get started its far too late
i like pretending i know what to do
like if i really feel at home then itll all come true
i like pretending ive made it on my own
when it could all end with a phone call home

~bridge~
god, its so hard
to juggle all the things that have been handed to me
but i cant stop
ive got to get back up

~chorus~
so im step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
maybe i just need something,
something to keep me down
it feels so lonely when i dip
my head into the clouds
this gravity's too open
sometimes i miss the ground
it feels so weird to kiss the earth
i wanna get right back to
step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
(step, step, step step it up)
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
(step, step, step step it up)
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop

~verse 2~
i try to sleep well, but every night
i cant shake the feeling im wasting time
ive gotta sink before i can fly
but im still afloat and i dont know why
maybe its all gonna slow way down,
thats all i can hope for, but i still dont know
i roll with the punches, i live in the now
i take a step forward and i double back

~chorus~
so im step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
maybe i just need something,
something to keep me down
it feels so lonely when i dip
my head into the clouds
this gravity's too open
sometimes i miss the ground
it feels so weird to kiss the earth
i wanna get right back to
step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
(step, step, step step it up)
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
(step, step, step step it up)
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop

Steps

onlyfans

found this on youtube before the og person took it down. enjoy

teenage robot

Darling with U, the musics made that way
My eyes aren’t blue, there's nothing i can do

(I still wanna be your-)

You know you want it
Theres no shame in the fact being a product makes you feel like a star
Born for the slaughter, bite your lips and loop up
Then I’ll discard you like the item you are

You can run but you cant hide, boy, i see through your eyes
I’ve chases after your shadow 7 different lifetimes
I know to keep it quiet, boy, tell another lie
Come meet me at your house, I’m starving right outside

Fate turns the light off on an empty stage
I dont waste my faith on miracles or paradise
Come sign your name off on an empty page
Light a candle for me if i make it past the night

Turn the lights off
Put on a show for the lens
I’ll take it all until i ruin your life
Sitting all alone
Ripping holes in a shirt
Just to be somebody else for a night

You know you want it
Theres no shame in the fact being a product makes you feel like a star
Born for the slaughter, bite your lips and loop up
Then I’ll discard you like the item you are

(I just love the-)
(Buena Musica)
(There’s magic in the air tonight)
(I am the queen of the universe)

Zero nine

wrote this one for a friend of mine who i was madly in love with last year lolol 

it's been sitting on my laptop since like october and is almost finished so expect this to be released on all plats at some point :]

i hope u like :]

i’ve been yearning
for couple of years
i tried to put it to bed
wish i could find my person
but it doesn’t seem
to be worth it in the end

then you came along
i felt those butterflies in my chest
you can guess the rest
that year has went and gone
my feelings never left
and i’m still so stuck in my head

and i know that
you think of me just as your closest friend
but if things were to change
would you feel the same?
i wanna know what’s going on inside your head

i want you so bad
and you know that
it’s a simple fact
wouldn’t it be so rad?

i want you so bad
(so bad so bad so bad)
i need you so bad
(so bad so bad so bad)
want you to give me a chance
(so bad so bad so bad)
want you to be my man
(so bad so bad so bad)

cause i want you so bad
i want ya
mmm
do you want me back?
i bet you want me back

finally typed out that text
gathered up the courage to read it and hit send
you said maybe, you said that it might be a yes
but i wont give my hopes up just yet

cause i don’t wanna misunderstand 
or jump to conclusions 
gotta see it from your lens
you don’t wanna see me heartbroken
this has torn me apart
i keep on asking questions
like “what if this is the start
of the end of the friendship?”

i want you so bad
and you know that
it’s a simple fact
wouldn’t it be so rad?

i want you so bad
(so bad so bad so bad)
i need you so bad
(so bad so bad so bad)
want you to give me a chance
(so bad so bad so bad)
want you to be my man
(so bad so bad so bad)

cause i want you so bad
i want ya
mmm
do you want me back?
i bet you want me back

i want you so bad
mm, mm
mmm
i want you so bad

i want you (so bad!) (demo)

i make music sometimes
my debut EP digitally altered is out now!!

i want you (so bad!) (demo)

josetta