Thank you
:)


what am i but proof
i chose you
push up had to move
left me black and blue
didn't think it was you
did think it was you
whatevers in this room
almost smells like U
man u left a bruise
man, u left a bruise

and youd never know
and you never knew
i just played it cool, oh
just tryna get shit poppin like the drums
fuck last summer, fuck love
glad that i showed U what it was 

and id like to smoke this pressure while yall fucked up at the club
and i guess ill be okay, but im still waiting on my plug
damn near blew a whistle when you said im acting dumb
you just switched, just like a pistol even though U damn near blood

and i sound super bitchy when i say im goin nuts
and i cannot fuck with you when i see for what it was
hate that i still miss you, if i see you catch a slug


you don't need salvation from me, get it from above
and know you don't need nothing from me, give your boo a hug
you don't need salvation from me, get it from above
and know you don't need nothing from me, give your boo a hug
you don't need salvation from me, get it from above
and know you don't need nothing from me, give your boo a hug
you don't need salvation from me, get it from above
and know you don't need nothing from me, give your boo a hug

you lie on my name, im losing friends and counting ones
if youre quick to hate, well then it prolly wasn't love
i dont owe nobody explanations, wtf?
"you need to look inside for guidance, not from up above"

bitch, im way too fly, i think i might be a dove
snap my fingers, calling in the pistols and the gloves
i dont got an issue cause i thrive when shit gets rough
make sure U brought tissue how yall jerk eachother off
grab yall by the ego apply pressure til U pop
i dont want no friends when this shit drops
dont want recognition? whyd they stop?

this bitch way too fried, this bit way too fried, ha
this shit way too fried, this shit way too fried, ha
this been way too fried, this bit way too fried ha,
this bitch way too fried, this bit way too fried, ha

Nice sprites Prod me

Track 3 - "Learning to Love Myself"
aka; A moment of reflection, let it be my last

Produced by sorrowful serenade
Vocals by JAYOVSN
Started March 23rd, 2025 - Finished April 2nd, 2025
140bpm Fmaj

Lyrics:

Crystal markings on my chest
Hold my hands as I repent
Lift my arms while I grow again
When I die, please let me rest

Ooh, but I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
Please God, let me roam
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't
Will you love me as you-

are x10000000000000000000

Hard to let go
Looking at the x's, o's,
No longer at home

Thinking 'bout past mistakes and
I wonder the most
If all of the wrongs been lingered

Feeling the pain in my sides
I guess this is my part of my life
Looking at the skies above
Now I'm just wondering why? (Ooh, but I don't wanna)

Go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
Please God, let me roam
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't
Will you love me as you-

(Ooh, but I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
Please God, let me roam
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't
Will you love me as you-)

also listen to bevels song that dropped today 
https://soundcloud.com/b3v3l/youll-see-exactly-what-i-mean/s-fQ2zbLri6XI?si=f57ba0252d7a481ea569802c4989b841&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Learning to Love Myself (with JAYOVSN)

"the guide to finding your home" 
aka; A hello to something new <3

Produced by sorrowful serenade
Vocals by sebstixns
Mixed and Mastered by sorrowful serenade
Started January 19th 2025 - Finished March 26th 2025 
140bpm Dmaj
Cover art done by sorrowful serenade and akuenstars

this was supposed to be a novel submission but they paused submissions at the time so I figured why not finish it LMAO

Lyrics:

sebastixns:
can you help me,
get out of here,
I'm losing, my sanity,
everything's weird

cause you're the most gorgeous person I've met in my life,
wanna be better for you I wanna be alright
I wish everything was different.
and we could go back in time
like yesterday

lost,
in time
the stars,
allign

I just wanna be better

was it a mistake
something I did
were going insane,
but I wanna live

the guide to finding your home (with sebstixns)

The 1

https://open.spotify.com/track/5qrFW0s3txDJGEzv2rfwvt?si=6f879e96e6f64dc7

@raaynen
baby you said you love me? say it to my face 
i heard you say that you would die for me
i hope you know that i would say the same
i need your presence give it all to me
i really hope you wouldn't lie to me
i wanna wake up with you next to me
i heard you said you love me? say it to my face
i really hope you wouldn’t lie to me
like oh my god
oh my god
oh my god
i think she feels the same
oh my god
oh my god
oh my god
she didn’t lie to me
you’re the reason i get up the morning
like you’re so important 
you got my heart racing
it’s you that i’m chasing
like baby don’t go
like baby don’t go
cause i couldn’t face it
i just want to see you now
hear the words come out my mouth
there’s something i can tell
and i just can’t explain how i felt
and i can’t tell what’s real
like baby can you tell me how it feels?
like can you see i made this just for you?
did you want me to?
yeah i hope you do
you’re my dream i can’t wake up
it’s not my fault i can’t get enough
looking in your eyes i called your bluff
and then you said you meant it and i fell in love
(oh my god)
(oh my god)
(oh my god)
(she didn’t lie to me)
baby you said you love me? say it to my face 
i heard you say that you would die for me
i hope you know that i would say the same
i need your presence give it all to me
i really hope you wouldn't lie to me
i wanna wake up with you next to me
i heard you said you love me? say it to my face
i really hope you wouldn’t lie to me
like oh my god
oh my god
oh my god
i think she feels the same
oh my god
oh my god
oh my god
she didn’t lie to me
oh my god
oh my god
oh my god 
oh my god
oh my god
(oh my god)
(oh my god)
(she didn’t lie to me)

be more

music video: https://youtu.be/FzlSl7FOFXU
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5Ul7HBNrpxD4t0KILRKyjD?si=9a9132ee567b4878
co-prod https://soundcloud.com/cus3d 2:24-3:13
also check this song out : https://on.soundcloud.com/pzkq73EwCvWmiyYz6

you'll see exactly what i mean

dont know if im gonna do anything witht his beat so i put one of my unreleased accapellas over it and it sounded cool @speal

Sharpened Blades

future songs won't sound like this i just wanted to post it and get it over with
ib the cabs

she dances in the spotlight, i stay in the dark
i trace all my thoughts just to tear them all apart
i start to talk quietly when they get louder

even if i tried, even if you wanted to change my whole life
i’d always end up running in circles
running in circles
even if i died, even if the whole world had turned from my side
i’d always end up running in circles
running in circles

running in circles (oct 2024 demo)

NIZTOPIA2025 @noob
ft @tansea

shoutout: @qlein, @trisonline, @zayok, @girlsynth, @imyzuli

@userscrs
i dont wanna talk about it
unless ur next me
cause ur not willing to be someone ur supposed to be
cause u can check the clock
its time for the closing scene
and im just tired of running
from this make believe
can we run it back
just another heart attack
can we run it back
just another heart attack

back..

back..

back..

back..

back..

@tansea
tell me what you want
and i never was the one
i know you're tired of me
i know you're tired of me
i know you're tired of me
i can make court side or pit side i can make time in the day
tell me a new lie for the day
i dont wanna run it back
i dont wanna run it back
tired of the way you always moving from the back
i dont wanna deal with that
i wanna move like that yeah
i wanna move like that yeah
i wanna move like that yeah
i dont wanna talk about it

@userscrs
i dont wanna talk about it
unless ur next me
cause ur not willing to be someone ur supposed to be
cause u can check the clock
its time for the closing scene
and im just tired of running
from this make believe
can we run it back
just another heart attack
can we run it back
just another heart attack

back..

back..

back..

back..

back..

back

every minute

wrote this one for a friend of mine who i was madly in love with last year lolol 

it's been sitting on my laptop since like october and is almost finished so expect this to be released on all plats at some point :]

i hope u like :]

i’ve been yearning
for couple of years
i tried to put it to bed
wish i could find my person
but it doesn’t seem
to be worth it in the end

then you came along
i felt those butterflies in my chest
you can guess the rest
that year has went and gone
my feelings never left
and i’m still so stuck in my head

and i know that
you think of me just as your closest friend
but if things were to change
would you feel the same?
i wanna know what’s going on inside your head

i want you so bad
and you know that
it’s a simple fact
wouldn’t it be so rad?

i want you so bad
(so bad so bad so bad)
i need you so bad
(so bad so bad so bad)
want you to give me a chance
(so bad so bad so bad)
want you to be my man
(so bad so bad so bad)

cause i want you so bad
i want ya
mmm
do you want me back?
i bet you want me back

finally typed out that text
gathered up the courage to read it and hit send
you said maybe, you said that it might be a yes
but i wont give my hopes up just yet

cause i don’t wanna misunderstand 
or jump to conclusions 
gotta see it from your lens
you don’t wanna see me heartbroken
this has torn me apart
i keep on asking questions
like “what if this is the start
of the end of the friendship?”

i want you so bad
and you know that
it’s a simple fact
wouldn’t it be so rad?

i want you so bad
(so bad so bad so bad)
i need you so bad
(so bad so bad so bad)
want you to give me a chance
(so bad so bad so bad)
want you to be my man
(so bad so bad so bad)

cause i want you so bad
i want ya
mmm
do you want me back?
i bet you want me back

i want you so bad
mm, mm
mmm
i want you so bad

i want you (so bad!) (demo)

i make music sometimes
my debut EP digitally altered is out now!!

i want you (so bad!) (demo)

josetta