digitally altered EP

a letter to mary

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credits:
produced by: me
written by: me
mixed and mastered by: me
cover art by: me

lyrics:

silence
constant limbo
i’m stuck here in silence
wondering “where did i go?”

patience
feeling the wind blow
losing all my patience
lost myself not too long ago
(not too long ago)

mary
i’m in love with mary
mary jane

breathe in
inhale the smoke
then i’ll breathe out
now i’m okay

paranoia
suddenly kicks in
who knew i’d feel this pain
all from a friend, hm

mary
i’m in love with mary
(all from a plant)
mary jane
hmmm, hm
(i’m trapped in my own head)

this feeling 
leaves me wondering
what do i do it for?
oh, this feeling
i don’t think it’s worth it
to do this anymore
(no-oh-oh, oh-oh)

i don’t wanna leave
but i gotta do what’s best for me
didn’t wanna leave
i tried to tell you calmly

we used to spend
everyday together
but it’s seems that i
cut myself out the picture

a letter to mary

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credits:
produced by: me
written by: me
mixed and mastered by: me
cover art by: me

lyrics:

maybe i could’ve done better
i know they can do better than i can
i left you alone for months, i regret it
but it’s too late now
what’s done can’t be undone

why were you so easy to throw away?
why were you so easy to throw away?
why were you so easy to throw away?
why were you so easy to throw away?

i packed up my bags too early, only knew u for a year
i wish i stopped myself
cause now this guilt will live upon me
and it won’t ever go away now

sometimes i wonder if things were so different
if i wasn’t so fucking distant
would it still have all worked out?
i apologize for the distance
i must’ve made u feel so stupid
wasting all your time away
waiting for my reply but it never came

why were you so easy to throw away? 
why were you so easy to throw away?
why were you so easy to throw away?
why were you so easy to throw away?

why were you so easy to throw away? (so easy)
why were you so easy to throw away? (throwaway, throwaway)
why were you so easy to throw away?
(throwaway, throw you away)
why were you so easy to throw away?
(imma throw you away)

maybe in another lifetime we could still be friends 
the part that kills me the most is knowing that this is where the story ends 
this is where the story ends

hoarder

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credits:
produced by: me
written by: me
mixed and mastered by: me
cover art shot by: @vlapplegate on instagram
cover art edited by: me

lyrics:

you just don’t get it.
your choices are affecting everyone
don’t wanna deal with it even after you are gone
i wish i said it
before it was too late
cause now the summers ending
and i just cannot seem to face

all your shit piling up
cleaning this up won’t be enough
yes, i know it fucking sucks
i just can’t bring myself to clean it up
you buy shit to cope with your hurt
you know it doesn’t fucking work
look at where you’ve gotten us
i knew i should’ve told you.

you’re a hoarder
(hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder)
you’re a hoarder
(hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder)
does that make me a hoarder?
(hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder)
guess it makes me a hoarder.
(hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder)

we’re driving home in your car again
tried to clean it, but you both’ll keep arguing
i’ve been getting sick and tired of all this shit
but mom and dad’ll always keep on wondering

why we don’t like ‘em 
why we don’t come home
why we kept fighting
and why we don’t call ‘em
why we don’t trust ‘em with all of our problems
(it’s starting to get clear)

you’re a hoarder
(hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder) (no)
you’re a hoarder
(hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder)
does that make me a hoarder?
(hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder) (no-oh-oh)
guess it makes me a hoarder.
(hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder, hoarder) (i guess it makes me a hoarder, no-oh-oh)

oh yes, it’s hurting you
(no-oh, no, no-oh, no-oh, no)
it’s hurting me
oh, mother please
can’t you see what you did to me and our family? (i’m a hoarder, i’m a hoarder, i’m a hoarder)
why’d things have to change?
it hurts my brain, it’s not the same (no, no)
my life’s been rearranged
can you please explain?
was it not your intention?
(but was it not your intention?)

hoarder

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credits:
produced by: me
written by: me
mixed and mastered by: me
cover art shot and edited by: noelle correa (@seaweedproductions1116) and i

lyrics:

deep end

how did i end up here?
i thought my mind was finally clear
but it wasn’t

in march i truly thought it was the end
why don’t we bring back that downfall again?
i thought my brain was supposed to be my friend
i thought that we finally made amends

now i’m trapped
they won’t let me out
the cycle keeps on repeating baby,
don’t think it’ll ever stop

i can’t escape now
thought i figured it out
but now i’m back at square one
all the work i would’ve put out is forever gone

i was floating
now i’m drowning
i was floating
(i can’t swim up, i can’t swim up, no i can’t swim up)
now i’m drowning
(i can’t swim up, i cant swim up, no i can’t swim)

i keep looking back, i keep missing
22’, those memories have been really slipping
it hurts that i can’t go back again
and revisit those feelings

maybe this was my destiny
maybe i deserve such penalty
i’ve been acting too selfish for way too long
i wish i’d known i was wrong

cause i was floating
now i’m drowning
i was floating
(i can’t swim up, i can’t swim up, no i can’t swim up)
now i’m drowning
(i can’t swim up, i cant swim up, no i can’t swim)
i cant swim
(i can’t swim up, i can’t swim up, i cant swim up, no i can’t swim up)
(i can’t swim up, i cant swim up, i can’t swim up)
no, i can’t swim.

deep end

the perfect actor

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credits:
produced by: me
written by: me
mixed and mastered by: me
cover art by: me

lyrics:

here i go, suffering the consequences of being happy
here i go again, suppressing all of my truest feelings

wish i could make it all stop
wish i could play the part
if i could be the perfect actor
would that be what you want?

hmm
hmmm

oh, if i could be
(if i could be, if i could be, if i could be)
oh, if i could be
(if i could be, if i could be, if i could)

cause i’m tired of feeling trapped and alone
stuck in the temple that is my body
my brain doesn’t feel connected to
the person that i used to be anymore, oh anymore

but how could you ever see that?
you wouldn’t understand
you’ll just keep on spewing your hatred
because you don’t like the fact im who i am

erase my entire existence
wipe history off the face of the earth
you’ll always get what you want
but i’ll never get what i deserve

make it all stop
i wish i could play the part
if i could be the perfect actor
would that be what you want?

i need to be the perfect actor
i need to be the perfect actor
i wouldn’t take in all these factors
i need to be the perfect actor
i need to be the perfect actor

(if i could be, if i could be, if i could be)
(if i could be, if i could be, if i could be)
if i could be, if i could be
(if i could be, if i could be, if i could be)
(if i could be, if i could be, if i could be)
if i could be

the perfect actor

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credits:
produced by: me
written by: me
mixed and mastered by: me
cover art shot and edited by: noelle correa (@seaweedproductions1116) and i
sample: lawn by isaac dunbar/mariposa extension number

lyrics:

the unsent project

i left you a note
it’s one that i wrote for a friend in mind
i typed it out and hit post
if you want, you can go read about it online

just type your name in
it rhymes with copenhagen
its says i’m sick of all the confrontation
all the lack of communication
did my texts never go through?
what else am i supposed to do?

its just another day
of begging you to stay
but left with no reply
why do i even try?
you undisclosed the information
how else was i supposed to take it?
did you really care?
or was it all just a lie?

must’ve been a lie.
i don’t mean to pry
don’t want to say goodbye
i just wanna know why
it’s been three months, now its jury
give me ur reason, and i’ll comply
if you wanna be done 
well i guess then thats alright

we tried to work it out for a year
thought that everything was cleared
how naive was i to make that assumption?
i kept on making up excuses for you
i never thought you’d do this
but lord, wasn’t i so wrong?
i don’t wanna be wrong
i can’t be wrong
i can’t be wrong
all this stress i’ve undergone
i was just another one of your pawns
i can’t be wrong.

the unsent project

secret

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credits:
produced by: jish! @jishisonline
written by: me
mixed and mastered by: jish! @jishisonline and me
cover art by: noelle correa (@seaweedprod on insta) and i

lyrics:

i should pay you my respects
cause this shits not worth fighting for
they say “you get what you get
you made ur choice, you settled your score”

i thought only i got you caught
for all this violence you’ve brought upon but
everyone knows, that you’ve been around

why you tryna keep it a secret babe
why you tryna hide it??
i can see right through that look upon your face
you keep the mask on, disguising it

your time is running out
you’re breaking down
we hear your voice
but won't make a sound
it will surround
it’ll beat you down
what goes around
comes back around

(what goes around comes back around)
(what goes around comes back around)
(what goes around comes back around)
(what goes around comes back around)

wish i knew your intentions
now im questioning everything i know
what was your true motive?
it wasn’t positive and it really shows

did you want me to be displaced?
do you wanna wrap this up because we fought?
that look on your face 
you know you’re trapped, you know you’re caught

why you tryna keep it a secret babe
why you tryna hide it??
i can see right through that look upon your face
you keep the mask on, disguising it

your time is running out
you’re breaking down
we hear your voice
but won't make a sound
it will surround
it’ll beat you down
what goes around
comes back around

(what goes around comes back around)
(what goes around comes back around)
(what goes around comes back around)
(what goes around comes back around)

secret (prod. jish!)

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credits:
produced by: me
written by: me
mixed and mastered by: me
cover art shot and edited by: noelle correa (@seaweedproductions1116) and i

lyrics:

home

i swear i love my family
but i cant stand to be around them 
all the time
is passing by
swore i haven’t heard silence in a couple weeks
home isn’t the safe place it used to be
need to be like michael, get up and just leave

get out of here
get out of here
i need a place to stay
someone please take me out of here
out of here
i need to find my escape
noelle said its not too late
i wanted to go home

i’m trapped in this same place again
i want to leave but i don’t know when
i feel so goddamn terrified 
don’t wanna throw my entire life away
packing up my bags, getting out this place
say goodbye this is the last time you’ll see my face
don’t treat this like it’s a crime
i think that it’s about time i

get out of here
get out of here
i need a place to stay
someone please take me out of here
out of here
i need to find my escape
noelle said its not too late
i wanted to go home, home, home

home

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