a letter to mary

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credits:
produced by: me
written by: me
mixed and mastered by: me
cover art by: me

lyrics:

silence
constant limbo
i’m stuck here in silence
wondering “where did i go?”

patience
feeling the wind blow
losing all my patience
lost myself not too long ago
(not too long ago)

mary
i’m in love with mary
mary jane

breathe in
inhale the smoke
then i’ll breathe out
now i’m okay

paranoia
suddenly kicks in
who knew i’d feel this pain
all from a friend, hm

mary
i’m in love with mary
(all from a plant)
mary jane
hmmm, hm
(i’m trapped in my own head)

this feeling 
leaves me wondering
what do i do it for?
oh, this feeling
i don’t think it’s worth it
to do this anymore
(no-oh-oh, oh-oh)

i don’t wanna leave
but i gotta do what’s best for me
didn’t wanna leave
i tried to tell you calmly

we used to spend
everyday together
but it’s seems that i
cut myself out the picture

a letter to mary

my cover of john doe song by jane remover

original song by @janeremover
prod by @janeremover
mixed and mastered by me

ive been seeing that alot of u guys on this acc like my covers i make of janes songs so i thought id make another one:] this song means so much to me and i hope u love the cover

also thank u for 1k streams on my vulture city cover

john doe song

wrote this one for a friend of mine who i was madly in love with last year lolol 

it's been sitting on my laptop since like october and is almost finished so expect this to be released on all plats at some point :]

i hope u like :]

i’ve been yearning
for couple of years
i tried to put it to bed
wish i could find my person
but it doesn’t seem
to be worth it in the end

then you came along
i felt those butterflies in my chest
you can guess the rest
that year has went and gone
my feelings never left
and i’m still so stuck in my head

and i know that
you think of me just as your closest friend
but if things were to change
would you feel the same?
i wanna know what’s going on inside your head

i want you so bad
and you know that
it’s a simple fact
wouldn’t it be so rad?

i want you so bad
(so bad so bad so bad)
i need you so bad
(so bad so bad so bad)
want you to give me a chance
(so bad so bad so bad)
want you to be my man
(so bad so bad so bad)

cause i want you so bad
i want ya
mmm
do you want me back?
i bet you want me back

finally typed out that text
gathered up the courage to read it and hit send
you said maybe, you said that it might be a yes
but i wont give my hopes up just yet

cause i don’t wanna misunderstand 
or jump to conclusions 
gotta see it from your lens
you don’t wanna see me heartbroken
this has torn me apart
i keep on asking questions
like “what if this is the start
of the end of the friendship?”

i want you so bad
and you know that
it’s a simple fact
wouldn’t it be so rad?

i want you so bad
(so bad so bad so bad)
i need you so bad
(so bad so bad so bad)
want you to give me a chance
(so bad so bad so bad)
want you to be my man
(so bad so bad so bad)

cause i want you so bad
i want ya
mmm
do you want me back?
i bet you want me back

i want you so bad
mm, mm
mmm
i want you so bad

i want you (so bad!) (demo)

this one has been in the vault for a while. i wrote this song last december, i had a huge crush on one of my friends for a while and he started dating someone new. i wrote this song about that. this song means alot to me so i hope you enjoy.

lyrics

you can have him
i know he’s better for you
and there’s nothing i could do
to change his mind

i wanna hold him
but i can’t do it, cause you own him
i may have loved him for many years, 
waited for that moment

i’m in my head, all over again 
i’ve been so distant, i’ve been coping with it
been out on a bender, think it’s time i surrender
i know he’ll treat you better, he’ll love you forever
i promise i’m not tryna get in the way
ignore him a little bit just to give you the space
i know things between us won’t ever be the same
need to learn how to love him in a different way

in a different way
ooh, different way
need to learn how to love him in a different way
in a diffferent way
in a different way

in a different way (demo)

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