prod. @bluewolfsounds
Lyrics:
It's been years since I've been online
And I've met digitally like all the time
And yet people still be in decline
Taking things wrong, and take what is mine
No one understands, should I be alive
Negativity I wanna go offline
Need comfort like the smell of pine
Anything making me feel satisfied

Never really wanna be on my own
But everyone's just got me out the zone
The only real ones around you offer you to smoke
And you try to stay clean they treat you like a joke like
This music game isn't for me I don't fit within my genres
I'm struggling u taking pain away with marijuana
Y'all cope with your pain bitch I never do
But apparently to speak out feelings guess I'm rude
Fuck you
You know It's true (unfortunately)

They always wanna link and they always wanna party
But I'm the guy that hangs in the back of the lobby
Introvert and shy and I'm always saying sorry
My schedule's just been way too sloppy

My mind's a printer and it makes too many copies
It's running out of ink but it doesn't wanna stop me
Too big of a crowd will just make me stop talking
I stay on mute when they all try to call me

I'm lucky that they even stay within my following
I try to keep myself from showing out my sorrowing
Your words don't come out, sitting there swallowing
Staring at the door waiting feeling like it's Halloween

Hope my music friends can always keep staying patient
I still wanna send them songs for collaboration
But I try to perfect what I want, lose motivation
And when others ask for help I know I'm losing concentration

From my own work
Bones hurt from hardly getting out
Feeling like the outdoor life is just going out of bounds
Feel like there's nothing left for me to do within this town
My most reliable venue to play shows just shut down like

My happiness is best when I put on a performance
Hope I can do it more and continue recording
Surprised writing this much didn't get too boring
Lo-fi vox too raw feeling like Gordon Ramsay

It would come in handy
To always have a plan b
But I never think through til it's gone
So I always end up putting all my thoughts within a song
But i'm wondering if expressing myself is the wrong thing to do

When there's always one against me
Friends turn into a frenzy
The way they always tempt me
Once a girl be breaking up she like
Can I give you head please?
I'll never commute to having her within my bedsheets because
If she left him I would wonder if she left me

Within the future
I'm too scared to progress
When I don't know the process
If she's a bitch or she's a goddess
Knowing it could always get out of pocket

No one knows what I've been through
To my closest wish that you could be in my shoes
Hope eventually u stop overreacting
Wasting hours in a day it's too distracting
This world is turning reality to robots
I was born in the wrong generation
It feels too fake..

reality to robots (bluewolf)

https://soundcloud.com/lovedi3d
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

spotify

eyes w/ lovedi3d (nevrfall)

https://soundcloud.com/whosvacant
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

Lyrics:

Got my heart tied
You don't understand but I
Leave my life right now
Lets forget all about the past

You only love me for the pleasure
I can't have that around me
Cause it's sickening me
You only want me in the late nights
Can't tell if you're lying
Can you be honest with me

You used me for what you needed
And I denied the way I was treated
Our toxic love
I felt defeated
So who i am to judge
I tried my best for us
Same shit different day was this even love
You took so long
then you messed it all up
Something so good gone in a whisper from ya
Things were normal then you was just gone
You used my energy for something so wrong
So wrong, so wrong

You only love me for the pleasure
I can't have that around me
Because it's sickening me
You only want me in the late nights
Can't tell if you're lying
Can you be honest with me

late nights w/ vacant (nevrfall)

https://soundcloud.com/ilyl1ght
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

Lyrics:

You, you don't need me
But you really want me

And I dont't wanna talk to you
The way you fucking talk
You got me pissed off the way you
Open up your tongue
The way you're apologetic
Man it hurts my fucking lungs
You're gonna eat your words 
The way you talk to me like that

You talk to me like that
While you're breaking down
I hope you fucking die 
So I don't hear a sound
I can take the pressure 
But not this amount
Can you shut the fuck up 
Can you close your mouth

Bring me to hell
I need some time to think
I need some closure today

I feel the pressure in my chest late at night
Oh god it gets harder
Why should I keep trying?
Dont say that you love me if its all a lie
I'm so disgusted at you by the sight
Go and tell me pretty lies
Say that its my fault this time
Go ahead and talk to me
The way that you've been talking
Go ahead and prove to me
The truth behind your colors

Go ahead and talk to me 
The way that you been talking
Go ahead and prove to me 
The truth behind your colors

You, you don't need me
But you really want me 

You, you don't need me
But you really want me

You don't need me
But you really want me
You keep calling 
But I don't feel like talking 
No I don't feel like talking

you don't need me w/ ilyL1GHT (nevrfall)

https://soundcloud.com/joshiguess
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
https://soundcloud.com/branwenmusic

Lyrics: 

Huh huh huh
Now I'm somewhere really far away
You're go-gone
And you left without apology

You didn't mean to say you're sorry
I tried to leave without a warning
And yeah the night sky's staying starry
Until the sunrise in the morning

And my thoughts stay within my sorrows
From all the pain that i have borrowed
I hope it gets better tomorrow 
Mind on the stage they got tomatoes
That's the motto gotta take this call tho

I just wanna cleanse myself with air
It doesn't matter whenever you're in despair
But it's not into ashes I hope that you have this under control

Why you think this game 
Why you playing hard to get
I could never imagine 
Of being with someone new
It's always hard to tell 
If you're honest or not
And can you even imagine in 
A world between us

Finding the world we lost
It's been harder to find true love
Now this mistake has grown on me
Maybe i've changed
And can you understand why
The way she's peeling on my skin
The way she held me so tight

world we lost w/ joshiguess (nevrfall)

https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
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Lyrics: 

I feel lost in war
I've lost my friends to this
I want them back
I wish we could go back

Seen too many places
It's been too much you should know
We're fighting for nothing at all
I'm left you to die

Stop all this fighting
I wish I could control it
The war is continuing
theirs no possible ending
I'm seeing bodies decay
Stuck in this field
Where bodies lay 
My friends right here
They died in front of my arms
And I'm screaming out for help
I wish I could help

If you could understand how I feel
They cried in front of my arms
They told me to live
But I couldn't just let it go

You died in my arms
I'm sorry for leaving

Put it all away just to stay with you
Fighting every night just to keep you safe
I don't understand anything that you say
I don't give a fuck about no one but you

war (nevrfall)

https://soundcloud.com/reapers-shadow
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

being sincere w/ reapers shadow (nevrfall)

https://soundcloud.com/stezzyxl
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

Lyrics:

you're my saviour, like a remedy
But I lost myself, need clarity
We were once so close, now were enemies
From love, to the point you wanna kill me so
I fill myself with guilt
That I crushed everything that I built
And it leaves me drained, to the point I'm ill
Where I lay in bed, wonder if I'm real and

Now I'm scared to sleep
Because if I do you'll be in my dreams
And I cant bare myself and see
Myself, knowing that I'm incomplete

I feel myself with guilt
She tells me everything I don't know if she's real
The lies you say I hate
They get me every time
And here I was I just thought we had something
And now you're going back and forth about this feeling
Thanks for nothing

You're far away

scars w/ stezzyxl (nevrfall)

Killpariah - our story  [ promise ]

casual w/ whatafuckingbitch (prod alx tenoji)

(Prod. Anyvibe & Enigma)
Ho Listen
I just want you to know that you’re gifted
I’m sustained by simply your presence
Getting butterflies when I get that message (yuh, ayy)

Oh Listen
I just want you to know that you’re gifted
And you know that you never need a lifted
All natural yea you that bitch yea, ayy you that bitch

She got that perfect body show me how it work
When she shake it she gon change my universe
Bad bitch yea you know she got the curves
And she gon make it work, uh uh
We be at the club all night
Yea we making love tonight
So let’s enjoy this life
Dance like it’s our wedding night

Ho Listen
I just want you to know that you’re gifted
I’m sustained by simply your presence
Getting butterflies when I get that message (yuh, ayy)

Oh Listen
I just want you to know that you’re gifted
And you know that you never need a lifted
All natural yea you that bitch yea, ayy you that bitch

Who that girl in the photo right there?
Pretty eyes and that natural hair
Looking good no matter what you wear
You and I would make a pretty good pair
So let’s go on the dance floor show me what you’re made of
And you look so perfect with or without your makeup
We’re locked in forever you know I won’t break up
She feeling kinda freaky she might put the tape up
Te amo bebe exploramos el mundo
Solo quiero que te mantengas seguro


Ho Listen
I just want you to know that you’re gifted
I’m sustained by simply your presence
Getting butterflies when I get that message (yuh, ayy)

Oh Listen
I just want you to know that you’re gifted
And you know that you never need a lifted
All natural yea you that bitch yea, ayy you that bitch

Ho Listen
I just want you to know that you’re gifted
I’m sustained by simply your presence
Getting butterflies when I get that message (yuh, ayy)

Oh Listen
I just want you to know that you’re gifted
And you know that you never need a lifted
All natural yea you that bitch yea, ayy you that bitch

reality to robots (bluewolf)

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