@1spoder
https://www.instagram.com/1spoder/

produced by @prodbyjoshwa
www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/

[lyrics]

(spoder)
you drunk back at 4 am
this shit ain't that easy
tryna find a purpose hoping someone gonna need me
i got a ring, "hello?"
get to the guap, gotta go
i move the pack and i'm gone (bye)
i knew for a fact you were wrong

and my world keeps spinning
can't remember if i'm winning
i'll see you later
she only care about paper
remind me it's not ever fair
for once, felt like a cool a hunnid bucks
she told me i was not enough
i wish that you knew you were wrong
and my world keeps spinning
can't remember if i'm winning
i'll see you later
she only care about paper
remind me it's not ever fair
for once, felt like a cool a hunnid bucks
she told me i was not enough
i wish that you knew you were wrong

(javan)
something doesn't feel right
feel like i'm dancing with the devil
for like half my life
our love ain't that stable
i been looking for a change
hoping you would do the same
can you tell
this love ain't right for me
lying on the floor 
i been thinking if i'm being used
actin if she cared (cared, cared)
i'm like so confused
why you acting so recluse
i mean it's up to you
you been acting such a fool
i'll just head out soon

(something doesn't feel right
feel like i'm dancing with the devil
for like half my life
our love ain't that stable
i been looking for a change
hoping you would do the same
can you tell
this love ain't right for me)

woke up from the floor
i wanted something more
i'm the one you should adore
(dore, dore, dore)
woke up from the floor
i wanted something more
i'm the one you should adore
(dore, dore, dore)
oooohhhh

(spoder)
and my world keeps spinning
can't remember if i'm winning
i'll see you later
she only care about paper
remind me it's not ever fair
for once, felt like a cool a hunnid bucks
she told me i was not enough
i wish that you knew you were wrong
and my world keeps spinning
can't remember if i'm winning
i'll see you later
she only care about paper
remind me it's not ever fair
for once, felt like a cool a hunnid bucks
she told me i was not enough
i wish that you knew you were wrong

exploit w/ spoder (joshwa)

@riensu @saiwai
here is the video on my youtube channel
https://youtu.be/He5wOAB98YA


Yonk: 

Rather waste my time, I don’t really wanna take my time with you

All this time is wasted 

You don’t ever wanna see my pov

Ah unless it benefits you

You won’t ever wanna talk to me again

And no that’s just fine

Yeah I’m so fed up, get all my bread up

I’ll do this shit at my own pace so get the flip up out my face 
 


Riensu:

Just wanna be alone

Don’t know what I could say now

Cause everything just fades out

We’re standing face to face now, I can’t hear what you say now 

Everything went right over my head

Again and again

No I don’t want this to end 

Again and again 
 
Im hanging just by a thread 

Again and again

Im looking up at the stars tonight 

Wonderin if I’m wastin my time

beneficial w/ riensu p. sai *video in desc

prod @saiwai
@zephyrcove

lyrics

@riensu
my heart is on fire <3
and i just dont know why
i wish it would be easier
to say whats on my mind :/
tonight
if im wrong bout ur feelin
ill never recover
i dont want another

@yokulol
You knowww
I don’t wanna switch teams 
Tell me what does it mean to you
(What does it mean to you)
Gimme your hand we can go for a walk now
Run my fingers through your hair now
I think I’m runnin out of time now
Like watchu want from me?
Hands up, you can take it all from me
You take all my time away
Oh I don’t wanna wait another day, cause
What if I wait too long? 
And I waste all my time with you
That’s the one thing I don’t wanna do :(
Oh everything thing I do

It’s all 4 you ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ


@riensu
my heart is on fire <3
and i just dont know why
i wish it would be easier
to say whats on my mind :/
tonight
if im wrong bout ur feelin
ill never recover
i dont want another

@saiwai
i dont really want another lover except u girl <3
and i can make u happy we can do what u wanna do girl
yea fuck the earth, i can take u over to the moon girl
yea i just wanna dance, just show me wat u can do girl

got her like oh oh ohhh
and when u dance w me, ur eyes glow ^_^
so baby just please dont go,
yea baby just please dont go o o o o

heh
hey wassup
i love every word u say dont wna interrupt <3
like r u free tmrw, i can take u out to lunch
like get what u want, we just havin funnn

n i dont wanna take this thing too fast
but ur a lil too cute, give my heart if u asked :3
yea if we make mistakes, we can put it in the past
and ur so fkin sweet, i just love the way u acttttt

@riensu
my heart is on fire <3
and i just dont know why
i wish it would be easier
to say whats on my mind :/
tonight
if im wrong bout ur feelin
ill never recover
i dont want another

spotify

tonight + yoku ~ sai (sai)

really lazy song w 2 much Keshi influence ngl
ill make actual music soon

trust(clozz)

Rant: I made this song in 8 hours and uploaded it here bc I'm so fucking mad at myself that I'm nowhere near as good at music as I want to be no matter how much time I've put in. I understand that it's a never-ending path and that I lack experience, but when I listen to the music of the role models I admire or even any SC artist, I genuinely wonder what I'm doing. I keep thinking about how people in SC who have less equipment make such beautiful music, and I keep telling myself that I'm not cut out for making music because I feel like it might be true given that no matter how hard I seem to try, I just keep producing things that I'm not proud of.  I'm still fucking mad, but I won't stop trying.

Edit: Arhghghg you guys really liked this song and wanted it on spotify so I uploaded it there! Thank you so much for the messages and love. I don't know how to feel. So please feel free to listen on any platform you like ;w; ♥ (Though I mastered the spotify version a bit better heheh)

[Verse]:
Lately I've been taking so much shit from no one but myself
(You wanna break it off, break it off)
I cant get anything to work,
Is it just my lack of talent and reserve?
(Boy, youre just not enough, not enough)

But I wanna cross 
The boundaries that I never thought I'd touch
All the pain that I go through for things I love
And I wanna give it up, god I wanna stop

[Pre]:
God I cant,
Waste my life
All this time, 
Have I done any right?

Dont think I wanna do this anymore
It just makes me feel miserable
Dont even know what to do
Lately I've been feeling like a fraud
Now I put my heart in the ground

"You're not cut for this, stop it now"
Ha, yeah

[Chorus]:
Mess up all the time, oh no
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 
Mess up all the time, oh no
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 

(God I cant)
Mess up all the time, oh no
(Waste my life)
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 
(All this time)
Mess up all the time, oh no
(Have I done any right?)
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more

Frustrated

written: me
mixed: me
produced: @1juanraa
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/strength

Lyrics:

(verse)

We've been hanging on for way too long
Promise me you’ll never hold your tongue
Honestly i think you don't belong but i don't really wanna be the one to talk
Gave me reasons why i shouldn't stay, dont try to fool me cause 

(chorus)

I know im not, not strong enough to hold you together, 
say that im better than i ever was
Losing my trust
forget bout our love
i never was
 I never was

(verse)

I dont why you can’t see from my side
Swear you’re the one but you dont do it right
You waste all our time
Still stuck on my mind
You’re falling apart but still say that your mine
Wont reply
I’m so tired
Of these lies
Gave you a chance 
never thought i would regret that
I was your man
How was i supposed to expect you’d 
do it again
(do it again)
Do it again

(chorus)

I know im not, not strong enough to hold you together, 
say that im better than i ever was
Losing my trust
forget bout our love
i never was
i never was

strength (juanra)

produced by roku
with @heyzeph
cover courtesy of starcat28
this song well over a year old

lyrics - 
[spoder]
this weight all on my shoulders
don't bat your eye
just a second of your time
"don't break these habits"
i know
you've strucken
some gold
like how would i know?
like how would i
grow
dont walk around like you're the star of the show
you've fallen
deep
hoping nobody knows

[zephyr]
And you
Got way too many bad habits
Can’t take this stress, girl this damage
Got me drinking till I pass out
If only you knew the slut that you are
My bad I ain’t mean it I took it too far
But damn all this fussin’ really got me in the fuckin mood

I’m like woah, baby where u tryna go
I could put you on a jet or I could put you on a boat
We got way too much in common to be sitting all alone
Got a man I got a girl but baby they don’t gotta know
You know damn well it’s something bout ya body that’s got me fantasizing about bein wit you

[spoder]
stop if you see the green light better go now
shoot if you shoot it too high itll fall down
life tell me whats life like when you're strung out
knife tell me whats that like when you bleed out
had a couple frens but they lost it
drama queen always love to gossip
watch it fall empty all my pockets
face down bby done w all the harming

chorus

star of the show w/ zeph

Here's a smol track for yall!! I made this song yesterday while trying to create a vintage-sounding piano by running it thru tape, but somehow I ended up making this song with that piano lol.

I feel like there's still so many more things I could have done to "fix" elements in the production and vocals, but it got to the point where I'm just ruining the song, so I stopped myself and exported :"). 

Hope you guys enjoy this until I make better stuff ♥ 
Lyrics:

[Verse]:
I wanted to love her
Now Im not too sure
Said she dont got the time, cause
She gotta "let go"
(Dont wanna let you go, wanna let you go)
Girl, that's not what I want
(Dont wanna let you go, wanna let you go)

[Chorus]:
So baby could you
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah

[Verse]:
Yeah
Girl I wanna take you out on the dates
No rush, lets take it in our pace
Dont think I'll be ever needing space
(Nah girl) Cause I dont wanna make you wait

When youre lonely and down girl you say that its fine
Never see you around, said you lacked the time
Am I waiting in line, girl, to make you mine? Oh no

[Chorus]:
Girl I want you to
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah

[Outro]:
I wanted to love her
Now Im not too sure
Said she dont got the time, cause
She gotta "let go"
Girl, that's not what I want

Slowly

written: us
mixed: us
produced: @heyzeph
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/zephyrandmaxrrss/girl-drama-2

Lyrics:

Cause you told me, we should wait
And I told you, I'm ok
I'm alr I'm alr I'm alr I'm alr
I'm alr I'm alr I'm alr

Catch me rollin' with the top down in a week or two
Nother' nigga wanna talk down, I got beef with you
2 shots to this nigga dome, now he weaker too
I just walked out of tha store wit a glock 19 or two

Two faced, I don't wanna be right
You hate how I act when I'm tired
Come back every time that I'm fine
I know you like when I'm tryin, I won't do that for a while
Don't even care at all
You wanna see me fall
So many issues with you, I don't even wanna talk
You think you got it all
I see right through you now
You said that you been happy waiting for me keep it to yourself

Cause you told me, we should wait
And I told you, I'm ok
I'm alr I'm alr I'm alr I'm alr
I'm alr I'm alr I'm alr
Cause you told me, we should wait
And I told you, I'm ok
I'm alr I'm alr I'm alr I'm alr
I'm alr I'm alr I'm alr

You call it a waste I call it pickin' up the slack love
Took some time away, I realized everything I once was
If you were in my shoes you would get it, how could I say sorry
I can't wrap my head around the way you made me love to hate us
Rest your mind
I was real bad back then now I'm fine
Sittin' all pretty, alright, all nice
Say you're done with me, in my room for the night
Al- al- alright

She like baby are you done now?
is it over?
Are you past that, can I come over?
She said I'm good now, but man I know her
We gon' be right back to where we both were
(OK) I just cashed out on a panigale that's a hunnid racks
Ex bitch in my phone sayin' we should run it back
Baby you a sweetheart but I just can't make the love come back
Baby just appreciate the time that we had fun with that

Cause you told me, we should wait
And I told you, I'm ok
I'm alr I'm alr I'm alr I'm alr
I'm alr I'm alr I'm alr

alr w/ zephyr (zephyr)

written: me
mixed: me
produced: @rokuhonda
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/talk

Lyrics:

(chorus)
there's nothing to say
like what can i do
when everyone around me reminds me of you
how can i stay
mad at the truth
how can i win if I'm not there for you

(verse)
what i gotta say
what i gotta do
i dont understand baby tell the truth
if you gave a chance i could never lose
i don't wanna stand if I'm not with you 
i don't wanna take more of your love
i just really wanna see what you want
i just really wanna go (go)
i don't really wanna say too much 
tryna keep it on the low (low)
you don't gotta go and make things tough
i don't even wanna show (show)
tell me something that wont break my heart
I've been tryna let you know (know)
you're the only one i wont call

talk (roku)

i just do my dance
내 첫 번째 심장은 널 위해
공룡보다 크게 너를 좋아해서
변하지 않기를 바래 next year
함께 넘기고 싶어 pain and fear
i just do that love and dance
tryna repair, mistake i made
sometime i chasin' more than bands
i'm stand up, still
눈을 뜨고 다시 deep sleep
그녀를 또 봐야 in dream
한동안 네게 빌린
네 맘이 안 나가서 bring
my time so speedy
i tryna keep you in my heart
only i can write that verse
i want to you come in my universe

어때 나의 삶이
하나 둘 셋 you come in my zone
나쁜 생각 다 버려 ain't need
넌 마지 못 해 하는 척 했지 다 보여
다시 줄게 내 삶 so special
살아볼래 내 삶 속에서
지금 말고 내일 말해줄래?
미안한데 술 마시면 안 믿어서
around that world i'm spin
나를 못 살려 다시 줘 aspirin
다 끊었어 알코올 아님 pills
can't starve my girl, give my meals
okay, okay, i've been
생각하지 여유를 keep tight, keep relax
티를 안 내야지 앞에선, we friends
비밀이지만 i'm s a double f e n

내 첫 번째 심장은 널 위해
공룡보다 크게 너를 좋아해서
변하지 않기를 바래 next year
함께 넘기고 싶어 pain and fear
i just do that love and dance
tryna repair, mistake i made
sometime i chasin' more than bands
i'm stand up, still
눈을 뜨고 다시 deep sleep
그녀를 또 봐야 in dream
한동안 네게 빌린
네 맘이 안 나가서 bring
my time so speedy
i tryna keep you in my heart
only i can write that verse
i want to you come in my universe
