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Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KolZJ7TPfFY
ss03
prod me
song with @1glaive : _)
lyrics:
---what was the last thing you said?
i took like over a year to get you out my head
and now i can’t sleep 
thinking bout everything and all the things we did
and i don’t think i miss you
i don’t miss the shit that we been through
but now i’m stuck with this
try not to reminisce 
or i think i’ll start to miss you

i don’t know how to explain it
a year of racking my brain and i hated it 
it’s like i’m holding onto something that you never did
it’s like i’ll never have something just like we did
it’s like i’ll never hold hands with someone again
it’s like i’ll never introduce them to my friends
i guess it’s the end 

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
i get tossed up and used then thrown away like some old shoes
like fucking look at you 
i think that you’re right i’m not the person that i used to be
i can’t even hide that fact that this was all because of me
i made my mistakes i let my head get straight to jealousy 
all cause i thought i'd be the only one u  ever see
but you have to remind me 
you have to remind me
cause i know you said something
something with meaning
it was as i was leaving i could’ve been dreaming
you have to remind me remind me of one thing

what was the last thing you said?
i swear i didn’t mean to leave you on read
but now it’s morning
everyone’s sleeping 
and i can’t decide if i should get out of bed
like i don’t wanna miss you 
i don’t miss the shit that we been through 
but now i’m stuck with this 
try not to reminisce or i think i’ll start to miss you
it seems like everyday i look at the pictures
a couple years of my life in a camera roll 
i’m thinking maybe i really miss it
reliving memories as i start to scroll
it feels like lately i’ve been stuck and i can’t reach my goals 
and i can’t get myself out ive been stuck in a hole
i’m really starting to believe it’s the end

GLAIVE:
dude that this point it doesn’t even matter like fuck

every time they talk about us they say we went hollywood but 
if there ever was a spot to take i think they probably would cause 
every single zoloft that i take don’t do me any good but 
black hair black nails she thinks she’s misunderstood but
she don’t know me like she think she does
and i’ll be lying if said i gave a single fuck
and then you push me down and then you pick me up i’m like
one fight away from getting tired and giving up

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
but after all that was said i don’t regret that i knew you

what was the last thing u said w/ glaive

i dont wanna mess you up

https://open.spotify.com/track/63l4KSQVYZGhrtYSqC6SHd?si=d26bbeaaa92f480e

prod by @buginfestedfloorboards <3
featuring the lovely @starfall and @zzzkyr
sad stitch cover. can i get 1 like :(

there's so many things in the world you can fuck up
and somehow I managed to fuck them all up

I hate how I feel but I'm okay
you cut your chest with rusty blade
dont ask how i know just stay calm
and know that I'm here
I'm here to make you okay

to make you okay
I promise i'll stay
You won't leave my brain
you're stuck like a stain
And I'm not enough
My heart can't be touched
Youre ruthless enough
You call out my bluff
and If I had the chance
how could I find you almost
everyday and I get to see your smile
oh wow at least
once in a while
I get to you

Wake up to the smell of coffee and make up
and I want you lately I
don't let you go
don't let you go
I just wanted to be loved
I just wanted to be loved
and I feel alive again
and I just wanna feel okay
every step I take
every move I make
don't want it to fade

I hate how I feel but I'm okay
you cut your chest with rusty blade
dont ask how i know just stay calm
and know that I'm here
I'm here to make you okay

wow that was so deep

spotify

make u okay ft. starfall, kyra (soju)

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ig n bird
https://www.instagram.com/whoiskaido/
https://twitter.com/kaido2k

death wish

predictable

go away (feat. midwxst)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/dpf1/dangerous

my younger self or even me a year ago would have never expected to see me here turning 18
thank u to @sudbath for killin this with me and all the friends, supporters, whatever u wanna say for all the love ive got these last couple months and encouraged me to keep going, i can never repay yall <3

cover by @kaihaunted :D

lyrics: (dpf) 
oh, this the way that it goes
she saying i got hoes
and she dont even really wanna  talk
now she blowing up my phone
cant leave me alone
cause she asking whenever im gone drop
she a bad bitch, i got her designer to flaunt
aint average, security up in the spot
like a maverick, im shootin u give me the rock
i dont ask for a lot but theres one thing

(@sudbath)
will u just leave me alone
dont want ur name in my phone 
its not the same
life with u been pain
if u cant handle the truth
its nothing for me n u
dont like the way that u move
dont ever ask to come thru

(@dpf617)
i got like, 
20 bitches in the back of a bentley
i dont even gotta talk cause they wont ever forget me
wish i could say that its a lie when i say that envy 
and i gotta watch my back cause they plottin to end me
say what u wanna say
just know shit aint changing
all of these games that u wanna play
always end up dangerous
all of these feelings u take away
u make me start to hate it
all of these feelings u take away
u make me start to hate it 

oh, this the way that it goes
she saying i got hoes
and she dont even really wanna  talk
now she blowing up my phone
cant leave me alone
cause she asking whenever im gone drop
she a bad bitch, i got her designer to flaunt
aint average, security up in the spot
like a maverick, im shootin u give me the rock
i dont ask for a lot but theres one thing

(@sudbath)
will u just leave me alone
dont want ur name in my phone 
its not the same
life with u been pain
if u cant handle the truth
its nothing for me n u
dont like the way that u move
dont ever ask to come thru

stream everywhere!

dangerous w/ sudbath (nextime)

@1spoder
https://www.instagram.com/1spoder/

produced by @prodbyjoshwa
www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/

[lyrics]

(spoder)
you drunk back at 4 am
this shit ain't that easy
tryna find a purpose hoping someone gonna need me
i got a ring, "hello?"
get to the guap, gotta go
i move the pack and i'm gone (bye)
i knew for a fact you were wrong

and my world keeps spinning
can't remember if i'm winning
i'll see you later
she only care about paper
remind me it's not ever fair
for once, felt like a cool a hunnid bucks
she told me i was not enough
i wish that you knew you were wrong
and my world keeps spinning
can't remember if i'm winning
i'll see you later
she only care about paper
remind me it's not ever fair
for once, felt like a cool a hunnid bucks
she told me i was not enough
i wish that you knew you were wrong

(javan)
something doesn't feel right
feel like i'm dancing with the devil
for like half my life
our love ain't that stable
i been looking for a change
hoping you would do the same
can you tell
this love ain't right for me
lying on the floor 
i been thinking if i'm being used
actin if she cared (cared, cared)
i'm like so confused
why you acting so recluse
i mean it's up to you
you been acting such a fool
i'll just head out soon

(something doesn't feel right
feel like i'm dancing with the devil
for like half my life
our love ain't that stable
i been looking for a change
hoping you would do the same
can you tell
this love ain't right for me)

woke up from the floor
i wanted something more
i'm the one you should adore
(dore, dore, dore)
woke up from the floor
i wanted something more
i'm the one you should adore
(dore, dore, dore)
oooohhhh

(spoder)
and my world keeps spinning
can't remember if i'm winning
i'll see you later
she only care about paper
remind me it's not ever fair
for once, felt like a cool a hunnid bucks
she told me i was not enough
i wish that you knew you were wrong
and my world keeps spinning
can't remember if i'm winning
i'll see you later
she only care about paper
remind me it's not ever fair
for once, felt like a cool a hunnid bucks
she told me i was not enough
i wish that you knew you were wrong

exploit w/ spoder (joshwa)

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Lyrics:
I don’t know how I’m supposed to react 
I’m told I should be cautious 
But wait could I ask for some help 
Yeah she’s cool I don’t care bout myself 
Let’s get a time and place to hang out 
Told me your fine but I care bout your health 
I feel inclined more than somebody else 
Maybe I’m trying to hard can she tell (can she tell)

Call me later I’ll have time 
You insist I call you right now I’ll be fine 
Well now I don’t choice
I just wanna hear your voice
 So I’ll take a little break from getting wasted 
I’ve been getting motion sick all day 
But you keepin me in track while I’m away 
You always live in my head 
Tell me what’s coming next 
Gotta show you the best 
Gotta show you the best

I’m so sick and tired of just waiting at home
Acting like I’m stupid cures my boredom alone 
Yeah you wouldn’t even know 
Texting like I couldn’t help myself to get to know you more 
Sorry if I came off toxic 
I didn’t mean to make you nauseous 
I’m new to this so I’ll be cautious 
How am I supposed to act when your flawless 
Friends they always down but 
who says that would last forever 
I saw you staring at the sky It’s totally your aesthetic 
I told you 
That we could be something different 
As long as we act deliberate 
I’ll get a rack from a listen 
Yeah it’s cold but I’ll wake to a Start no (wait) 
Got me torn I can’t tell the time apart no (ha) 
I’ve been glued to this stress
Yeah my mood it’s a mess 
But I know that you will tell me the truth

(Chorus)

Gotta show you the best 
Way to spend the night we just chilling instead 
Remember all these nights when we were texting 
Yeah I feel like we could do again yeah 
I tried to warn you there’s a lot of perception 
Around my thoughts and motivation 
Ima give you attention you need 
Tried to tell me it’s alright 
That means something to me 
I can’t help looking at you smiling

(Chorus)

oof!

flawless

stfu! (mssnger x pelican)

https://soundcloud.com/kurtains/ocelot
https://soundcloud.com/kurtains

kurtains - axel ocelot [lone ! flip]

@Rosesleeves ily

Ill be there
wherever you go
I'm not the same as I used to be
You might not know
I stand behind you
No place I'd rather be
Losing something that I never had
Never felt this bad
I wish that you were here
To help me out
You know you can
Now my tears have dried up
But you couldn't give a fuck

One day 
I'll be 
Over the moon
And sometimes I think
Too much
Wish I was with you oh oh
These hearts we create with our hands
Looks nothing like the love that we have oh oh man
I don't deserve it
I keep asking
Where you are
Hoping that you're 
Not too
Far
Knowing if I see you with someone else
It gon break me I can ell
But I keep going wish me well
All I ever want is you
But I can't do it
Need something new

Those marks on your arm
I'll kiss em goodbye
Why do you try to hide
I'm here to help you alright
You're scared your worlds gonna break
And you tell me it's okay
But yes I been there before
That's something you can't ignore
Okay
It's like my life's all bout giving
I live for you I'll admit it
And you don't know is you kidding
I look at you when the laugh comes
Just in case there's an outcome
But there never is
Living a life where I'm trapped in the mirror
I tried to stay up but these walls are getting thinner
You never know what's in front of ya
So there's no point in giving up
But when you tell me something
My friends they tell me something else
My love for you withering away
I can't leave you like this no way
I'm closing up 
there's no way that I could stay for ya
I need the truth 
You're not giving me what I need
It's like I can't get through to you

One day 
I'll be 
Over the moon
And sometimes I think
Too much
Wish I was with you oh oh
These hearts we create with our hands
Looks nothing like the love that we have oh oh man
I don't deserve it
I keep asking
Where you are
Hoping that you're 
Not too
Far
Knowing if I see you with someone else
It gon break me I can tell
But I keep going wish me well
All I ever want is you
But I can't do it
Need something new

One Day (Rosesleeves)

one is from 2020 one is from 2019
prod me, mixed / mastered by me

comeover / flu

WhatUWorried4? (Prod. @rioleyva & @nickmira_)

badgirlsclub

BadGirlsClub (mochila & skress)

hey im back
peformed and prod me 

lyrics:
we gon pull up in the tracksuits
run a fucker down in my black boots
air max, 95
110 on the tag dude
fresh out the cage with a few scars
but its ok
gotta screw loose
"kurtains dis a new u?"

(hook)
so fuck you,
please dont act like u know me,
you never really tried, 
and u always tryna hoe me,
fuck you,
u can have it all its the old me,
it was never really mine,
all dese lames tryna own me,
so fuck you,
please dont act like u know me,
you never really tried, 
and u always tryna hoe me,
fuck you,
u can have it all its the old me,
it was never really mine,
all dese lames tryna own me,

kindness,
or maybe that was last week?
i cant remember,
to be honest shit is passed me,
and i dont wana care,
these thoughts cant last me,
and i been doing fine,
thanks for asking :)

tay: tomorrow morning, we're leaving
pierre: your guy better be legit, im not spending another day here
tay: oh he'll arrive, you know you're gonna be talk of the town tomorrow right?
pierre: thats the point ;)

(hook)
so fuck you,
please dont act like u know me,
you never really tried, 
and u always tryna hoe me,
fuck you,
u can have it all its the old me,
it was never really mine,
all dese lames tryna own me,
so fuck you,
please dont act like u know me,
you never really tried, 
and u always tryna hoe me,
fuck you,
u can have it all its the old me,
it was never really mine,
all dese lames tryna own me,

we gon pull up in the tracksuits
run a fucker down in my black boots
air max, 95
110 on the tag dude
fresh out the cage with a few scars
but its ok
gotta screw loose
i wish i never knew u

tracksuitz

prod me 
i hope u likey

(hook)
im rude 2 everyone
thats how i am
thats how ill stay :)
and im a prick because its fun
because i can
and thats ok
they only call me when they're gone
all turning dumb
all turning fade
so i hope you choke on your own tounge
and fucking die
just suffocate 
... im a pessimist

(verse)
and its hard 2 hide
so i hardly try
yes i wonder why
that i try 2 lie
about the way i feel
about the way i feel
about the way i feel
about the way i 

(bridge)
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
i dont care. at all.

(hook)
im rude 2 everyone
thats how i am
thats how ill stay :)
and im a prick because its fun
because i can
and thats ok
they only call me when they're gone
all turning dumb
all turning fade
so i hope you choke on your own tounge
and fucking die
just suffocate 
... im a pessimist

INSTRUMENTAL BREAK !!!!!!! OMG GUITARS!!!!!!!

(bridge)
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
i dont care. at all.

(hook)
im rude 2 everyone
thats how i am
thats how ill stay :)
and im a prick because its fun
because i can
and thats ok
they only call me when they're gone
all turning dumb
all turning fade
so i hope you choke on your own tounge
and fucking die
just suffocate 
... im a pessimist

pessimist

produced by me
on all platforms 
socials are in my bio <3
ty for listening

[Lyrics]

you’re in my mind for a day 
cant think bout getting you out 
you keep on running away
kaido just figure it out 
i’m stuck on helping you out 
you keep on pushing me down 
you tend on pushing me out 
i don’t think that’s what love’s about 
is it something that i said 
what the fuck did i do 
okay well that was an excuse 
don’t be a bitch 
don’t be so cruel 
don’t hide yourself 
i wanted you 
oh well, guess what?
go suck my dick 
i’m so fed up 
you’re just a bitch, who ruined love 
i guess you did 
i can’t control it 
i just need a motive 
i knew it was over 
so i needed some closure 
hard to admit that it was over 
you’re fucking up my composure 
but it’s okay 
cant take it back 
just like the feelings that we 
what
go suck my dick
and that new guy
you fell in love 
i don’t know why
go fuck his trust 
like you did I
i fucking hate 
Your stupid smile 
You make me mad 
you make me cry 
well don’t you love 
the way that i 
overreact 
you wanna die 
but 
i wanna die too
you’re in my mind for a day 
cant think bout getting you out 
you keep on running away
kaido just figure it out 
i’m stuck on helping you out 
you keep on pushing me down 
you tend on pushing me out 
i don’t think that’s what love’s about 
is it something that i said 
what the fuck did i do 
okay well that was an excuse 
don’t be a bitch 
don’t be so cruel 
don’t hide yourself 
i wanted you 
oh well, guess what?
go suck my dick 
i’m so fed up 
you’re just a bitch, who ruined love 
i guess you did