Jacobo's playlist

lyric:
your mind is limping to the side
 if you could try one  would you try it
 would you buy it
  now say it without
 sticking your tongue out 
you're disappointed 
could have been avoided
could be poison

and now  i have lied
to get you on my side
but you’re still not feeling right
not feeling right

bark 
never bite 
even if you change your mind
 you cant even see the sky

no one wants to be my friend
too many things to comprehend
i think too much when i press send
 i least i like to play pretend

but it gets tiring
 it feels like im manipulating everyone
 but there’s no prize to be won 
and its not that fun 
no its not that fun(its not that fun)

and now  i have lied
to get you on my side
but nothing ever feels right
i tried 
all this time
so many masks up on the shelf
 i think this time i might need real help

and who are you
to tell me what to do
you just dont have a clue
you got nothing to lose
you got nothing to lose

and now  i have lied
to get you on my side
but nothing ever feels right
i tried 
all this time
so many masks up on the shelf
 i think this time i might need real help

Nothing Ever Feels Right

I Don't Wanna Hold Your Hand

Watch Me Bleed

Turn It Off

and michael cera ruined a whole generation of white boys

Scott Pilgrim vs. the World Ruined a Whole Generation of Women

Computer Shy

Woke up again today
With no missions and zero strength
I don't know how to play
And I don't want to anyway
Need to delete this game
And go back to another save

But my hard drive's fucked
Zero charisma, zero luck
I don't have any skills
Or the XP to fix my build

The simulation's fucked
Everything and everybody sucks
NPCs hate my guts
I wanna quit, want to log off
I'm not having any fun

(My hard drive's fucked) I'm not having any fun
(Zero charisma, zero luck) I'm not having any fun
(The simulation's fucked) I'm not having any fun
(I'm not having any fun) I'm not having any fun

Life is an RPG and I Fucked Up My Build

I can't sleep and I don't wanna dream
Because you come back to me
And I don't want an apology
Just stay away from me
I can't sleep and I don't wanna dream
Because you come back to me
When I wake you're still in my brain
And it brings me pain it brings me

Pain into my life
Headaches and shame
Misery and rain
It cuts like a knife
Memories that won't go away
Go away
And I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
Because you come back to me
Hate, heartaches and tears
Wasted years
Memories of yesterday

I heard your name somewhere today
And I couldn't explain my state
Of mind I tried hard to find
How I felt inside and how I tried to hide
I can't sleep and I don't wanna dream
Because you come back to me
When I wake you're still in my brain
And it brings me pain it brings me

Pain into my life
Headaches and shame
Misery and rain
It cuts like a knife
Memories that won't go away
Go away
And I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
Because you come back to me
Hate, heartaches and tears
Wasted years
Memories of yesterday

I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream

I Can't Sleep

Blood stained mouths
Singing songs of praise and drowned
Drowsy patients patiently wait
At the gates of Hell and they stay
Sedated brains with lame ideas
As voices in their heads excrete
The gift of God is gone
Satan's will will be done

Jesus please save my soul
You're the only one I trust
You're the only one I know
Woe

You can find anything you want
When you close your eyes wide shut
Never not do wrong or right
In illuminated light
Imagine there's no Heaven or Hell
If you want to be a slave
Feeling bliss, fully numb
No more feelings of pain

Jesus I know you died for me
And I'm so sad
But I'm happy (woe)
There's no life without death (owe owe owe)
There's no hurt without rest

Kurt Cobain Says "I Don't Have a God" in Come As You Are Because the Song is About Selling Your Soul

from griefmode

i don’t want summer to finally break through
i don’t want summer to finally break through at night
my windows open wide
and soon the sun will rise
and shine upon my eyes

i don’t want summer to finally break through
i don’t want summer to finally break through at night
my eyes are open wide
paranoid whats outside
its something i won’t like

its heating up
im melting down
you see me when
you’re never around

i don't want summer to finally break through
i don't want summer to finally break through at night
my windows open wide
and you will take my eyes
show me what i won’t like

Don't Want Summer

You leave, leave forever
Give your last goodbye 
Cant do anything about it
I watch you drop out, walk out with a smile

Daisy
Why'd you betray me
You're fucking crazy
You're fucking crazy
I think you hate me
Daisy
Why'd you betray me
I think you hate me
You're fucking crazy
Daisy
It seems like lately
I think you're changing
I think you hate me
Daisy
Why'd you betray me
You're fucking crazy
You're fucking crazy

Collected all that data
Then you said see you later
why did you go away so soon

My interest fails fast
 to think you would last
 struck me behind my back
if that’s how it is then goodbye then

Daisy
Why'd you betray me
You're fucking crazy
You're fucking crazy
I think you hate me
Daisy
Why'd you betray me
I think you hate me
You're fucking crazy
Daisy
It seems like lately
I think you're changing
I think you hate me
Daisy
Why'd you betray me
You're fucking crazy
You're fucking crazy

collected all that data
Then you said see you later
Why did you go away so soon  
analyzed some statistics
But you didn’t give a shit 
shot me with a cupids harpoon

Daisy

I dont think that good people exist
For a moment of bliss why fist to the wrist I love it when they kick
And even more when they resist  So when I look at it again  Its no surprise why you would miss 

You got the skills to pay the bills
So I’m sorry but im not you wasted your life on a job 
So you got some thrills when you got lots of kills
But When You realize what you’ve done
Theres nowhere left to run

Cold hold chocolate
Don’t know what I did 
Marked off a checklist
 Peanut butter falcon
Called to tell you 
Im at Ikea
On 12th avenue 
In North Korea

You got the skills to pay the bills
So I’m sorry but im not you wasted your life on a job 
So you got some thrills when you got lots of kills
But When You realize what you’ve done
Theres nowhere left to run

I love devotion
The action
The classics
I love commotion
Its woven and frozen

You got the skills to pay the bills
So I’m sorry but im not you wasted your life on a job 
So you got some thrills when you got lots of kills
But When You realize what you’ve done
Theres nowhere left to run
You got the skills to pay the bills
So I’m sorry but im not you wasted your life on a job 
So you got some thrills when you got lots of kills
But When You realize what you’ve done
Theres nowhere left to run

Squander

Hey have you guys heard about snail man 
He was just right over there man
I see him everywhere And  im not a schizophrenic
 
Cause once you’re fucking snail pilled
It can never be cancelled
You’ll see him every where and
When you scream he will stand still

Snail man just shot the Home Depot
Snail man just bombed a casino
Snail man doesn’t have a big ego
Because there’s not many people
 half man 
half snail 
6 feet to scale
Snail mans not frail
He's been to jail

Snail man
Snail man 
Snail man
Snail man
Snail man
 Snail man
Is fucking real
Snail man
Snail man 
Snail man
Snail man
Snail man 
Snail man
Made a law appeal

Snail man  doesn’t listen to words
Lives off the grid
And eat shrubs and herbs

Its snail man call 911
theres a green guy with a gun

Snail man doesn’t care about us 
snail man doesn’t have a job
Snail man doesn’t have a knife
Snail man doesn’t have a life

but they say Im crazy,  they don’t believe me  I know I saw it
I know I called him
 He spawned 
He crawled  
he’s the so called
Mr salt bald
Mr slime fraud
He’s loved and awed
He’s been appalled
He’s been abroad
And he’s been real all along

(everyone thinks im fucking crazy! la la la la bark bark bark)
Never touch him
 never speak foul 
he’ll say gotcha , see you in hell 
Any offer
Anyone in sight
Once I caught him
It was late at night
 so I called his name
And he went away
And since that day
I tried spread his ways

Snail man
Snail man 
Snail man
Snail man
Snail man
 Snail man
Is fucking real
Snail man
Snail man 
Snail man
Snail man
Snail man
 Snail man
Made a law appeal
Snail man  Doesn’t listen to words
Lives off the grid
And eat shrubs and herbs

Its snail man call 911
theres a green guy with a gun

Snail man
Snail man 
Snail man
Snail man
Snail man
 Snail man
Is fucking real
Snail man
Snail man 
Snail man
Snail man
Snail man
 Snail man
Made a law appeal
Snail man  Doesn’t listen to words
Lives off the grid
And eat shrubs and herbs

Its snail man call 911
theres a green guy with a gun

Snail Man

in my skull I’ve been so numb
Life lately hasn’t been so fun
Im sorry I cut off your run
Everything you gave me is gone
I hug an image every night
I hug the memories in my mind
And think of the better times till then

I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
Its gets a little worse each day
And one day I will hatch from this egg
I’ll finally get my way

When I’m missing you and when I’m feeling hurt
I play dress up with a doll and I make it wear your shirt 
I hold your doll until I sleep 
I think about you in my dreams
But when I wake back up the doll is staring back at me

So I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
Its gets a little worse each day
And one day I will hatch from this egg
I’ll break I'll get my way
in my skull I’ve been so numb
Life lately hasn’t been so fun
Im sorry I cut off your run
Everything you gave me is gone
I hug an image every night
I hug the memories in my mind
And think of the better times till then
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
Its gets a little worse each day
And one day I will hatch from this egg
I’ll break I'll get my way
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
Its gets a little worse each day
And one day I will hatch from this egg
I’ll break I'll get my way

Stuffed Animals

Practicing self destruction
I can barely function
I fucked my whole life up
I think that my times up
Theres no coming back now
Everyone is sad now, sad now

Times up i know that my life sucks
Nothing worth saving I am barely living
Waging and praying just to end it
You wish i was dead now dead now

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Useless this why I choose this
Maybe im just stupid dumb and clueless
Houston can you read me can you even hear me
Do you even need me Need me

Chemicals in my brain
I am not the same
I watched too much youtube
I ate too much junkfood
Had too many vaccines
Now something is wrong me, wrong with me

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Lifes fucking worthless

Dead By 30 (feat. UhOhSlater)

hey snail man believers 👋


lyrics:
im never going out and I’m never going back
I cant leave those two alone cause they're always smoking crack
And  I dont want a chaser
I dont wanna chase her
 I cant keep the pace so I never really race her

You smirk your strange smile 
And you Ride a motorcycle
Your world is on my shoulders and I cant hold it over 
on earth, day one
Your worth will never be that much
But you can pray above
 you can use god as a crutch yeah

i cant go back to her
Its moving way too fast
But everythings a blur 
im withdrawing in class

Im in the atmosphere
heard what I shouldn’t hear
I dont have the strength
cant even run off with my legs yeah

(help my pussys gone crazy!!)

hey im on my way  i want to see you everyday
but Nothings been the same
Since we never got to say
Our last goodbye
Hours in the sky
Just to say hello
Can I stay? Hell no
 I never say of what I want
But still I  piss everyone off
You know Its never fair 
But you said you didn’t care  
cause I failed that test
Beneath your dress yeah
Got so much older
Running from a boulder

everyone has something to love
but somehow I ended up with  none
Everyone gets something to love
But I never was
Never was, never loved

I dont want your help
I dont want your money dont think you’re cute
I dont think youre funny
All you ever do
Is annoy and and bug me
all you ever do is try to fuck me

You used hit me up  like hey baby what’s up
you used me for my love
but Now you want to fuck
I even changed up how I dressed
Just to try to be the best
but you never even noticed
And it made me so depressed

i cant go back to her
Its moving way too fast
But everythings a blur im withdrawing in class

Im in the atmosphere
heard what I shouldn’t hear
I dont have the strength
cant even run off with my legs yeah

I Can't Go Back To Her

When you give your love to me
I might have saw your hello kitty
When you show me what you like
Its not that strange, its just designs

Of Melody, kuromi  monkichi, Keroppi
 Batz,  kiki + lala  
usahana
robowan

Sanrio
(rio rio rio)
girl!
Sanrio
(rio rio rio)
girl!

How could you ever be upset
There are no drugs not even sex
So How could it ever be a threat
Its just hello kitty and  friends

There’s another character
I see him by the register
I guess that you like Sanrio
you ask for more I cant say no

Sanrio
(rio rio rio)
girl!
Sanrio
(rio rio rio)
girl!

When you give your love to me
I might have saw your hello kitty
When you show me what you like
Its not that strange, its just designs

Of Melody, kuromi  monkichi, Keroppi
 Batz,  kiki + lala  
usahana
robowan

Sanrio
(rio rio rio)
girl!
Sanrio
(rio rio rio)
girl!

Sanrio Girl

lyric:
i'm such a fucking loser
cause i don't see the point
in leaving behind my toys
and spending a life employed

im such a fucking loser
i just get to have fun
if you don't get to have fun
then what’s the point, it just seems dumb

  nothing in life is guaranteed
  if i'm a loser i agree
  if i'm a loser let me be  

i went to forage
deep in the forest
its what feels right and what i like
naturally

we weren’t meant to feel agony
we’re just meant to live happily and
adventure through the world
but there’s graphs and tax and girls

nothing ever goes my way
it's likely that you’d say the same
there's no way out 
you could quit, or die, or drop out
but then you would shout

i'm such a fucking loser
cause i don't see the point
in leaving behind my toys
and spending a life employed

im such a fucking loser
i just get to have fun
if you don't get to have fun
then what’s the point, it just seems dumb

Loser

lyric:
life is like a game
every level feels the same every time you play 
you lose another day
  turn everything in 
make mistakes
are you surprised you act this way
 it makes me ask around 
will we ever make it to the shade?

you can't make sense of wheres on earths the crown
can't afford it 
your dream is laying right on there on ground
just run toward it
use time cause its always going down
can't restore it
if its fleeting don't ignore it
if its breathing then abort it   

you put your life in a single place
 it came back out and punched your face
devoted blood and all
but you hit your biggest wall 
they told you dress the job
you invested just to sob 
you sacrifice and fail
you lose, you go to jail

you can't make sense of wheres on earths the crown
can't afford it 
your dream is laying right on there on ground
just run toward it
use time cause its always going down
can't restore it
if its fleeting don't ignore it
if its breathing then abort it   

Life is like a game
(life is like a game)

every level feels the same 
(every level feels the same.. )

every time you play 
(every time you play )

you lose another day
(you lose another day!)

  turn everything in 
make mistakes
are you surprised you act this way
 it makes me ask around 
will we ever make it to the shade?

  turn everything in 
make mistakes
are you surprised you act this way
 it makes me ask around 
will we ever make it to the shade?

Jacobo's playlist

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