since the start [michael harrison]

𝕙𝕠𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕕𝕒𝕪 𝕨𝕖'𝕣𝕖 𝕥𝕠𝕘𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣,
𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕜𝕖𝕖𝕡 𝕞𝕖 𝕤𝕖𝕕𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕.
| prod. pekarot |
non-profit
(lyrics)
its so complicated
and im so sedated
with the thoughts that i have here of you
and im so frustated
im stuck here just waiting
for love thatll never come around
you see that im changing
i fall on the pavement
and i cut myself here for you

for you x2
but you dont want me now
im falling, and i just stumble round
cant clear my thoughts when it is only fogging out
i just wanna rot here in my own hell
ive been waiting here for so damn long 
its kinda scary cause i know youd never love me
i fear the future as im writing all this music
theres no one here that will ever fucking listen
staring at her eyes cause i love the way they glisten
you have me here trapped in this trance
melting at the way you give me that glance
so sedated when youre sitting here next to me
i just wanna give you everything left of me

theres nothing here thats left of me,
can u give me everything that i want to see
your eyes "pretty"
i cant define
the things i see
your way of life
stay here with me
im getting by
with you here with me

made 1/1/2023

sedated (pekarot)

drained of color (24/7) [prod. wisssery]

thinkin’ w/ angel diary [ayykidtaylor]

Stars in the road by Vails 
Lyrics:

Laying in the road
As the cars drive away
Staring at all the stars 
Wishing that you would of stayed 
I’m cold to my bones and i can’t breathe all the fumes 
Im over this life, I’ll let my thoughts just consume me 
I see stars in the road, I see the trails from the lights, staying up with my demons All night
Im escaping whist im contemplating 
This is so frustrating, I’m a nightmare in the making 

Perfection, that is what I’m craving 
Stand next to me and we can start aiming 
For the life that we always chose
But Right now I’m to cold yeah I’m so froze 

Frozen like a Porcelain
I’m a statue and your cracking through my walls again 
I hate closure but it’s something that is needed here
Man i hate this
Can’t you promise you will be sincere 
Oh I hate this man 

Laying in the road
As the cars drive away
Staring at all the stars 
Wishing that you would of stayed 
I’m cold to my bones and i can’t breathe all the fumes 
Im over this life, I’ll let my thoughts just consume me 
I see stars in the road, I see the trails from the lights, staying up with my demons All night
Im escaping whist im contemplating 
This is so frustrating, Its forsaken, nightmare in the making


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Stars in the road (og)

vexle x seezenz

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she askin why (prod. junoes + greyrock)

Featuring: @akiradoves
Written by: Reapers Shadow & AkiraDoves
Produced by: @nevrfall
Mixed by: @joshiguess & AkiraDoves
Mastered by: AkiraDoves 
Artwork from: Fruits Basket 2019
Artwork Edited by: Reapers Shadow 

Lyrics:
[Intro: Reapers Shadow]
Try my best 
But I'm depressed 

[Verse 1: Reapers Shadow]
Haven't felt this way in years 
Haven't felt anything in years 
Consumed by all my fears 
Remember buying clothes from sears 
Now I'm fucking soaring through the next year 
Don't wanna see you no more 
No more 

[Chorus: Reapers Shadow]
Used to feel at home 
Now nobody hits my phone 
They all have a bone to pick 
I don't really give a shit 
Cause they all want me dead
So I take a breath and leave 
I walk through the green 

[Bridge: AkiraDoves]
I know it's hard to find love 
Just holding me 
Close to your heart 
 
[Verse 2: AkiraDoves]
Eliminate all the bad things 
I remember when it was just me and you
We were sitting in silence oh inside of your car 
I remember when you told me 
That you wanna go far
Used to feel like home 
But nobody hits my phone
Your tearing down my fucking soul
No one understands when they go
I can't tell what's right or wrong 
She likes to play me like I'm dumb 
Try to open up whenever I get the chance 
Tell me that's you love me 
Just know that I never can

[Chorus: Reapers Shadow & AkiraDoves]
Used to feel at home 
Now nobody hits my phone 
They all have a bone to pick 
I don't really give a shit 
Cause they all want me dead
So I take a breath and leave 
I walk through the green 

[Outro: AkiraDoves]
I know it's hard to find love 
Just holding me 
Close to your heart

Home W/ AkiraDoves (Prod. nevrfall)

ft. 13 year-old me
prod by @tiedforsilver
mastered by teddyboi
Stream "Fall Again" on all plats:
https://open.spotify.com/track/0DWB3T60GOLC5e6oY4rlVL?si=201a522488bb4a79
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pUqyBof-Thk

Fall Again (prod. Tied For Silver)

thank god i passed all my courses.

LYRICZ
Here i am at 4 am
I just finished my essay
What did i write? Amen

I dont, pray to god, but boy i need that luck
One night after work, 2000 words, still not enough
Up all night, til the break of dawn, early morning rising
I fucked up, n poorly planned, too late, hand in, no revising

Made mistakes that i cant take back
Grade got an F, and boy i hate that
Rate me zero, well bitch im sure i aint that
But if you say 10, ima ask you where your brains at

Annotated bibliography
Write it last minute what the fucks wrong with me
back n forth on school, work and love
Cant stay on topic like my essays, another gutter draft is done
Thats no fun, i must admit
I overthink til i feel like shit

2000 words [prod. mndls1600]

loud (prod. greyrock)

prod. lil divine, no samples <3
@user-642636378
mixed by lil divine, @killbreanna, and @user-642636378

[lil divine:]
stop and just wait for a minute
please listen close cuz i need this
theres blood on my clothes from the leakage
and i dont know who i can trust with the secrets

can you promise me youll keep it
safe from the scouring demons
drain all my blood with the leeches
and leave my body here to drown in the deep end

[halfhearted:]

drown in the deepend 
losing my soul
hate in ur eyes
when you break all my bones
u don’t regret all the lies thag you told
but each time you tell me
we’ll walk down this road again

sick of driving on them potholes
i think i got stockholm
forgot how you would hold me close

so now i’m clinging to a bottle
i bet you hope i rot in peace
so, lay me six feet deep

[lil divine:]

left in the dirt holdin hopes out for somethin
dont take my words and convert them to weapons
wrote you a song out of words that mean nothin
but you wont ever see it on a motherfuckin setlist

so baby tell me do you really wanna go
i cant see you through the 6 feet of snow
left my feelings in a box on the road
need a key to get the lock off my soul

i can feel the weight crushin my bones
bloody teeth embedded in the throne
why tf u keep hittin my phone?

why cant you leave me the fuck alone
when youre here this house dont feel like home
shattered fragments pierce throughout my skull
skull

[halfhearted:]

leave me to drown with the leaches
seeping in lust will i ever defeat this
stole all my love
not enough 
it’s a weakness
i was the one but i told u i’m leaving soon

we keep running round in circles
the bridges yeah we burned those
so i can never hold on hope

and i’ll let you watch me tie my rope
broke down, left my love on the side of the road
hometown, but feel like there’s no where to go
long frown, but i think i’m getting used to the cold

[lil divine:]

stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a solution to u
for what somebody else did
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a replacement to u
tell me who did u lose

leeches

leeches w/ halfhearted

@jadedloner on everything 🤍
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drained of color (24/7) [prod. wisssery]

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