since the start [michael harrison]

𝕙𝕠𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕕𝕒𝕪 𝕨𝕖'𝕣𝕖 𝕥𝕠𝕘𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣,
𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕜𝕖𝕖𝕡 𝕞𝕖 𝕤𝕖𝕕𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕.
| prod. pekarot |
non-profit
(lyrics)
its so complicated
and im so sedated
with the thoughts that i have here of you
and im so frustated
im stuck here just waiting
for love thatll never come around
you see that im changing
i fall on the pavement
and i cut myself here for you

for you x2
but you dont want me now
im falling, and i just stumble round
cant clear my thoughts when it is only fogging out
i just wanna rot here in my own hell
ive been waiting here for so damn long 
its kinda scary cause i know youd never love me
i fear the future as im writing all this music
theres no one here that will ever fucking listen
staring at her eyes cause i love the way they glisten
you have me here trapped in this trance
melting at the way you give me that glance
so sedated when youre sitting here next to me
i just wanna give you everything left of me

theres nothing here thats left of me,
can u give me everything that i want to see
your eyes "pretty"
i cant define
the things i see
your way of life
stay here with me
im getting by
with you here with me

made 1/1/2023

sedated (pekarot)

epic song ft. @lxstboymusic
prod. judah B

LYRICCCC!!
Slide on the city yeah you know its time
Yeah shes pretty, mighty fine
Got myself locked in her eyes, a carousel right through my spine
She got me spinning round, round circles in my brain
I wish i could go back, and make my past not so plain

Cant change the past, but the future's yours to mold
So take your hand, ace up your sleeve, dont you fold, youll see
Youll make your name, across these plains, across these empty streets
Follow me, but i aint got a fkn clue
We gon bluff, we gon make it through the rough, 
losing all my confidence but fuck it ima run it up, 
look into her eyes n don't pass that up

[lxst boy]
yeah
slide through the city we gon make it fly
got so lost in her deep brown eyes
never could dance but she took my hand
got me hyped for what she got next
and i don’t wanna tell her now
that she’s all in my head
i wish i could just let her go
but i’m still here instead

imma lost boy
never found
but i’m always
underground
i don’t really
fall in love
but this girl is
all i want

slide on the city ft. lxst boy [prod. Judah B]

drained of color (24/7) [prod. wisssery]

thinkin’ w/ angel diary [ayykidtaylor]

prod @pastencounters

LYR!C
Ok im dreaming bout you, even tho you waste my time
I know what this will come to, but i'm hypnotized
Got me by the tongue, and im searching for an answer
Ur stuck inside my thoughts, your a devilish enchanter

Black eyeliner, ripped fishnets, thigh high socks and pink corset
Black nail polish, cigarettes, got my name across your chest
Black eyeliner, ripped fishnets, thigh high socks and pink corset
Black nail polish, cigarettes, got my name across your chest

Once i saw you, you had me crushing, girl i want you
She got that hello kitty backpack, and in fact, she asked my snapchat
Shawty i dont have that, heres my ig, lets not backtrack
Moving forward, making moves, i see your eyes, i see your mood.

devilish enchanter the way she looks into my eyes
She got my soul she's haunting, is this real life?
Im under full control, she got me by that spell
Im simping full time for you, baby cant you tell

Black eyeliner, ripped fishnets, thigh high socks and pink corset
Black nail polish, cigarettes, got my name across ur chest
Black eyeliner, ripped fishnets, thigh high socks and pink corset
Black nail polish, cigarettes, got my name across ur chest

i know, nothings ever perfect.
You got me by ur spell, and ill tell you that its working
I wanna see you, wanna be by your side
But if i'm being honest, i dont know how u survived
All my stupid questions, all my stupid answers
I'm self conscious, i'm a loser, and your a devilish enchanter

Black eyeliner, ripped fishnets, thigh high socks and pink corset
Black nail polish,cigarettes, she got my name across her chest
Black eyeliner, ripped fishnets, thigh high socks and pink corset
Black nail polish, cigarettes, she got my name across her chest

devilish enchanter [prod. past encounters]

safety (secre x heyrick)

ft. 13 year-old me
prod by @tiedforsilver
mastered by teddyboi
Stream "Fall Again" on all plats:
https://open.spotify.com/track/0DWB3T60GOLC5e6oY4rlVL?si=201a522488bb4a79
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pUqyBof-Thk

Fall Again (prod. Tied For Silver)

vexle x seezenz

follow them: https://www.instagram.com/vexle_?igsh=MWdxMDk0M3J4Yzk4ag==

https://www.instagram.com/scareseezenz?igsh=aHJlbm1ma3NjNjdh

loud (prod. greyrock)

Defeated

cheyenne

@jadedloner on everything 🤍
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Contact: jadedlonermgmt@gmail.com

drained of color (24/7) [prod. wisssery]

Jadedloner