prod by justdan

completely nonprofit

lyrics

walk with me 
talk with me
stay a little longer
wont u come inside?
walk with me
talk with me
ur mind begins to falter 
wont u stay the night?

surely it's safer 
inside waiting patient
for the sun to rise
these woods will get cold
frost bites at all ur toes
u should roll the dice
lets go

ignore what they told u
there's some who will guard u
u should come inside
we're getting frustrated
just break concentration
u should come inside
i promise it's safer
ur dreams i will take them
for once u'll sleep the night
and all of the feelings
that u seek escaping
I'll void them from ur life

so walk with me
talk with me
stay a little longer
walk with me
talk with me
ur mind begins to falter
wont u stay the night
surely it's safer
inside waiting patient
for the sun to rise
the woods will get cold
frost bites at all ur toes 
u should roll the dice

promise or guests never once leave complaining
im really quite alright
lets fix u some food
bits of meat diced and cubed
and get u a bed for the night
u won't feel a thing
as u drift off to sleep
don't mind the soup or its eyes

don't trust the soup (justdan)

start loving yourself, to quit loving yourself
i was sleeping on the edge of my bed till i fell
awaken to the morning sweat 
of being trapped in this hell
could i forgive like all i did to puncture holes in my health?

it's not about you
but i sorta wish it was
cause i hope you're doing well
i know we don't talk much 
but this is not the way i deserve to be treated
i'd do anything to have a sixth sense or a reason

cause i am constantly bleeding
but no one can see it
i'm sure they know a lot about it
and are sick of the sequence
since i have turned to a demon
do not come near me
you know i mean no harm
but i don't wanna feel guilty

cause i'm selfish as fuck
i hate what i make
yet i'll still put it out 
in hopes that it'll do great
it's way too hard to portray how i feel
when i'm sober as fuck, and not off on the pills

my brain is stupid
i find it useless
i only leave my room when it has to do with music
and you can call me pudent
that's only half what the truth is
sick of the tones on my phone
tryna convince me to use it
i know this won't make it easy
but you should know what i'm thinking
it helps me comprehend what's real
and not just imagination
(was it imagination?..)
WAS IT IMAGINATION

thank you ally, bow, everyone in rue
when i'm down on my luck
i know that ya'll will come through
but that's like all of the time
so how's my conscience alive?
(there's just been way too many times)
(that i've had to realign)

i always wonder
"am i still me?"
(do you feel me)
if i'm putting out a track
would you listen?
intentionally fucking up my health
just to heal me..
IT'S JUST A CYCLE THAT I LIVE WITH

if my mind is a prison
i'll call the guard and i'll sick him
i push through every division
while all the while feeling livid
you know, i must be the sickness
i'm the root in itself
when i come back to this shit
i still won't know how i felt

cause the tone in my voice,
whether i'm singing or speaking;
it makes me wanna vomit
oh dear god, now i'm shaking
yet they say it's amazing
i wish that i could believe em
so that once i'm gone
this could be my requiem

(oh, don't you know?..)

fuck
asking questions of questions upon answer-
you win.
(or is it just me?)

there weren't enough words 
within this timeline we call home
that moment had passed
and now i've come to understand..
that there still isn't
and won't ever be.
maybe it's the way we've all come to lie down 
next to who we were the day before
(the day before)
but never come to terms with that poor soul.
every now and then..
i wonder what would have been...
where i would be..
if i hadn't spoken at all..
silence speaks for itself
(but do you?..)
and engraved into thin air..
i rest.
(i rot.)

artemis//requiem (hero x emptychest)

THIS WAS TAKEN DOWN ALONG TIME AGO FOR A COPYRIGHT ISSUE I GOT IT SORTED OUT ENJOY!!!

Casket (Feat. yung axstn) (prod. anteven)

Mixed/Mastered By Me
-
Produced By https://soundcloud.com/youngburial
-
(Lyrics)
stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this 

she just wanna see me when I’m down 
questioning what are we I just frown 
getting messages from other people
can I ask are you evil?
and I just wanna set the mood to winter 

stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this 

and every time we hanging out you don’t speak 
you question all the love you have for me I can see
I can see through this facade protecting me 
Hurting me give me more 

she was out too much 
she would stab me in my back
I know you didn’t care about me 
and I just wish you could love me 
the way I want you to 
and it’s been aching me

stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this 

on your way your back that is not true 
you said that you care but that’s all lies
girl I miss you 
you know that I’m selfish girl 
I just wanna settle down 
I just wanna stay around 

and I just need a second to breathe 
I just wanna live here in peace 
no one fucking bothering me 
and I just need a second to breathe 
so please don’t go 

stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this

what are we (fats'e)

𝕙𝕠𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕕𝕒𝕪 𝕨𝕖'𝕣𝕖 𝕥𝕠𝕘𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣,
𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕜𝕖𝕖𝕡 𝕞𝕖 𝕤𝕖𝕕𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕.
| prod. splashgvng x pekarot |
non-profit
(lyrics)
its so complicated
and im so sedated
with the thoughts that i have here of you
and im so frustated
im stuck here just waiting
for love thatll never come around
you see that im changing
i fall on the pavement
and i cut myself here for you

for you x2
but you dont want me now
im falling, and i just stumble round
cant clear my thoughts when it is only fogging out
i just wanna rot here in my own hell
ive been waiting here for so damn long 
its kinda scary cause i know youd never love me
i fear the future as im writing all this music
theres no one here that will ever fucking listen
staring at her eyes cause i love the way they glisten
you have me here trapped in this trance
melting at the way you give me that glance
so sedated when youre sitting here next to me
i just wanna give you everything left of me

theres nothing here thats left of me,
can u give me everything that i want to see
your eyes "pretty"
i cant define
the things i see
your way of life
stay here with me
im getting by
with you here with me

made 1/1/2023

sedated (splashgvng x pekarot)

hate u ft. sendflowrs (sorrow bringer)

With mr. decks <3 (soundcloud.com/decksmusic)

Greenwood:

But you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t know

The lights getting dim and the darks getting in on its own

But you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t know

That I’m barely him and this house barely feels like a home

 
I hit the function at midnight, but it’s so done

And I couldn’t wait til you show up

And lately I’m holding out so much

But its only you that I dream of
("cuz when i fall asleep, ur the one i dream of")
 

With all of the lames around me but its not real

And know that I tripped a few times, but you know me

And I never could say no but I want to

And know that I’m in so deep, I just want you

 

(still breathing, I’m still breathing now)

But you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t know

(I’m here so please just hear me out)

The lights getting dim and the darks getting in on its own

(still breathing, I’m still breathing now)

But you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t know

(I’m here so please just hear me out)

That I’m barely him and this house barely feels like a home

decks:

or a heart

we’re apart

at the seams



we’re in love

from the start

i’m above

ur between



and the light

dimming now

say it loud

it can hurt sometimes but


how

in the night

falling out

its an awful time, what


can i do to mend what i have broken?

i take back all the words i’ve spoken

Both:
(still breathing, I’m still breathing now)

But you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t know

(I’m here so please just hear me out)

The lights getting dim and the darks getting in on its own

(still breathing, I’m still breathing now)

But you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t know

(I’m here so please just hear me out)

That I’m barely him and this house barely feels like a home

Softening (w/ decks)

support king theta <3 https://soundcloud.com/kingtheta

I’m sick and tired of the game plan
To turn my life around 
I’m not good at reaching out no
So I’ll forfeit everything  just take it all from me just go 

And I use everything I own until it’s 
Beyond repair and I still 
Try to make it work I don’t know why I don’t know why 
It’s like I 
Just can’t accept it struggle 
With every process need some 
Help here and there it’s all I ask it’s all I ask

Cause I’ve exhausted all of my synapses 
No longer knowing how I can combat this

Said that I didn’t make it on time 
I’ve pushed the luck met every deadline 
I’ll push the tree I’ll chop the roots 
There’s nothing left for me to do 
We’ll make it work we always have 
I’ve got your heart and you’ve got my knack  
No stepping stones more like thumb tacks 
It’s not that deep but still fights back it still fights back 

Cause I use everything I own until it’s beyond repair
And I still try to make it work you  call it unfair 
To every new machine I never put it out of misery 
If I let go I fear them missin me these spirits listening 
And I trusted you and I gave it all away 
but I 
I kept one thing
And it’s on me always yeah 
I’ll keep that ring you gave me 
Spin it round on my finger daily 
And you keep that same old smile 
Hope I get to see it for a long while now
I’m not good at reaching out 
Not enough hands in sight not to pull me out 
I’ve exhausted all I’ve exhausted everything 

Said that I didn’t make it on time 
I’ve pushed the luck met every deadline 
I’ll push the tree I’ll chop the roots 
There’s nothing left for me to do 
We’ll make it work we always have 
I’ve got your heart and you’ve got my knack  
No stepping stones more like thumb tacks 
It’s not that deep but still fights back it still fights back

thumb tacks (king theta)

i'll make this my own if it kills me

credits:
@jolst
@toobears
@punkworldthreat
@x1fern
@fantasycamp
@ejcarrmusic

lyrics:
I can't win 'em all
I'm on fuck 'em all
I won't take the fall
If i did no wrong
I don't know what to say
People want me gone
I can't live my life this way
I had to change up

I can't spell it out
Where I'm from, where I'll go
I know I've been trying hard
Getting out of my home
It's a cycle that repeats
I ain't getting any sleep
I'm so tired of the cold
Wear the willow when it weeps

I could cry, but the tears all dried up
Baby what's your sign? I got trouble keeping up
And I'll always take the drive, I don't wanna fly up
Monaco my thighs and the chain is grape tucked

I want it all on me
Winter, fall on me
In the sky, turning blind
Keep it tall on me
I'm alright, no I'm fine
You can call on me
My disguise, in your eyes
Nothing altering

Nothing altering
Catch me when I'm faltering
I wanna be something so badly you know that I'm trying, you know that I'm offering
But you see through me
Purple with the bruising
Keep it in my cup
'Cause it's the only thing that's soothing

I've been like done, I've been like fuck 'em all
I'm never having much luck with y'all
I was just trying to show some love
But I'm left here in the dust
Cold like the winter
And I don't want to hinder
So I've been fading slowly
Wonder why I'm so bitter

I can't win 'em all
I'm on fuck 'em all
I won't take the fall
If i did no wrong
I don't know what to say
People want me gone
I can't live my life this way
I had to change up

I can't spell it out
Where I'm from, where I'll go
I know I've been trying hard
Getting out of my home
It's a cycle that repeats
I ain't getting any sleep
I'm so tired of the cold
Wear the willow when it weeps

spotify & apple

tearduct (ft. 1fern) [jolst x punk]

prod. sunshowers

i cant see any how else
no way! :')
people tell me how else
how else?! ;(
to breathe, to live, to see,
my friend died last week.
i dont want no one, else
stay away!, stay away!,
theres something thats been off today..
im changing up my day-to-day,
in hope and search for better days.
i cant see any how else
no way.. !
people tell me how else

i know this isn't, and i know youre kidding
you took!,-
damn near everything i had to barely call myself
i cant stand myself! <3
drowning in myself! < / 3
I DONT NEED NO HELP!
thats what i told myse-e-elf. . ...

ǝslǝ ʍoɥ ǝɯ llǝʇ ǝsɐǝld
ǝslǝ ʍoɥ ʎuɐ ǝǝs ʇuɐɔ ᴉ
to get out of this mess,
to get out of my head,
i think i just need rest..

i cant see any how else
...
people tell me how else
...
to breathe, to live, to see,
my friend died last week. .

yh, yh,
get away, GET AWAY,
I really fucking h*te this place!
im changing up my day today,
and i know it wont change anything at all♡..
i try, i guess, but who am i?
fuck all the complications,
read the text, now my heart's racing!
hideaway, hideaway, yh :c
its time to question everything, yh!! ;c
dont turn back now,
you can slow down,
smoke that roach now,
blow that smoke out,
to clear my mind drought,
set the sun out..

i cant see any how else
no way! :')
people tell me how else
how else! ;(
to breathe, to live, to see,
my friend died last week.
i dont want no one, else
stay away, stay away,
theres something thats been off today
im changing up my day-to-day,
in hope and search for better days
no, way..

last week

this song will have a music video soon, and more coming maybe features???

Running From Myself

IV ♱ 20
i've given everything

how could i have known it was limited time

sedated (splashgvng x pekarot)

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