respite

[+ loverboybeats]

I think I’ll die tonight 
My bones have taken its toll tonight 
Bloodshot eyes but you’ll be fine 
Cuz your with me 

Got aches in my bones tonight
I see nothing but the fear in your eyes 

These days are a constant cycle 
Release all your inhibitions out on the floor 
And out of the door 

Guess I’ll just stay lost in the tunnel 
I can’t make up my mind it’s a struggle
You put me down and stab me in the back

Sick and tired of the paranoia in my head 
Take some pills and I’ll be alright 

These days are a constant cycle 
Release all your inhibitions out on the floor 
And out of the door 

I think I’ll die tonight 
My bones have taken its toll tonight 
Bloodshot eyes but you’ll be fine 
Cuz your with me 

Got aches in my bones tonight
I see nothing but the fear in your eyes 

These days are a constant cycle 
Release all your inhibitions out on the floor 
And out of the door 

Guess I’ll just stay lost in the tunnel 
I can’t make up my mind it’s a struggle
You put me down and stab me in the back

Aches In My Bones (pt. 2)

𝕙𝕠𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕕𝕒𝕪 𝕨𝕖'𝕣𝕖 𝕥𝕠𝕘𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣,
𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕜𝕖𝕖𝕡 𝕞𝕖 𝕤𝕖𝕕𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕.
| prod. pekarot |
non-profit
(lyrics)
its so complicated
and im so sedated
with the thoughts that i have here of you
and im so frustated
im stuck here just waiting
for love thatll never come around
you see that im changing
i fall on the pavement
and i cut myself here for you

for you x2
but you dont want me now
im falling, and i just stumble round
cant clear my thoughts when it is only fogging out
i just wanna rot here in my own hell
ive been waiting here for so damn long 
its kinda scary cause i know youd never love me
i fear the future as im writing all this music
theres no one here that will ever fucking listen
staring at her eyes cause i love the way they glisten
you have me here trapped in this trance
melting at the way you give me that glance
so sedated when youre sitting here next to me
i just wanna give you everything left of me

theres nothing here thats left of me,
can u give me everything that i want to see
your eyes "pretty"
i cant define
the things i see
your way of life
stay here with me
im getting by
with you here with me

made 1/1/2023

sedated (pekarot)

drained of color (24/7) [prod. wisssery]

hey
old track from 2021/22
the goat @cherryrizla featuring
prod. @nevrfall
enjoy <3

lyrics:
i just cant wait until
i can come down 
and finally stop melting
i
i drive away from my
home in the hopes
that you’ll see me as something 

feeling a pain in my shoulder
stopping the car to pull over 
losing myself as im older
finding myself now its over

i sit alone in a sea of the blood of my past lives
all nine died
dont wanna find out if i cried
do it again by the sunrise
torture, im living this torture
and nothing will come of it
i just get high for the fun of it
i cannot feel i am numb again
nothin ever does it like you do

i
i just cant wait until
i can come down 
and finally stop melting
i
i drive away from my
home in the hopes
that you’ll see me as something 

feeling a pain in my shoulder
stopping the car to pull over 
losing my breath as i feel it
nothing is sweeter than closure

melting w/ cherryrizla (2022) [nevrfall]

lyrics:

mention
oh you never seem to mention
i can feel the added tension between us
its feeding on shit that i say
it ruined my day

oh, mention
i think that i forgot to mention
i’ve been feeling like an asshole of late and
i never mean to say what i say
im trying to change

i’m trying to
break down on a side street
i’m finding my footing
while the ground’s disappearing

im feeling the bricks as i fall down
erasing a chance of a thought now
maybe i should speak

decision
i gotta make a damn decision
i know u miss how it was written between us
its doesnt have to stay this way
im willing to change

indecision
im struggling with indecision
the lights have never been so dim when between us
i’ll never try to make
you stay

im trying to
break down on a side street
im finding my footing
while the ground’s disappearing

im feeling the bricks as i fall down
erasing a chance of a thought now
maybe i should speak

---

im feeling the bricks as i fall down
erasing a chance of a thought now
maybe i should speak
up for myself now
i’d much rather just see myself out
maybe i should speak

Credit

taylor swift cover
very personal 2 me
hope u enjoy
<3

august (cover)

prod. lil divine, no samples <3
@user-642636378
mixed by lil divine, @killbreanna, and @user-642636378

[lil divine:]
stop and just wait for a minute
please listen close cuz i need this
theres blood on my clothes from the leakage
and i dont know who i can trust with the secrets

can you promise me youll keep it
safe from the scouring demons
drain all my blood with the leeches
and leave my body here to drown in the deep end

[halfhearted:]

drown in the deepend 
losing my soul
hate in ur eyes
when you break all my bones
u don’t regret all the lies thag you told
but each time you tell me
we’ll walk down this road again

sick of driving on them potholes
i think i got stockholm
forgot how you would hold me close

so now i’m clinging to a bottle
i bet you hope i rot in peace
so, lay me six feet deep

[lil divine:]

left in the dirt holdin hopes out for somethin
dont take my words and convert them to weapons
wrote you a song out of words that mean nothin
but you wont ever see it on a motherfuckin setlist

so baby tell me do you really wanna go
i cant see you through the 6 feet of snow
left my feelings in a box on the road
need a key to get the lock off my soul

i can feel the weight crushin my bones
bloody teeth embedded in the throne
why tf u keep hittin my phone?

why cant you leave me the fuck alone
when youre here this house dont feel like home
shattered fragments pierce throughout my skull
skull

[halfhearted:]

leave me to drown with the leaches
seeping in lust will i ever defeat this
stole all my love
not enough 
it’s a weakness
i was the one but i told u i’m leaving soon

we keep running round in circles
the bridges yeah we burned those
so i can never hold on hope

and i’ll let you watch me tie my rope
broke down, left my love on the side of the road
hometown, but feel like there’s no where to go
long frown, but i think i’m getting used to the cold

[lil divine:]

stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a solution to u
for what somebody else did
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a replacement to u
tell me who did u lose

leeches

leeches w/ halfhearted

🌙 A late-night journey through city solitude. Lo-fi hip-hop meets introspective R&B in this atmospheric exploration of nocturnal thoughts and midnight emotions.

LYRICS:

Midnight air, yeah I’m floatin’ through the silence
Neon lights blinkin’ like they’re cryin’
City never sleeps, but I do sometimes
Heart on my sleeve in these nocturnal vibes

Cruisin’ through the dark, tint low, bass deep
Voices in my head, but they sing on beat
Text from a ghost, left me on read
Now I chase dreams while the rest in bed

Misty moon hangin’ over high-rise pain
Pourin’ memories like it’s Novocaine
I ain’t tryna flex, just tryna feel
In a world so fake, what’s even real?

Nocturnal vibes, got me feelin’ weightless
Driftin’ alone, but I kinda like the lateness
Stars in my mind, yeah, they shine in stages
Every scar I hide just fillin’ up pages

Nighttime truth, no filters, no lies
Eyes wide open under pitch black skies
Feel the beat, let it echo inside
I’m alive, in these nocturnal vibes

Liquor on my tongue, pain in my chest
Made peace with demons I ain’t met yet
Silhouettes dancin’ in my rearview
I ghost my past, yeah, nothin’ new

Bluetooth playin’ my regrets slow
Catchin’ feelings off a tempo
Diamonds don’t glow in the light, nah
Only shine when the dark fall

Nocturnal vibes, got me feelin’ weightless
Driftin’ alone, but I kinda like the lateness
Stars in my mind, yeah, they shine in stages
Every scar I hide just fillin’ up pages

Nighttime truth, no filters, no lies
Eyes wide open under pitch black skies
Feel the beat, let it echo inside
I’m alive, in these nocturnal vibes

Nocturnal, yeah, I’m built for the night
Cruisin’ through shadows, I don’t need light
Whispers in silence, I let ‘em ride
Soul wide open on these nocturnal vibes

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For the night owls, the dreamers, and anyone who finds beauty in the quiet hours when the city sleeps. Best experienced with headphones after dark.

#NightVibes #MondayExperimental #LoFiHipHop

Nocturnal Vibes

Emotional alt-rap / emo-trap beat, Bittersweet tone with a hazy, melancholic feel but not totally hopeless—moody, introspective and vulnerable. Slow tempo, distant reverbs, late-night thoughts in a cold room—gritty but melodic.

I wrote this whilst hiding in a clients hedge trying not to have an anxiety attack.

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