My Loved Ones Losing (metlast x 5head)

another day gone to waste 
am i just taking up the space
i really feel like i’m a mistake 
i’m feeling betrayed 
because you got me this way
i knew that i should never let you stay
a fool because i’ve been playing your game
well i am done with all of charades
i look deep inside the mirror as my heart is filled with shame

i can never g-g-go back
memories from my past
keep fading into black
f-f-falling on my back
cant even take a breath
cant even relax when i’m on the verge of death
i wish i was never sober
because when i am this might as well be over
death’s hand is getting closer 
while my hands are growing colder
i’m sinking even lower
and in the distance i cry out loud
but my voice has been shut out 
why can no one hear a sound 

screaming i’m screaming, scream, i wish you could hear me

another day gone to waste 
am i just taking up the space
i really feel like i’m a mistake 
i’m feeling betrayed 
because you got me this way
i knew that i should never let you stay
a fool because i’ve been playing your game
well i am done with all of charades
i look deep inside the mirror as my heart is filled with shame

am i just taking up the space? (metlast x jang0)

Featuring @decksmusic
Produced by @shikixo & @jolst
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I don't talk much
'less I got something to say
Unconsciously
Rotting into my grave
Because my bad ideas and worst mistakes
Are catching up up with me today

Obnoxious
Intrusive thoughts in my brain
I'm not sick
We're all a little bit strange
Like what would I do with all this pain
If not create
So here's to the mess I've made

I admit I've made
A lot of mistakes in my days
But I'm not afraid
To own up to the fact that I could change

For the better
I've been doing my worst
You've got your head in the clouds
While I lay down in the dirt
It's so fucked up
How you made me question my worth
When karma comes back around
You'll get what you deserve

(decks)
Did I deserve this
It's like a boomerang
I'm feeling nervous
Never got a thing to say
It's like I'm locked up
A product of talking down
I'm always washing my hands just to clear my doubts

It's like I never care at all
I'm terrible
You say I'm not responsible
Insufferable
I know I'm just miserable
It's cyclical
I speak with my chest
'cause now I'm wishing the best for the mess I've made

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Mess w/ decks (Prod. Shiki XO & Jolst)

On and on it goes...

MIXED: ARI 
MASTERED: ARI
PRODUCED: GRAYSKIES
WRITTEN: ARI VEGA 

lyrics:
Greyskies
Up all night
I’ve been by myself for a long time
I see you
Walk around
Something bout this just feels so right

I don’t think you know how much I need you
Yeah she put her fangs in my neck, and I do
Love it when she feeds on my blood & shine through
Making love in the moonlight and so…

On and on it goes
On and on it goes
Make me one of you
Can you love for two?

I’ve been by myself for a long time 
Everybody knows it’s just you and I 
Staying up all night just to pass the time
Waiting for your call by the moonlight 


I don’t think you know how much I need you
Yeah she put her fangs in my neck, and I do
Love it when she feeds on my blood & shine through
Making love in the moonlight and so…

On and on it goes
On and on it goes
Make me one of you
Can you love for two?

Kyo, come on
think about it
who's the real villain here?
who really dragged her into this?
who?
it was me...
that's right

MY CURSE PROD. GRAYSKIES

[+] A BURNOUT EXCLUSIVE

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Vocals by @seejayxo + @ilyaxhes
Master by @ilyaxhes
Cover Art by @seejayxo
Produced by @thersx

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"GOING BAD!" (feat. seejayxo + ilyaxhes) [prod. thersx]

some songs i hold dear
hope u enjoy
prodby. @imcaves & @jolst
original song credits go towards
@familypet
@youngburial
@guardinmusic

song links: 
familypet - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V6q38OKKCFE
fats'e - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RX7bF8kLBo
guardin - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-K8SilXyq54

familypet x fats'e x guardin (song mashup//cover)

ive had these for months, sorry it took so long lol. shoutout wstd again and also secre.. I know I only did one secre song (ran outta time) but there will be fr sure mor comin from both prods

lyrics

fall
and get back up until i get it all solved
bae i wanna talk i wan it to be like before 
she dont check the phone no not even a sorry
where u going will u be back in th morning

where u going like where the fuck are you
i dont wanna have to clean up all this mess im not responsible
leaving me with scars to heal on my own like is that possible
didn’t know the damage u created

was a phase
still i cant take it 
oh i hate it 
oh my days
fucking faded
i wanna change 
but now im wasted
ill go out but i won’t say shit
swear my minds in different places
right now musics got me taken
ride it out till i cant make it
ride it out till i cant make it

im tryna move on wit my day but now im stalled
i think she got it but jus chose to ignore the call
blue cheese by own thinking i jus lost it all
yeh i trip but that dont mean that i should

fall
and get back up until i get it all solved
bae i wanna talk i wan it to be like before 
she dont check the phone no not even a sorry
where u going will u be back in th morning

where u going like where are you
(lots of times)

where r u (wstd)

Produced, Mixed, Mastered by hazenova
ALL PLATFORMS APRIL 10th

Lyrics:
(hazenova)
you dont know me like u think that u do
when its all said and done
i meant nothing to you
you feel make me feel so abused
i feel broken used
and my skins turning blue
oh my skins turning blue

rain rain fuck off dont come again
ive been tryna make it out
tryna make it big
i been tryna talk 
aint no body listening
so u mfs gonna have to hear me sing x2

oh ive been gone for some time
oh ive been wasting my life
on people that dont care if i live or i die

(Epitomeoffailure)
don’t fucking get me started
i’ve been falling apart in the cold damn rain
while you’ve been sitting back watching
it’s kinda funny to me
that you would take the time
to abuse me
over and over again
when it seems to me
that you could be
doing anything
than looking over in my direction
still view you as perfection
and there’s nothing i will do except stare in this gun

Abused (feat. Epitomeoffailure)

@facel1ft

lyrics:
will u hold me close when im falling down to ashes
gonna say that im faded just so i dont have to answer
will u be around just in case i finally snap
too many thoughts i keep on going til i get it out my head

say im bad, no stress, bitch im falling down to ashes
scream my name, walk away, bitch im falling thru the cracks
i got a pain in my chest, doesnt ever get better
keep on going til ur fine, i couldnt get u out my head
say im bad, no stress, bitch im falling down to ashes
scream my name, walk away, bitch im falling thru the cracks
i got a pain in my chest, doesnt ever get better
keep on going til ur fine, i couldnt get u out my head tonight

will u hold me close when im falling down to ashes
gonna say that im faded just so i dont have to answer
will u be around just in case i finally snap
too many thoughts i keep on going til i get it out my head

i said im back
she said "J why tf u so dramatic"
this no drama
bitch im cutting all the fake friends off
on my own
need no one
all alone
making these songs
just to heal my broken soul
i keep on praying that it does
for my bros
fuck these hoes
all these flows
im fucking floating
hear the songs
deep meanings
there's a reason 
just believe me
all the texts
that i sent
did u ever even read
fucked up
im ready to give it all up

ashes (prod. facelift)

STAB ME IN THE CHEST

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My Loved Ones Losing (metlast x 5head)

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