These dreams that I 
Have seen as of late 
They wake me up quickly as if for my sake 
Cause when I fall
It’s all done for you 
And know what I’ve done
I’m pedaling through 
And magnesium and iron pills 
Swallow it down
To keep me still 
I’ve fallen down 
I get back up 
But not before I felt the ground 
With gravel stuck beneath my skin 
I take a moment to breathe it in 
And what I saw with crystal eyes 
Outlasting me and you combined 
And now I say with certainty 
I am the person I wanna be 
I wanna be 
I wanna be 
I wanna be

outlasting (michael harrison)

prod. heyzbee :) (also thanks to @eden-is-empty for some advice)
feat. @user-642636378

somber air and wisp of ghost sing 
you declare what means to be seen
in the windows you cannot see me 
when you find me i won’t be one piece
as i suffocate i turn to someone 
but their names on the tip of my tongue
can’t be said if i do i’m gone 
not here honestly i’m withdrawn 

in the willow, i can see where it’s hollow 
underneath is where i go to wallow
in a second i can meet you in the grotto 
but under willows my tongue is borrowed
in 
the 
trees
i live

halfhearted:

this time
maybe you need someone else by ur side 
i cant never get it right, when i try 
iv been drinking a new bottle every night 
to heal my cuts, but i 
never settle and eats eating me alive 
when i pull up you just say i kill the vibe 
smoking smoking and she saw it my eyes 
thanks for nothing guess ur friends were 
always right about me

u were there for it all 
now my texts are all green 
but im happy your good 
ill write our love in a book 
ill cross ur name off a list 
i gave it all that i could

ppl talk idrk the reason
i dont need help
im the reason that im bleeding

pressure been building im popping an artery said im a villian but it didkt bother me 
said iv been crossing the lines 
but ima just go for a drive

fine, you don’t wanna talk
fuck that, then you’ll get blocked 
tryna waste my time i thought 
so i keep my heart locked 
honestly i can’t stand the way 
you objectified me it hurts to this day 
damaged to the point might catch a stray 
just for looking at me don’t ever play 
burn this willow to the floor 
at one point i did adore 
memories i don’t want more
in the air the ashes soar
i can’t breathe with all these vines
still unsure if i have time
so much garbage in my mind
my mental is in decline 

somber air and wisp of ghost sing 
you declare what means to be seen
in the windows you cannot see me 
when you find me i won’t be one piece

in the willow, i can see where it’s hollow 
underneath is where i go to wallow
in a second i can meet you in the grotto 
but under willows my tongue is borrowed
in 
the 
trees
i live

willow (feat. halfhearted)

prod. heyzbee & acey
feat. @yungcray

i fly away 
like doves in chains
you used your fangs 
and bite my wings 

this my last song that i’ll ever write about you
it’s nothing personal, i just finally have withdrew
a lot has happened recently, i actually got a tattoo
i’m finally done with my past i even changed my shampoo
like a lonely dove
i’m actually out of love
it took me all these months
now i’m finally done
flying away, i’m not same
sometimes i wish that i didn’t know your name
low-key miss when you used to call me lame 
but it’s  too late now i know actually have to change 

i fly away 
like doves in chains
you used your fangs 
and bite my wings 

pull me down 
straight to the ground
you can hear me scream 
as my heart starts to pound
i never thought 
my heart would rot 
now i just think 
will this ever stop 

yungcray:
girl ur presence really kept me alive, it’s been 2 months and I just feel fine, never thought I’d let go of this life, I’ve gripped on  so hard it’s time I dropped the knife, it’s time I healed my wounds, cuz its passing, passing by, and I can’t even move but I think is cuz I’m high, I looked up in the sky no the stars did not align, it was never meant to be simply  a chapter passing by, 

now my life’s so changed I’m going full throttle they not even catching up, all my life in this pain, I open a bottle I know this gon pick me up, I wish I had new ways to drown out the feelings, but I’m just so fucking stuck, i will find a way I will find a way

(2x)
i fly away 
like doves in chains
you used your fangs 
and bite my wings 

flying away, i’m not same
sometimes i wish that i didn’t know your name
low-key miss when you used to call me lame 
but it’s  too late now i know actually have to change

dove (feat. yungcray)

sum bout w/ procaine prod. 9anyal

2 0 9 3 (kxnan)

16 hours w/ seejayxo & halfhearted
Prod. The sound clown

lyrics: 

she got blood drippin down her dress
i wont lie but i cant confess
one touch now im in her head
im all in so lets do it again
something taking over me
got me in headlock baby
i can feel the rain drops daily
girl yk you drive me crazy
stuffin 3 grams in this blunt
pour another fifth in my cup
i dont really do this for fun

(Hook)
I remember last night
 it’s embedded in my brain 
slumped down heavy on the porch
Tryna wash away the pain 

It’s been 16 hours and I’m still sad 
I’m Figuring the next step
Hoping you don’t get mad

all those words you shouted at me
Still causing me nightmares
Take another line of coke I wonder why I lie there 
I giving up I think it’s time
For me to unwind and speak my mind 




#emotrap #emorap #emo #lilpeep #trap #music #rap #hiphop #soundcloud #rapper #goth #producer #beats #soundcloudrapper #emorapper #sad #sadtrap #gbc #sadrap #gothboiclique #alternative #juicewrld #trapmusic #newmusic #liltracy #trapbeats #typebeat #bhfyp #punk #darktrap

16 Hours w/ Seejayxo, halfhearted (Prod.The Sound Clown)

i dont know where your mind goes
i wanna see it all through my eyes
i dont know what you really want
and who you are to me

in the depths of your thoughts
ill dive deep explore
coz i wanna know you
i wanna know what your mind is like
let me fall for you
coz i wanna know what secrets you hide in your mind
coz i wanna know what you're like
coz i wanna know whats on your mind

i can only tell you what i see and we're the same
i am so inlove and i can tell you its insane
i see your heart let me carve its shape
ill keep it forever and then ill promise ill stay

i said i can never love , i fall into your arms
said she wanna talk, you can talk all you want
said that she needed me, ill never leave her alone

i dont know where your mind goes
i wanna see it all through my eyes
i dont know what you really want
and who you are to me

forever

produced by dianasty 
mixed by me
mastered by nate2timez 

lyrics

pour another cup i’ll ignore my problems
writing songs is pointless if no one wants em
like leaves in the fall i am left here decaying
“he will never make it” is what i hear them saying

i’ll say goodbye
i’ll leave here for good tonight 
“why won’t you hold on tight
i feel you letting me go for life”
is what you whispered in my ear
if you look deep you’ll see i’m near 
but for reasons you can’t hear
i must fall behind, yes i will disappear

there’s no way that i can think of words lately
and it’s been driving me crazy
minds been blank and the fog has made it
hazy 
why’ve i been crying out daily

that i needed help when no one ever hears me
i been by myself but still i want some company
even in bad health i don’t need your sympathy 
dying never felt so right but im lonely (so)

i’ll say goodbye
i’ll leave here for good tonight 
“why won’t you hold on tight
i feel you letting me go for life”
is what you whispered in my ear
if you look deep you’ll see i’m near 
but for reasons you can’t hear
i must fall behind, yes i will disappear

yes i will disappear 
you won’t see my face for years
don’t you shed anymore tears
just let go of all of your fears

i’ll say goodbye
i’ll leave here for good tonight 
“why won’t you hold on tight
i feel you letting me go for life”
is what you whispered in my ear
if you look deep you’ll see i’m near 
but for reasons you can’t hear
i must fall behind, yes i will disappear

why won't u hold on tight (dianasty)

Recollect! Halloween drop! Hope you enjoy <3
Lyrics below:

(Vails)

promised to myself that I would never look back
Leave behind the reasons why
Each night led to relapse 
Way too far deep in pills
Hallucinating, nothings real
life just got me tempted 
Too restart it… that’s a fact 

no
I told my mother I would get clean 
But I had a dream 
That I was 6 feet in anthetemines 

scratching on the walls
escaping what once scared me
Falling fucking low
won’t get up, I got weak knees
Key into my bag
Speak to god for forgiveness
Ignoring cries for help
White powder was my weakness

I wonder what the fuck it’s like inside
Cus on the outside
Eveything is haunting me
my thoughts crash like a landslide 

promised to myself that I would never look back
Leave behind the reasons why
Each night led to relapse 
Way too far deep in pills
Hallucinating, nothings real
life just got me tempted 
Too restart it… that’s a fact 

(Lil booj)

Told myself I wasn't turning back just yet
No one else can settle this it's time to end this debt
What's another six feet if I'm already gone
Take another anything less it only make me yawn
I'm only realizing what is shown in front of me 
I hear them speaking but they wanna let it happen for free

Watch it from a distance any closer
Might be just like us, just like us 
At least I've seen enough to understand what's real trust 
I get it now, I get it all now

(Vails)

promised to myself that I would never look back
Leave behind the reasons why
Each night led to relapse 
Way too far deep in pills
Hallucinating, nothings real
life just got me tempted 
Too restart it… that’s a fact 

(Notahero)

yeah
nothing been going as planned
im in the back of the party i dont got ciroc
so beer getting slammed
im going ham
half of the shit that they tell me just boils down to im the man
we in the coupe and she playing her favorite song of mine

im on demand
yeah
last year was my best year
this year double tripple quadruple that
times the power of ten
im here to stay like im pitching a tent
im writing records while ripping the pen
im with my dogs like we in the pen
any time with you baby feels like time well spent

#emotrap #emorap #emo #music #rap #trap #soundcloud #rapper #producer #hiphop #goth #guitar #beats #vails #notahero #lilbooj #song #punk #trapbeats #trapmusic #punk #sad #rockstar #newmusic #sadtrap #alternative #alternative #spotify #folk #thesoundclown

Recollect w/ Lil booj & notahero (Prod. The Sound Clown)

This is a cover song of “Falling Down” by Lil Peep & XXXTentacion. 
Performed by Lizzie Calisto
Mixed and Mastered by Zoltar

#lilpeep #fallingdown #emorap

Falling Down (Cover) Lil Peep & XXXTentacion

lyrics ;

always and forever more
you can find me falling right back to your door
always and forever more
always and forever more

yeah I'd be lying if I said I didn't think about you
and I'd be lying if I said I couldn't get my mind off of you
and all the things that you do they drive me crazy, yeah
and I'm up every night thinking about how
how I can't get enough of you

always and forever more
you can find me falling right back to your door
always and forever more
always and forever more
and all the things that you do they drive me crazy, yeah
always and forever more
always and forever more

and they say I'm crazy
it's only been two months and I'm wrapped right 'round that finger
baby, you got me feeling things I never thought I'd feel again
you got a hold on me and I can't let go
and I can't stop this feeling when I feel my head spin
yeah, you got me right where you want me, babe

you got a hold on me and I can't let go
and I can't stop this feeling when I feel my head spin
you got me right where you want me

always and forever more
you can find me falling right back to your door
always and forever more
always and forever more
and all the things that you do they drive me crazy, yeah
always and forever more
always and forever more

forever more (recyclebin, lewisgoing)

@jadedloner on everything 🤍
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🌌 Lost Lane
Contact: jadedlonermgmt@gmail.com

sum bout w/ procaine prod. 9anyal

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