November snow was good but its gone now 😔 

Wait angry apple 😳 how have i missed this 

whyd u delete that one song with the cover as some plants or something with rain that shit was so relatable 

do this do that boy you're testing my patience.

js found out this is otuka (ive been listening to jades since ts dropped)

produced by toren

lyrics:

I ain't really wanna wake up
Caffeine in my cup to start my day off 
Gas inside my lungs to make me feel like im okay bru
pop another pill instead of blowing all my brains out
the caffeine in my system ain't what's keeping me awake now
i'm done acting like i ever gave a fuck
when i look into the mirror idk who i've become
i just know that when i look you're not a person that i love
im done, lights out, my fingers itching on the gun

wake up (prod. toren)

prod.disarray davis
on all plats ↓↓↓
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cover photo by me

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-lyrics-

i tried to be like her, tried to be like him
cause i hate the taste of my own lips
and it's not like hers, and it's not like his
i got too many scars on my own skin
tried to be like her, tried to be like him
cause i hate the taste of my own lips
and it's not like hers, and it's not like his
i got too many scars on my own skin

i got too many scars up on my skin
you can hate what i do, but it's how i live
and i don't care what you say
or what you have to give
it's a running cycle that i can't miss
i need a little bit of space and time to myself
you being around is fucking up my health
and im running circles, in need of some help
cause you used to be there, but you're not like yourself
you got me stuck chasing shadows
and running round every meadow
every corner turning dark, something i can't even handle
and your voice is always echoing
back and forth
and where it rains it pours
so im closing my doors
you had me trying to be like you and him
but it really aint simple, so it's not how how i'll live
and i can see the lies when you move your lips
so it's goodbye and goodnight to the taste of your kiss

i tried to be like her, tried to be like him
cause i hate the taste of my own lips
and it's not like hers, and it's not like his
i got too many scars on my own skin
tried to be like her, tried to be like him
cause i hate the taste of my own lips
and it's not like hers, and it's not like his
i got too many scars on my own skin

tried to be like them

tried to be like them (ft. jades)

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jelex w/ asumuh - mile a minute (ft. jades)

drunken fist style

same old me (feat. Jades)

Timentes x screwyounick - 3 nights 4 days (Feat. Jades)

Leichensack

show love to @angryapple shoutout julian and ponch.


do this, do that, boy you’re testing my patience 
same old questions are so irritating 
bored out my mind got me down like a basement
my head is spinning, don’t think I can take this 

can’t take this much longer, always a bother
don’t wanna talk so you know I won’t call her 
no new friends, no new friends
lonely fucker til the end
I won’t be hurt no more, not again
keep my circle small as I fucking can 

I’m really fucking stressed right now, I can’t relax
Life is hitting like a truck, it hurts so bad 
Ain’t no way I’m slowing down, I’m going fast
cuz I was gone way too long and now I’m back
 

do this, do that, boy you’re testing my patience 
same old questions are so irritating 
bored out my mind got me down like a basement
my head is spinning, don’t think I can take this

cant relax (prod. angry apple)

lyrics:

*moaning intro*

if you keep asking, I’ll keep saying I’m okay 
I have no reason to be doing what you say bruh
do what I want and I’ll just worry bout you later 
Focused on myself and now she’s thinking that I hate her
Just give me time and I will get us outta here
I need your help cuz in my head there’s only doubt I hear
I keep it pushing it don’t matter how bad I feel
Cuz I don’t think I could take this for another year


Wish that I could give you the world, I hate this
Gotta get outta here, I can’t take this
Waiting for my time to come, I’ve been patient
I’ll keep it moving til I end up on your playlist


if you keep asking, I’ll keep saying I’m okay 
I have no reason to be doing what you say bruh
do what I want and I’ll just worry bout you later 
Focused on myself and now she’s thinking that I hate her
Just give me time and I will get us outta here
I need your help cuz in my head there’s only doubt I hear
I keep it pushing it don’t matter how bad I feel
Cuz I don’t think I could take this for another year

meantime (prod. lil biscuit & dxnny fxntom)

sorry not sorry. exiting 2020 entering 2021

thanks for a great year!


Q and Ponch on the intro.
kenna (@kenaede_) and jades on the outro


lyrics:

*a conversation about nuts needing strangulation and snapple*

I’m so sorry but you’re not what I need
I need some self love to get me on my feet
I don’t care how you feel about me so
Shut up, you meant nothing to me from the start 
x2

I fucking hate this place 
Get me out get me out I have no reason to stay
I have some old friends who gon say that I changed 
But they waited til now to even mention my name at all
So fuck them And I don’t care what they think
It’s a shame. it’s their loss that they ain’t like me until now
But it doesn’t matter I don’t think I need them around anymore

I’m so sorry but you’re not what I need
I need some self love to get me on my feet
I don’t care how you feel about me so
Shut up, you meant nothing to me from the start 
x2

This is my perfect victory, that’s right I win

cant relax (prod. angry apple)

jades

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