you should try harder beat like Kevin kazi type🦆

u say u dont like this one but its my fav :P

cover photo by lauren (@1polaurbear on instagram)

lyrics:

there was never such thing as you and I 
one look into the mirror made me realize
that i couldnt keep hiding behind my lies
i turned into the person that i most despise
dont remember who i was before 
look into the mirror thats not me no more
they say karma is a bitch tell her to settle the score with me cuz i dont think i care anymore

2x

I've been feeling lost in my own hometown
the way they talked then aint the same right now
they didnt like me then now they're all so proud
fuck that i dont think that i should stick around 

there was never such thing as you and I 
one look into the mirror made me realize
that i couldnt keep hiding behind my lies
i turned into the person that i most despise
dont remember who i was before 
look into the mirror thats not me no more
they say karma is a bitch tell her to settle the score with me cuz i dont think i care anymore

2x

mirror (prod. lee)

produced by eric godlow

lyrics:
she gon tell me "I need you"
I can't believe you 
who you tryna fool? 
dont you know that you're see-through
i think that she knew
stop playing confused
they gon say they love me but i know that its not true

2x

she been waiting for a phone call back
but i dont even bother she gon pick up mad
fuck all that, im in my bag
ima take the first flight and i aint coming back

i dont think that we can figure it out
cuz you believe anything their talking about
but not a thing that comes out my mouth
and i dont get it but fuck you, im out.

i dont think that we should talk anymore
cuz you only hit me up whenever you're bored
i dont like that. i'd rather be all alone
and you hate that cuz you still call my phone

she gon tell me "I need you"
I can't believe you 
who you tryna fool? 
dont you know that you're see-through
i think that she knew
stop playing confused
they gon say they love me but i know that its not true

2x

confused (prod. eric godlow)

sorry for the wait 

Lyrics:

Don’t make it complicated
Gotta go do my thing no matter if you hate it but it’s not up for debate now fuck a conversation 
I don’t care. It’s not my fault that you have grown complacent 

but Lately I been wishing it was over
Losing my patience can’t keep my composure  
I gotta get this weight off of my shoulders 
Said it will be alright that’s what I told her but I lied
Yeah I been wishing it was over 
Losing my patience can’t keep my composure  
I gotta get this weight off of my shoulders 
Said it will be alright that’s what I told her but I lied yeah I been wishing it was 

Shut up, don’t tell me to hold on 
We’ve been stuck here for too long 
How can I tell her to move on?
Bitch get out my crib put your clothes on 
I cannot trust anybody or love anybody like fuck everybody 
I don’t want to talk to that bitch bout her hobbies 
You say that love me but what it’s about me 
I don’t wanna talk it out
You never wanna tell me what the fuck is wrong
You never wanna tell me what’s going on
So I don’t give a fuck about your missing calls 
I don’t even think that we could get along
I don’t like your friends tell em “fuck them all”
Yeah, one last ride and I’m getting off 

cuz Lately I been wishing it was over
Losing my patience can’t keep my composure  
I gotta get this weight off of my shoulders 
Said it will be alright that’s what I told her but I lied
Yeah I been wishing it was over 
Losing my patience can’t keep my composure  
I gotta get this weight off of my shoulders 
Said it will be alright that’s what I told her but I lied yeah I been wishing it was

complicated

complicated (prod. joshwa)

produced by nvr,frvr.
mixed by @naomisgrave & @jades714

Lyrics:

I've been stressed out for a minute, I need a breather now.
On the floor fucking bleeding out, wait.
like fuck that I'm leaving now
Stack my money to the ceiling now
My momma told me I should go get it
Unless I got a lil broke fetish
Don't care, I don't know better
Got bloodstains on my new sweater

Yeah, I don't care what they want from me
Got me a laptop not a damn degree
It don't mean a fucking damn to me
I get it if you're not a fan of me
I might fucking sell my soul away
for like 10 bands and a place
Tell em im sorry, had to make em wait
I had to a take a mf break
Running on like no damn rest
Give me a second to catch my breath
and I fuck up when I try my best
Put a hole straight through my chest
Say what they want
Let them stare when I walk
Let them listen when I talk
Have em wishing I would fall

I've been stressed out for a minute, I need a breather now.
On the floor fucking bleeding out, wait.
like fuck that I'm leaving now
Stack my money to the ceiling now
My momma told me I should go get it
Unless I got a lil broke fetish
Don't care, I don't know better
Got bloodstains on my new sweater

broke fetish

lazy song


I don’t wanna talk no more. I’m out the door
All these conversations got me fucking bored 
I can never feel thing I’ve lost my soul
I cannot stay no more I’m out this hoe
2x

Knowing that I try best and doesn’t show 
Nothing about this is motivational
I was going up but felt like I just froze 
But I keep it going cuz I can’t let it go

I don’t get it 
Always showing me so much affection
I don’t understand why give me so much attention 
Checking up on me why you always so damn attentive 
Why you do it when you don’t have incentive 

I don’t wanna talk no more
Not picking up the calls no more 
No idea why I do this for
I just do it cuz I’m fucking bored 
2x

I don’t wanna talk no more. I’m out the door
All these conversations got me fucking bored 
I can never feel thing I’ve lost my soul
I cannot stay no more I’m out this hoe

2x

talknomore (prod. eric godlow)

shoutout eric godlow


So stuck, so stuck  I could barely move
And my heads mess I’m just so confused 
I’m a loser yet i hate to lose
I’m just trippin like I forgot to my shoes
2x


Thought I had it was all in head
I go up and I’m crash it’s so sad
Don’t have shit I don’t have nothing left
I’m not worth it don’t waste your breath
Stay up and I rip myself apart 
All the lies I tell tearing at my heart 
Can you stay and just watch as I fall apart
Passed out on the floor it’s work of art 

It’s a work of art
I’m stuck, don’t think I’ll be going far
I’m sick and I’m puking in the fucking car
And I’m trying to get better don’t know where to start
In the back I’m with Godlow
Feel like shit cuz I’m empty and hollow
And “I do what I want” that’s my motto
So stuck, so fucked on the down low

So stuck, so stuck  I could barely move
And my heads mess I’m just so confused 
I’m a loser yet i hate to lose
I’m just trippin like I forgot to my shoes
2x

stuckk (prod. eric godlow)

show love to @angryapple shoutout julian and ponch.


do this, do that, boy you’re testing my patience 
same old questions are so irritating 
bored out my mind got me down like a basement
my head is spinning, don’t think I can take this 

can’t take this much longer, always a bother
don’t wanna talk so you know I won’t call her 
no new friends, no new friends
lonely fucker til the end
I won’t be hurt no more, not again
keep my circle small as I fucking can 

I’m really fucking stressed right now, I can’t relax
Life is hitting like a truck, it hurts so bad 
Ain’t no way I’m slowing down, I’m going fast
cuz I was gone way too long and now I’m back
 

do this, do that, boy you’re testing my patience 
same old questions are so irritating 
bored out my mind got me down like a basement
my head is spinning, don’t think I can take this

cant relax (prod. angry apple)

lyrics:

*moaning intro*

if you keep asking, I’ll keep saying I’m okay 
I have no reason to be doing what you say bruh
do what I want and I’ll just worry bout you later 
Focused on myself and now she’s thinking that I hate her
Just give me time and I will get us outta here
I need your help cuz in my head there’s only doubt I hear
I keep it pushing it don’t matter how bad I feel
Cuz I don’t think I could take this for another year


Wish that I could give you the world, I hate this
Gotta get outta here, I can’t take this
Waiting for my time to come, I’ve been patient
I’ll keep it moving til I end up on your playlist


if you keep asking, I’ll keep saying I’m okay 
I have no reason to be doing what you say bruh
do what I want and I’ll just worry bout you later 
Focused on myself and now she’s thinking that I hate her
Just give me time and I will get us outta here
I need your help cuz in my head there’s only doubt I hear
I keep it pushing it don’t matter how bad I feel
Cuz I don’t think I could take this for another year

meantime (prod. lil biscuit & dxnny fxntom)

be nice to speckles

lyrics:

I don’t like to talk too much
Cuz I don’t like pretending like I give a fuck
I got way too many people tryna keep in touch
But I gotta keep it moving cuz I’m in a rush
2x

All this talkin “dontcare”
I was “stuckk” n stressed pullin out my damn hair
“blah blah blah” they like to talk when I’m not there 
I don’t “talknomore” but if I do bet it’s so rare
Stranger “danger!” Idk her she’s a hater hater
So damn “empty!” Have no anger anger
“Can’t relax”, I’ll do that later later

I don’t like to talk cuz it’s always some fuck shit
I’m in my mode got no time for discussions
Stressed out til my body can’t function
I’m tryna focus stop causing disruptions 

I do not care what they say about me
Cuz they watch how I move cuz I’m smooth on my feet
And they hate and they hate they can’t do it like me
So sad cuz you just can’t compete

I don’t like to talk too much
Cuz I don’t like pretending like I give a fuck
I got way too many people tryna keep in touch
But I gotta keep it moving cuz I’m in a rush
I don’t like to talk too much
Cuz I don’t like pretending like I give a fuck
I got way too many people tryna keep in touch
But I gotta keep it moving cuz I’m in a rush

speckles (prod. eric godlow)

enjoy
i know the mix is awful but oh well
the worst one yet

lyrics:


I know that I’m not okay, I’ve been better
And I still smell your scent on my sweater
And I can barely keep myself together
But it’s okay I had no plans of being here forever 

Don’t think I have much time left so I won’t be here too long
I know you hope that I’m wrong

It’s the same old me with a new list of problems 
And I’m stressed out tryna find how to solve em
I go up and I fall like the leaves in the autumn
And it’s getting to my head and that’s not very awesome

I wish I could see myself through your eyes
Cuz when you talk bout me you make me seem like I’m a great guy
So I can’t help but think that they’re all lies 
But I’m tryna get better so I can think otherwise 

It’s the same old me with a new list of problems 
And I’m stressed out tryna find how to solve em
I go up and I fall like the leaves in the autumn
And it’s getting to my head and that’s not very awesome

I know that I’m not okay, I’ve been better
And I still smell your scent on my sweater
And I can barely keep myself together
But it’s okay I had no plans of being here forever

okay (prod. ripfxsh)

sorry not sorry. exiting 2020 entering 2021

thanks for a great year!


Q and Ponch on the intro.
kenna (@kenaede_) and jades on the outro


lyrics:

*a conversation about nuts needing strangulation and snapple*

I’m so sorry but you’re not what I need
I need some self love to get me on my feet
I don’t care how you feel about me so
Shut up, you meant nothing to me from the start 
x2

I fucking hate this place 
Get me out get me out I have no reason to stay
I have some old friends who gon say that I changed 
But they waited til now to even mention my name at all
So fuck them And I don’t care what they think
It’s a shame. it’s their loss that they ain’t like me until now
But it doesn’t matter I don’t think I need them around anymore

I’m so sorry but you’re not what I need
I need some self love to get me on my feet
I don’t care how you feel about me so
Shut up, you meant nothing to me from the start 
x2

This is my perfect victory, that’s right I win

okay (prod. ripfxsh)

jades

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