Take my thoughts straight from my guts and make them a poem

69 comments now I gotta add a celebratory nuhh to the collection on my wall 😼

lyrics:

I try my best but I’m still fucking it up
your scent is poison and it’s fucking my lungs
the thought of trying makes me wanna give up
try to do everything but it’s not enough

I need a hand, just a little reinforcement 
cuz I’d do anything to make you feel important
show you that your special, I tried and you ignore it
I been lying and you know it
The love is lying dormant
I hate waking up and not knowing my importance
The effort isn’t showing
The hate is getting potent
Can’t look up at the clock, my time is getting shortened
I been fighting for my life wondering when the fuck they’ll notice

tryna open the doors, can’t find an escape
maybe it’s karma or maybe it’s fate
start to think I’m the problem and I shoulda changed
i wanted things and I got them but I’m still the same
I wanted to be someone you could depend on
Someone to be there when you need a hand or something else
A shoulder to cry on when you’re not well
I wanted to be that, can you believe that?
After everything I’ve done
But I could never be that, am I dumb?
I been shooting for the moon,stars,and the sun

I try my best but I’m still fucking it up
your scent is poison and it’s fucking my lungs
the thought of trying makes me wanna give up
try to do everything but it’s not enough

I need a hand, just a little reinforcement 
cuz I’d do anything to make you feel important
show you that your special, I tried and you ignore it
I been lying and you know it
The love is lying dormant
I hate waking up and not knowing my importance
The effort isn’t showing
The hate is getting potent
Can’t look up at the clock, my time is getting shortened
I been fighting for my life wondering when the fuck they’ll notice

potent

produced by vercettiprada

lyrics: 

only call me when you need sum
I’m not returning a call bitch I never need them
I said fuck em only need me and my money
I don’t need a threesome
you busy hatin on the net, I don’t think you bitches ever been loved

I done made bout 50 bands chillin in my bedroom
Plan on making 50 more chillin in the same room
I know that’s something you can’t do
Honestly baby I can’t lose
I know I said that before but now it’s sum I can prove

tell me where the fuck you at
where the fuck you been
tell me what’s the word
told me chase that fucking bag
Put in that work
And the world is yours
Told you that I never lack 
But I fucking did 
Bag up on the floor 
Yk imma bring it back
Stuff it in my bag
Bring it back home

call failed

back in business

produced by elavy

lyrics: 

tell me what you think about when you're laying in bed
tell me all the things you ever wish you could've said
tell me everything you'd like to do before you're dead
tell me that instead
tell me your regrets

tell me what's on your mind
tell me your biggest fears
tell me what you think of when no one else is here
tell me what you would say if no one else could hear
there's not a single soul besides us my dear
x2

tell me what you want
what would you do for it?
something that you lost but now you're used to it
no matter the cost
just tell me what it is
get anything you want, if you got life to give
I'm stuck and I can't get out
can't remember my way in now
the ceilings caving down
can't remember when I last heard a sound
too late for saving now but I'd rather swim than drown
my heart is pacing now
be quick cuz I'm fading out

tell me would you self yourself for some cash flow
a little dinero, you don't gotta say no
you want it, just say so
no need to aim low
don't worry bout a halo baby
you're not an angel

tell me your regrets
don't hold 'em back
tell me what you wish you said
no strings attached
searching for something you need, something you lack
I think I understand why you still can't relax

tell me what's on your mind
tell me your biggest fears
tell me what you think of when no one else is here
tell me what you would say if no one else could hear
there's not a single soul besides us my dear
x2

tell me your regrets

sorry for being gone so long im gonna try to be more 
active.

i cant see a way to stop this

moving out the ways an option

i cant seem to brace the nonsense

im not here im barely conscious 

make me feel alive im honest-

ly just terrified of losses 

i cant feel the way i wanted

im just building blue up on it

bleedin out

i cant see for now

its all going down but then u come around

gonna drown feel like im gonna drown

but then you pull me out u pull me out

im not going alone

id rather smash up my phone

the only contact i know

is just sitting at home

if you’re not feeling to go

baby then we just wont go

the real feeling of home

its us together alone

blue (mila moon)

bones. w/ jelex (f. jades)

"hanging by a thread"

produced by elavy

lyrics:

I've been tryna change my ways, not lose my faith
if I don't take the step, then I'll just stay the same
staring at a screen to get through night and day
it's hard to keep my confidence in fucking place
i know you wonder where I've been and why I left so long
a place that's stuck in time and clocks are wrong
the sun don't shine and birds don't sing along
upside down and nothing's where it belongs

self destruct or fix me up?
do I tear the seams or stitch em up?
if I cut the thread, I'm close enough to the edge to end what I've begun but I can never do that

maybe I'm clueless
ignorant to what the truth is
can't run or hide, baby, it's useless
I know that I've been playing stupid
I gotta save myself
for me and for no one else
before I decay or melt
or wither away in hell
tired of acting like it's fine
wish I could speak my fucking mind
when I'm here, my tongue is tied
when I'm there, I'm free to fly

I need to get away from here 
Ignore all my biggest fears
feel the sounds ring through my ears

cause I know you wonder
where I've been and why I left so long
a place that's stuck in time and clocks are wrong
the sun don't shine and birds don't sing along
upside down and nothing's where it belongs

self destruct or fix me up?
do I tear the seams or stitch em up?
If I cut the thread, I'm close enough to the edge to end what I've begun but I can never do that

self destruct

produced by thom 

I’m sick but thanks for 5K 



lyrics:

and I’m not stuckk like when I started
got away from that apartment
used my pain to line my pockets
now they’re gone and no one’s watching me

just wanna know if you’re proud of me
but I know I’ll never get that
just wanna hear that you’re proud of me

you know I will always try my best
I’m doing more when I feel like less
there’s so much that I wish I said
but you’re not here now

I still don’t like to cry now
don’t like to cry now

and I’m not stuckk like when I started
got away from that apartment
used my pain to line my pockets
now they’re gone and no one’s watching me

just wanna know if you’re proud of me

are you proud of me?

short outro

lyrics:

Even if it takes a little while
Learned from my mistakes to make you smile
Doing everything to make you proud

I just want to stand right by your side
Watch our hands slowly intertwine 
Let your life turn into mine
Until we’re one and our souls align

even if it takes awhile

enjoy the funky little intermission. 
take a break, dance a little, breathe.
back to work i go but we'll be back soon,
all love always.

produced by yogic


lyrics:

baby listen to my voice
cuz I can teach you everything
you just gotta make a choice
don’t gotta give up anything
just the thing that brings you joy
can you hear me through 
the songs you sing
when you’re trying to avoid

baby listen to my voice 
ignoring all your issues
won’t get you out that void
keep on coping and telling yourself 
that you’re doing what you enjoy 
can you hear me through the songs you song
baby listen to my voice


they gonna tell you what you want
but I’ll tell you what you need
everything is said and done
gotta know when you should leave
but the feeling’s so addicting 
can’t let it go
all you gotta do is listen to me
be one and sink into me
I crave your intimacy 
love it when you’re in sync with me
I love the way you smile
love the way you walk around
every breath and every sound
the way my name comes out your mouth


baby listen to my voice
cuz I can teach you everything
you just gotta make a choice
don’t gotta give up anything
just the thing that brings you joy
can you hear me through 
the songs you sing
when you’re trying to avoid

baby listen to my voice 
ignoring all your issues
won’t get you out that void
keep on coping and telling yourself 
that you’re doing what you enjoy 
can you hear me through the songs you song
baby listen to my voice

listen

reupload. someone took it upon themselves to upload "eyelids" to all platforms as their own song and in turn, my upload of my own original song was copyright striked and taken down automatically. this is the same song just slightly pitched down. if it stays up without issue, enjoy.

produced by never forever


lyrics:

i know that i'm clouded
hope the sun shines someday upon me
I’ll open my eyelids
and see what I was missing 
cause my mind was so weak
crack open a smile for all the times I couldn’t speak
my mind

it don’t even matter, never lost faith in it
now I make a little pape with it
fuck around make a name with it
this a cold brew with some pain in it
now the boy got some age in em
same book but the page different
set a bookmark but it kept flipping on me
I’m running outta time

self destruct

jades

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