Written by: Dead8oi
Performed by: Dead8oi
(Prod. Dead8oi)
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Lyrics:
How does one explain that our morals are not the same?
Am I too conservative for the right to live?
I long for love, but you treat it like some stupid game
I guess in the end you're just plain evil and sick 
Is somebody out there?
I'm way too drenched in fear 
I don't wanna face this all alone

What if that was me who had to meet the Lord?
Would they even bother
To even mourn?
But there's one thing for sure
You would not care if they took my life
Because you're empty and cold inside
So please don't waste your tears on me
You made me become your enemy

Through your fake empathy I can see right through you
You're not fooling no one, I see your true colors
We got nothing in common, I cannot defend you
Whatever we had before it's all over
I knew that you'd hate me
I hide myself because you've gone crazy
Guess I will have to do this all alone

What if that was me who had to meet the Lord?
Would they even bother
To even mourn?
But there's one thing for sure
You would not care if they took my life
Because you're empty and cold inside
So please don't waste your tears on me
You made me become your enemy

Hello it's me, I'm yelling into the sun
Begging for someone, anyone 
To give me a reason why everyone's so fake?
Never wanted to be known, especially when all is at stake
Feeling like my life is on the line
Can't even speak my mind, because I might die
From a bullet that is shot with pure hatred
Right through the head. Do you want me dead?
With all the drama in my day to day life and the screen
Can somebody tell me what this means?
I don't wanna be the guy who acts like a victim
But I still wish somebody would listen
I know way too many people got their life cut short
What if I was the next to never reach 24?
Wish somebody knew I cannot do this alone

What if that was me who had to meet the Lord?
Would they even bother
To even mourn?
But there's one thing for sure
You would not care if they took my life
Because you're empty and cold inside
So please don't waste your tears on me
You made me become your enemy

What if that was me?

I'm an independent song writer and artist from California. I predominately rap, but I sing too. Most of the lyrics I write are based on true stories that happen through out my life, or my internal conflicts. I only do this as a hobby, so I don't really promote as much as I should. Listen at your own discretion 